"Get out! Stay away from us, your parents say you are a bastard, an unlucky loser!"
Children are innocent, and their malice is also very pure, very hurtful.
Su Luoyan was hit by a stone, she remained silent, and slowly raised her head, the pair of black and white eyes under the messy hair stared straight at the other party.
The child who hit Su Luoyan with a stone took a step back guiltily. He felt that Su Luoyan's eyes were sinister and frightening.
"You, what are you looking at?!" The child braved up and pushed Su Luoyan hard.
Su Luoyan, who was only eight or nine years old, staggered back two steps. She was like a mute, and she didn't even utter a single syllable from her throat.
"Let's ignore this bastard and play with our own." A child suggested, and everyone agreed.
Su Luoyan has always been the one who was excluded, who made her have no father and mother, and who made her adopter Kefukezi.
In the beginning, Su Luoyan had some expectations. She hoped that one day her biological parents would come to pick her up and tell her that she also had relatives.
But no matter how much she waited, she didn't wait until her biological parents appeared. Gradually, she was also disappointed, and even if she was found, so what? She's a girl, would her parents want to raise her
Maybe I should marry her when I get back, so that I can earn some dowry money.
Although Su Luoyan lived on the edge of the village with the old woman, but the village is so big, everyone will know everything very quickly.
The Chen family just 'married' their daughter out two days ago, received a large amount of gift money, and was proudly preparing to send their seven-year-old son to a private school, but the married daughter ran back again. It is said that the man does not regard her as a human being at all. Although his family is rich, he blames and beats her everywhere.
When the daughter came back, her body was still covered with injuries, but her parents acted as if they hadn't seen anything, took the initiative to send her back, and kept apologizing.
Their reason is simple, a married daughter is water that has been poured out, and the water cannot be recovered. They also persuaded that husbands and wives always quarrel at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, and there is nothing difficult to overcome.
But this is not a quarrel, but a one-sided beating, and it is still a beating to death.
Su Luoyan didn't want to be such a sad and pitiful woman. As she got older, she was ridiculed and said that her life experience was unknown, maybe it was a child accidentally born by a prostitute, and she was discarded because it was a drag. You can say whatever you want, and even say that she might be sick, who would dare to marry her
She doesn't care what others say about her. Marrying or not is her own business, she would rather stay by the old woman's side for the rest of her life. Although not rich, but at least live well.
Unfortunately, the old woman who raised her passed away. The old woman worked hard all her life, and her husband never cared for her. He always spent the day and night drunk, and finally tossed himself to death. The old woman's son married into the army and died in battle. The daughter-in-law felt that the family could not survive, so she took her son and ran away, leaving the old woman alone.
The lonely old woman had just lost her son and grandson, so she just picked up Su Luoyan, and raised Su Luoyan well. But she was already old, and people like embroidering and beading were unwilling to find her, fearing that she would make mistakes, so the old lady had to do some rough work.
After Su Luoyan was a little older, she worked hard to help the old woman with some housework, such as burning firewood and washing clothes. Su Luoyan's hands were already covered with thin calluses at a young age, just looking at the expression on that face, it was hard to imagine that she was just a child of twelve or thirteen years old.
Being looked at by Su Luoyan's eyes will always make people feel that their hearts have been seen through. It was precisely because of this that the people in the village hated and rejected Su Luoyan even more.
No matter how good-looking Su Luoyan is, she will still be rejected by others. Some people loathe Su Luoyan's body at the same time.
Su Luoyan, who was just thirteen years old, was already very beautiful, tall and tall, with a cool demeanor, she always felt that she was not the kind of person who should stay in such a small place.
With the old woman around, no one dared to blatantly plan on Su Luoyan. It's a pity that the old lady died, so Su Luoyan was helpless.
Su Luoyan knew this, so she deliberately avoided contact with people in the village, stayed alone at the foot of the mountain, and occasionally chopped some firewood to sell in the town, and she could exchange some money to make ends meet.
