"Crackling-"
The wood burning in the stove made a slight sound, and in this quiet late night, the sound seemed to be in his ears, and Xu Sili, whose eyes were dull, gradually regained his senses.
He looked at the young man who was still waiting for his answer. The young man's blue eyes were clear and clean, with some expectation and devotion, which made him feel like he saw the future Si Sheng in a trance.
But…
"How could you... when..."
He felt his throat dry, and his eyes were still full of disbelief.
Xu Sili never thought that Si Sheng would keep the memories in "Game of Gods"...
How is this possible? Isn't he a character rebuilt by the game team? But if not, why would he ask if he is a god
But... he is now Snow Roland.
Even if Si Sheng retains the data memory of the last game, it is impossible to recognize him, right
"Game of the Gods" is a mobile game. He just operates it on his mobile phone, and it's not a holographic game. You can meet him. Si Sheng has never seen him at all, so how could he recognize him
The boy waited quietly, staring at the little boy intently, seeing all his reactions in his eyes.
Although the dream is still blurred, the beating heart and the palpitations let him know that he cares about this answer.
Xu Sili lowered his eyes, avoiding the boy's gaze.
Many details flashed through his mind, like scattered pearls connected by a sentence from the young man.
When he first crossed over, Si Sheng squeezed his chin and questioned who he was...
He thought he had gotten away with it, but now that doesn't seem to be the case.
Because almost that day, Si Sheng's attitude towards him changed dramatically. Not only did he cooperate with him everywhere to protect him, but he didn't mention the humiliation of stepping on his face...
Ask yourself, if it was himself, with such a powerful force, and being stepped on and turned into a puppet, is it possible that he would not hate that person
Impossible, he will definitely make that person pay!
Therefore, he always felt that Si Sheng was so good to him, so he compromised, he must have a bigger plan.
He was on guard against Si Sheng from beginning to end.
Even if he can't help approaching him, he can't help being attracted to him, and he can't completely trust him. He always thinks that the relationship between the two will break down one day.
In this relationship, he always had a sense of sobriety.
However, he never imagined that there would be such a situation...
Si Sheng recognized him long ago.
Moreover, he still retains the memory of the last game! He regarded him as a "god" in that game.
Xu Sili felt his heart beating violently in his chest, making him numb.
No wonder, the eyes Si Sheng looked at him were always gentle and pious, sometimes even humble...
That sense of disobedience suddenly disappeared after knowing that he kept the data memory of the last game.
because…
Thinking back carefully, in "God's Game", didn't Si Sheng look at him with such eyes
Hasn't he been moved by his pious eyes before, and even lamented how realistic the game modeling is
Could it be that at that time, Si Sheng had self-awareness? what is this? Artificial intelligence like Xiaowu
But if this is the case, how did his consciousness come to the Starry Sky Era? And consider him a "god"
Xu Sili felt that his mind was confused.
Everything seems to make sense, but it feels so absurd...
But he could still feel the strange ripples in his heart.
If it is true, does that mean that Si Sheng...
Have you always been sincere to him
And he is not only Si Sheng in the Starry Era, apart from the short two months of getting along, they also have more profound bonds and memories
Xu Sili swallowed and quickly realized another problem.
So, he actually fell off his horse so early
Xu Sili widened his eyes again, and at the same time felt a little guilty.
Although he didn't act very much, he always went his own way. With Si Sheng's wisdom, it was normal for him to see that something was wrong, but... He really is not a god!
So how did Si Sheng recognize him
What kind of feelings does he have for him
Xu Sili wanted to ask clearly, but Si Sheng in front of him had blurred memories, and the way the two of them looked now, it seemed too weird to question their relationship...
Ah, the damn trial!
He frowned slightly, feeling a little irritable in his heart.
The teenager who had not gotten an answer for a long time, when he saw the irritability on the little boy's face, the light in his eyes dimmed a little bit.
Is he being too reckless
In the dream, he never dared to ask...
He bit his lip, and under Xu Sili's dull eyes, he reached out and took him into his arms, hugging him tightly.
"If this question embarrasses you, please forget it."
The boy rested his chin on the top of his hair, his voice low, with a somewhat suppressed trembling.
Xu Sili leaned against his arms, feeling the temperature constantly passing over him, and couldn't help sighing in his heart.
Embarrassment... definitely embarrassing.
But how could it be forgotten
Xu Sili raised his head, his cheek rested on the boy's chin, and rubbed lightly, the two were skin-to-skin, still as close as before.
