Ji Ling was stunned, his eyes glazed over.
I really don't understand what I just said has any logical relationship with the man's confession...
He looked at the man's deep and gentle black eyes, there was no teasing or joking in those eyes, only seriousness, Ji Ling's face was slightly hot, extremely embarrassed.
I'm telling you to come out and start over, but you can't just grab someone and confess!
Is this decision too hasty? !
Ji Ling almost wanted to blurt out that he didn't like men, but the words that Ning Yue questioned him flashed in his mind, the thing that he was very sure of, suddenly became less certain, and the words that hovered on the tip of his tongue could not be said.
After a while, he held back and said in a low voice, "You, don't like me."
Ji Ling stretched out his hand to push Jing Sui, and wanted to leave here.
But the man's hand was holding him like iron tongs. He didn't seem surprised by his rejection, and he was still persistently pursuing the bottom line. His eyes were dark, and his voice was slow and deep: "Why?"
Ji Ling was completely dumbfounded. This is the first time he met such a hard-headed CEO. I even rejected you. Why do you still ask? Why is there such a thing? Wouldn't it be nice to save some face for each other
Jing Sui stared into his eyes, and said slowly: "Of course there must be a reason for not liking someone, so why do you hate me?"
Ji Ling: "... I didn't say I hated you."
Jing Sui raised the corners of his lips: "Then you like me?"
Ji Ling: "I didn't say I liked you either!"
Jing Sui said slowly: "Since you don't hate me, how can you say you don't like me?"
Ji Ling: ...
This is simply rogue logic, Ji Ling can't laugh or cry, please check your identity, you are my mother's boss! Is it appropriate to say this to me? ah? !
If he was in a relationship with his mother's boss, and he was also his mother's male boss, Ji Ling couldn't imagine how beautiful the picture would be on the day when the matter was found out!
He endured his hot face, rolled his eyes, and said, "Then why do you like me? You have to have a reason to like someone, right?"
Jing Sui looked at the sly eyes and evasive expression of the boy in his arms, as if he had returned to the past.
At that time, he mistakenly thought that the young man liked him, and facing his pressing every step of the way, the young man retreated like this. At that time, he thought it was the young man's shyness, but now he realized that he just didn't want to accept himself, didn't want to be with him Intimacy, for no other reason.
But I was born to be attached to him, and fell in love with him unknowingly, even though he never had himself in his heart.
In the bottom of Jing Sui's heart, emotions of pain and softness surged, and he laughed softly: "Do you need a reason?"
Ji Ling nodded vigorously! He counted in his mind that we had only met three times in total!
Jing Sui's voice was low and hoarse: "Because only when I see you can I forget that person, forget his deception to me, forget the fact that he left me...Only you make me feel that I can fall in love with someone again. "
Ji Ling: ... It's booming and in a trance, is this the filming scene of some bloody drama
Ji Ling swallowed his saliva, a little regretting that he had just talked nonsense just now, he pondered for a moment and said: "I think it's better for you to think carefully, after all, it's the person you've loved for so long, so let it go Isn't it a bit hasty to let go? What if you regret it later... "
Jing Sui sighed softly, "Just now you persuaded me to let him go, saying that he is not worthy of my liking."
Ji Ling: I know I was wrong QAQ
Jing Sui looked into his eyes, with a wry smile on his lips, and his hoarse voice seemed to imply pain: "So, you hate me so much, you would rather let me continue to like someone who is not worthy of liking than Give me a chance, okay?"
Ji Ling: "...No."
Jing Sui asked him again: "Then you dislike me for having loved someone else?"
Ji Ling: "...not really." He is not so KY, dislike someone who has a relationship history, this is more than dislike someone who is not a virgin.
Jing Sui said again: "Then you think I'm older than you?"
Ji Ling: "...it's okay." He's only in his teens, and he's even met uncles like Carlos.
Jing Sui smiled slightly: "Then you don't seem to have any reason to dislike me. If that's the case, why don't you accept my liking for you?"
Ji Ling was finally speechless, and avoided Jing Sui's sight in a panic.
He looked behind Jing Sui, his face suddenly turned pale, and his panicked voice slightly raised: "Mom, why are you here?"
As he spoke, he violently pushed Jing Sui.
Jing Sui was slightly startled, and finally let go of his hand, his face changed slightly, he turned around and looked behind him, but there was no one behind him.