After earning more than a dozen copper coins today, and taking out a few copper coins left by the old lady before, Su Luoyan bought half a liter of rice back. There are sand and rice husks in the rice, and the sand should be removed when eating.
After drinking the porridge, it was completely dark outside, so Su Luoyan changed out the dirty clothes and washed them in the dark.
His hands were chapped, and cold water had seeped into the wound. However, Su Luoyan acted as if she didn't feel anything, she wrung out the water from the clothes and hung them on the bamboo poles in front of the small earthen house.
Su Luoyan wiped her hands with a rough linen cloth, and returned to the small earthen house.
This is the place where she has lived for more than ten years, and there are traces of another person's life in the house, but now she is the only one.
Su Luoyan took off her shoes and climbed onto the bed. The bed was cold and hard, and the cotton batting inside the quilt had clumped together.
In the darkness, Su Luoyan hugged her knee. He didn't seem to care about anything. After the old woman died, she was still alive. In fact, she was just not used to showing her emotions.
After the old woman died, the daughter-in-law who ran away with her grandson came back and pretended to cry, and wanted to get some more things from Su Luoyan to leave.
But the old woman didn't have much left behind, so the daughter-in-law didn't believe it, so she pointed at Su Luoyan's nose and scolded. It is said that Su Luoyan is a cold-blooded beast, and the old woman did not shed a few tears when she died. Fortunately, the old woman has raised her for more than ten years, so Su Luoyan insisted on spitting out the money.
This incident was quite a big one at the time, and many people in the village felt that this daughter-in-law was going too far. She left an old man by herself. She hadn't shown any filial piety for so many years. She knew that she came to get money after he died, and made things difficult for a little girl.
Of course the daughter-in-law didn't listen, she refused to let go, she kept pointing at Su Luoyan's nose and scolding.
As a result, the daughter-in-law "accidentally" broke her leg the next day, and was finally dragged back with a wooden cart.
The person who was speaking for Su Luoyan immediately became afraid of Su Luoyan again, thinking that Su Luoyan was a bit evil. The old woman didn't cry when she died, but the little daughter-in-law broke her leg after making a fuss.
In fact, it was the daughter-in-law who wanted to sneak into Su Luoyan's room to steal money that night, but Su Luoyan found out. Because she did something bad, Su Luoyan panicked when she chased after her, and she stepped on the ground and broke her leg.
Su Luoyan didn't care what others said, she just wanted the old lady back.
The small windows of the earthen house were covered by thick coir raincoats, so there was no light from the outside.
In the darkness, Su Luoyan's hand brushed across her face, and she lay on her side in an extremely insecure position.
Su Luoyan has always been very clear about what kind of person she is. She is indeed cold-blooded, but no matter how cold-blooded she is, she is still human.
Apart from God giving her a good skin, the rest are all jokes.
Abandoned by her parents, the person who raised her died, and she didn't have a single friend by her side.
Maybe it is really like what those people said, she is the lone star of the devil, and she deserves to be lonely for the rest of her life.
Slowly, Su Luoyan closed her eyes in the darkness. Eyes open is darkness, and so is eyes closed.
Su Luoyan didn't sleep soundly, she was woken up by the chirping of birds outside in the morning.
The genius is dim, and the grass and trees outside are still dewy. Su Luoyan put on some clothes, picked up the small basket and wanted to go up the mountain, but found that the basket had a big hole and couldn't hold anything.
Su Luoyan put the basket back, and decided to bring some bamboo back from the mountain and mend the basket herself.
The vegetation in the mountains is very lush, and the sound of birds chirping is endless. When I looked up to find the source of the sound, I couldn't see another bird.
Su Luoyan split a path with a machete, she looked around while opening the path, she was looking for fungi. Occasionally, if she is lucky, she can pick up injured small animals and birds, and can have an extra meal, but most of the time, she is not so lucky. That's why Su Luoyan often went up the mountain to pick some fungi. Although it was far inferior to meat, it was still considered a dish.
When passing by a certain tree, she suddenly stopped and pushed aside the heavy vegetation. Su Luoyan saw a dirty little fox.
