Ji Ling stared at Ning Yu blankly.
The young man's handsome face looked a little dim in the dim light, except for those black eyes, which were filled with gentleness.
Ji Ling's face suddenly turned red, Mo, why did you tell me your secret for no apparent reason, we haven't gotten to know each other well enough, what do you tell me about your secret
Ji Ling's heart was beating non-stop, he suddenly turned his head and continued watching the movie, just pretending that he didn't hear anything just now.
Ning Yu saw him stunned for a moment, then turned her head to avoid herself, remained silent for a moment, and continued to watch the movie as if nothing had happened.
But... are you really ignorant of our existence? Are you unaware of my expression? Or are you actually aware of it, but are unwilling to admit the fact
no matter what kind...
Ning Yu closed her eyes to hide the disappointment in her eyes, and then let out a helpless chuckle, you really haven't changed at all...
You are still not ready.
Ji Ling stared at the movie screen, seemingly very focused, but in fact, his attention was always on the young man beside him. He was nervous, curious and complicated, but he tried his best not to look back, not daring to look at him.
He was very contradictory in his heart, but he didn't know what he was contradicting.
What does he want to know? Still don't want to know? Or are you afraid to know
Ji Ling didn't understand.
He didn't even understand what he was struggling with, and he didn't understand why he couldn't reject Mr. Fu as quickly as he had rejected Mr. Fu before.
When the movie ended, it was already very late, Ji Ling did not refuse Ning Yu to take him home, not long after, the car stopped downstairs again at his house.
The cool breeze seemed to have calmed down some of the ambiguous atmosphere, adding a little indifference.
Ji Ling suddenly remembered the first time they met in Ning Kehan's villa. At that time, he heard Ning Yue's name as Ning Yu and was shocked. That night, Ning Yue also drove him home.
What did you think then
Ji Ling looked back at the other party, turned his eyes uncomfortably, and said in a low voice, "Thank you for today."
Ning Yu looked at the young man's handsome face and shy appearance, and smiled lightly: "It should be me thanking you, thank you for giving me a chance."
Ji Ling blushed again, he really didn't know what to say, so he turned his head and left.
When he got home, his parents had already rested. He quietly went back to the room alone and was about to wash up. Suddenly, his cell phone rang, and a message from Ning Yue came in: I am very happy tonight. There is... Good night.
Ji Ling couldn't help but walked to the window, looked out through the gap in the curtains, and found that Ning Yue's car was still parked outside.
A strong premonition that was hard to ignore emerged from the bottom of his heart again.
You want to tell me a secret? what exactly is it
Why do you want to like me
Ji Ling rested his finger on the phone, and almost wanted to ask this question, but he hesitated for a long time, and finally only replied with two words: good night.
Sitting in the car, Ning Yu raised his head slightly, and he could see the boy's home.
There was a thin body in the window, which was projected by the light and fell on the window, and disappeared after a while, and received a reply from the other party on the mobile phone.
Ning Yu looked at those two simple words, and slowly showed a smile.
What a soft-hearted and kind child, actually I want to tell you, I am really happy, you can show yourself without any constraints, do what you want to do, no longer have to play anyone , Do anything against your will.
I only now understand that you were helpless at that time, and I was more like a fool who didn't know how to advance or retreat...
Fortunately, you are back.
And you didn't lie to me in the end.
This is the happiest thing I have learned after traveling to every corner of the world for countless years.
Since you don't want to stay in my world, then I will come to your world.
This is also very good.
... ... ...
Ji Ling returned to school again and devoted himself to a full and busy study life.
Ning Yue didn't chase after him fiercely, he just sent him some messages from time to time, and occasionally said good night to him at night, and if he ate delicious food outside, he would take pictures and send them to him, saying that if you like it, he will take you next time Go... Even the frequency of sending messages is not high, Ji Ling sometimes forgets to reply when he gets busy, and Ning Yue will not ask anything, let alone call often.
It made him feel at ease, as if we were really just friends.