Ji Ling ran away.
Jing Sui was startled, and realized instantly that Yang Wei hadn't actually come. He turned his head to look at the back of the young man fleeing away, and after a while, he let out a self-deprecating chuckle, which was a little sad, but also a little lonely and relieved.
You really haven’t changed at all, you are still used to running away from me time and time again, the truth was close in front of me but I turned a blind eye to it... It’s me who is stupid and blinded by illusions, but it took me a lifetime to see through such obvious facts .
This is who you really are, without all your pretense.
That you who obviously don't love me, but make me unable to let go.
…
Ji Ling used tricks to get rid of Jing Sui, and fled back like burning his ass, his heart was really terrible, did he trigger some flag that the domineering president fell in love with me? How can you even encounter such a sharp weapon!
Thinking of Mr. Fu's words, I still feel a sense of trance and unreality, like a dream.
He slapped his face, feeling much calmer before returning to his room.
Ji Ling had another nightmare that night.
He actually dreamed that Jing Sui also came through. Jing Sui saw the novel, and then grabbed himself angrily, and asked him why he lied to him. He could only cry and say that he didn't do it on purpose. It was also forced, but Jing Sui didn't listen at all, and locked him in a small dark room...
Ji Ling got up the next day and found that his clothes were wet with sweat. He wiped off his cold sweat, thinking that he was thinking too much. If Mr. Fu was Jing Sui, how could he be so calm? It must be blackened!
And no matter what, even if I really bent myself, it's impossible to fall in love with my mother's boss!
Let's all go back together.
On the way back, Ji Ling began to act like an ostrich. Although he felt that Mr. Fu would not say anything in public, he was still very uncomfortable. He was afraid of being discovered by the other party and wished to reduce his sense of existence.
Jing Sui's eyes fell on the young man inadvertently, and he laughed self-deprecatingly as he watched him play with his mobile phone with his head lowered and his eyes fixed.
It seems that you really don't want to see me.
He was silent for a moment, and when he was about to enter the waiting room, he turned and walked out. Shen Zhuoming said in surprise, "Boss Fu, where are you going?"
Jing Sui said lightly, "Buy milk tea."
Shen Zhuoming: "..."
Ji Ling was sitting beside her mother, looking down at her phone. Just now, Ning Kehan sent him a message, asking when he would be back, and said that she needed to find him.
Ji Ling sent a photo of his air ticket and said that he would be back today.
I would rather Han said yes, I will contact you when you come back.
Ji Ling thought absently, and didn't know what Ning Kehan wanted from him... Suddenly a slender and beautiful hand was stretched out in front of him, holding a cup of milk tea in that hand.
He raised his head in astonishment, and when he saw the man's handsome and gentle face, he couldn't help being slightly taken aback.
Jing Sui's thin lips slightly raised: "It's for you."
Ji Ling: "..."
This is inappropriate, the dignified president went to buy me milk tea, this is something only boyfriends do...
Please pay attention to your image, my mother is sitting next to her!
Yang Wei also saw this scene, she stood up and said politely and unexpectedly: "Boss Fu, what are you doing? You are too polite."
Jing Sui smiled slightly: "It's just a little effort, I like Xiao Ling very much, and I hit it off with him very much."
The sound of Xiao Ling fell into Ji Ling's ears, and his body froze, as if he had been trapped by something, and he sat there blankly without moving.
Yang Wei looked at Jing Sui's gentle appearance, and also smiled. Although this man always looked serious and unbelievable when he was working, he was still a young man in front of her at ordinary times. He is easy-going and close, but he never thought that he could get along with his silly son.
She looked back and found that Ji Ling was still looking at Jing Sui foolishly, without reaching out to pick it up, and patted her son on the head: "Thank you, Mr. Fu."
Only then did Ji Ling regain his senses. He stood up and stretched out his hand to take the milk tea. His fingertips accidentally touched Jing Sui's fingertips, and he quickly took it back as if he had been electrocuted. He didn't dare to look at him, so he turned his eyes away, "Thank you, thanks."
Jing Sui's voice was low and hoarse: "You're welcome."
He rubbed the boy's head casually, then turned and left as if nothing had happened.
Only then did Yang Wei look down at her son, and said with a smile, "You kid, when did you become so familiar with Boss Fu? Why didn't you say anything to him?"
