After an eleven-hour long flight, the group finally returned to the embrace of the motherland the next morning. Su Jishi had a comfortable sleep on the plane and was in a particularly good spirit.
The door of the plane opened, and the unique smell of smog in the capital came oncoming in the cold wind.
Inside the covered bridge, several managers were waiting there ahead of time. When they saw the artists coming out, they hurriedly surrounded them like bees.
"Sister Su!" Fang Jiechong was the first. He stopped in front of Su Jishi, pulled her to look carefully several times, for fear that she might get hurt somewhere. "It's good to come back smoothly!"
Su Jishi smiled: "Don't worry, Xiaoxia and I are not in any danger."
"What!" Xiaoxia immediately exposed her lie, and danced and danced to describe the various crisis situations at that time to Fang Jie.
She started talking about Su Jishi's performance on the deserted island, and how Su Jishi discovered the volcanic eruption and led everyone to flee without hesitation. She speaks with a rich voice, coupled with rich expressions and body movements, very much like a primary school student giving a report performance on the Children's Day.
In the end, she ended with a sincere rainbow fart - "If it weren't for Sister Su, I, Xiaoxia, would be turned into little pieces!"
Because the signal was not good before, Fang Xie didn't know exactly what happened. He could only piece together the circumstances of the disaster from the news reports. It wasn't until now that he realized that what actually happened was even more magnificent than he had imagined.
"Stop, stop." Su Jishi hurriedly interrupted her speech, "There is nothing to brag about, everything is over."
But Xiaoxia's eyes widened: "Where did it go?! I will remember this forever! Sister Su, don't worry, when I get old and Xiaoxia becomes Laoxia, I will still write this "Sister Su Feiyue" Tell my grandson about the legend of Volcano Bravely Rescuing Thirty-Six People!"
Su Jishi: "..."
A group of people walked out while talking.
Su Jishi glanced sideways at the bodyguards around him, and asked, "Why are there so many people here?"
She has also experienced fan pick-ups before. The standard configuration is usually four to six security personnel to protect her according to the four directions of east, west, north and south, and the remaining two are on standby. Who would have thought that Fang Jie would bring eight bodyguards with him when he returned to China this time, and the number of bodyguards of other artists was only a lot more. A group of bodyguards surrounded them and walked out. Everywhere they could see were black suits and sunglasses.
At the moment when he was about to step out of the pick-up hall, Fang Jie took a deep breath and whispered, "—put on your sunglasses."
"Varied… ?"
In the next second, the sensor door opened in response, and overwhelming cheers swarmed in!
Dazzling flashlights surrounded them from all directions, and the continuous shutter sound sounded. Even though Su Jishi was fully prepared, he was still frightened by the enthusiasm of the fans.
How many people gathered at the airport? ... three thousand? four thousand? No, absolutely more than that!
Dozens of security guards were urgently dispatched from the airport, and they joined hands to form a human wall, separating the excited fans. The fans who rushed to the front were holding banners and gifts, while the fans standing in the back row held up the light signs. Looking up, even beside the railings on the second and third floors, there are figures of fans looking forward to it. The crowd was crowded, they shouted the names of their idols loudly, and some even shed tears of excitement.
This overseas distress has touched everyone's hearts. Even though the program group announced that the artists were not injured, fans still couldn't feel relieved if they didn't see it with their own eyes. You must know that they are not only their idols, but also their wives, husbands, daughters, and sons.
Escorted by bodyguards, a group of people struggled to squeeze outside. They just walked for more than half an hour for a short distance of tens of meters.
"Cub! Mom is here, take a quick look at mom, cub!!" A cry came from nowhere.
Su Jishi looked around and asked, "Is there too many people, and anyone's children got lost?"
"..." Qin Qiu's ears turned red, and he said in shame, "Sister Su, you misunderstood, those are my fans. They are good at everything, but they are full of maternal love."
Su Jishi: "..." She complimented, "It's pretty good, I don't have a mother's love yet."
After a while, I heard a rough male voice from the back row: "Oni, you have lost weight! Be sure to pay attention to your body! I love you, love you, love you!"
"Oni" means "sister" in Korean.
The person who shouted was Chen Gangyu's male fan. When Chen Gangyu heard the shout, he smiled and expressed his heart to him.
After walking a few steps, a group of fans suddenly heard shouting: "Elder-in-law! Eunuch!! Xiao Xiaokun cried during the live broadcast yesterday, he is too worried about you!"
Yan Changhui waved his hands perfunctorily without raising his head, and said, "All right, all right."
Su Jishi was confused: "Elder-in-law?"
Yan Changhui: "Well, I took my son to a variety show last year. I didn't expect my son to attract more fans than me, and everyone was vying to be my daughter-in-law."
Su Jishi: "But I remember your son is only eight years old."
Yan Changhui: "They said they could wait for my son for ten years."
Su Jishi: "..." That's wonderful.
