At this moment Jing Sui felt absurd, he thought that the boy would not love anyone, because the boy not only avoids himself but also avoids everyone, but at this moment he realizes maybe not, he is not avoiding everyone... he In fact, there is also a person who likes it.
And that person turned out to be Ning Yu.
It stands to reason that this is the most unlikely result, but the facts are in front of him, so he can't help but admit it. Jing Sui suddenly realized... Maybe he had neglected something since a long time ago.
It probably started when Gabriel took Ji Ling away.
He couldn't forget the scene he saw when he rescued Ji Ling. Anger, pain and regret tormented him. At that time, he had no doubt that Ji Ling was hurt.
But at this moment, Ji Ling's attitude towards Ning Yu is not the slightest fear, only trust and dependence... If Ning Yu really hurt him like that, let him be raped, tortured and humiliated, how could he accept Ning Yu? Even if Ning Yu saved him once in the previous life, it is impossible to face him without any grievances like this.
Then there is only one possibility left.
This means that when Ning Yu kidnapped Ji Ling, he didn't really hurt him at all. The scene he saw was just for Ning Yu to show himself. Ning Yu has fallen in love with Ji Ling since then, but he knows that with his identity as Gabriel, it is impossible to take Ji Ling away in a fair manner, let alone abandon his great career because of this. Ji Ling was found by himself and Carlos It's a matter of time... So he deliberately played tricks, took the opportunity to frame Carlos, and fabricated the illusion that Ji Ling was violated. Although he had to return Ji Ling to himself for the time being, he prepared Ji Ling with a reason to reject him. .
Jing Sui didn't know whether Ji Ling knew Gabriel's identity at that time, but he was sure that Ji Ling was not really hurt, but deliberately pretended to be violated by Gabriel.
Just because he didn't want to get close to him himself.
But at that time, it was ridiculous that he really thought that he had been hurt, and felt heartbroken and blamed himself for it, but he didn't know that in the eyes of Ji Ling and Ning Yu, maybe he was just a joke.
What a seamless fit.
So, when did you know that Ning Yu was Gabriel, and when did you fall in love with him
Jing Sui strode over.
Ji Ling stared blankly at Jing Sui, seeing the other's tense face, dark eyes, and the sarcastic smile on his lips... His heart skipped a beat, and he almost wanted to run away! But Jing Sui had already come to his side, so he could only show a stiff smile.
The corners of Jing Sui's thin lips parted, and he looked at him with a half-smile, "It seems that you lied to me more than that."
Ji Ling's face changed, and he instantly understood the meaning of Jing Sui's words. He remembered that he had pretended to be violated by Gabriel to reject Jing Sui, but now Jing Sui saw that he was with Ning Yu... Could it be that he became angry from embarrassment? Bar? ! He thought he already knew Gabriel's identity and joined forces to plot against him? !
Ji Ling suddenly became timid, he thought about it and couldn't take the blame! After all, the grievances between Gabriel and Jing Sui are not just about love, but about the class struggle of countless lives and deaths in the entire empire.
He bit his lip, paused and said, "I'm sorry, I... I was indeed not violated by Gabriel, but I didn't know his identity at that time."
Jing Sui looked into the uneasy and clear eyes of the young man, and didn't doubt his words... He no longer has the need to lie to himself.
The young man's low and soft words were like a gust of cool wind, slowly blowing away the pain, anger and unwillingness in his heart, no matter... At least you didn't lie to me about that matter, you just wanted to protect yourself and never wanted my life .
After all, he is just a soft-hearted little liar...
Jing Sui let out a sudden laugh, a look of relief appeared in his eyes, after all, even if he couldn't let it go, so what? He still has no way to save the heart of a person who doesn't love him.
If he could fall in love with the boy earlier, discover his hidden real side earlier, and catch this cunning little liar from the beginning instead of pushing him away and hurting him ruthlessly, maybe he would be softer on himself? Unfortunately, regret is never helpful, and blaming others is just cowardly.
The cause of the previous life is the result of the next life.
Rebirth doesn't actually change anything.
All of this is ultimately his own fault.
Sometimes people have to know how to let go.
Jing Sui looked at him, and asked slowly: "When did you fall in love with Ning Yu?"
Ji Ling hesitated for a moment, the answer, he actually couldn't say very clearly...
Jing Sui asked again: "When I saved you in the last life? Or when I captured you later?"