Ji Ling is very embarrassed, he wants to say that we are not familiar with each other! I've only seen it a few times! But everyone has confessed to me.
How could he tell his mother about this
He had no choice but to stammer: "Actually, I'm not very familiar with it..."
After Ji Ling finished speaking, he was afraid that his mother would bring up this topic again, so he looked at the time and said, "Ah, it's almost time, let's go to line up!"
Seeing that her son didn't want to mention this matter at all, Yang Wei smiled and shook her head.
Fortunately, Jing Sui sat in first class on the plane, while Ji Ling and his mother sat outside, so they would not meet again, which made him a little relieved. He turned off the phone, looked at the milk tea in his hand with a complicated expression, and tightened his fingers slightly.
If, if he is really Jing Sui...
Is there such a possibility
Is he the one who said he loved him, but actually lied to him and left him ruthlessly
Ji Ling closed his eyes, not daring to continue thinking.
Sometimes he feels that he is a coward. Whenever he encounters a problem, he wants to avoid it, and when he encounters something he cannot make a choice, he wants to run away. I just don't know how to face it.
This kind of complicated emotional problem has gone beyond what he can handle.
He couldn't think of any other way except to escape.
Ji Ling quietly opened his eyes, looked at his mother beside him, and was sure that he had returned home, so his heart slowly settled down, and he closed his eyes and fell asleep not long after.
A few hours later, the plane landed at the airport.
Yang Wei pushed her sleeping son and said softly, "Xiao Ling, we're here."
Ji Ling rubbed his eyes in a daze, followed his mother off the plane, raised his head and inadvertently saw Jing Sui, the man looked at him from afar, and smiled at him with the corner of his mouth raised.
Ji Ling: ...
He turned his eyes away with a blushing heartbeat, not daring to look again. Pulling his mother to speed up the pace, hurry up, or he will be stopped if he doesn't go, he has this kind of premonition in his heart!
Yang Wei looked at her son puzzled, "Why are you walking so fast..."
Ji Ling couldn't explain the reason, so he smiled in embarrassment.
At this time, the deep voice of the man in front of the right sounded: "If you are in a hurry, I will take you back."
Ji Ling thought: Oops, it's too late.
Yang Wei didn't expect Jing Sui to come over again, and said unexpectedly: "You really don't need to bother, we can just take a taxi back by ourselves."
Jing Sui smiled slightly, and his eyes fell on Ji Ling: "It's not troublesome."
Ji Ling was tensely stiff and flustered. He guessed that Mr. Fu would not give up easily. He was afraid that he would no longer hide his pursuit in public, so that he would not be able to get off the stage, or that his mother would notice the clues and was anxious. Clear female voice: "Ji Ling! You are back!"
Ji Ling turned his head in astonishment, and saw Ning Kehan raised his hand and waved vigorously at him, saying, "I'm here to pick you up!"
Ji Ling looked at her in shock. Ning Kehan asked her when she would be back, but she didn't say she was coming to pick her up? What was even more surprising was that standing next to her was a tall, tall, handsome young man who was smiling warmly at him...
He suddenly understood why Ning Kehan asked about his whereabouts.
Yang Wei also saw Ning Kehan, such a young and beautiful girl, she turned her head and asked Ji Ling in a low voice, "Who is she?"
Ji Ling: "My classmate..."
"Oh, classmate~" Yang Wei said meaningfully, she looked at her son with admiration, how long has it been since the start of school, and there is such a beautiful girl to pick him up at the airport, maybe she is going to have a daughter-in-law
Ji Ling: "..." Mom, your radar is not very accurate, really.
He glanced at Mr. Fu, then at Ning Kehan, and finally met Ning Yue's half-smiling eyes, and felt like a prehistoric scumbag, facing the cruel Shura field and the car rollover scene!
What to do QAQ
In the blink of an eye, Ning Kehan and Ning Yu had already walked over.
Ning Kehan was very warm and generous, took the initiative to greet Yang Wei, and said sweetly, "Are you Ji Ling's mother? You are so young and beautiful!" Then he turned to look at Ning Yu, and said, "Brother, tell me is not it?"
Ning Yu looked at Yang Wei and smiled: "Auntie does look very young and temperamental."
Yang Wei was so elated by the siblings, how could this girl be so talkative, with such a sweet mouth, and her elder brother, who seemed to be a very polite young man, made people feel good about both siblings.