If Ning Yue hadn't taken the initiative to say that he liked him, and it always reminded him of Ning Yu... I'm afraid Ji Ling would have forgotten that this person was pursuing him.
That day, Ji Ling got out of class a little late, so he hurried to the cafeteria, where there was already a long queue, Wang Yixin and others looked for a seat and arranged for Ji Ling to queue up, and he ran into Wen Yan again in the cafeteria.
Senior Yu Wenyan looked as handsome and gentle as ever. He looked at Ji Ling, his phoenix eyes slightly curved, and smiled: "You are back."
Ji Ling also laughed, and then remembered that Yu Wenyan's school invited him to discuss the original painting of the game before, but he ran away because of embarrassment, and he didn't take the initiative to contact the other party after he came back, which made him a little embarrassed... And Senior Yu Wenyan, besides Ning Kehan, is the only one who knows that he is being pursued by a man, and he doesn't know what he will think of himself.
This made Ji Ling a little uneasy.
Wen Yan looked at Ji Ling with dim eyes. He had actually been following Ji Ling's movements. He learned that when Ji Ling went out, he actually wanted to chase after him, but reason stopped him. If he really did that... yes Will be hated
Teenagers may not be ready to accept themselves into this world at all.
That's right, Wen Yan also discovered that novel.
After reading the novel, I realized that I was just a character in a book, but Ji Ling probably wasn’t. The many differences he performed in that world, and all the behaviors that did not match the characters in the original book, all showed that he He is actually a person from this world... This seems to be able to explain why he can deal with it so calmly in this world, and the him in this world is more like his original appearance, and the look in his eyes is brighter and more dazzling.
Because this is his real world.
is his home.
So you already know what kind of person I am, know how despicable and dirty I am, and how I betrayed and hurt you... But you don't mind these, and you don't despise my existence...
Never despised me, hated me... You tried to live in peace with me, but I let you down, and I did not hesitate to hurt you in order to get you.
But even so, in the end you protected me.
The pain slowly pulled Wen Yan's heart...
You came from another world far away, gave me salvation, and let me understand what it means to love and respect someone.
In fact, I am not qualified to expect your love.
But how lucky I am to be able to come to your world...
meet you again.
"Senior Yu, when will you have time to talk about the game you said last time?" Ji Ling blinked his eyes. He thought it was Senior Yu's kindness. Of course he had to take the initiative and never take it seriously. If so, how disrespectful to others.
Wen Yan came back to his senses, looked at the boy's anxious and embarrassed eyes, felt his thoughtfulness, that warm and sunny smile, and slowly nourished his cold heart, penetrated along the ubiquitous wounds, let him Gradually feel your presence... You are still so gentle.
With a hoarse voice, he said, "Anytime."
Ji Ling said, "Then tonight, okay?"
Wen Yan nodded.
Ji Ling breathed a sigh of relief, smiled shyly, and just happened to meet him in line, so he hurriedly went to get some food. When he came out, Senior Yu was no longer there, so he took the plate and went to eat with Wang Yixin and others.
The afternoon class is over quickly.
After Ji Ling had dinner, he went to the library to find a secluded corner, and then sent a message to Senior Yu to tell him where he was.
Ten minutes later, Wen Yan came over with some materials in his hand.
Ji Ling stood up smiling and beckoning to him.
Wen Yan showed a smile, sat down opposite him, and said softly, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"
Ji Ling shook his head: "No, I just came here."
"Well... Then let me introduce this game first. This game is set in the future of the apocalypse. The army composed of survivors will fight against zombies. Players can choose different characters to form a team..." Wen Yan lowered his eyes and took out his own Information, slow explanation.
When Ji Ling was working, he was very devoted. He listened very carefully and raised his doubts from time to time.
Wen Yan talked for more than ten minutes, and finally said: "As for the design of these characters, you can draw them for me to see according to your understanding."
Ji Ling bit the tip of his pen and thought for a while, then said, "Wait."