The little fox was injured and appeared to be limping. Logically speaking, she should kill this little fox and let him become her dinner, but Su Luoyan did not choose to do so, probably because she was too lonely alone.
She hugged the little fox, couldn't help but pressed the little fox's ears with her fingers, and saw the furry ears tremble, she whispered: "It's good."
After all, a companion.
In fact, she doesn't like foxes very much, and taking care of this little fox carefully is just because of loneliness.
She desperately needs a living creature to make her life less stagnant, so it doesn't matter if it's a fox or a vixen.
It doesn't matter if the fox demon wants to harm her, anyway, for her, there is no reason to live, and no reason to die.
That's why she wasn't surprised at all when she found out that the little fox she rescued was actually a demon.
The little fox didn't tell her his name, probably out of distrust. After all, one of them is a demon and the other is a human, and they all said that people who are not of our race must have different hearts, so Su Luoyan has never had a heart-to-heart relationship with the little fox.
As for why the little fox continued to stay by her side after he recovered from his injury, she didn't know, and she didn't need to know. The only thing she needed to know was that she would not be alone now.
Later she found out that it wasn't that her little fox didn't tell her his name, but that he didn't have a name at all.
Her knowledge of characters is limited, but she simply thinks that the little fox has a beautiful face like a flower, and there are butterflies resting there, so she named the little fox Huadiewu.
It was also from this time that the relationship between her and the little fox Hua Diewu became better. She hoped that the little fox would not be discovered, and they would live here quietly like this.
Xiaodie is so simple, if humans find out, the danger is not humans, but Xiaodie, a monster.
But it was too difficult not to be discovered. One day, a widower discovered the existence of the little fox. Although they chased away the widower, Su Luoyan still felt a little uneasy in her heart, but she couldn't tell what she was uneasy about.
Things went wrong the next day, when a large group of villagers held rakes and hoes outside the small earthen house where they lived.
Xiaodie pulled her to escape, but there were too many people on the other side, no matter which direction they fled, they would be blocked by people.
This is the second time that Su Luoyan resented her incompetence so much, the first time was when the old lady died.
Facing the passing of his life, Su Luoyan was powerless and could only watch helplessly as the other party passed away.
The villagers surrounded her and Xiaodie, saying they would kill them all, but what about her? Apart from being protected by Xiaodie, there is nothing he can do.
She is too weak, let alone protect others, she can't even protect herself.
Her back was cut with an ax with a deep scar, and it was absolutely impossible for her to survive such a serious injury.
But Xiaodie stubbornly protected her body and fled here. She asked Xiaodie to drop herself and escape, but Xiaodie was unwilling.
Su Luoyan never thought that she would be able to stay with Xiaodie all the time, she would only live for a few decades at most, Xiaodie is a demon, and there is still a long time in the future. It's enough to accompany Xiaodie for a walk, in fact, she deserved to die when she was abandoned by her parents, and she can live for more than ten years, which is considered a profit, not a loss.
It's just... As expected, I'm still not reconciled.
"If only I could be stronger..."
She's been like this for the rest of her life.
Then she fell into the deep darkness, unable to see, hear, or touch, her body seemed to be floating in nothingness, without the concept of time and the sense of being alive.
so dark.
I don't know how long it took, but in a trance, she felt a warm body hugging her. Even though she still can't open her eyes and can't see anything, she feels as if a beam of light is falling on her body.
The eyelashes trembled, and Su Luoyan slowly opened her eyes. They were in a cave, and it seemed that it was already dark. The cave was completely dark, and she could only see the outline of the person holding her by relying on the glimmer of light coming in from outside.
In fact, you don't need to look at her to know who it is, it must be Xiaodie.
"So stupid..." Su Luoyan's throat was dry, she wanted to reach out to touch Hua Diewu's face, but she didn't even have the strength to raise her hand.
Su Luoyan saw that Hua Die Wu's tail was missing. Xiao Die had nine lives, but they shouldn't be wasted on her.
Xiaodie gave her a new life, so she can no longer waste her own life.
