Jing Sui looked at the young man in front of him, and it was clear that the words were light and fluffy, but every word fell into his ears, but it easily knocked him into the abyss.
How could he forget this sentence
He will never forget.
No, no, definitely not like this...
Jing Sui spoke with difficulty, his voice hoarse: "What did you say..."
Ji Ling looked at Jing Sui coldly.
He was a good young man who abided by the law since he was a child, respected the old and loved the young, but died without even having a relationship. Fortunately, God opened his eyes and gave him a chance to be resurrected. He cherished this opportunity very much and tried his best to do it seriously. The task is to hope that one day I can go home.
But you all want to fight against me, you don't follow the plot, you don't say anything, you don't want to let me go, I haven't even held a girl's hand, I'm about to be bent by you snakes!
Falling in love is a matter of mutual affection, can't you understand my refusal
Just can't not like me
If so, let's start over.
Now I remember everything and know everything, whether you can continue to say you love me as if nothing happened.
I want you to know that I, Ji Ling, can also be ruthless!
Jing Sui looked at the young man's indifferent and determined eyes without the slightest turbulence, and his heart kept sinking, but he still tried to struggle in vain, and said shyly, "I don't understand what you mean..."
Ji Ling smiled, and said slowly and ruthlessly: "Then let me remind Your Majesty, the last thing I said to you in the last life."
He looked into Jing Sui's eyes, looked at the extremely ugly look in Jing Sui's eyes, and said word by word: "I said, I won't pester you anymore, you and Ning Yu...be good."
The blood on Jing Sui's face faded, although he had vaguely guessed something from the moment the boy opened his eyes, but he didn't want to believe it...
Until this moment, there has been no fluke.
The young man finally remembered, he remembered everything, his indifference in his last life, and why he died in his last life.
All my faults can no longer be hidden, they are naked in front of the young man, I can no longer try to hide the facts, try to pretend that nothing happened, greedily possess the ignorant young man, and despicably obtain him complete and flawless Love.
Jing Sui closed his eyes in pain. At this moment, he didn't know what else he could say, or how to argue.
Because any words seem pale and powerless.
In the end, he just opened his mouth slowly and made a hoarse voice: "I love you, it's true..."
Ji Ling looked at him lightly, and laughed at himself: "I didn't understand why you liked me before, so I listened to Carlos' words, but now I believe you love me... There is no need for you to use me, let alone ask a stranger The person I like gives the position of queen, I just can't believe that you really like me."
As he said, there was a hint of sadness in his eyes: "In the last life, I loved you so much that I couldn't make you look back at me. In this life, you actually fell in love with me. There is really nothing more embarrassing than this." Ridiculous thing."
Jing Sui's lips moved slightly, and said, "I..."
Ji Ling smiled softly, but the look in his eyes was like a cold and dead glacier, "But so what? I don't like you anymore."
Jing Sui looked at him in disbelief.
Ji Ling looked calm: "It doesn't matter whether you are out of guilt or to repay, I don't need your compensation, really."
Jing Sui said firmly, "It's not compensation, it's just because I like you."
Ji Ling said, "Really?"
"Then there is no need..." He looked into Jing Sui's eyes, his voice was ruthless and decisive, slow and calm: "Because from the moment I died, I have let go. Don't forget, who is ruthless?" Who sent me into exile, and who trampled on my heart again and again, I was obsessed with thinking that one day my sincerity would impress you, but I was wrong... "
"Until the last moment of my life, I didn't wait for that day."
"I've given you everything I can, my love, my life, and now I have nothing more to give you."
"The person who loves you will only stay in the last life and will not come back."
"Do you understand it?"
Listening to Ji Ling's words, Jing Sui clenched his hands tightly.
The young man in front of him was clearly right in front of his eyes, but for the first time he felt so far away that he couldn't touch it.
In his previous life, he had imagined the reunion countless times in his dreams, fantasized about how he would compensate him if the boy was still alive, and begged his forgiveness... But now he knows the answer, even if the boy is still alive, he can't get it back Something lost.
His teenager needs no compensation from him. The moths he loves fly into the flame vigorously, and the ones they put down are clean and neat.
He will not forgive him.
Will not love him anymore.
It turns out that this is the real answer, the real... cruel reality.
When he was immersed in the illusion he constructed, he never thought that one day, all the lies would be exposed, and all the truth would be revealed.
Even if you give him another chance, you can't bring back the lost ones.