Feeling this, the boy's tense nerves relaxed a little, and then he heard that tender voice sound again.
"What else did you see in the dream?"
The teenager pursed his lips, panic was written in his eyes, even death could not make him feel afraid, but now, just because of a problem with the little boy, he panicked.
If everything in the "dream" is true, then it should be his biggest secret...
But what if His Highness is really a god
During the battle between heaven and man, the picture reappeared in front of his eyes—when he was most desperate and painful, a little elf-like boy suddenly appeared, just like the most dazzling sunshine.
He said, he is here, no one can hurt him anymore...
The boy's ups and downs suddenly calmed down.
How could His Highness not be the god in the dream? He did the same thing as the gods.
He should trust His Highness.
"I saw in a dream..."
The boy whispered, "I'm from another world."
Although there were already guesses, Xu Sili was still shocked when he heard the affirmative answer.
"What kind of world is that?"
He heard himself ask.
"There is a very powerful country in that world. The first heir has just died. As the second heir, the princess must complete the test before taking over the position of the king."
"And I was instructed by the gods to assist the princess..."
After the young man said a few words, Xu Sili confirmed that he was indeed from "God's Game"!
But why exactly does this happen
Xu Sili suddenly felt fortunate again, although this trial brought a lot of danger, at least Si Sheng in the cub period didn't have such a serious mind, and he would say everything in his own way.
Otherwise, is he going to be kept in the dark all the time
"Then... do you remember how you came to this world?" Xu Sili asked in a low voice.
Then he felt the boy's body stiffen.
"No, I don't remember."
The boy replied.
Xu Sili pursed his lips, the little boy wouldn't lie at all, or in front of him, he couldn't hide his emotions.
So he remembered, but he wouldn't say it.
Do you want to force him
He remembered the deadly silent eyes of the boy when he tied the slave owner's neck with an iron chain.
He suffered a lot.
If he had the memory of the previous world, the suffering would be doubled.
Maybe the way he came to this world was also full of pain
He knew that if he missed the opportunity of this trial, Si Sheng, who might have completely recovered his memory, would not be so frank with him again.
but…
Xu Sili couldn't bear it.
He didn't want to see Si Sheng in pain, and he didn't want to lose his memory. He was much more fragile and hurt again.
Thinking like this, Xu Sili rubbed the skin on the neck of the teenager again, and said softly, "Well, forget it if you don't remember."
He felt the boy's tense body and slowly relaxed.
The room fell silent again.
As the night got darker, the firewood burning in the stove slowly turned into coke, and the roaring flames weakened, but they still provided heat to the room.
It's just that the heat is much weaker than before.
Feeling this change, Xu Sili couldn't help but arch into the boy's arms, greedily absorbing the warmth from him.
Perhaps it was too cold at night, or fatigue eroded his brain, making his thinking a little chaotic, and his defenses were minimized.
"I didn't know you remembered things in that world."
The boy who originally had his eyes closed suddenly opened his eyes, lowered his eyebrows blankly, and looked at the few strands of silver hair exposed under the quilt.
Did he hear it wrong
Originally, he thought he would not get an answer tonight...
"I thought you forgot." The little boy's soft voice carried some ethereal dreams at night, making the teenager feel like he was in a dream.
So, is this the reason why Lord God did not recognize him? It's not that he doesn't want to, but... think he doesn't remember
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault for making you go through this kind of hardship again..."
Xu Sili hugged the young man's thin body, his guilt feeling unbearable.
If Si Sheng is really conscious, it will be transferred to the starry sky era. Does that mean that he has suffered the original painful childhood again
Thinking of the boy's dead eyes, he couldn't help but tighten his arms around him again.
"Don't say that..."
The young man whispered, "I'm not afraid of suffering, I'm just afraid... not being able to stay by your side..."
He actually wanted to ask, why did Lord God abandon him before? And why leave him alone in this world? Even according to Lord God, he once erased his memory...
So, is that the reason why he waited until four years ago to remember his last life
Why? Why do you want to do this
But he couldn't be as reckless as before.
Even if there are countless questions in his heart, he dare not ask them out.
Just as I was worried in my dream, what if His Highness's answer... I don't care
Because I don't care, I easily abandon him, because I don't care, so I erase the memory of him belonging to the two, and then leave it in this world to perform tasks...