Su Jishi hadn't interacted with so many artists at the same time before. She had heard about the diversity of her fan base, but she never expected to be lucky enough to witness a miracle with her own eyes today.
Just when they were about to walk out of the airport, a shy and timid whisper suddenly came from beside them: "...husband, I will always support you!"
Su Jishi laughed and said to Wei Jing, "Teacher Wei Jing, look, she is your 'wife fan'!"
Unexpectedly, Wei Jing waved his hands in a hurry, shaking his head again and again: "Don't, don't, my wife is waiting for me at home. And if you turn around and look, whose fan is that?"
Su Ji didn't think much about it, and followed the prestige—just outside the wall surrounded by bodyguards, a young girl who seemed to have just grown up held up a light sign with the name "Su Jin" on it, and the two eyes collided. The little fan yelled at Su Jishi as if he had acquired endless courage: "Husband, when will you marry me?"
Su Jishi: "..."
Smile.
Su Jishi said: "Whenever I earn enough dowry, I will marry you."
The fan said: "No, no, we can get married naked!"
Su Jishi: "..."
When it comes to routines, how can celebrities compare to fans.
When I got home, work continued non-stop. They were trapped in Indonesia for many days, and the backlog of work piled up into a hill, not to mention the media that came here to rub the heat.
Su Jishi ignored the full work schedule on his schedule, and just set aside a day to go to his mother's cemetery alone.
After Fang Jie learned of Su Jishi's plan, he couldn't hide the surprise on his face.
Su Jishi asked, "What's wrong?"
"Uh, I thought you, Sister Su, had a bad relationship with Lingtang, but I didn't expect..."
"It's really not good." Su Jishi said, "But I've been back to China for so long, and it's time to pay her respects."
Taking advantage of Xiaoxia's absence, Su Jishi asked him: "Tell me about Jinqing and my mother in detail."
In fact, she has always had a lot of curiosity in her heart, but she had deliberately suppressed it before. She wanted to completely separate her life from her sister, but the cell phone she got by accident made the questions that had been suppressed in her heart explode for a long time.
At her request, Fang Xie could only tell her everything he knew.
In fact, Fang Jie didn't know much. Su's mother suffered from breast cancer, and after the diagnosis, she actively took anti-cancer treatment. It's a pity that Su's mother was weak, and the cancer recurred soon. At that time, the only choice was targeted drugs. It was at that time that Su Jinqing stepped into the entertainment circle. Unfortunately, she didn't get a good opportunity when she first debuted. She could only receive a meager fixed salary from the company every month. Later, she met Mu Xiulun in the Sun Village where she often went. ,then…
"This spring, your mother's condition suddenly deteriorated. But Jinqing worked so much during that time that she almost missed seeing your mother for the last time... This is indeed my manager's negligence." Fang Jie looked guilty, " You know what happened next."
…
The cemetery is located in the outskirts of the city, a place surrounded by mountains and rivers. Su Jishi specially chose a weekday, dressed in a plain shirt, and went to the cemetery in a low-key manner.
The location of this cemetery is excellent, and the construction cost is very high. Sumu’s tomb is located on the hillside, surrounded by a circle of evergreen pine trees. The tombstone is not a common "monument" in China, but is exquisitely built into an open book, implying that Su's mother was a teacher who taught and educated people during her lifetime.
On the left side of the page, Su's mother's name is engraved in dignified gold characters; on the right side of the page, there are two names side by side.
——The filial daughter Su Jishi Jingli
——Su Jinqing, a filial daughter, Jingli
Su Jishi never expected that his younger sister had reserved a place for himself on his mother's tombstone.
She came empty-handed, without any offerings. She stood in front of the tombstone with downcast eyes, trying her best to search for her memories from twenty years ago, but she suddenly found that her memory of her mother was only a few scattered fragments.
This is the power of time.
Su Jishi found a stone bench and sat down, quietly sorting out the turbulent thoughts in his heart.
The cold wind of early winter whizzed by, and Su Jishi couldn't help cursing (A Shan: "Ah!") and fastened the zipper of the down jacket tremblingly. Who stipulated that female stars cannot wear long johns
Suddenly, her hand touched something hard in her pocket. She took it out and found that it was the mobile phone belonging to her sister.
After waking up the phone, Su Jishi didn't look at the lock screen and the two photos on the desktop, but quickly entered the system software and started software one by one to search for clues left by his sister.
This mobile phone does not have any third-party software installed, and even communication tools such as QQ and WeChat are not added. The three software that Su Jinqing uses the longest are cameras, notepads, and browsers.
There are thousands of photos in the album, Su Jishi quickly browsed through them, most of them are photos of his sister and mother. In addition, there are many screenshots of prescriptions, but unfortunately Su Jishi couldn't understand them.
In the browser, there is a special folder for information of famous medical experts. There are also some cancer warm forums to help patients and family members share their experiences.
