But at this moment, looking at the person in charge of the Tangtang XI base, the distinguished young master of the famous Li family, living in Boston because of her, because she ignored his own status and image and stepped into such a martial arts gym, Thinking of the way the man looked at her just now, her emotions came over so suddenly.
She suddenly felt that people are really animals that are easily dominated by emotions.
People who shouldn't have feelings shouldn't have so many burdens.
He is already married, right
She never wanted to be persistent at the beginning, not to mention that he has been married for two years now.
The sound of water running under the faucet seemed to cover up the slight turbulence in her heart. Everything was still calm on the surface.
She attended the class calmly for nearly two hours, but at this moment those words suddenly rang out.
All the words were drilled into the ears verbatim.
"Feng Ling is young. In fact, she is just indifferent to the fruitless love. Even if she finds out about it, she will be sad for a few days."
"Comparing an unknown orphan like Feng Ling with the eldest lady of the Feng family, anyone who is not stupid knows who to choose."
"Which man today will remain faithful to a woman until death?"
"Like it doesn't mean you have to be responsible. A silly girl like Feng Ling is not suitable for him."
"If you are not from the same world, you shouldn't force your way in and fall in love while you are young. When she grows up, she will understand not to trust men easily..."
This was the ending of her first love in her life. Han Jin was right at the beginning.
Li Nanheng just taught her a lesson. She got what she deserved, and lost what she deserved.
Including that first time that had no impression at all in his memory.
"She smells of alcohol like this, can't make it to training on time, and is obviously hungover all night. Are you saying that she adheres to the base system? That her character is worth testing?"
"We were too polite by not asking people to strip you naked. Do you think you can still stay in Base XI?"
They laughed at her for being a woman, they laughed at her for disguising herself as a man and wandering around the base, they laughed at her for living a careless life among men, they laughed at her for being an orphan without parental supervision, and they laughed at her for easily trusting the feelings given to her by others.
She had always thought that Li Nanheng was different.
He thought that this man who could be indifferent to other people to the core, but doted on her to the point of hurting her, was different to him. She thought that he was sincere enough and thought that he could see the goodness in her.
Feng Ling rested her hands on the cold pool, turning over and over in her mind all the questions that she had sealed off her heart two years ago and had never thought about. She thought he was different.
But the fact is that he is more ruthless than every one of them.
Not even an explanation.
The old man of the Li family asked her to make a fool of herself in front of everyone in the entire base and drove her away. It was said that Li Nanheng had been looking for her for two years, but today she saw clearly that this man was actually no different from two years ago. She had a fever early this morning At that time, he had indeed entered her home.
She didn't even know how he made another copy of her key. She always seemed too immature and foolish to fight with this man.
His family and background give him enough confidence in life to do whatever he wants. Even if he knows that she is ignoring him, he can use various tricks to sneak into her life. He is an arrogant man. Trampling on her heart and her self-esteem, whether he was helping her, protecting her, or hurting her, he just treated her like an ant, easily trying to influence her heart, her life or death.
It has been two years, and I have already said goodbye to those past lives.
She needs to stay far away.
The further away from him the better.
Feng Ling held her hand hard against the cold pool, and her fingertips turned white.
They are not relatives, but they are just in a relationship that comes and goes like the wind, and they have written a strong ink stroke on their youthful past. What can it do to affect their mood
She closed her eyes, and in the next second, scattered scenes appeared out of thin air.
She fell into a man's bathtub in the steam room of the orphanage and fought with him...
When she first entered the base, she had a written test with a man on the training ground. Her aggressive moves made him realize that something was wrong, but he just let her go without going into details.
He suddenly appeared when she was on a mission and started grabbing to help her solve the problems behind her. When she fell into the sea on the cruise ship, he was charging into the more dangerous terrorist enemy zone on the other side. When she was confused on the island His helicopter suddenly appeared.
During the mission in the bar, she was dressed as a woman, pressed against the wall and kissed by him, he took bullets for her, all the things he did for her...
They got along day and night on Rogers Pass. After she was killed by the military commander and had an accident, he protected her behind him and helped her solve problems time and time again. When she almost died with a snake bone, he appeared again, leaving a small mark on her shoulder. The scar of the cross blade…
He said that she was only seventeen years old and still too young, and asked her to wait for him for three years. After three years, he would marry her.
Feng Ling opened his eyes, looked at himself in the mirror, and forcefully pulled back the wet hair and hair on his forehead. The woman's delicate and fair face still looked a bit juvenile because of such movements. He looked heroic, but Liu Hai immediately drooped down again. Even though his hair was short, it still had too much traces of a girl.
She could never be a real man.
Just like she could never accept a married man.
This is a problem that will never be solved in the world.
That's it, Feng Ling.
He doesn't deserve any more thought from you.
…
For the rest of the time, Feng Ling went back to class as if nothing had happened.
Until the lunch break, the male students came forward one by one to help her back to the office to rest, but she refused.
"Coach A-Ling, your name is Feng Ling? Which Zero is it?" someone asked her.
Feng Ling didn't answer, just gave him a cold look, and the other person walked away in despair.
She was about to go back to the office, but she didn't expect that the head coach was waiting for her in the office.
"get out of class is over? Why didn't you call and say something if you're not feeling well? Today is all about basic teaching. I'll just watch them for you." The head coach looked into her eyes: "By the way, that person just now... Still outside.”
Feng Ling hummed, but didn't say much, and obviously didn't want to go out to see him.
Seeing her sitting back at the desk calmly, the head coach asked again: "Who is this person? Did you have a relationship before?"
She was silent for a moment: "No matter who he is, you usually never care about such noisy things. Why did you suddenly ask me specifically today?"
"Because a guy like Chen Beiqing is no match for me. The guy who came today, although he didn't say much, I felt a clear sense of crisis."
Feng Ling didn't understand at first. After reacting for a moment, he looked at the serious-looking head coach in front of the office in surprise, and at the same time saw the man approaching behind him -