Ji Ling pursed her lips, remained silent for a moment, looked him in the eyes and said, "That's not important anymore." The important thing is that I don't love you.
Jing Sui was startled for a moment, then laughed lowly: "You're right."
It really doesn't matter when I fell in love, the important thing is that I lost in the end.
Ji Ling felt that he couldn't go on, so he decided to leave here ruthlessly, but as soon as he turned around, Jing Sui stretched out his hand and slammed into his arms obliquely. Ji Ling raised his eyes and looked at him in panic. There was a low voice with hints of anger in front of him: "Boss Fu, I'm afraid it's not appropriate to pester other people's boyfriends."
As soon as Ji Ling heard this, he quickly reached out to push Jing Sui. He thought he couldn't push it away, but who knew that Jing Sui didn't use any force at all, and pushed it away with a light push. Jing Sui just lowered his head the moment he left. A kiss fell gently on the side of the face.
Then let him go.
Ji Ling's face was hot, and he ran to Ning Yu's side in a few steps, but where Jing Sui's cool kiss brushed past, there seemed to be a little nostalgia and tenderness left, he covered his face, and his heart was very broken! Jing Sui actually kissed Ning Yu in front of Ning Yu, they wouldn't fight! Why does this bastard always like to do this kind of thing
Ji Ling remembered what Jing Sui did to Carlos at his engagement wedding last time, and thought to himself that you are happy, I might die in the field of Shura QAQ
Ji Ling raised his head to look at Ning Yu, and saw that his face was really cold, his sharp eyes seemed to have a coldness that was about to come, and he was shocked. This was the first time he saw such a terrible look on Ning Yu's face. He quickly stretched out his hand to hug Ning Yu's arm, and said in a low voice, "Forget it."
No matter what happened to Jing Sui, I felt sorry for him, Ji Ling didn't want to make things worse.
And this is not an interstellar world, what if the police uncle takes him away because of a fight? Are you all shameless? !
Anger surged in Ning Yu's chest, he had only been away for a while, and then Jing Sui took advantage of it, and he looked at Shang Jing Sui's eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, and the expression in his eyes was extremely cold.
Jing Sui clearly did it on purpose, he just wanted to irritate himself.
Ji Ling was extremely nervous, and he was really scared. He just wanted to take Ning Yu out of here early, blinked at him, and begged, "Let's go, huh?"
Ning Yu looked at the young man's wet eyes, took a deep breath, and slowly regained his composure. He stuffed the milk tea he just bought into Ji Ling's hand, and said, "Okay."
Ji Ling breathed a sigh of relief, took the milk tea in one hand, and Ning Yu in the other, turned around and left.
When Ning Yu turned around, she looked back at Jing Sui, and Jing Sui also looked at him, raising her brows, revealing an indifferent and provocative look.
Ning Yu's hand beside her was clenched tightly.
Ji Ling pulled Ning Yu for a long distance, and then gradually slowed down. Ning Yu was silent all the way, not saying a word, and Ji Ling didn't dare to look up. He didn't know how to face it. Ning Yu.
Ning Yu must be very angry about what happened just now, right? But he still endured for himself...
At this moment, Ning Yu's faint voice came from above his head: "You were defending him just now."
Ji Ling paused.
Ning Yu looked sideways at him, her black eyes became darker and darker in the night, and her voice was slightly cool: "You used to always say you liked him."
The coolness crept up along the soles of Ji Ling's feet, and his scalp became numb. Ning Yu was really angry!
Ji Ling quickly explained: "I said that I like him because I need it! I never liked him, I only liked you, you believe me!"
Ning Yu narrowed her eyes: "Personal design?"
Ji Ling: "..." Oops, I just said too much just to explain.
He hesitated for a while, then quietly glanced at Ning Yu. Speaking of which, it seems that Ning Yu is the only one who doesn't know about the novel, right? If he finds out that he was originally Jing Sui's victim, it will only add fuel to the flames. This matter cannot be said now...
Ji Ling thought about his words, and said cautiously: "Because of the car accident, I was already going to die in this world at that time, and a self-proclaimed system sent me a mission, asking me to go to your world to replace the original one." Ji Ling' survives for a period of time to ensure that the world process will not be changed. The reward is to revive me in this world. But I can't do things that violate the human design, and I can't be discovered by others, otherwise the mission will fail. I think Going home alive, so I'm sorry..."
I lied to all of you.
