Ji Ling looked at him calmly, and said slowly, "Of course I know what I'm talking about."
Ning Yu closed her eyes and opened them again, her black eyes were filled with indifference, and her voice was low and hoarse: "What did you hear outside?"
Ji Ling pursed her lips.
Ning Yu said firmly: "No matter what you hear, don't take it to heart, I will deal with it."
From the moment he embarked on this road, it was destined to be a lonely, bloody, and cruel road. He could only move forward and could not turn back. He was always walking on the edge of life and death, and he alone carried everyone's expectations.
This is his own choice, he will not blame anyone.
And no matter who wins, Carlos or Jing Sui, the rebels must be eliminated and cannot be tolerated.
Even without Ji Ling, even in the last life...Jing Sui still never spared the rebels.
In this life, it was just a little earlier.
Ji Ling smiled: "You should understand that if I go back, at least one of them can be persuaded to temporarily stop chasing you and the rebels, and it can also divert their conflicts and buy you more time. Let more people have a chance to escape."
Ning Yu took a deep breath, his chest rose and fell slightly, and looked at Ji Ling gently and calmly: "I don't need you to do this, I can protect you, and I can protect them..."
"You can't, you can't protect everyone—" Ji Ling interrupted him, with a calm expression in his eyes, raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled slightly: "Besides, I don't need your protection at all. Whether it's His Majesty or Carlos, they They all treat me very well and are willing to protect me. Even if I return to Jing Sui's side, I can still be my aristocrat, even his queen, and live a life of rich and beautiful servants, instead of hiding my name here How do you know... I don't want to go back?"
Pain finally appeared in Ning Yu's eyes, and he walked towards Ji Ling step by step, his black eyes were as dark as an abyss, his voice was low and hoarse, wrapped in anger squeezed from the depths of his chest, and he said sharply: "Don't talk stupid! Don't always It is stupid to stand up and do things beyond one's own capabilities!"
This is the first time Ji Ling has seen Ning Yu so angry. Even if he provoked him before, he always dealt with it indifferently, as if no matter what he did was not enough to make him have the slightest disturbance, he was always so gentle, calm and peaceful. Rational... But at this moment, he looked so vicious and angry.
But Ji Ling was not afraid at all.
He raised his head, squinted his eyes and smiled softly, his voice was erratic and sharp as a knife: "It doesn't matter if I am overwhelmed or not, the important thing isn't-is this the best choice for you? The one who does anything Everything is full of calculations, you who are very clear about your calculations, this time..."
Ji Ling said word by word: "Gabriel, you let me down."
Ning Yu's face turned pale suddenly, he almost couldn't stand still, and staggered back a step.
He stared at the young man in front of him.
The boy's words easily revealed the deepest secret hidden in his heart.
This was the first time he allowed himself to be dominated by his emotions, without calculating, without taking advantage...to get close to someone he shouldn't be close to at all, and he wanted to protect him.
He did an irrational thing.
But just this time, the price was so heavy that he could hardly bear it.
Ning Yu closed his eyes hard to hide the hostility, pain, and sorrow in his eyes, and he said slowly: "You don't love him..."
Ji Ling smiled when he heard the words, and said in a calm tone: "It doesn't matter if I love him or not. There are so many people in this world, are they all together because of love? Such innocent words really don't seem like what you would say." Woolen cloth… "
Life, freedom, money, ideals, career, everyone has their own scale in their hearts... Everyone has their own scales in their hearts, and there are things they think are more important than love.
For Ji Ling, going home is far more important than love.
He will not fall in love with anyone here, since they are all the same, what difference does it make by who is around
So he doesn't mind doing something that can be done, maybe just for the sake of going home with more peace of mind.
Ning Yu opened the corner of his mouth, showing a self-deprecating smile, yes, this really doesn't seem like something he would say.
In his eyes, freedom and faith... are much more important than love, so even if he is tempted, he chooses to stay away, even if he is reluctant, he chooses to let go.
Time and time again, he let the boy who shook his heart leave his world.
But until this moment, when some unprecedented emotion was impacting his reason and making him make a wrong judgment, he realized that sometimes it is not an easy thing to stay rational. So there are weaknesses, precisely because humans are emotional creatures after all, not perfectly rational machines.