Ji Ling: No, you are obviously her uncle! Is it appropriate to surrender your identity like this
Ning Kehan struck while the iron was hot, and looked at Yang Wei expectantly: "Can Auntie let Ji Ling go out with us?"
There was no reason for Yang Wei not to agree, she smiled brightly: "Of course."
Ji Ling: "..."
Jing Sui looked at all this calmly, his gaze passed over Ning Kehan, and finally landed on Ning Yu's face, his eyes were slightly cold.
Judging from Ji Ling's evasive eyes and small movements just now, this man is the one that attracted Ji Ling's attention, and the keen intuition of the enemy immediately made him realize that the key point is that the girl is just a cover.
Ning Yu raised his brows, his eyes swept across Jing Sui, and finally landed on Ji Ling, with a gentle voice: "Let's go."
Ji Ling was in a dilemma. He looked at Mr. Fu and then at Ning Yue.
Either I was sent home by Mr. Fu, or I went out to play with Ning Yue and Ning Kehan, if I had to choose one of the two... Compared to risking my mother finding out that I was being pursued by his boss, well, I was misunderstood by her that I had a relationship with my daughter. Friends are better.
Less shocking.
Ji Ling made a decision, he blushed and nodded.
Jing Sui pursed his thin lips, his eyes darkened, watching Ji Ling walk towards Ning Yu, his sharp eyes looked at him coldly.
Ning Yu also noticed it, but she just acted as if she hadn't seen anything, and said to Ji Ling with a smile, "Let's go, I'll invite you two to dinner."
Ning Kehan greeted Yang Wei with a smile, and said, "Auntie, let's go first, goodbye Auntie!"
Yang Wei smiled and thought with relief that her son has grown up and knows how to fall in love.
After Ji Ling left, she turned around, and unexpectedly found that Jing Sui's face seemed a little unsightly, and asked suspiciously: "Boss Fu, what's wrong with you?"
Jing Sui's hand on the side tightened, and after a while, he smiled: "It's nothing."
Yang Wei looked at Jing Sui's back as he turned and left, and always felt that something was wrong. The boss seemed unhappy, but he couldn't say why.
What happened just now
…
In order to get rid of the embarrassing situation, Ji Ling agreed to leave with Ning Kehan, but felt a little embarrassed after coming out.
He felt that Ning Kehan had probably rebelled, and even helped her uncle to chase after him. Ji Ling couldn't help complaining in his heart. You women's superficial liking really comes and goes quickly! Say you like me
Although he thought so in his heart, he dared not say it.
Not only dare not say it, but also obedient.
While eating, he kept his head down, not even daring to look at Ning Yue.
Ning Yu looked at the young man opposite, seeing his shy and embarrassed appearance, couldn't help but sighed, with a hint of helplessness in his eyes.
He suddenly remembered back in that world, the boy's true emotions inadvertently shown in front of his eyes, those expressions that didn't match his identity or his behavior.
At that time, he never understood why.
The young man seemed to love Jing Sui so much, so much that he would risk everything, so much that he could die for Jing Sui, and love so much that he could save himself, whom he hated the most and targeted everywhere for Jing Sui.
So much so that he was also deceived, he thought that the boy was really in love with Jing Sui.
Back then, reason trumped emotion.
If one's heartbeat is doomed to be fruitless, then it is better to fulfill the love of the young man, even if it is to send him to Jing Sui's side with his own hands.
So when Ji Ling asked him for a duel, he deliberately released water to stimulate his potential, and gave Jing Sui a chance to rescue him. Within the scope of what he could do, he tried his best to do what he could do. That's what teenagers need.
Facing Carlos, who was reborn as a good friend, he deliberately robbed the boy and told him that Carlos wanted his life, so as to warn the boy not to believe in Carlos' conspiracy.
He thought that this time the boy could get his wish and get happiness.
And those things that I do don't need to be known or appreciated by him at all.
But later he found out that he was wrong. The boy left Jingsui again, and was still deceived by Carlos. Even though many things changed, the tragedy seemed to be repeating itself... With compassion in his heart, he couldn't help showing up when he helped others.
He asked him, are you happy
The boy didn't answer his question, but his eyes told him the answer.
It turns out that being perfect doesn't make you happy. At about that moment, he finally couldn't hold back his inner thoughts and desires, and did the only thing he shouldn't do, taking the boy away from the Emperor Star and indulging himself to approach him to test him...
