"Looks like you're angry?" Qin Siting looked at her.
Shi Niange turned to look at him: "Is it obvious?"
The handsome boy raised his eyebrows: "It's all written on his face."
"Oh, that's probably true." Shi Niange still didn't want to talk to him, but he had a lot of questions to ask and was a little confused.
Qin Siting lightly curled his lips and continued to look at her: "There are many classes in the same department. I didn't expect that it would be the same class again. I decided to come to the Medical University at the last minute. Since I didn't tell you in advance, I just saw him, so I came here to call. Hello."
Also, just, come, come, hit, greet, call
Just stopping by to say hello
Shi Niange felt that she was just a little angry at first, but now she was really angry. She turned and stared into his eyes: "So did you receive my text message?"
Qin Siting didn't answer, just looked at her.
"You received it, right?" Now that the topic has come to this, and now that he is already sitting in the medical school, all the misses and impossibilities she once thought, and all the emotions that have been suppressed for too long are finally amplified, and she glares at him: "I got it, but you didn't reply. Does that mean you were just impulsive at the time, and afterwards you felt that you shouldn't have kissed, so you just put it down and pretended that it never happened?"
He still didn't answer, but his eyes fell on her already red eyes.
"Did you come to study medicine because you read a few medical books and got influenced by it, and suddenly you want to study medicine?" Or is it because of me
Of course, she didn't ask the second half of the sentence, and she didn't dare to ask, for fear that asking would only make herself more embarrassed.
He doesn't speak.
"Qin Siting." Shi Niange took a deep breath: "You know me, right? You have always known what kind of thoughts I have towards you. You have been watching with cold eyes for so long. Since you have always done your best, As for the plan to quit, I really shouldn’t have kissed you at the skating rink that day, so at least I just regarded it as wishful thinking, and it wouldn’t be embarrassing even if I lost in the end, but now, you have embarrassed me.”
After she finished speaking, she withdrew her gaze and sat in her original seat, not wanting to say anything more.
He didn't explain why he came to study medicine, nor why he didn't reply to her text message that day. He didn't explain everything she said now, as if she was pointing a sword at him.
When the school bell rang, Zhao Xiaoqing came all the way back from outside. After squeezing back into his seat, the teacher came in.
After all, it was the first official day of class. Everyone was not familiar with it yet and was very serious. The class was very quiet and no one whispered. Therefore, even if Zhao Xiaoqing noticed that Shi Niange was a little weak at the moment, he did not dare to whisper.
However, after the class was over, Zhao Xiaoqing turned his eyes and saw Shi Niange leaning on the table and looking down at the book. He was just reading with his head down. He didn't know if he had listened carefully to the class just now.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Zhao Xiaoqing patted her shoulder.
Shi Niange did not pay much attention to the class just now. She had been thinking about Qin Siting. He would not suddenly act like this for no reason. From her understanding of him, he was not a very emotional person, but he was in the scenic spot that day. He was fine when he got in, but after he came out, he seemed to have changed after seeing the person getting out of the car. At that time, he blocked her behind him, and then he put her in the car. What happened next
After that, he never responded to the text messages she sent.
The source of the problem must not be with him.
If he didn't like her, he wouldn't kiss her casually.
He likes her.
When he wrote his application, he probably didn't have such an answer in his heart. Later, she didn't contact him after so long after the college entrance examination.
There must be a reason for this.
He had been looking into her eyes just now. He didn't explain or say anything, but he kept looking.
She planned to ask her questions after class, but she thought too deeply about the problem. Zhao Xiaoqing took a picture of her and she realized it.
She raised her head suddenly, wanting to ask Qin Siting what was wrong, but the moment she turned her eyes, she was stunned.
Qin Siting did not continue to sit on the seat next to her. When she raised her eyes, she only saw the back of Qin Siting getting up and walking out of the back door.
Shi Niange squeezed the corner of the book on the table hard and felt cold from head to toe.
As expected, Qin Siting just came to say hello when he saw her when school started. He had no intention of sitting at the same table with her, nor did he want to say more to himself.
For five minutes in the middle, Shi Niange would be leaning against the table in his seat, not wanting to say anything.
However, the girl who was only eighteen years old did not yet know how to digest her own emotions, and was not very good at regulating all the sweet, sweet, bitter and joyful feelings brought about by her emotions. The huge sense of loss shrouded her in a gray space, with dark clouds above her head. .
This is more uncomfortable than not receiving a text message reply a few days ago, and more directly uncomfortable.
Zhao Xiaoqing was beside him and asked, "Nian Nian, what's wrong with you?"
Shi Niange looked at her, shook his head, and said nothing.
In the blink of an eye, Zhao Xiaoqing saw that Qin Siting had really left. Although he didn't know what happened, he felt that it was something that really affected Nian Nian's mood. He could only pat her on the shoulder and sit next to her quietly. He looked at her and didn't ask any more questions.
There were two minutes left in class, and Qin Siting came back. He sat down in an empty seat on the other side of the row that was almost empty.
Shi Niange secretly clenched her hands into fists on the table, suddenly picked up the book on her desk, stood up and walked over.
As soon as he got closer, Qin Siting picked up the shoulder bag hanging on the chair and threw it on the seat next to him, which was the empty seat next to him where she originally wanted to sit.
Shi Niange hugged the book and froze in place.
She firmly believed that there must be some reason why he suddenly had such an attitude, but when he saw her coming, he directly put the bag on the empty seat next to him.
She whispered: "Qin Siting."
Zhao Xiaoqing watched them from a distance, a little worried that Shi Niange would suffer. After all, Shi Niange had always been careful about Qin Siting's feelings for so long, and would never do anything too rashly. What happened just now It took a while for her to muster up the courage, but obviously, she seemed to have hit a wall. From the back of her standing there, she could see that she was confused and at a loss.
Qin Siting raised his head to look at Shi Ningge. There was no expression on his face.
Shi Niange looked into his eyes and asked in a low voice: "Qin Siting, can't your deskmate do it?"
Qin Siting looked into her eyes for a few seconds, then did not answer her words, but turned away and faced the window. Autumn came very late today, and the leaves outside were still very green, not a little golden, but The sky was dark, as if it was going to rain again.
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(I said I need to take a rest. I originally planned to stop updating today, but I feel like it’s not good to stop updating. So I’ll just take a break. Is it better to have two updates a day for the time being?)