"As long as we settle the grudge between us, I will send you to see Shen Zhuji and your son, so that your family of three will never be separated again..."
Yun Xi said quietly, her voice filled with a strangeness.
Gu Jinxiu felt as if someone had poured cold water on him all over. All the excitement and excitement suddenly receded. A wave of extreme fear and uneasiness emerged in his heart. His scalp was numb and his whole body felt cold.
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Gu Jinxiu was castrated by Jing Shen.
It was Yun Xi's personal order.
He struggled fiercely, using up all his strength, but he couldn't break free from the guards' grasp.
He was forcibly dragged down and sent to the cleansing room. When the master in charge of cleansing used the knife, his facial features were twisted in pain, and his eyes were about to fall out.
If he hadn't been afraid of an accident if he bit his tongue and had linen stuffed in his mouth, the screams would have resounded through the sky, enough to knock off the roof of the house.
Although his body hurt, his heart hurt even more. When it was over, Gu Jinxiu's heart was filled with despair. It seemed that he couldn't even feel the pain in his body. He stared blankly at the roof until he couldn't hold on and fainted.
He was too old and forced castration was extremely dangerous. He had a high fever for a long time and almost died several times.
It was the imperial doctors of Tai Hospital who, under Yun Xi's order, had dedicated personnel to watch him day and night and treat him meticulously, and they were able to snatch his life back from the Yama Hall.
By the time he fully recovered, it was already half a year later.
However, even though he recovered, his body still left a lot of sequelae. He became sickly and frail, his martial arts skills completely disappeared, and his physique was not as good as that of an ordinary eunuch.
He was also a proud and arrogant person, but now that he had ended up like this, Gu Jinxiu just felt that there was no hope in life and wanted to die.
However, the chief eunuch threatened him with his son. If he dared to die, he would send his son to accompany him.
The chief eunuch was a man of spirit and understood the regent's intentions very well. The regent obviously wanted the man who had betrayed her to be punished alive.
If you wanted him to die, why would you let the imperial doctor keep an eye on him during that time
Therefore, the chief eunuch tried every means to hang on to Gu Jinxiu's life.
And Gu Jinxiu, thinking of the child that the woman he loved most had given birth to for him, had no choice but to completely give up the idea of seeking death.
He has completely lost power and cannot protect his son, but he can no longer kill that child.
In this way, Gu Jinxiu was put into eunuch clothes, named Xiao Guzi by the chief eunuch, and placed in Shen Zhuji's palace by Yun Xi's order.
Seeing each other again after more than a year, the two of them felt like they were worlds apart.
After coming back to her senses, Shen Zhuji looked at the eunuch's attire on his body and felt extremely complicated.
She is not a stupid person, and she can naturally realize that if they do something like this to cause trouble in the harem, and they are defeated and lose power, the end will not be good.
Fortunately, she is the biological mother of the little emperor. With the little emperor's amulet, no matter how ruthless Yun Xi is, she will always care about Yunlin and will never kill her biological nephew's biological mother.
The people in the palace should also be wary of the little emperor and not dare to embarrass her too much.
But he was different. He fornicated the harem, committed adultery with the queen mother of the dynasty, and poisoned the eldest princess...
As well as the things he did to exclude dissidents in the court when he was in power, all kinds of crimes, if you pick any one of them, you will not be easy.
Since ancient times, everyone has been trying to push him down. Once he loses power, no one knows how many people are waiting to step on him.
In her mind, castration was already a better outcome.
But when she saw it with her own eyes, she couldn't accept it. He was also the man she loved.
When he was in power, he was so noble and arrogant. He was so high-spirited. Moreover, he only had her in his heart and loved her exclusively. How could she not be moved by such exclusive love
But now, there is only sadness and helplessness in my heart.
No matter how reluctant she was, that relationship was completely over. She was the biological mother of the Emperor of the Northern Dynasties and the Queen Mother of a country. How could she continue to be involved with a eunuch
As for Gu Jinxiu, facing his most beloved woman and his current status as an eunuch, he felt inferior and ashamed, wishing he could find a crack in the ground to crawl in.
No man wants to face the woman he loves as a eunuch, and he is no exception.
Gu Jinxiu felt deep sadness in his heart. He endured all the emotions in his heart and humbly knelt down in front of Shen Zhuji and saluted her.
On the first day they met, the two of them were trying their best to adapt to their new identities. Apart from saluting, they didn't exchange a word, and they had a tacit understanding that neither of them took the initiative to mention the past.
In such silent silence, Gu Jinxiu saw his son. At this time, the little boy was already six months old. He seemed to have not suffered much and was chubby. When he saw him, he was babbling and spitting bubbles. ,Very cute.
Gu Jinxiu's cold and numb heart suddenly softened, and he looked at the little baby lovingly and dotingly.
After his mind cleared, he began to worry about the future for the first time since he was purged.
The existence of this child is a shame to the royal family. Can Yun Xi really tolerate him for a long time
There is also the little emperor. The little emperor is young now, but he will eventually grow up. When the little emperor grows up, will he tolerate this product of his mother's betrayal of his father
Gu Jinxiu sighed deeply, feeling ridiculous and sad at the same time. Now that he couldn't even protect himself, he still had the heart to think about the fate of this child...
Sure enough, do incompetent people always like to dream
With a throbbing pain in his heart, Gu Jinxiu only hoped that Shen Zhuji could take good care of this child because of the past relationship between them.
Today, Duke Shen's palace has not collapsed, and although she is under house arrest, she is still the noble queen mother of the Northern Dynasty and the emperor's biological mother. If she insists on protecting a child, there will be no big problem.
However, Gu Jinxiu's thoughts were too good, and he also overestimated the status of himself and this child in Shen Zhuji's heart.
Time passed day by day, and their children gradually grew up, but Shen Zhuji was still unable to be free. She was always trapped in this corner, and her mind gradually became distorted.
After all, after enjoying the highest glory and the highest rights, how can you endure being trapped here for a long time
In addition, as I get older and my body matures, my desires become terrifyingly strong.
She once enjoyed such intense love, but now, it has been a long time since she had sex, and the woman who was not satisfied with her desires felt like she was holding back the fire all over her body.
Especially when she couldn't use Gu Jinxiu's handsome face all day long, Shen Zhuji became more and more irritable and uncomfortable.
(End of chapter)