She who has been reborn should make herself stronger, at least not to hold Xiaodie back.
She left the mountain village with Xiaodie, and she consciously collected books to read. She knows so little about the outside world, she needs more knowledge. She discovered that human beings can cultivate, and when she cultivates to a certain level, she can obtain a longer-term identity, so that she can continue to accompany Xiaodie.
But before she started practicing, her so-called family members came to her door.
At the first glance, she could tell that the Su family who came to her didn't really accept her. She could see the other party's eyes, which were looking at the goods.
Su Luoyan understood that the so-called family members didn't come to pick her up, but packed her beautifully and sent her out.
But she will choose to go with them, she needs the resources of the Su family. If the Su family wants to use her, then she doesn't need to be polite.
During those days in the Su family, Su Luoyan tried her best to absorb knowledge. The ancestors of the Su family were also a family of cultivating immortals, but it gradually declined. There are still many methods of cultivation in the library.
These are Su Luoyan's goals, she needs these books. It is too difficult for a layman to touch the path of cultivating immortals, but even if it is difficult, she will try.
Xiaodie has not left, she knows.
In the end, she let Xiaodie take her away, and she achieved her goal, so naturally she didn't have to stay here any longer.
As for what the Su family would think, it had nothing to do with her. For the people of the Su family, taking Su Luoyan back to the Su family was nothing but nothing. Not only did they run away, but they also took away the precious ancient books in Zangshu Pavilion.
Su Luoyan and Hua Diewu went to live in seclusion in a place with beautiful mountains and clear waters. Because of cultivation, although Su Luoyan got older, her appearance did not change at all.
Continue to practice, if she can ascend, then she will be able to stay by Xiaodie's side for a long time.
It's a pity that she didn't wait until this day, when the demon clan suddenly invaded the demon clan. And the devil appointed Xiaodie to be the so-called concubine, but she was actually a hostage.
She couldn't bear Xiaodie to go, so she decided to go to Demon Realm instead of Xiaodie. Her life was originally saved by Xiaodie, and now it is returned to Xiaodie in this form.
She will take the opportunity to kill the Demon King, if not, then both will die.
After entering the Demon Realm, Su Luoyan discovered that the Demon Race is a very arrogant race, they don't take other people seriously, and they really like to see the weak struggling.
This invasion is a carnival for the demons. They wantonly trampled on the Yaozu's land, enjoying the thrill of killing each other. So the Demon King wants Xiaodie to be the princess is just a cover, they will continue to attack the demon world no matter what.
She was discovered by the Demon King, the leader of the Demon Realm was very cautious, to the point of timidity.
The other party didn't kill her directly, but just broke her legs. It hurts, but this pain is nothing, as long as Xiaodie can do well.
The devil who broke her leg didn't continue to do anything else to her, but waited for something.
Then she heard the Demon King say, "Say, will your cowardly little lover come to rescue you?"
Su Luoyan cast a cold glance at the Demon King, she naturally hoped that Xiaodie would not come. Coming here is tantamount to courting death, so no matter what the devil said, she pretended not to hear it.
The Demon King smiled knowingly, and then set up a net around his palace, waiting for Huadiewu to come.
Su Luoyan didn't want Hua Die Wu to come, but Hua Die Wu still came.
She saw that Xiaodie, who used to dare not even kill anyone, went on a killing spree for her, blood flowed everywhere, and the ground was covered with corpses.
If it were someone else, I'm afraid it would be scary. I would think, it really is still a monster, with cold blood and cruelty engraved in my bones.
But Su Luoyan didn't think that way, she only felt sorry for Huadiewu. Her Fluttershy shouldn't have been stained with blood, but her hands had to be bloody because of her.
Fluttershy is out of control, like a ruthless killing machine, whoever gets close to her will be killed by her.
Su Luoyan tried her best to crawl on the ground, wanting to get to Hua Diewu's side.
Finally, Hua Diewu knelt down on the ground with all her strength, Su Luoyan was so distressed that she almost suffocated.
