"I'm not. I really just said that casually. I have never felt anything about Instructor Qiao." Feng Ling was forced to say this suddenly and helplessly.
Li Nanheng glanced at him coldly and did not answer.
"Although I have a good relationship with Miss Wen and I really regard her as a friend, I am not very good at telling others about my emotional problems and concerns. When she asked me, I just wanted to be more open-minded. I don’t want to act like I have to do it with you..."
The man still didn't speak, but his stern eyebrows raised slightly.
"I, I just thought you couldn't hear, so I made a few jokes with Miss Wen. In fact, it's not like that. There are so many brothers in the base. To me, brothers are just brothers. I didn't know anything about feelings at the beginning. If I hadn’t really met someone who moved me sincerely, I wouldn’t have responded. Whether it was Qiao Fei, or the head coach at the Budokan later, or that Chen Beiqing, I was just normal to them. I have no thoughts at all! Only for you! I... I am afraid because I care. I am afraid that I like it too much and I am afraid of getting hurt, so I retreat, but I have absolutely no intention of giving in. You It’s the only one, it’s not just about…”
After saying so much, Feng Ling didn't know what she had said. She just felt that what she just said could easily be misunderstood for no reason. She didn't like misunderstandings, and she didn't like that the misunderstanding was caused by her own words. Caused by this, she was eager to explain, but she didn't realize that the few words she said at this moment revealed how her true self was unabashedly analyzed.
There was still no emotion in the man's eyes. Feng Ling was really anxious. She didn't know what she was anxious about. When it came to her mouth, she could only turn into two words: "Boss..."
Li Nanheng: "I know."
“…”
She said she understood, but it was obvious that she didn't want to listen to what she explained. Feng Ling felt like smoke was coming out of her head.
She stood there looking at him without moving. Li Nanheng also glanced at her at this moment: "I want to change my pants, are you going to just stand there and watch?"
Feng Ling's expression froze, and there was an unknown fire in her heart that made her eyes hurt. Especially when she saw him raising his hand to untie his belt, her eyes hurt even more, and she suddenly turned her back. : "I won't look at you, please change."
"You're not going out?"
"Don't go out, wait until the misunderstanding is clarified before going out."
The man glanced at her back, curled his lips slightly, and went directly to change his pants.
With her back to him, she could hear the sound of the belt opening, the sound of the man changing his pants, and finally the movement of the belt buckle. However, before he said that he had finished changing, she didn't think about it. I turned around immediately, fearing that I might see something I shouldn't have seen.
In the base, there are often men who go out for training shirtless, so she can barely accept the upper body of a man, and it is attractive to her, but forget about the lower body...
Seeing that she was still standing there stiffly, Li Nanheng casually took off the watch from his wrist and put it on the bedside table beside him, and said: "You also know that you have been misunderstood. You must do everything possible to explain clearly. If you are misunderstood, you must explain it clearly." The feeling is not good, so in the past three years, you have been hiding for two years, and then you have repeatedly denied everything that has happened. No matter how upright a man is, his heart is not made of stone. You put my heart on the ground. After falling so many times, how do you think I will feel?"
Feng Ling's eyebrows moved and she turned around to look at him.
"What you say may be against your will, let alone what is said in the media with added embarrassment?" The man looked into her eyes and said, "Although there is no smoke without fire, there is no reason why the media will not report it so openly. But have you given me a chance to explain?"
"Now I am standing in front of you. You asked me to listen to your explanation. You must speak clearly even if you don't want to go out. You also know that you are wronged and can't hold it back. So how did I spend the past three years, eh? "
Feng Ling: "..."
"Have I explained it to you? Do you believe it?"
“…”
"I said that I didn't marry another woman. From the beginning to the end, you were the only one, Feng Ling. Do you believe me?"
“…”
Seeing her standing there, suddenly silent, it was as if all the high walls in her heart collapsed instantly. Seeing the firm things in her eyes suddenly cracked, Li Nanheng couldn't tell whether he should be angry or distressed, looking at her :"come over."
Feng Ling stood there without moving, just looking at him.
The man raised a stern eyebrow at her: "Are you still unwilling to take a step towards me?"
Feng Ling paused, raised her steps slightly, and then slowly took a step toward him. This step was not very big, and she was still at least two meters away from him. She looked at him, and then took another step. One step until he was in front of him.
The man looked at the woman who was finally willing to take a step towards him. In her eyes were the grievances and uneasiness that she had stubbornly held in for three years. Her eyes were a little red but she refused to let the tears fall. She just looked at them. Looking at him.
"Look at your aggrieved look." Li Nanheng looked at her condescendingly, raised his hand and rubbed the top of her head twice: "I'm not that unconfident, Qiao Fei and other messed up people, as long as Where I am, you can't just make do, you can only love me badly, otherwise how could you be so afraid?"
Feng Ling: "How can you be so shameless?"
Li Nanheng scolded: "How can you marry a wife if you want to lose face?"
Feng Ling said angrily with red eyes: "So you just did it on purpose..."
Li Nanheng raised his eyebrows, and she suddenly couldn't speak any more.
Regardless of whether it was intentional or not, the problem came out of her first. If she hadn't been so stubborn and suddenly explained in a moment of impatience, she wouldn't have made herself so embarrassed. She would have almost forced him to hurt her like he did. I dug out my heart and showed it to him.
The man's hand caressed her head, then rested on the back of her head, and then looked down at her red eyes: "Hey, are you crying?"
Feng Ling: "No."
Li Nanheng smiled, and gently held up her chin with his cool, slender fingers. He lowered his head and came close to her, looking into her eyes: "You are obviously crying. If you cry, it means that what you just said is true."
"Which sentence?"
"The one that must be done by me."
Feng Ling: "..." He was so angry that the tears that were about to burst out were quickly put back.
Just as she was about to speak, the man smiled, opened his arms and hugged her directly, bowed his head and kissed her on the forehead: "Okay, I only allow you to cry this once, and I won't let you cry again in the future. .”