In the introduction by Senior Yu just now, there is a staff officer character in it, who is calm and calm before making moves, and likes to hide in the dark to attack the enemy. I don’t know why he thought of Wen Yan, and he thinks it really fits...
Although the force is not the strongest among those few monsters, but the insidious and cunning is definitely enough!
He picked up the pen and began to draw on the draft pad. Soon, a man with long silver hair tied behind his head and a soft and handsome face appeared on the paper. It was probably because he was too familiar with it that he could draw it with ease.
Ji Ling finished writing, looked up, and unexpectedly found that the man in front of him was staring at him. There seemed to be a dark emotion in those dark eyes that he couldn't understand. He couldn't help being stunned: "Senior Yu, what's wrong with you?"
Wen Yan was not in a calm mood, and fixedly looked at Ji Ling.
You still remember my appearance so clearly, I can expect it, have you ever missed me
It's a pity that I know clearly that you have always had nothing but pity for me.
But at least you haven't forgotten about me, have you
His voice was low and hoarse: "You draw beautifully, this is—"
Ji Ling looked at Wen Yan, and then at his own drawing. He drew it just now when his brain got hot, but now that he thinks about it, he doesn't think it's appropriate.
Violation of other people's portrait rights!
He closed his sketchbook, paused and said, "Forget it, I don't think this drawing is good, I should draw it again, it's too late today, I'll send it to you by email when I finish it, is that okay? "
Wen Yan's voice was a bit astringent: "I think the painting is very good..."
"Really?" Ji Ling didn't want to bring too much into the past of that world, and didn't want to confuse that world with reality. He has been troubled enough recently, so why bother himself? He smiled: "Let's talk about it next time."
Wen Yan saw the boy's perfunctory and avoidance, and couldn't utter the words hovering on the tip of his tongue.
He really wanted to reveal his identity, but he was afraid of frightening the young man, letting him know that he had come to his world, making him alienate and guard against himself, and unable to get along with each other as equals and naturally as he does now. He cherishes the time and Everything, he was reluctant to break the status quo, which made him very conflicted and painful.
want to be closer to everything,
But I was afraid that I would lose everything now because of impulsiveness.
So Wen Yan could only nod his head and say, "Okay."
Ji Ling bid farewell to the senior, left the library and returned to his dormitory.
He slumped on the bed, closed his eyes, recalled the information given to him by Senior Yu, and thought about how to draw, but the faces of people in those worlds could not stop appearing in his mind, especially the protagonists and supporting roles, all of them They are all unforgettable... Is it because they are so good-looking that I can't forget them
Ji Ling knocked himself on the head hard, you are really enough!
... ... ...
It was a coincidence that from that day on, Ji Ling ate in the cafeteria and began to 'run into' senior Yu Wenyan often.
Wen Yan said that he is usually very busy, so he can discuss the game while eating. Ji Ling thinks it is good, but the seniors can't always take time to meet with him, can they? It seems normal to eat in the cafeteria and discuss work matters.
The only thing that made Ji Ling feel a little embarrassed was that Senior Yu always prepared meals for him and waited for him in the cafeteria. As time passed, the embarrassed Wang Yixin and others stopped eating with him, and teased him that Senior Yu came out openly , Maybe you really like men, in case you fall in love with you, you have to be careful.
A few people said that they had no intentions, but Ji Ling listened with intentions, and they felt even more uncomfortable when facing Senior Yu, but the other party had never behaved like this. If they said something that was self-indulgent, wouldn't it be embarrassing for each other...
And Ji Ling actually doesn't want people from that world to appear, he likes the peace now.
I don't want to be robbed and robbed anymore, I don't want my life to be messed up.
And that's a paranoid with an abnormal mind. If he really came to this world, he doesn't know what he will be like... Has he learned to be a normal person
A few days passed in the blink of an eye.
After class, Wang Yixin and others met to go out for dinner. Before leaving, they smiled at Ji Ling: "Go to the cafeteria, maybe Senior Yu is waiting for you."
Zheng Lin: "I suspect he is chasing you."