Ji Ling concealed the novel and the real mission goal, and revealed everything else. This was the first time he confided his thoughts to others, as if venting the long-standing self-blame and pressure in his heart all at once.
In fact, he was very uncomfortable, and he had to bear such pressure alone.
Even if he is only doing what the original owner should do, but he is not the original owner after all, he will still feel sad for cheating and hurting others. And Ning Yu would be unhappy if he defended Jing Sui today because of guilt and self-blame? But I don't know how to deal with it best, how to deal with it so as not to hurt anyone, is it possible for him to watch them fight and applaud? he can't...
Ning Yu is right, he is not mature enough, if only he can do better.
Ji Ling's eyelashes trembled, he bit his lips and did not make a sound. After a while, he suddenly felt a gentle palm land on the top of his head and rubbed it gently. The man's gentle voice came: "You don't have to feel sorry. anyone."
Ji Ling raised his eyes in astonishment.
A gentle smile appeared in Ning Yu's eyes again, with a hint of pampering and helplessness, "You are just working hard to live, everyone is working hard for this, but you never thought of really hurting others, you just Pretend to like someone who would never love you, and you have your own bottom line..." He lowered his head slightly, looked into Ji Ling's eyes, and said in a low and soothing voice, "He never lacks others' likes, There are too many hypocritical people who say they like him, but no one has ever been able to cheat him... He will like you not because you cheated him, but because you are worthy of his liking, understand? So you don't need to feel sorry for him guilty."
Hey, Ji Ling stared blankly at Ning Yu, is this the case
There seems to be something wrong with this logic, but I can't tell it...
Ning Yu paused, and then said: "If you still feel guilty, then think about his ruthlessness in the first life, and it should be evened out. You never owed him anything, it's because he didn't learn to cherish you earlier."
Ji Ling was absent-minded for a while, and suddenly his eyes were sour, and he raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, although I know you are just comforting me... But thank you anyway.
Thank you for being willing to speak these words to me.
Thank you for being willing to tell me that I don't have to mind all that and not be burdened like that.
Ning Yu looked into the young man's eyes, his eyes were tender and affectionate, he lowered his head, put his forehead against the young man's forehead, and said in a hoarse voice: "And... I don't want you to feel guilty about him either."
Ji Ling was gently hugged by Ning Yu, and the tall man leaned so close to him, making a soft and restrained voice: "Sometimes guilt can turn into love, I'm very selfish. I hope you can let him go completely." , forget about him... From now on, just remember me. If you must feel guilty...
Just feel sorry for me. "
He raised his hand, gently brushed Ji Ling's cheek and earlobe with his fingertips, and said in a hoarse voice: "You used to call me fierce, let people kidnap me, threatened to abolish me, and even asked Wen Yan to plot against me .You will pretend to like Jing Sui, you will pretend to trust Carlos, you are even willing to defend Wen Yan, but you always only treat me badly... I am strong is not the reason for you to hurt me, in fact, I will be hurt and sad, So... you will treat me better in the future, and stop thinking about others, okay?"
When Ji Ling heard the first sentence, he still couldn't laugh or cry, it was a human design, not my original intention! But when I heard the last sentence, I only felt sorry for myself...
This time, I knew it was your trap again.
But willingly stepped in.
Ji Ling reached out to hug Ning Yu back, approached his neck, and said seriously in his ear: "But I only like you, and I will make it up to you in the future..."
Ning Yu smiled, the light in his black eyes was bright and soft, he kissed the boy's eyelashes, and said, "Okay."
Then use yourself to pay back, okay.
This is what you promised me.
... ... ...
A few days later it was New Year's Day, the school was on holiday, and everyone went home one after another.
Ji Ling was also preparing to go home. After thinking about it, he asked Ning Yu: What are your plans for New Year's Day
Ning Yu: No arrangement.
Ji Ling: Aren't you going home? Ning Kehan went home.
Ning Yu: That's not my home.
Ji Ling immediately felt distressed. He has a real family here, so of course he can't wait to go home. But it's not the case with Ning Yu. Even if he goes back, he still has to be careful about disguising, right? Thinking of the days when I was always pretending, it's no wonder that Ning Yu didn't want to go back, probably more comfortable alone.
Ji Ling's heart was filled with pity immediately, and he said: Then come to my house for dinner.
Ning Yu: Is it convenient
Ji Ling: What's the inconvenience!
Ning Yu: Good.
An hour later, the two stood outside the door of Ji Ling's house.