Ji Ling uttered the words he had prepared in one go, and seeing Jing Sui finally being restrained by himself, with his speechless and painful appearance, he was particularly relieved! You all dare to be so unscrupulous because I don't know what happened in the previous life, because I have no reason to reject you... In fact, I know everything! But I didn't want to say it at first, I just want to do the task honestly, you guys forced me to do this!
Looking at Jing Sui's bloodless face, his heart softened for a moment, and then his heart became as cold as iron again. Now he is the same as Jing Sui, just pushing himself into that pit again, this is his only chance to get rid of the status quo! And as the emperor, isn't it good for you to do business? Why be obsessed with falling in love, you were much cuter before than now...
In short, kindness to the enemy is cruelty to oneself!
Ji Ling had just eaten poisonous flowers, and although he was cured of the poison, his body was still very weak. He struggled to get up from the bed, and almost fell to the ground as soon as he took a step.
Jing Sui quickly reached out to help, but Ji Ling opened it with one hand. He turned his head, looked at him coldly, and said, "I've been sorry for a long time, I should go home."
Jing Sui lowered his head, stared blankly at his opened hand, and stood where he was.
After a long while, he raised his head again, watching the young man striding forward step by step, with such persistence, determination, and never looking back...
He's about to lose his youth again...
This time the boy didn't even give him a chance to fantasize.
Ji Ling didn't dare to look back at all, lest taking another look would irritate Jing Sui, so he wished he could leave here immediately! Don't look at his aggressiveness just now, in fact, he was holding his breath. If Jing Sui came back to his senses, he might do something uncontrollable.
But he is really weak, and every step is very difficult, so he can't walk fast at all.
Just as Ji Ling was about to leave the palace and walk out the gate, a gleam of joy appeared in Ji Ling's eyes, when suddenly there was a sound of wind behind him, the man's hands hugged him by the waist vigorously, and strode back.
Ji Ling stared up at the man's cold chin in a daze, and was furious after recovering!
No way, so you don't let go? !
He started to beat Jing Sui, and said hoarsely with red eyes: "Let me go! Don't touch me!"
There was no expression on Jing Sui's face, his eyes were as silent as a dark abyss, all his emotional fluctuations seemed to be buried layer after layer, his face was cold, and his thin lips were tightly pursed.
He hugged the struggling boy tightly, until the boy lost his strength, then slowly put him on the bed, and said lightly: "You have a good rest, I'll let someone else take care of you."
Ji Ling's angry eyes seemed to burst into flames, trembling with anger, he gritted his teeth and said, "I want to go back."
Jing Sui didn't seem to hear it, he even looked at Ji Ling and smiled softly, with a hoarse smile in his voice: "If you're not happy, we can postpone the wedding, and I won't touch you, don't worry Just stay here."
After speaking, turn around and walk out from here.
Ji Ling was so angry that he committed suicide and was reborn. What is wrong with this man, he refuses to let go! I clearly won't forgive him, doesn't he know that twisted melons are not sweet? !
He wished he could commit suicide again immediately when he got up, but several waiters suddenly rushed in from outside the room, surrounded him from front to back, and said respectfully: "Young Master Ji, rest well, and if you need anything, please ask."
Ji Ling: "..."
He looked at these waiters in despair, they seemed respectful and humble, but all of them were powerful evolutionaries who could hold him with one hand!
The first time he committed suicide was when Jing Sui was unprepared. Once Jing Sui was prepared, there would be no second chance to commit suicide.
Ah, he is going to die of anger!
Ji Ling's face was ashen: [What's wrong with him, you say?]
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Ji Ling: [I said I don't love him anymore, does he think that if he keeps me like this, I will change my mind?]
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Ji Ling: [Or is it that being an emperor is too comfortable, and you want to find excitement and abuse?]
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Ji Ling: [It really is sick:)]
Ji Ling angrily flipped the table over! Panting.
The waiter immediately cleared the table, as if he didn't see it, and quickly changed a new table, and then continued to wait respectfully aside.
... ... ...
Jing Sui seldom appears in front of Ji Ling, but even if he is not there, there are more than three waiters around Ji Ling no matter when and where, even when he is sleeping, there are people watching beside him... 24 hours without leaving for a second There is no privacy in the eyes of others, which makes Ji Ling feel extremely depressed. He thinks this is a ruthless person, really a ruthless person.
If this goes on like this, he's afraid of being exposed!
Although temporarily freed from the crisis of chastity, he lost his freedom. Even guarding the prisoners doesn't have to be so tight, right? It's just frustrating.