Chen Ming: "He came out publicly, so he doesn't really like you, does he?"
Ji Ling's face darkened: "Don't talk nonsense."
Wang Yixin: "Why are we talking nonsense? If we didn't like it, who would guard you every day."
Zheng Lin: "What you said makes sense..."
Chen Ming: "I can't refute..."
Ji Ling: "..."
Suddenly I don't want to go to the cafeteria.
Just when Ji Ling was hesitating, the classmates had already walked away with a hahaha smile. He walked on the boulevard in a daze, but accidentally bumped into a person in front of him. When he looked up, he said unexpectedly: "Mr. Field ?”
The man with brown hair and brown eyes looked at him with a smile, the corners of his lips curved gracefully: "What are you thinking, I don't even look at the road."
Ji Ling smiled embarrassedly: "It's nothing, why are you here?"
He thought the other party had already returned home.
Carlos sighed softly: "You haven't contacted me, so I had no choice but to come to you. It seems that you haven't considered my proposal last time."
Ji Ling thought I really forgot...
Carlos seemed a little disappointed, but he still said softly: "I didn't mean to urge you, if you don't plan to sign with my gallery for the time being, you can also sell the paintings to me, I really like your paintings, I hope you can Been seeing your latest work."
Ji Ling was even more embarrassed. He really didn't think that his paintings were so good that people like Mr. Field should ask him again and again, and this gentleman was too generous, which is why Ji Ling didn't sell them. Give him reasons.
Although he is a student, he is not so short of money.
always feel weird...
After all, getting rich overnight doesn't always seem real, does it
But the other party's appearance is so kind that it is hard to resist, Ji Ling thought for a while, took out a rolled drawing paper from his backpack, and said shyly: "If you really like it, I will give this painting to you All right… "
The expression in Carlos' eyes became softer, and it also implied sadness.
You are really good in everything, you are still so gentle and considerate, but you are ruthless enough in one thing, that is, you are not willing to accept my love.
Carlos took Ji Ling's painting and unfolded it for a look. It was a beautiful landscape, not a scene from that world, but still lively and vibrant.
He looked at the distressed young man, and didn't mention buying the painting anymore, but accepted the other party's gift with a smile, "Thank you, I like it very much... By the way, do you have anything to do tonight?"
Ji Ling shook his head and said instinctively, "It's okay..."
Carlos smiled: "I would like to invite you to dinner as a thank you. I wonder if I have the honor?"
Ji Ling almost bit his tongue: Oh, why am I so honest and never thought of lying? !
But I've already said what's okay, so I'd be embarrassed to refuse, Ji Ling said: "...you're too polite."
Carlos said with a smile: "Reciprocity is the right thing to do."
Ji Ling: "..."
In fact, I sent the painting just to send you off early QAQ
He could only obediently leave with Mr. Field. Mr. Field didn't take him far away, so he chose a western restaurant near the school.
Sitting opposite to the man, Ji Ling felt as if he was facing the school leaders, and this was an existence that even the dean had to be careful to accompany! Worst of all, it always reminded him of that scary man who was very possessive...
Ji Ling was silent for a long time, took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Senior Yu: I have something to do tonight, so I won't go to the cafeteria.
Although the other party never said anything clearly, Ji Ling just felt that Senior Yu might be waiting for him... Even if Senior Yu didn't wait, it should be fine to say so... Because if the other party is waiting, I feel like I let others go like pigeons.
He put down his phone, raised his head, and met the man's deep and smiling eyes.
The man's voice was deep and pleasant, and he patiently asked him what he liked to eat, ordered for him, and even sent him freshly squeezed juice.
Although this restaurant is already the best one in the vicinity, in Carlos' eyes, the environment is still very simple and the dishes are not very good, not worthy of his beloved boy, but now he can only make do with it.
This world is very ordinary, but fortunately the boy likes it.
The young man seemed a little nervous, he refused to look up at him, and kept his head down to eat, his cautious and well-behaved appearance was exactly the same as in his memory...