"Xiaodie, it's all right now, don't be afraid anymore..." Her hand gently slid across Hua Diewu's cheek, she was about to lose her strength.
In fact, she still has a lot to say to Xiaodie, but it's too late, she can feel that her life has come to an end.
She hopes that Xiaodie will stop wasting her tail to save her, but also fears that Xiaodie will be sad if she dies.
She couldn't imagine the scene of Xiaodie hugging her body and crying, her Xiaodie must be very sad.
It would be great if she could become stronger, no matter before or now, she is the same weak. Not only can't help Xiaodie, but also has been dragging Xiaodie's hind legs.
Then she couldn't think anymore, and her mind fell into a deep darkness. She has lost the concept of time, and can only feel that something is invading her thinking again, trying to change her mind.
She resisted hard, but was crushed in the end. The deepest feelings in her heart were wrapped by that force, and even a small part of her memory was forgotten.
When she woke up, she looked around blankly, this was not the place she had lived in, and soon she saw a familiar person appearing in her room.
This person was very familiar, she searched in her memory, and finally knew the identity of the other person.
A man who once saved himself, and... what else? She couldn't remember.
But even if those memories are a little fuzzy, and she doesn't have any real feelings, she will repay the other party.
This demon named Huadiewu saved her, so she should repay him and end the cause and effect between them.
She still has to practice Ascension, so she can't be affected by such trivial matters.
By the way, what is she looking like ascending for? Some can't remember.
After a while, she even forgot what she thought just now.
A powerful force in the dark manipulated her memory and emotions, making it impossible for her to have emotional fluctuations towards Hua Die Wu.
However, although this force is powerful, it cannot completely erase Su Luoyan's feelings. When seeing Hua Diewu cry again, Su Luoyan's mood still fluctuated.
Some feelings are not meant to be lost. If Su Luoyan really doesn't love Huadiewu at all, then there is only one possibility, destroying Su Luoyan's brain and her penis.
In other words, if one day Su Luoyan doesn't love Hua Die Wu anymore, unless she dies.
Even though she was controlled to such an extent, Su Luoyan still couldn't completely forget Hua Die Wu. After Hua Die Wu's catastrophe, she went to see Hua Die Wu as soon as she recovered, but she never saw anyone.
After that, she would go to see Hua Die Wu every ten years, but Hua Die Wu seemed to have disappeared from this world.
She really wanted to see Hua Die Wu again, just to see how she was doing. If it's okay, she can rest assured.
Mingming's memory tells her that Huadiewu is not important to her, but she just can't help but want to care about Huadiewu.
Finally one day she heard that Hua Die Wu appeared again, this time Hua Die Wu did not come to her again, because Hua Die Wu had forgotten everything in the past.
Everyone scolded her, saying it was her fault. Perhaps it was because she hurt Hua Die Wu too deeply, so Hua Die Wu chose to forget that memory of the past.
The Immortal Emperor told her that her love calamity has not yet been overcome, and she hopes she can issue a mission to overcome the love calamity. She sent a designated task by accident, and the designated person was Hua Die Wu.
After releasing the task, she regretted it, she shouldn't have done it. Obviously, it is the best ending for Hua Diewu to forget her, and she should not continue to entangle with Hua Diewu.
When she wanted to withdraw, she found that the task had been put into storage, and it could no longer be modified.
After entering the task, she was temporarily suppressed from the external memory, and she became the "Su Luoyan" in the setting.
She is very happy in this small world of missions, but in the third world, the power of the main system can't suppress her faintly, and she has recovered a small part of her memory.
At the moment when the last world ended, she completely recovered her memory. Along with those parts suppressed by the mysterious force, she finally knew what she had done wrong. She has been blinded, in endless darkness.
Without Xiaodie, her life is in darkness, and she has no reason to make progress.
However, soon her feelings for Xiaodie were washed away again...
She turned back into the immortal who had no desires or desires, as if nothing in the world could affect her heart.
The moment she met Hua Diewu's eyes in the peach garden, her heart suddenly moved.