I can't think about suicide, or I can only start with eating.
Before, Ji Ling just pretended not to eat, but whenever he had the chance, he would try to eat a few more mouthfuls, but this time he decided to start a hunger strike in order to get rid of the situation in front of him!
He wants Jing Sui to see his determination!
If I don't eat, I won't eat!
That night, when Ji Ling unreasonably overturned the third table of food, Jing Sui finally came over.
His handsome face was curved and cold, his long black hair was tied behind him, and his eyes were filled with deep light. When he came to Ji Ling, he said in a hoarse voice, "Why don't you eat?"
Ji Ling looked at him coldly.
Jing Sui was not annoyed, but just said lightly: "You have a choice, eat it yourself or let me feed you with my mouth."
Ji Ling: "..."
Oh, how could he have forgotten that this is a shameless kissing madman!
Ji Ling's expression froze. Although he really didn't want to admit defeat like this, did he really want to have a mouth-to-mouth tug-of-war with Jing Sui? He believed that Jing Sui could definitely do such a thing. The problem is, he doesn't think this kind of food tastes good! He also doesn't like to eat other people's saliva...
Jing Sui asked again calmly: "Have you made your choice?"
After a while, Ji Ling said coldly, "I'll eat it myself."
Jing Sui showed a gentle look, and said dotingly: "Okay."
Then he sat down beside him, as if he planned to watch Ji Ling eat with his own eyes.
In fact, when Ji Ling was faced with a table full of food, he was very heartbroken when he lifted it, wasting food, but he refused to eat it for the sake of acting. Now that he has to eat... let's eat first.
And thinking about it carefully, although he has not been able to leave the palace for the time being, he still managed to solve two big problems: eating and protecting the chrysanthemum.
Although the goal was not fully achieved, half of the victory was won. Thinking of this, Ji Ling's anger subsided a little, and he cheered up again. He has to make persistent efforts.
It depends on who can spend more than whom!
Ji Ling sat there with an extremely reserved expression. He seemed to have finished his meal in great pain. He put down the bowls and chopsticks only when he felt 80% full, and turned his head to show Jing Sui a sarcasm smile: "Your Majesty, the person who wants to be your queen ,already dead."
Jing Sui's complexion changed slightly, and there seemed to be a crack in the flawless mask, but soon he couldn't see it, and smiled at Ji Ling, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Then get up and leave.
Ji Ling sneered in his heart, and went back to sleep after eating. Anyway, I have nothing to do, so you and I will take time to see who is afraid of whom.
The two entered into such a tug of war.
Usually Jing Sui only comes here for meals every day, and he doesn't eat himself, he just watches Ji Ling eat. Ji Ling eats in silence without saying a word, ignores Jing Sui, and occasionally throws a sentence or two to Jing Sui indifferently:
"Your Majesty, the human heart is mortal."
"Your Majesty, no matter how much love you have, one day it will run out."
"I've seen it through, I won't like you anymore."
"People like you don't love at all."
Apart from eating and drinking enough every day, Ji Ling was thinking about how to hate Jing Sui, scratching his stomach, hating that he had read too few bloody novels before, which almost drained his brain cells, and he began to run out of words within a few days.
This made him very distressed. If he didn't say a word for a day, it was like losing a game.
Ji Ling: [I can't think of words, can you help me think of the system?]
The system is a little embarrassed: [... I'm not good at this.]
This system is really useless, Ji Ling thought he could only rely on himself, he sat there staring at the sky in a daze, at the beginning Jing Sui would be so excited by himself, but these two days seemed to be getting calmer and calmer, no matter what He had no expression on his face when he said anything, and he could even talk to him as if nothing had happened. Ji Ling thought in his heart that he is indeed a person who does great things, and this city was not built.
In the evening, Jing Sui came over as usual.
Food is still Ji Ling's favorite, he ate some casually, then looked at Jing Sui with indifferent eyes, and raised his mouth: "Your Majesty, I began to wonder if you really love me again."
Jing Sui looked at him, with a gentle light in his golden eyes, his voice was magnetic and pleasant, and he said, "Why do you think so?"
Ji Ling stared at him firmly, and said, "If you love someone, don't you give him freedom?"
Jing Sui smiled suddenly, with doting eyes, as if hearing something very interesting, he said: "Maybe someone is like this."
Ji Ling looked at him.
Jing Sui stared deeply into his eyes, and slowly said: "But for me, to love someone is to keep him by my side."