And the last one is the notebook.
Su Jishi had a premonition that what she was looking for must be in the notebook!
— Sure enough, there are hundreds of records densely packed in the notebook. Each record is arranged according to time, from far to near, some are the experience of accompanying mother to see a doctor, but more are Su Jinqing's diary!
Su Jishi immediately opened them in order.
[2015 x month x day]
Too tired, I can only sleep four or five hours a day, but I still haven't received a serious announcement. Standing at the auto show for fifteen hours today, I was raped by a tourist who took a photo before I got off work. I pushed him, and I was deducted three days of wages.
[2015 x month x day]
On the eighth day of the three treatments, the third cycle ends. Mom said it wasn't as painful as it was during the first chemo two years ago. I know she's lying to me and she doesn't want me to worry.
[2015 x month x day]
Six Liao ended. The effect of chemotherapy is getting weaker and weaker, and every time the Shengbai injection is given, it makes my mother very painful.
[2016 x month x day]
My mother cried and said that she didn't want to be treated anymore, it was too painful, and she really couldn't hold on anymore. None of us expected this relapse to be so menacing. The doctor said that targeted drugs must be used.
[2016 x month x day]
Money, money.
[2016 x month x day]
Mom has been thinking about my sister for so many years, and I want to see her too. But I really don't know if I should tell her about my mother's illness.
[2016 x month x day]
I have called my sister several times this week and have been unable to reach her. Maybe this is God's will, she should be out in the wild now. I don't know which starry sky she is under
[2016 x month x day]
Sometimes I envy my sister. She is countless times stronger than me, and she has been my hero and role model since I was a child. I often think, if my mother chose my sister, would everything be different? But I can only think about this in my heart, neither my mother nor my sister want to hear it.
[2016 x month x day]
For money, some things can also be given up
[2016 x month x day]
Mr. Mu is my noble man. One second before I got the contract, I was still ashamed of my depravity; after reading the contract, I suspected that Mr. Mu was here to send warmth.
[2017 x month x day]
Fame came by surprise, and I was scared, am I really who the fans think I am
[2017 x month x day]
There is too much work, and now I can't even spare a day in a month to go to the hospital to accompany my mother. But my mother said that she was very happy when she saw me on TV. In order to let my mother see me more, I have to take on more dramas.
[2017 x month x day]
Another targeted drug has developed resistance.
[2017 x month x day]
drug resistance.
[2017 x month x day]
This is the first drug resistance? Mom can't hold on anymore.
[2018 x month x day]
I can't hold on anymore.
[2018 x month x day]
My mother seemed to have a premonition and started knitting sweaters for me two months ago. In fact, no one would wear this kind of bright red sweater for a long time now, but my mother said that she wanted to leave something for me. She knitted two scarves for me on the hospital bed, but the sweater was an arm short, and she couldn't hold a sweater needle anymore.
[2018 x month x day]
Before going on stage today, tears came out suddenly, I was so flustered, I explained to Fang that I have to go back, something must have happened to my mother, I have to go back! Forget that I breached the contract, no matter how much I pay, I must go back!
Fang Jie was frightened by me, thinking about it too, it was the first time he saw me speak so loudly.
... Fortunately, I rushed back.
[2018 x month x day]
When I was dying, I stayed with my mother all the time.
In my memory, she has always been a beautiful and gentle woman. She would help my sister and I braid our hair, make skirts for us, and teach us how to sing and dance.
But she gradually became the person I didn't know before me. Her hair was gone, her skin became very white, and her lymph nodes were swollen. But I know, she is my mother.
The illness was so painful that she was either in a coma or screaming in pain. Every time she cries, I cry with her.
Mom... I want to trade my life for your time, I just hope you can leave slowly.
Maybe it was a flashback, but at the last moment, she opened her eyes and looked at me.
She didn't seem to feel the pain anymore, and she became that gentle mother again.
How long has it been since I saw her smile
The doctor said, let me talk to her more and don't let her fall asleep.
So I told her, "Mom, I'm back."
Mom stretched out her withered hand, touched my head, touched my face, told her how much she loved me, and how she was thinking of me when I was not around.
I felt very uncomfortable after hearing her words. I always wanted to work hard to make money to treat her illness. I was always filming and posting announcements day and night, but I forgot that being with her is the most important thing.
I didn't dare to cry in front of her, for fear that she would be sad, so I could only smile and talk to her a lot.
By the end, she was tired.
Her voice was getting lower and lower, and the light on her face was about to disappear.
She said: "My good daughter, mother is tired and wants to sleep."
I said: "Mom, you sleep, I will watch over you."
Then.
She closed her eyes and uttered her last words in this world.
she asked me.
"... Ji Shi, where's your sister?"
... It turned out that she thought I was my sister.
It turned out that all the thoughts she just said were for her sister.
... Mom, I miss her as much as you do.
But the person who accompanied you through the last part of your life is me.