The man didn't move away, let alone let go. He just looked down at her and said, "You have been walking quietly for two years, and now I finally find you. Do you think I will let you go easily?"
"Otherwise? Mr. Li, do you think I will go back and be an intervenor outside your marriage, or will I be a shameless mistress who knows she is a mistress?" Feng Ling looked at him calmly: "I am very peaceful. Attitude, it’s been so long, I don’t have any complaints or accountability, and I won’t bother you, so what do you have to worry about?”
Li Nanheng's hand on her shoulder became tighter and tighter: "Do you remember that I told you to wait for me for three years?"
Feng Ling seemed to have heard some joke. A sarcastic sneer suddenly appeared on his expressionless face. He raised his hand and waved his arm away. He took out the key and opened the door while turning his back to him lightly. He said: "I don't remember things I shouldn't remember. Please come back."
"Feng Ling, give me a chance to explain. Some things are out of necessity and also responsibility. I..."
The door was opened. Feng Ling looked back at him while opening the door: "I know that many things cannot be explained clearly with just a few sentences. If you could explain it, you would have told me before you got married two years ago. Explain, there is no need to say anything else now, I have let it go, so there is nothing left to say.”
After that, she walked in directly.
Suddenly there was some resistance on the door. She turned to look at the man's hand on the door panel, looked at it coldly, put her hand down, turned around and looked at him: "Are you going to come in? You, Li Nanheng, It used to be like this. If you want to break into my world, you must break in. No matter how much I put up my defenses, you will still break them down time and time again. What happened in the end? You got what you wanted, and in the end you gave me a pat on the back. Just leave, now, you want to come in? I really can’t seem to stop you, what do you want?"
The short-haired girl in front of him has lost a lot of her original girlish attitude, but feels somewhere between a girl and a woman. Her eyes are even colder than the cold ones in the XI base, and there are many things he has never participated in that are added to the coldness. Experience and determination, and even a lot of calmness that he didn't want to see.
Anger and care are signs of deep love, and fear and resentment are also signs of love.
But there was nothing in her eyes.
It was so light that no trace of his existence could be found.
Li Nanheng slowly lowered his hand on the door panel. After looking at her for a long time, he said hoarsely: "Get some rest early."
Feng Ling didn't reply, instead he closed the door with a bang without any unnecessary expression, and then locked the door behind him, completely cutting off the sight of the man standing outside.
Usually this room is very quiet, but tonight it seems to be very lively outside. Because of this liveliness, her room is even quieter.
It was unusually quiet.
Feng Ling stood in the door without even looking at the closed door behind him.
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The next day, early in the morning.
The post-holiday atmosphere continues. With the curtains drawn, you can see the ice and snow outside. There are also many early-rising couples wearing thick clothes for a morning jog outside.
The lights on the Christmas tree had been turned off last night, but the colorful decorations on it shone with all kinds of dazzling colors in the morning light.
Feng Ling has nothing to do every morning. Most of his classes are after 10 am or 1 pm.
I fried an egg for myself, toasted two slices of bread, spread some blueberry-flavored jam on it, put a vegetable leaf and ham slices on it, and cut it into a sandwich to eat.
After eating, she put on her coat and prepared to go out for two laps. Even though she had already left the base and did not need to train every day, her living habits had already been formed. The movements she taught students in class every day were not enough for that little exercise. , she still has to run two to three kilometers every morning to feel comfortable.
Just as he opened the door and was about to take a step, out of the corner of his eye he suddenly saw a figure standing in front of the window next to the corridor. He suddenly raised his eyes and saw Li Nanheng standing there, the man's back standing against the morning light outside the window.
She was startled for a moment, looked down at the time on her wrist, and then looked at the man.
Hearing the sound of the door, Li Nanheng turned around and looked at her: "Are you asleep?"
Seeing that the man was still wearing the same clothes as last night, she smelled some cigarette smoke again. Turning her eyes, she saw a few more cigarette butts on the smoking box next to the elevator.
"Were you here last night?" She turned back to look at him.
The man turned his back to the morning light outside the window and looked at her. He did not admit or deny it. He only said: "At least I didn't disturb your rest last night."
Feng Ling looked at him silently, his eyes still cold: "So you are releasing second-hand smoke in front of my house?"
Li Nanheng's stern eyebrows moved, and he raised his eyes to look at the air conditioner above the corridor and the smoke release channel: "I saw the words smoking area written next to the safety stairs. In addition, your door has a very good blocking effect. Second-hand smoke It shouldn’t affect you.”
Feng Ling was really impressed by Li Nanheng's shameless behavior. Her hand was on the handle of the door: "What are you doing at the door of my house? I have to go to work and don't have time to deal with you. Didn't I let you go last night?" you left?"
"Did I say I was leaving?"
Feng Ling frowned: "So? I don't want to talk to you. I have said everything I should have said last night. I will say it again. I have let it go and don't want to mention anything about the past. I now Gotta go to work.”
The man put one hand in his trouser pocket, first lowered his head and raised the corners of his mouth and sighed, then raised his eyebrows and looked at her: "I don't want to talk about anything now. You go to your class and I won't disturb you." .”
"Then you go."
"Where am I going?"
"Go back to the hotel, back to Los Angeles, back to the car, or wherever you belong, wherever you like, it has nothing to do with me."
"Who told you I was staying in a hotel?"
“…”
"I drove here directly. I have been in the car for the past few days. I haven't eaten or slept well. After seeing you, I was cut into pieces by your mouth again. I am in a very bad mood at the moment." The man looked at Looking at her, he said with a matter-of-fact attitude: "I stood outside your door all night last night. When you should go to work, go to work. I will go in and take a nap."
Feng Ling: "..."
"You came into my house to sleep?"
"has a problem?"
Feng Ling wondered if this man really didn't know what it meant to have someone's face and a tree's bark: "I don't seem to have any reason to take you in."
"Weren't you afraid that I would go in and do something to you last night? That's why I didn't go in and disturb you. Now that you're going out, let me go in and sleep for a while, okay?"
"no."
Feng Ling refused decisively.