Ji Ling sneered: "When I wanted you to love me, you dismissed it. Now that I don't need it, you still want to love me. This is what you call love? I think you won't let it go. me."
Jing Sui still looked gentle: "You can say whatever you want."
As usual, it was a bad conversation.
After speaking, Jing Sui got up and left. From the beginning to the end, not only did he not touch Ji Ling, he didn't even get within one meter of him.
After Jing Sui left, Ji Ling sat in the garden for a while, and was about to go back to rest, when he heard a loud noise from outside.
Just when he was wondering, the guard guarding the gate was sent flying, vomiting blood and landed not far from Ji Ling, Ji Ling opened his eyes wide in surprise, what's going on? Who dares to commit murder in the palace? !
Immediately afterwards, he saw a tall and ruthless man with red hair and gray eyes walking in.
The man looked at him with disdain, easily crushed all those who tried to stop him, and came straight to Ji Ling, with extremely worried expressions in his eyes.
Ji Ling was very surprised, why did Brandon come? Isn't he one of Jing Sui's gang? What is this for
Brandon stared fixedly at the young man, looking at his face. Although the young man seemed to be in a bad mood, he was safe and sound, so he breathed a sigh of relief.
He came back from outside a few days ago and was going to visit the young man in the palace to see how he was doing, but to his surprise, Jing Sui rejected his request this time, saying that the young man is weak and it is not suitable to see outsiders now.
Out of his trust in Jing Sui, Brandon believed it at first, but later he entered the palace several times and was rejected by Jing Sui every time, which finally made him suspicious.
Even if the boy is really sick, it shouldn't matter if he takes a look from a distance. Why does Jing Sui not allow him to come and visit
What the hell is going on? Did something happen to Ji Ling
After being rejected again today, Brandon held back his doubts and pretended to leave, but he made a detour halfway to come here, and immediately found that this place was different from before, with countless guards outside patrolling back and forth, so that even a bird could not fly out , it doesn't look like a palace, it looks like a heavily guarded prison!
He immediately sensed that something was wrong, anxious and angry, and killed all the way in regardless of the guards' obstruction! Then finally saw the boy.
Ji Ling looks fine, but why did Jing Sui do this, he obviously imprisoned him!
Brandon opened his mouth and was about to ask, but suddenly his expression froze, and he felt a strong wind blowing around him, Jing Sui finally rushed over, he immediately raised his hand to resist, and was violently knocked out by Jing Sui!
The golden-eyed man with a cold expression stood there, looking at Brandon and saying each word: "What are you doing?"
Brandon was thrown out by Jing Sui when he was caught off guard. He looked furious and said, "You ask me? I want to ask you, what are you doing? Why are you doing this?"
Jing Sui's eyes were as dark as an abyss, and his voice was calm: "That's what you saw. I was worried that he would be in danger, so I strengthened some guards."
"Really?" Brandon's eyes were sharp, and his voice was sarcasm: "Are you guarding against the people outside or the people inside?"
Jing Sui's pupils shrank slightly, and his face was tense.
Ji Ling stood aside and watched this scene, his mind moved, and suddenly he felt that this might be a turning point, so he stood there quietly, showing indifferent eyes as if ashamed, and looked at the two people lightly.
When Brandon saw Ji Ling's eyes, his heart ached immediately, and he lowered his voice and said to Ji Ling, "Did he hurt you?"
Ji Ling showed a mocking look, and said softly, "Are you worried about me?"
Brandon said, "Yes."
Ji Ling seemed to find it very funny, with a cold smile on his lips: "You guys are so interesting. When I needed it, everyone hated me and wished I would go away. Now that I don't need it, I come to care about it again." I… "
Brandon was shocked, and he felt something was wrong in a trance.
But Jing Sui stepped forward again, blocking Ji Ling behind him, with extremely piercing eyes, and said to Brandon, "You should leave."
Brandon didn't have time to think about why Ji Ling said such a thing, but he was very sure that Ji Ling didn't want to stay here, and Jing Sui was forcing him, so he shouted angrily, "What did you do to him?"
Jing Sui said blankly: "I will protect him well, our affairs have nothing to do with you, you'd better not meddle in your own business."
This sentence completely angered Brandon.
This is called meddling
The boy has already suffered such torture. Not only did you fail to take good care of him, but you forced him even harder. How dare you let me leave? !
Brandon's fists were clenched, and a firm and cold look slowly appeared in his gray pupils. He looked into Jing Sui's eyes without avoiding, and said, "I told you before, if you one day hurt him—"
"I'll take him away from you."