Although Ji Ling had vowed that there would be no inconvenience before, when he really arrived at the door of the house, he began to feel nervous again.
I took Ning Yu home in a moment of brain fever, but this time was different from the last time. They had already confirmed their relationship and came out at school, but their parents didn't know it yet!
Do you say it yourself, or don't you say it
Although he was brave at school, Ji Ling was still nervous and stiff at the thought of facing his parents.
Forget it, take one step at a time!
Ji Ling plucked up his courage, opened the door directly, and walked in with Ning Yu. While walking, he thought about finding a better opportunity to confess, but when he saw the person sitting in the living room, his eyes widened in horror.
What, what the hell? !
Ji Xuesong saw Ji Ling, sat on the sofa with a smile and said to him, "Xiao Ling is back."
Ji Ling opened his mouth: "Dad..."
Ji Xuesong pointed to the elegant and handsome man with brown hair and brown eyes sitting leisurely watching TV beside him, and said with a smile: "This is Mr. Field, a friend I met when I was taking pictures outside, and I invited him over for dinner by the way. , you can call him Uncle Field."
Ji Ling: "..."
He stood there stiffly, neither advancing nor retreating. Ning Yu, on the other hand, was only surprised for a moment, then walked in with a calm expression, raised his hand to comfort Ji Ling's shoulder, and said with a smile, "Hello, Uncle Ji, I'm classmate Ji Ling's brother, Ning Yue."
It was only then that Ji Xuesong noticed Ning Yu, and said with a smile, "Oh, come in quickly, what are you still standing at the door for?"
At this moment, Yang Wei also came out of the kitchen. It was not the first time she saw Ning Yu, and she smiled familiarly: "Xiao Ling said that you will come over for dinner tonight, so I specially cooked a few more dishes."
Like a puppet, Ji Ling walked in with hands and feet, his palms were covered with cold sweat. Before entering the door, he was still worried about whether to come out to his family. Now he was only worried about what the hell Carlos was going to do, why did he come to his home
This big villain's showmanship is really too much, Ji Ling has lingering fears QAQ
Because he was too nervous, Ji Ling didn't dare to speak at all, but Ning Yu behaved normally and calmly, and even took the initiative to talk to Carlos. I feel that this young man is very polite in his speech and manner, and he is very friendly. He is a good young man at first glance.
Yang Wei came over, smiled and said a few words in Ji Xuesong's ear, Ji Xuesong's eyes lit up when he heard it, so it turns out that this young man is still the brother of Xiaoling's girlfriend
Ji Xuesong immediately treated Ning Yu more cordially.
The five of them sat down to eat together, and Ji Ling was sitting next to Ning Yu, and Carlos was a seat away on the right.
He thinks this is simply a Hongmen banquet...
Ji Ling ate this meal like a year, trembling with fear, but to his surprise, Carlos hardly talked to him, most of the time he just chatted with Ji Xuesong, as if he had hit it off with an old friend. Carlos is gentle, elegant and knowledgeable. Ji Xuesong chatted with him very well, and warmly invited him to continue to be a guest at home in the future...
Ji Ling wanted to say no! But he dare not say anything QAQ
So I can only endure it.
Ning Yu noticed Ji Ling's uneasiness, turned her head and looked at him with gentle eyes, stretched out her hand to shake Ji Ling's hand quietly under the table, her lips moved silently: Carlos will not mess around.
Only then did Ji Ling feel a little more at ease.
At this time, Carlos suddenly changed his mind, and smiled at Ji Ling: "I heard that you are studying painting? Are you interested in going abroad? I can help you contact schools abroad for further study. The Fine Arts Department of XX University is very good. famous."
This was a very tempting proposal, but Ji Ling refused without hesitation, gritted his teeth and said, "No need, thank you."
Carlos looked into Ji Ling's eyes, smiled, and said nothing.
Ji Xuesong came out to smooth things over with a smile when he heard the words: "This child has never left home, and he is afraid when he hears that he is going abroad. Thank you for your kindness, we appreciate it."
Carlos smiled: "It doesn't matter. If he wants to go abroad for development in the future, he can still find me. I am happy to help him."
Ji Xuesong was very happy and said, "Thank you, I offer you a toast."
Afterwards, Carlos didn't say anything to Ji Ling again, and Ji Ling bowed his head to eat without making a sound.
Yang Wei looked at the child, why didn't I see him so quiet before? What happened today? Is it because there are guests? But that shouldn't be the case, she always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't tell where it was.