In fact, the young man is really different from the domineering original owner, probably because he never cared what the original existence looked like, so he ignored the difference between the young man and the original owner.
At that time, he never thought that someone would come from another world... and his own world was just a fictional world created by others.
But luckily, you're real.
This is the only surprise and gift God has given me.
Carlos looked at the boy, his heart was full of love and pity, he couldn't help but raised his hand, and gently wiped off the stain on the other's mouth, and saw the boy suddenly raised his head, looking at him ignorantly and blankly with his dark clear eyes, Like a defenseless little animal.
He didn't know that everything he escaped would follow.
Ji Ling felt the man's fingertips graze the corners of his lips, and raised his head to meet the man's gentle face, but he remembered that strong and terrifying man. He always looked polite but strong in front of him.
carlos...
Ji Ling clenched his hand holding the fork, and pursed his lips nervously. Scenes of the past flashed through his mind, Carlos' cold side, gentle side, paranoid side, sad side... and finally he died in In front of him, his sad and painful eyes.
No matter how terrifying and ruthless this person is, his heart for him is unquestionable.
Unfortunately, I couldn't give him a response...
Guilt, sadness, fear, all kinds of emotions surfaced in Ji Ling's heart, his expression was a little complicated, he turned his eyes away, lowered his head and pulled the food on the plate, like a turtle with a shrunken head.
Carlos sighed softly. No matter how much he did and changed later, the first impression he gave to the boy will never be erased.
But since I have come to this world, how can I give up on you
The only one I love.
... ... ...
after dinner,
Ji Ling put down the knife and fork, and because of the messy thoughts in his mind, he looked more cramped and well-behaved, and said, "I'm done eating, thank you for your hospitality, I should go back."
Carlos stood up and picked up the coat on the chair: "I'll take you back."
Ji Ling: "..."
He followed the man back in a daze, inadvertently looked at the side of the other's face, and kept thinking in his heart, you really don't think too much! You see, although Mr. Field is very similar to Carlos, but his name is not Carlos, his appearance and name are different, so he must not be Carlos.
Definitely not...!
Ji Ling walked side by side with the man, because he was so nervous that he didn't notice that he had the same hands and feet. No wonder he was too cowardly. A big villain like Carlos came to this world, wouldn't he want to rule the world again? After all, he really looks like the big villain with the second illness in the movie...
After finally returning to the dormitory, Ji Ling was too nervous to see the ground, so he sprained his foot accidentally, and jumped forward with a cry of surprise, but just ran into the man's arms, and then a pair of strong arms hugged him. Around his waist, a man's deep, concerned voice came from his ear: "Be careful..."
Ji Ling's face was flushed, and he raised his head nervously and flusteredly. As a result, following the man's arm, he accidentally saw the man standing at the door of the dormitory, and couldn't help but startled: "Mr. Fu?"
Terrible, why is Mr. Fu here!
Jing Sui leaned under the tree at the door of the dormitory, looking at the front coldly, he had been waiting here for a long time, just because he wanted to see the young man, even though he knew that the other party didn't love him, he still came here ridiculously.
Then he saw the boy and Carlos coming hand in hand.
He remembered the other forces he had noticed when investigating the author of the novel not long ago, and a cold look appeared in Jing Sui's eyes, so he said... You won't give up even when you come to this world, will you
It's no surprise at all.
How are you going to deceive him this time
Jing Sui raised the corners of his lips teasingly, his voice was chilling in the night, and his tone was slow and ironic: "Mr. Carlos Field, I thought you had already returned to China."
Ji Ling stared blankly at Jing Sui, his fingers tightened suddenly, his whole body froze, he suspected that he had heard wrongly.
Ka, Carlos...
How is it possible, isn't his name Field
A Carlos-like man named Carlos...
Ji Ling's pupils contracted slightly because of panic, and he looked up at the man in front of him in a daze, his lips trembled, and an answer he had been unwilling to think about was almost ready to come out like this: "You, you..."