If so, what should he do
The young man hugged the child in his arms tightly, and said with almost suppressed trembling: "Lord God, please let me stay by your side all the time... Please don't... leave me alone."
Xu Sili was full of heartache when he heard it.
How could someone touch his heart like this? Make him feel guilty.
"I won't leave you."
He said, "Stay as long as you want until you're tired of it."
Listening to his promise, the young man blinked, his eyes were red, but he smiled.
He closed his eyes, bowed his head, and placed a soft kiss on the top of the little boy's hair.
"Never get tired of it."
The corners of the boy's mouth curved slightly, revealing a shallow smile.
He seems to know how to laugh...
In fact, this is the feeling of happiness.
To Xu Sili's surprise, he slept well again last night.
Originally, he thought that he would lose sleep because of the conversation before going to bed, but when he woke up the next day, he found that he was full of energy, and it was only after Meimei had a good night's sleep.
Today's weather is obviously not as cold as yesterday.
When he found that the bed beside him was empty, Xu Sili nervously stuck his head out of the bed.
"Si Sheng?"
Then, he saw the neatly dressed blond boy walking out from behind the screen.
The sun just came in from the window, shining his hair golden and very beautiful, but what made Xu Sili unable to move his eyes was the slightly curved smile of the boy's mouth.
A very shallow smile, but like a rose blooming on a snowy night, it firmly attracted his attention.
In a trance, Xu Sili thought he saw Si Sheng, an adult.
But soon, he noticed the difference.
Because under his direct gaze, the cold white skin of the boy was obviously dyed with a thin layer of red, and his smile was also a little shy.
The grown-up Si Sheng is not so innocent. When he talks about love, he does not blush and his heart skips a beat.
"Your Highness, you're awake." The boy came to him, and just hesitantly reached out to hug him, the little boy had already reached out and approached him intimately.
"I said, don't use honorifics when there are no outsiders." Xu Sili said.
The teenager blinked, and then curved the corners of his mouth again, "Okay."
"Do you want to wash up?"
He said, "I just went to get hot water, and the temperature should be just right."
Xu Sili looked at the toiletries placed beside the bed and asked casually, "Where's Janice?"
The young man said, "She is preparing breakfast for His Royal Highness."
Xu Sili nodded, but didn't say anything, and obediently brushed his teeth and washed his face under the service of the young man.
Soon, the bedroom door rang.
The teenager got up to open the door, but only a gap was opened, and the knocker was blocked outside.
"Please leave it to me."
He looked at Janice and stretched out his hands to take the tray.
Janice frowned, "Let me go."
The young man didn't mean to give in, "I can come, I will take good care of His Highness."
"What do you mean… "
The boy looked up at her, and Janice suddenly stopped.
Looking at the boy's gray-blue eyes, looking at the coldness and a little impatience inside, Janice felt a chill down her spine for a moment.
When she was stunned, the boy had already taken the tray in her hand, dodged into the bedroom, and slammed the door.
Xu Sili didn't notice the brief confrontation at the door. Although he always thought it was a little weird, Si Sheng had done nothing less than serving him before, and he felt that he was used to it.
Drinking milk slowly, thinking about continuing to be a salted fish in the room today.
Sometimes, however, things don't always go as expected.
"Xiao Sinuo, my sister is here to see you again!"
Just after breakfast, the girl's hearty voice came in from outside the door, and then the door was kicked open, and a girl with a high ponytail and a combat uniform appeared at the door.
Xu Sili glanced at her and greeted lazily, "Second Huangjie."
The girl was suddenly dissatisfied.
"Xiao Sinuo, aren't you happy to see my sister?"
She walked into the room, and when she saw the boy in a new image, she patted him on the shoulder, "Not bad, it fits well!"
The young man looked at her with a light expression, not too special because of her status as a princess, and she was completely different from the shyness just now.
Xu Sili saw it in his eyes and couldn't help but say: "That day, Huang Jie brought the water healer over to heal your injury. She also ordered the clothes to be customized."
The young man paused and understood what the little Highness meant.
He looked at Princess Xilin again and whispered, "Thank you, Your Royal Highness."
The attitude is still neither humble nor arrogant, but it is much better than the indifference just now.
Fortunately, Xilin has a cheerful personality. She doesn't have the same knowledge as him. She just shook her head and said, "It's nothing, it's just a little effort."
Then, she looked at Xu Sili again.
"Xiao Sinuo, hurry up and change your clothes, my sister will take you out to play."