It was past eight o'clock when dinner was over.
Carlos finally got up to say goodbye.
Ji Ling hesitated for a moment, stood up suddenly, and said firmly to Carlos: "Mr. Field, let me take you out."
Carlos looked at him with a smile and said, "Okay."
Ning Yu also took the opportunity to say goodbye and went out with Ji Ling.
The three of them walked downstairs to the door.
Ji Ling looked at him with a frown, and said vigilantly: "What are you doing here today?"
Carlos glanced over Ning Yu meaningfully, and finally landed on Ji Ling, and said sadly: "You rejected my proposal again."
Ji Ling was so angry that he immediately blew up, who asked you to come to my house? He said coldly, "I know I won't agree."
Carlos sighed: "Even if you don't like me, what did I do today to make you so angry? Just because I came here without telling you?"
Ji Ling: "..." Well, it seems that he didn't do anything excessive...
Carlos looked dim, and said slowly: "I just want to come to your house to see what it's like to see the place you are obsessed with and want to come back... Now that I see it, I'm very happy for you."
Ji Ling suddenly looked complicated, Carlos has really changed a lot...
Carlos looked at him deeply and said, "But you know I won't give up, right?"
Ning Yu finally stretched out his hand, directly took Ji Ling into his arms, looked up at Carlos sharply, and said word by word: "I told you last time that he loves me. "
Carlos was not angry, but looked at him with a half-smile, and raised his voice slightly: "Oh, how much love do you have?"
Ning Yu's face darkened.
Carlos stopped looking at him, and sighed affectionately at Ji Ling, with a low and elegant voice: "I'm going back to my country, if you have time, you can visit my country, I always have your place there—my spouse."
You, you, you, don't talk nonsense! Who is your lover now!
Ji Ling could feel Ning Yu's hand tightening around him suddenly, and his face turned pale with trepidation.
After Carlos said that, he turned and left chicly.
It didn't take long for his back to disappear into the darkness.
In the dimly lit corridor, only the sound of each other's breathing remained silent. Ji Ling didn't dare to move, feeling the strong arm of the man behind him. The next second... the man stretched out his hand and directly pressed him against the wall. He bowed his head and kissed him hard.
This kiss was so fierce, as if it was going to tear him apart and devour him, and it made it difficult for him to breathe.
Ji Ling made a whimpering sound after being kissed, and tears came out, but he was too cowardly to move, he was guilty of too much peach blossom debt...
Ning Yu bit the corner of Ji Ling's lips, breathed heavily, and said viciously, "I'm jealous."
There was moist light in Ji Ling's eyes, he took a quick breath, and looked at Ning Yu aggrievedly: "I told him not to do this a long time ago, but he didn't listen..."
Ning Yu stared at him coldly, wishing he could just take him away, so that those people would never have any idea of him again.
It wasn't until a while later that he gradually calmed down.
He always knew that it wasn't Ji Ling's fault, the boy was trying very hard to refuse to escape, it was those people who refused to let go, because they also discovered his goodness... But the saddest thing is that he found that he was not so confident, Confidence can get the eternal and unique love of teenagers.
Even if he pretends to be confident and has everything under control, in fact he also has times when he is not confident.
He wasn't sure if he was the most special one, or was it because he only had the advantage of his status that he was able to win the favor of the teenager? Even though he used the boy's soft heart time and time again to determine his status, he was still afraid that someone would take advantage of him one day...
I am afraid that one day I will no longer be special, and I am afraid that the teenager will also see the goodness of others.
afraid of losing.
With a sound of 'ding dong', the elevator door opened.
Yang Wei came out of the elevator carrying a garbage bag.
Ning Yu's eyes narrowed slightly, she let go of her hand suddenly, and took a step back.
But at this moment, Ji Ling suddenly stretched out his hand, stood on tiptoe and hugged Ning Yu's neck, raised his head and kissed his lips.
Ning Yu's pupils shrank, and she looked at him in disbelief.
There was a smile in Ji Ling's eyes, his eyes were clear and firm, this kiss was gentle and lingering... He looked into Ning Yu's eyes, and whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry for making you uneasy."
As soon as Yang Wei got out of the elevator, she saw her son standing in the corridor, hugging the man's neck and kissing, the garbage on his hands fell to the ground in shock...
Ji Ling turned his head slowly, met his mother's shocked eyes, and said, "Mom, it's Ning Yue who actually fell in love with me."