He wanted to know what the boy really wanted.
Now he seems to understand a little bit.
The teenager probably just wants to go home. Here, he can be himself as much as he wants, without pretending or being afraid, and he can live an ordinary and happy life with family and friends who love him.
He doesn't want to stay with anyone in that world... Whether it's Jing Sui, Carlos, or himself, he doesn't want anyone.
And he probably didn't want them to come to his world and disturb his peace.
Ning Yu withdrew her thoughts and concealed the complex look in her eyes.
Ning Kehan sat beside Ning Yu, cautiously, not daring to make a sound, eating with her head closed. It was her first time making light bulbs, and she was afraid that Ning Yu would be upset if she was too flashy, and her sports car would fly away.
One must be self-aware, so she glanced at Ning Yu, and saw her uncle's fingers tapping lightly on the cup. Immediately stood up, and said to Ji Ling: "I remembered that I still have something to do, so let's go first, you eat slowly and leave me alone!"
Ji Ling almost wanted to reach out Erkang's hand: Don't go!
But I would rather leave like Hanfeng.
Don't give him a chance to react at all.
He turned his head stiffly, and met Ning Yu's deep black eyes with a stiff smile on his face.
Ning Yu had a calm expression, looked at him gently, and said lightly: "If the fact that I like you bothers you, just treat me as an ordinary friend."
Ji Ling was taken aback.
Ning Yu raised the corners of her mouth jokingly: "Who stipulates that you can't be a lover or even a friend? I want to pursue you because I like you. If I like someone, I hope he can be happy. As long as you don't want to, I don't have to be here. Show it in front of anyone, so you don't need to have any psychological burden."
As Ji Ling listened, he felt inexplicably guilty. He felt as if he had been seen through by this person. He knew what he was worried about and what he was worried about, so he told all his troubles before he said it himself.
Leave him speechless.
Ning Yu smiled: "Emotional matters should be voluntary. You don't need to care about my thoughts, you just need to obey your own. I also hope that you can think carefully before giving me an answer."
Ji Ling said: "I..."
Ning Yu suddenly raised her finger, gently pressed Ji Ling's lips, stopped his next words, raised her eyebrows and smiled: "I just said very clearly, I hope to get your thoughtful answer, not a rash rejection. If you can't make up your mind right now, give each other some time... "
"How about it..." Ning Yu looked at him deeply, with a warm smile in his eyes: "Give me the answer after two months, okay?"
Ji Ling's face was burning hot, you, what can I say about you...
You've said everything!
These words are clear and logical. If I reject you now, it seems really rash and disrespectful...
Ning Yu withdrew her hand as if nothing had happened, smiled calmly, changed the subject, and said lightly: "By the way, the movie that was released recently was not bad, let's go and see it."
Ji Ling: "Oh..."
Not long after, Ning Yu bought Coke, popcorn, and movie tickets, and entered the movie theater with Ji Ling.
Ji Ling hasn't figured it out yet, why did he go to the movies with him? He's already sitting down...
The movie was indeed not bad and very attractive. It was not the first time Ji Ling watched a movie with a boy. He and his classmates all went out to watch it. It stands to reason that it is not unusual at all. But at that time, being with boys would not make him cranky at all, but ever since he went to the interstellar world, it was like opening the door to a new world...
Ji Ling felt that his thinking had really changed. Now he would feel shy when he saw a man approaching him, and he could no longer confidently say that he was straight!
He quietly glanced at the young man beside him, and Ning Yue was quite attentive.
Ji Ling gradually became less nervous and devoted himself to the movie. While eating, he twirled the popcorn. After eating, he found the bottom and his stomach was full. He was about to find a tissue to wipe his hands when suddenly the person next to him The young man stretched out his hand, gently held his palm, gently and carefully wiped each finger clean with a wet tissue, and then showed a nice smile, "Okay."
In the darkness, the projected light fell on his handsome side face, and the light in his black eyes seemed to flicker with the changes in the picture, making Ji Ling's heartbeat stop.
The story on the movie is in its climax.
The spy hero who hides his identity said to the heroine before leaving: If I can come back, I will never lie to you again, please give me a chance to love you.
Ning Yu smiled, rolled her eyes, approached the young man slightly, and said softly, "Actually, I also have a secret, do you want to know... As long as you ask me, I will tell you."
Never lie to you again.