Even if he knows that abandoning one person can save more people, he can't easily goug out the person in his heart, and remain indifferent.
He didn't want to lose him again.
Ning Yu lowered his eyes, his face was pale due to blood loss, his dark eyes were filled with suppressed sadness, he walked over, lowered his head, and pressed his forehead against the boy's forehead, his voice was very soft, as if there was a hint of pleading Meaning, he said: "I will find a way, I don't need you to help me, so stop saying such things, okay..."
Ji Ling was silent for a long time, turned his eyes away, and said: "You have been here for too long, someone will come to you."
Ning Yu paused slightly.
He fought outside one after another, and finally led the survivors back. He didn't even have time to heal the wounds, just to have a look at the boy and see if he was still here, but he knew he couldn't stay for long because of the need. There are still many of his people.
He doesn't have time to do whatever he wants, to do whatever he wants.
Ning Yu closed her eyes to hide the sadness and bitterness in her eyes. With a hoarse and gentle voice, she kissed the young man's forehead and said, "Don't think about it, huh? Stay here and you'll be fine."
Ji Ling didn't speak.
It wasn't until Ning Yu finally left that he stepped forward and closed the door calmly.
The system hesitated for a moment, then said: [Are you really planning to go back to Jing Sui?]
Ji Ling said: [Yes.]
The system said: [Is it because of what those people said today? Those people do go a little too far.]No matter what happened to Ning Yu this time, at least he had protected them countless times before, going through life and death for them, but this time Ning Yu just wanted to protect one person, but he had to face such accusations and doubts...
Ji Ling was silent for a moment, let out a breath, and laughed: [Actually, it's understandable, idol burden.]
system:[?]
Ji Ling: [No matter how much Ning Yu has done for them, no matter how much he has sacrificed, as long as he makes a mistake or fails to do one thing as expected, some people will be dissatisfied. How is it possible not to make mistakes? He is not a heartless god who will always live only for others.]
The system is somewhat difficult to accept such a thing.
Ji Ling said quietly: [So to a certain extent, being a bad person is much easier than being a good person. A good person needs to go through ninety-nine and eighty-one difficulties to become a Buddha, while a bad person only needs to do one thing.]
System: [What's the matter?]
Ji Ling: [Put down the butcher knife and become a Buddha immediately.]
system:[…]
Ji Ling sighed, although everyone knew that Jing Sui and Carlos would not let the rebels go, and they would kill the grass and roots after using them. The existence of the rebels and Gabriel was a thorn in their side... But Ning Yu, in order to find himself and expose his identity, And taking himself away at Carlos' wedding also really quickened the pace.
Ning Yu did something she shouldn't have done.
Although he has tried his best to minimize the impact, and tried his best to bear all this alone, but his identity and position, it is destined that his words and deeds cannot only represent himself, and there are too many people behind him relying on him .
If he was rational and calm enough, he shouldn't have come to save him at all, he shouldn't have come close to him at all, he should have been like in his last life...
'Everything is safe and sound'.
The nobles and the rebels, in fact, are the most unlikely relationship between them.
The mistake should have ended with him.
... ... ...
Ji Ling knew that it was time for him to leave, but bad things always came faster than people imagined.
The next day, he just woke up and came to the team with Aman, when suddenly the sky and the earth shook, and the guard plate on the top of the base was shaken off, revealing black holes, like the sky had been dug one by one.
Looking around, people are panicked.
The ear-piercing sirens were mixed with people's cries, noises, and shouts, as if the sky was collapsing, and despair and fear were spreading.
Aman stood there in a daze, turned to look at Ji Ling, and murmured: "How come we were discovered again so quickly..."
Yeah, it's really fast.
It seems that Jing Sui and the others are really determined and want to find themselves back as soon as possible. Fortunately, they haven't used destructive weapons frantically. I'm afraid they won't be able to find their own ashes by accident... Should I thank them for their mercy? At least they didn't kill them all, leaving a thread.
Ji Ling was a little distracted.
Suddenly he felt a tight grip in his hand, and when he lowered his head, he saw Aman holding his hand tightly, and said with a pale face, "Let's run away."
