At the beginning, she asked Gu Jinxiu to serve her with his lips, tongue and hands. Gu Jinxiu felt ashamed of her and hoped that she could protect their child. Therefore, he put aside his last pitiful self-esteem and used all his strength to serve her with extra effort.
Under his deliberate flattery, Shen Zhuji was served comfortably. The anger that had accumulated in her body for a long time was finally released, and she felt much better.
However, this method, after all, is a bit scratchy. It is okay to satisfy the craving occasionally, but if you really want to have fun, it is obviously not enough.
Therefore, it didn't take long for Shen Zhuji to no longer be satisfied with this level. Instead, she became more and more hungry and thirsty, her temper became more and more violent, and her mood became irritable again. She often got angry when she saw Gu Jinxiu.
Gu Jinxiu also realized this and began to deliberately avoid her. He would not take the initiative to appear in front of her except when necessary.
But not everyone is as knowledgeable as him, for example, he and Shen Zhuji's child.
This child is almost one year old and has reached the stage of learning to walk. He is no longer as easy to take care of as he was when he was a child. All food, drinks and toiletries can be left to the wet nurse. She only needs to look at him occasionally.
Now, this child has his own consciousness and can recognize people. He is particularly attached to her. He doesn't want anyone except her every day. He will howl when he can't see her.
He doesn't want a wet nurse to take care of him when it comes to eating, drinking, and toileting. He has to have her do it herself to be satisfied, and he has to sleep with her at night.
Children have small stomachs and eat less, so they get hungry quickly. They need to be fed several times a night. If they eat more often, they will poop and urinate more. Then, whether they are hungry or pee, they will cry like a devil. howl.
Shen Zhuji was in so much pain that every time she just fell asleep, the child would start shouting and crying, waking her up.
Shen Zhuji hadn't had a good night's sleep for many days.
She is the queen mother, and although she has given birth to a child, Yunlin is extremely well-behaved and easy to take care of. She has been taken care of by the palace maid and wet nurse since she was born, and they never make trouble to her. How has she ever served a child like this, or been tormented by a child
At the beginning, with the support of her natural maternal love, although she was depressed and irritable, she still gritted her teeth and endured it.
However, as time went on, she couldn't sleep well every night. She suffered from severe lack of sleep. Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore.
People who don't get enough sleep will inevitably be emotionally agitated. Coupled with her long-term dissatisfaction with desires, her emotions are completely out of control no matter how hard she tries to control them.
That night, when she was woken up for the fourth or fifth time, Shen Zhuji held her head and screamed several times like crazy. Her eyes were filled with dark and terrifying emotions, and she looked at him with vicious hatred. The child next to him cried louder after being frightened.
Cry, cry, cry, just cry, she must have owed him something in her previous life to let him torment her like this in this life.
It was because of him that she lost her freedom, her supreme glory and power, and her hard-earned reputation. She went from a high-ranking empress dowager to a prisoner under house arrest, from the dignified and gentle most talented woman in the Northern Dynasties to a The promiscuous palace has become a shame that is despised by the world.
It's all his fault. If it weren't for him, what if it was her having an affair with someone
She was the emperor's biological mother, and she was supported by Duke Shen's palace. She was young and widowed. Even if she did such a thing, who would dare to say it was wrong
But it shouldn't happen, it shouldn't bring shame to the royal family and the late emperor.
At this moment, Shen Zhuji suddenly woke up and regretted it, but she did not regret having an affair with Gu Jinxiu.
After all, Gu Jinxiu was considered the best among men, and she did not suffer any loss from having sex with him.
What she regretted was that she shouldn't have given birth to this evil creature.
If she had gotten rid of the child early, maybe she would not have completely angered Yun Xi. For the sake of the little emperor and the late emperor, Yun Xi would not treat her like this.
A flash of light suddenly flashed in Shen Zhuji's eyes, maybe it's not too late.
She gritted her teeth, steeled herself, pulled the quilt and covered the crying child who was out of breath.
The child was still young and had even less strength. He didn't struggle much at all. He just cried miserably. Through the thick quilt, the child's cries became smaller and smaller...
Shen Zhuji squinted her eyes. There was no pain or intolerance in her eyes, only relief and ferocity.
Hahaha, soon, she will be completely free soon.
The child's crying finally stopped completely, and there was silence under the quilt. Shen Zhuji didn't even look at it, and just sat beside it, deep in thought.
After Gu Jinxiu ran in anxiously, this was what he saw.
Tonight, for some unknown reason, he was haunted by nightmares. He always dreamed of the child crying and shouting, calling him daddy and asking him to save him.
That was the first time he heard the child call him daddy, but it was in a dream. The child's voice was extremely shrill. In the dream, he was panicking to the extreme. He tried his best to hold him, but he couldn't get close to him.
He was suffocated and depressed, and suddenly woke up from the nightmare, only to find that his whole body was covered in cold sweat, his heart was beating violently, and his whole person was shrouded in a strong uneasiness.
Without thinking too much, he jumped off the bed and ran towards Shen Zhuji's room without putting on his shoes. At this moment, he had no time to think about whether Shen Zhuji would be angry when she saw him at this point.
Along the way, his bare feet were pricked by sharp stones, and his messy hair and clothes were all wet with cold sweat, but he ignored them all.
"Where is the child? How is the child?"
He strode in and stood in front of the bed, watching Shen Zhuji breathing rapidly, her handsome face as white as a ghost.
Seeing him suddenly running towards me, Shen Zhuji remained calm and said indifferently, "At midnight, I didn't tell you, but you came to my room. Do you know what your crime should be?"
Gu Jinxiu couldn't listen to her words at all. He was going crazy with anxiety. He gritted his teeth and roared.
"Where is the child? Let me ask you, where is the child? Didn't the child fall asleep with you? Where did he go?"
"This is not a question you should ask. If you don't get out, I will call someone."
Shen Zhuji gathered her clothes, turned her head and snorted coldly, making up her mind not to tell him about the little devil.
As soon as it was dawn, she told her servants that the little devil was dead and asked someone to send a message to Yun Xi. She found an opportunity to meet Yunlin, pretended to be pitiful, and asked Yunlin to let her out.
After all, she was Yunlin's biological mother, and she didn't believe that Yunlin would completely ignore her.
If Yunlin comes forward, Yunxi will definitely stop pursuing her for Yunlin's sake. After all, the shame of the royal family has completely disappeared.
And Yunlin is still young, how can he be away from his mother for a long time
This plane is faster and should be finished in one or two chapters.
(End of chapter)