Several times, when Shi Keke heard other children calling her daddy, she thought it was a toy. So when she came back at night, she hugged Shi Niange's neck and asked, "Mommy, when are you going to buy me a daddy?" I want to play daddy.”
She had a confused look on her face when she heard it, but she couldn't stop laughing afterward.
While smiling, she felt a little bitter in her heart.
At that time, the Shi family was in a state of poverty. In comparison, the Shi family was definitely not as good as the Ling family. Coupled with the various pressures on the Shi family, Shi Niange admitted that her heart was on the edge of a knife at that time, and even her emotions were very extreme. In fact, She could have stood in front of Qin Siting and asked, why, why didn't he push Ling Xuan'er's hand away at that time? Does he really want to marry the Ling family
But if she had stayed in Haicheng at that time, she would have been dragging him down all these years, asking for his help in everything. Taking advantage of her, not only would she have no chance to grow, but she might even be under his control all the time. Under the protection, he becomes a particularly useless person.
But maybe, as long as she stayed and had a good talk with Qin Siting, she would still be a doctor now.
But there are not so many possibilities in life.
Later, she heard that the Ling family and the Qin family were not married at all, and even Qin Siting and Ling Xuan'er were not engaged at all. When she knew the news, Lele could already crawl on the children's blanket at home. I shouted "mama" in my mouth.
She seemed to have taken a wrong step.
Qin Siting seemed to have known something from the beginning. He was waiting for her to give him trust and for her to speak.
But what she gave him was a night of madness and a breakup.
Even though she later regained the motivation to live, was no longer so confused, and recalled every bit of the past, and even felt that she had done something wrong, she lost the courage to face him again.
He must be extremely disappointed and hate her.
At that time, she just felt that she had reached the edge and would fall into the abyss if she made any move.
Qin Siting was standing on the edge.
She was pushed to the edge by his own hands, and then she let him go.
Shi Niange suddenly closed the old mobile phone, put it aside, closed his eyes, and forced himself to sleep.
Late at night, I don't know how long she had slept, Shi Niange was entangled in nightmares, and suddenly she felt a pair of small hands wiping her face. She opened her eyes from the nightmare, and saw Lele's sleepy eyes in the hazy place. Some clumsily stretched out their fleshy little hands to wipe her tears.
"Mommy, why are you crying?" Lele said while wiping: "Mommy, don't cry. Can Lele give you some rainbow candies?"
As he said that, the little guy got up from the bed, jumped out of bed very quickly, took out a small red candy box from the bedside table on the other side, and then ran back in a clumsy way and put the The candy box was stuffed into her arms: "Mommy, this is my Rainbow Hall. Please keep your voice down and don't let Xiangxiang Haoxiao know. She won't let me eat candy. Uncle Wenke bought this a long time ago. I Just hide it, there are a lot of them in there, eat it quickly, Mommy, you will be happy after eating the Skittles and you won’t cry."
Shi Niange didn't speak, just looked at little Lele in front of her, suddenly stretched out her hand to hug the little guy into her arms, kissed her little face and asked: "Baby, do you want daddy?"
Lele opened her round eyes: "I want it. Is it fun, daddy?"
Shi Niange burst into tears and pinched her nose with a smile: "It was quite fun before, but I don't know now."
"I think, Mommy, then you can buy me one." Kid Shi Keke still insisted that his father was a toy and could be bought.
Shi Niange smiled and rubbed her head, closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
What comes to mind is the scene when Ms. Yang Zhenzhen met her and Qin Siting when she was in Haicheng for the last time.
Mom, Shida Group is on the right track and I have not let you down.
Mom, I want to go back to Haicheng.
Finding that Mommy seemed to be still crying, because tears fell on Lele's forehead, Lele quickly took out a candy and stuffed it into her mouth, and then asked: "Mommy, is it sweet?"
Shi Niange sniffed: "Yeah, sweet."
Haicheng.
"Ah, I, Dianli, have been busy for two whole months, and I feel like I'm going to die in the hospital!"
"If it hadn't been for Director Zhou's birthday today, and our department could have a dinner together in the evening, I would have thought I was going to die. My nerves would be tense every day."
"Hey, is this your first time to come to Dr. Qin's house? Director Zhou said that there is no room in the house to accommodate so many people. Dr. Qin's house is big enough. I didn't know that Dr. Qin had always lived here. I thought he was It’s in the southern area. I didn’t expect it to be in the northern area.”
"The Lishui Villa in the North District is a famous wealthy area. If it weren't for Dr. Qin, we would never have the opportunity to hang out in this villa area in our lives, okay?"
"It's mainly for Director Zhou's sake. If Director Zhou hadn't spoken, do you think Doctor Qin would selflessly provide his home as a dinner venue?"
"Hey, do you think Dr. Qin really doesn't have a girlfriend? Such a big house seems to have two floors above. I heard that his grandfather planted a lot of fruits in the yard behind him. The kind without pesticides, but such a villa is almost like a paradise. If he lives alone, will it be a bit too spacious?"
"Doctor Qin is twenty-seven. When is his birthday? If he really doesn't have a girlfriend, I wouldn't mind introducing myself to him."
"Go, I'm here. If Dr. Qin can like us, why don't you wait until now? When did your eyes stay on the faces of female doctors and nurses for more than two seconds?"
"Yes, the last time the acne on my face burst and suppurated, Dr. Qin did it for me. He looked at my face for a long time."
"Applying medicine doesn't count. I'm so shameless."
When Qin Siting walked downstairs, it was already bustling downstairs. Many people were going back and forth in the kitchen and dining room, preparing fruits and ingredients for the dinner.
He only glanced briefly and walked away without saying a word.
Director Zhou had already arrived and was smiling with others. Yu Cheng saw Qin Siting coming downstairs and quickly raised his hand to call him over.
Qin Siting walked over slowly without looking at them, picked up a bag of coffee beans on the coffee table and left. It seemed that he was going to make coffee for everyone.
A female doctor looked at his back and asked curiously: "Doctor Qin, do you want to invite us to drink coffee? It doesn't have to be so troublesome. By the way, Dr. Qin, can you cook? They are all busy inside." Are you ready to cook? You can cook noodles or something. Give us a chance to try what you cook."
Before he finished speaking, Qin Siting said in a cold voice without turning his head, "No."