The flow of people rushed to the rear, and everyone was desperately heading for the spaceship and the shelter.
Trying to escape from here.
I don't know how many people can survive this time
Ji Ling looked at Aman and smiled, then shook off his hand suddenly, and walked forward against the flow of people. At this time, no one had time to care about him.
Aman was very anxious, not understanding what Ji Ling was doing, and shouted his name, but because there were too many people, soon Aman's words were drowned in the flow of people, and he was dragged back by the flow of people.
Ji Ling is glad that he still has at least a C-level physique, so he won't be trampled to death among this group of civilians, and he managed to swim upstream, gradually reducing the number of people around him.
The civilians, the elderly, the weak, women and children have already retreated first, and behind them are the soldiers of the rebel army, wearing combat uniforms to block the enemy's attack.
There were dead and wounded everywhere, and the air smelled of dust and blood.
The sky of the base has been shattered and crumbling, as if the sky is about to fall...
Ji Ling could already see the imperial soldiers outside, the attire should be the imperial army from Jingsui's side, he was walking among the ruins, and was about to go out when he was dressed in black and had a cold and serious face from before Fang jumped forward, his legs were straight, standing there, like a god of war who would never fall, blocking Ji Ling.
Ning Yu was injured again, his handsome and cold face was stained red with blood, flowing down his thin chin, he looked deeply at Ji Ling, and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't go."
Ji Ling was silent for a moment, then suddenly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled: "You asked me what I want before? You also told me that I can choose to do what I want..."
Ning Yu seemed to have anticipated what he was about to say, her lips trembled slightly, her eyes changed slightly, and the hands beside her were clenched tightly.
Ji Ling looked at him seriously, and said slowly: "I'm doing what I want to do now, but you want to stop me?"
Ning Yu looked at him with a painful and sad expression, fierce and decisive, blood dripped down his fingertips to the ground.
He has never begged someone like this, begged someone to stay, this is the only time... But he is destined not to get the result he wants, because he knows in his heart that the young man looks weak, but he is more stubborn than anyone else, He has his own persistence.
Now he finally saw the real boy and saw him bravely choose to do what he wanted to do, but he suddenly wished he hadn't seen it.
This is not what he wants to see.
Ji Ling looked at Ning Yu, was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Why bother..."
He won't love anyone in this world, because he doesn't want to leave his heart in a place where he can't get it back, doesn't want to bear too many unbearable things, and always guards his bottom line carefully.
Maybe a little indifferent, maybe a little ruthless, but as long as you are human, who doesn't want to be selfish
He is the same.
So sorry.
Ning Yu's chest heaved and his black eyes fluctuated violently. He persistently stretched out his hand to Ji Ling again, and said slowly and hoarsely: "Come back with me, don't be willful."
Ji Ling sighed, and suddenly he raised his hand and took off the disguise device behind his ear, revealing that bright and beautiful face, his blue eyes flamboyantly flamboyant, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he smiled: "The one who is not self-willed should be you That's right. You know it... As long as I don't want to, you can't keep me. "
No one will allow their god, their hope, their leader... to leave an imperial noble.
Especially such an imperial aristocrat who would destroy them forever.
The camouflage was revealed, the identities revealed—that was the moment they parted.
Ning Yu looked at the young man in front of him showing his real face, so dazzling that even in the midst of the raging flames of war, people couldn't take their eyes off it, like a bright color in the blood and fire, so beautiful...but more beautiful than anyone else more decisive and cruel.
The heavy mecha troop landed on the ground with a bang, steel bodies stared at them, ruthlessly destroying everything in front of them...
Ning Yu stood there.
Watching the young man smile at him, then turn around and walk forward, passing him, step by step... getting farther and farther away from him.
And he couldn't move.
He thinks he can see through everything, that he is the closest to the truth, that he is different. But in fact... he is the one who is the farthest away from him and the one who is least qualified to approach him. He is not even qualified to keep the other party...
Take off the disguise and reveal your identity.
To meet is to part.
Perhaps it is precisely because I understand this point that I expected today, that's why I don't want to get close, I don't want to give my heart, but it's a pity...
What he did in the last life, he didn't do in this life.
One step difference, the whole game is lost.