Feng Ling came over and stood next to Ji Nuan: "If you are in a bad mood, you can speak out or find other ways to vent. This place is really unsafe."
"I know it's not safe, so I just sit behind the railing." Ji Nuan spoke slowly: "I just want to enjoy the breeze here, not to mention..."
She paused and smiled a little reluctantly: "It's useless for you to tell him. He knows that I won't seek death and survival easily. Asking you to take me down is just a polite word."
In those ten years of wandering, no matter what kind of suffering, what kind of blows, what kind of torture she suffered, she never sought death. She was tenacious in her life. The only time she sought death was when Ji Mengran's sanity was half destroyed, and she lay there. He committed suicide by slitting his wrists in the bathtub, and then stupidly pushed the man away.
Even the last moments of his life were caused by long-term consumption of chronic poisons.
If she were left to choose on her own, she would choose to live a good life and would never be overwhelmed.
Mo Jingshen knew her. She was hard-hearted and thick-skinned. This was how he saw her now.
Feng Ling's lips moved, and then he asked strangely: "Why did it suddenly become like this? Didn't you and Mr. Mo get along well before?"
"Yeah, why did it become like this." Ji Nuan sat cross-legged, looked at the horizon, and squeezed out a smile, her voice a little hollow: "It's probably cause and effect. God gave me such a beautiful dream, In the end, he took it back cruelly."
Feng Ling didn't understand and didn't ask any more questions. Seeing that Ji Nuan was just sitting here obediently and not doing any other dangerous behavior, he sat down next to her.
Ji Nuan raised her hand, grabbed a handful in the wind, and felt a hint of coolness passing through her palm, and then dissipated silently.
It was as if she had thought she had finally grasped the happiness in front of her, and finally learned to cherish it, but it turned out that it was just like this ball of air, it would still fall away.
To be honest, even Ji Nuan doesn't know how to face Mo Jingshen ten years later. Except for the memories of being in love with her in the past few months, there is nothing about him that is not the same as before. The indifferent superior, the man who completely withdrew from her life.
But can all these beautiful memories really be thrown away like garbage to him
Ji Nuan looked at the empty palms for a long time and found that her eyes were so astringent that she couldn't even shed a tear.
"It's too windy here, don't sit here for too long," Feng Ling said.
"I know, just sit there for a while and it'll be fine."
As Ji Nuan spoke, he raised his hand persistently and caught it twice more in the wind. It was so high here that there was not even a grain of sand or dust. The wind blew through his palm without leaving any trace.
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Mo Jingshen's physical condition was no longer serious. After waking up, the doctor conducted a series of examinations and several days of observation on his current condition, and determined that he could be discharged from the hospital in a few days. His ward was also transferred to a general ward. Family visits are no longer restricted, so his ward has been particularly lively these days.
Wan Zhu sat beside the hospital bed peeling an apple, talking about what happened in the past two months while peeling. Mo Shao occasionally answered a call from the company, and occasionally sat by the bed and asked Mo Jingshen how he was feeling. Ah K followed. Nan Heng and Qin Siting were busy inside and outside.
But the man on the hospital bed remained calm and indifferent.
The door opened again at this time. Wan Zhu glanced at it and smiled: "Nuan Nuan, what's happened to you these two days? Before Jing Shen didn't wake up, you wanted to stay outside for twenty-four hours a day. These two days Why does Tian always say that he needs to rest and go to sleep? This is why he finally woke up and finally relaxed, right?"
Ji Nuan pulled her lips and smiled, then walked to the bed and said, "Yes, I feel relieved for a rare moment, so I took the time to sleep a little longer."
She didn't go to sleep, but because the owner of this ward didn't want to see her.
"Go to sleep, go to sleep. Anyway, Shen Jing is fine now. We are still here. You have to take good care of your body. You should get pregnant with another child as soon as possible after returning to Haicheng. It is probably because of this child that you often have fetal gas in the past." Our Mo family has no chance. The old man still doesn’t know the ins and outs of this, so don’t tell him. You and Jing Shen are still young. There are too many people at this age who have not been able to keep their babies for just one or two months. Jing Shen's father and I are also open-minded. As long as you take good care of your health, you can have another baby at any time. After all, your relationship with Jing Shen has always been so good. Hurry up and have another baby so that the old man can be happy too. "
Wan Zhu said as she handed the peeled apple to Ji Nuan: "Depth of field doesn't have much appetite, come on, you eat."
Ji Nuan took it with a smile on her face: "Thank you."
"This kid, I've been keeping the matter of Depth of Field in my mind for a while, and I didn't ask you to change your words, but it's been so long, so you should call me mom, right?" Wan Zhu smiled.
Ji Nuan's expression paused, and then she glanced at the man on the hospital bed, but what she saw was the same calmness and indifference as before.
Even Mo Jingshen didn't even glance at her from beginning to end. Ah K was talking to him, and his eyes were on Ah K.
In the past, if Wanzhu asked her to call her mom, she would definitely do so, but now, even if she wanted to, she suddenly couldn't.
Her throat was a little lumpy, especially when she saw Mo Jingshen not even looking at her, and her hand on the apple couldn't help but tighten.
"Oh, look at me, I have been so happy these past two days. I forgot that there are too many people here. You will definitely be embarrassed. Then wait until you get home." Wan Zhu smiled and took Ji Nuan's hand: " Jing Shen plans to return to Haicheng next week. Although the doctor said that he is fine, I am still worried. Remember to call me at any time after you go back with him and tell me his situation, and you, I’ve been too thin recently, so I have to gain a few more pounds.”
Ji Nuan only nodded and couldn't say a word.
Wan Zhu suddenly came close to Mo Jingshen and didn't know what she said, but from the way she looked at Ji Nuan from time to time, she could also guess that she was asking Mo Jingshen to treat Ji Nuan well and get pregnant with another child as soon as possible. Something like that.
Mo Jingshen didn't respond, and Wan Zhu thought he was too warm to Ji Nuan because there were too many people here, so he didn't take it seriously.
The ward was indeed always lively, and Ji Nuan had not experienced such a lively atmosphere for a long time. Until Mo Jingshen suddenly coughed lowly, she subconsciously put down the apple in her hand, turned around, and quickly poured a glass of water. he.
Mo Jingshen glanced at the water glass she handed him with a dull look, but did not take it: "If you don't want to drink, take it away."
Ji Nuan's hand holding the cup froze in embarrassment.
------Author's words------
1. The male protagonist is not dead, nor is he reborn. He just knows many things about his previous life, and also knows many things that the female protagonist does not know. Both of them have two lifetimes of memories, and they are complete.
2. No one’s character has collapsed, and the plot is still the same as when I wrote about Cambodia. It is a plot that I set up in my own outline. I am used to holding back big moves, although this may make me impatient or intolerable. Dear readers, thank you for your support along the way, but I still insist on my writing direction. There is no need to chase comments and tell me in a big way on Weibo that you are going to give up writing. Reading a book is the same as watching a TV series. If you like it, just follow it every day. If you don’t like it, just turn it off. If you are happy, I will be happy, and if you are not happy, I will not be happy either.
3. I don’t like spoilers, but Mo Tiaotiao is still the same Mo Tiaotiao, he just has some more memories. He is willing to risk his life for Ji Nuannuan, so how can he not fall in love when he wakes up.
4. No explanation, no spoilers, just one point to emphasize: no matter what Mo Liaotiao did, he will always love her more than Ji Nuan imagined and know how to protect her better.