Xu Sili was still lying on the bed. Anyway, he was only a five-year-old child now, and Xilin's identity was his sister, so he didn't feel embarrassed.
"I do not want to go out."
He shook his head and refused, "It's freezing outside, it's fine for me and Si Sheng to stay indoors."
"That won't work."
Xilin walked over and was about to lift his quilt, but as soon as she grabbed the edge of the quilt, a thin hand stretched out diagonally and grabbed her wrist.
She felt a little pain, and when she looked up, she met the eyes of a pair of wolf cubs.
"His Royal Highness, what are you doing?" The boy looked at her with sharp eyes.
Xi Lin withdrew her hand, but finally looked at the boy directly.
"You are very strong, no wonder you can strangle that slave owner." She looked at him admiringly and said, "Are you interested in joining my team?"
"When I become an adult, I will take my team to the front line. A good seed like you should go to the battlefield and fight with us to kill all those damn interstellar beasts as soon as possible!"
The boy didn't answer, and Xu Sili felt a little sad when he heard Xi Lin's words.
This lively and bright girl will die in the beast tide and on the battlefield ten years later, becoming a heroine that everyone admires and loves.
However, to die is to die.
Originally, he could not care, because he had never gotten along or even really met, so he would not have feelings.
And now...
Xu Sili sighed, but called back Xi Lin's attention.
The girl stretched out her hand and rubbed his head, hating that iron was not steel, and said, "Lazy bone, I heard Janice say that you haven't been out for two days, and you will get moldy if you stay any longer!"
Xu Sili shrugged.
It's better to be moldy than to be in danger.
There were less than three days left, and he didn't want to fall short.
Xilin watched him get into the quilt again, wanting to lift the quilt, but when she saw the young man staring at him, she couldn't help but feel a little jealous.
Like wild wolves, it's the kind that has eaten people.
Obviously she is also one of the people who saved him, this differential treatment is too big!
"Okay, get up." Xi Lin finally softened her tone, "Little Sinuo, it is the royal father who wants to see you."
Hearing her mention the old emperor, Xu Sili pricked up his ears.
In addition to the vague impression of his father in Sinuo Roland's memory, Xu Sili's deepest impression of the late emperor was the restricted-level holographic games in the game cabin.
Also, he spent all the universe coins before he died, and he didn't leave a single one.
"Do I have to go if he wants to see me?" Xu Sili said blankly.
"Don't be pissed, no matter what he says, he's still a father." Xilin touched the top of his hair, and when she noticed the strong gaze beside her, she reluctantly withdrew her hand.
"I'm not angry..."
"I know that the royal father made you live here, and it made you uncomfortable, but you can't go on like this forever."
Xilin explained, "This is a rule, and it is also protecting you."
The royal family who has detected the talent of the elemental master will have the right to inherit the throne, and resources are also tilted towards them. If there is no talent, all treatment can only be implemented according to the minimum standard.
"I know, Second Queen."
Xu Sili said earnestly, "It's just that I'm in a bad mood and don't want to see him for the time being."
Xi Lin couldn't help sighing, "That might be up to you."
"Today, Marshal Joyce returned in triumph, and the royal father ordered the three of us to meet them in person."
Joyce? marshal
Xu Sili touched his chin, but Admiral Joyce knew him. Could it be the same name
Let the three members of the royal family greet him in person, this Marshal Joyce is very powerful.
Knowing that this was the content of the trial, and he could not escape it no matter what, Xu Sili finally gave up the struggle.
He got up from the quilt and watched Si Sheng come to help him put on his clothes. Xu Sili couldn't help but tuck his hair behind his ears and said, "Just stay here."
Although he didn't want to be separated from him, it was obvious that there might be danger now, so he didn't trust him to follow.
The boy's hand to help him button the button suddenly stopped.
He raised his eyes, and the frost and snow melted into water when he faced Princess Xilin. He looked at Xu Sili pitifully and said, "Your Highness, you said that I can always stay by your side..."
Seeing his aggrieved look, Xu Sili felt even more helpless.
"Okay, okay, just follow if you want."
In the end, he could only coax.
The boy slowly revealed a faint smile, looking at the little boy's blue eyes, which were shining brighter than the sun.
Seeing this scene, Xi Lin felt that something was wrong even if she was as slow as she was.
Damn, is her baby brother going to be kidnapped
The author has something to say: Si Zai: It's all my wife, I want you to take care of it (~￣▽￣)~
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