She has never shed a tear since she was taken out of the wolf cave by those people when she was five years old.
I don’t even remember what it feels like to cry.
After so many years, it seems that the last time she cried was because she was hungry in a wolf den when she was three or four years old. At that time, she was so skinny that she couldn't eat enough every day. She was young, didn't understand anything, and couldn't find anything. If you eat, you will cry.
Later, she forgot how to cry.
But now there is actually some heat in the eye sockets.
It was obviously a thin callus in the palm of her hand, but Feng Ling felt that it was more sensitive than anywhere else. She wanted to take her hand back, but the man held her wrist tightly, and the kiss was in her palm. After staying for a long time, when Feng Ling really stopped struggling, he slowly kissed along her palm to her wrist, kissing at the artery of her wrist, which may be due to the artery. Her heartbeat was beating violently, and she kissed him again bit by bit.
Until the man's lips turned directly.
Feng Ling's hands instantly clenched the sheets underneath him, and his toes straightened up instantly!
It was as if some kind of dark feeling invaded her, causing all the rationality in her mind to burn out in an instant. The only instinct left in her mind reminded her that she could not continue and must push him away, but her palm There seemed to be a man's warmth still inside her, and the man's pitying look when he kissed her was something she had never seen before.
A child like her who was raised by wolves will one day be pitied by others
A person like her who is desperate just to have a hot meal, a warm quilt to sleep in, and to live a good life, will she be treated with such tenderness
She will also... be looked at as a woman, and even feel distressed and pitied
Even if it is just a thin cocoon, it will be regarded as the traces of all the hard work and struggle in life, and will it be understood and loved by others
She didn't know what kind of emotions interfered with her thinking. She never moved again. She even forgot about the fact that someone might come in at any time. Only when the man didn't stop all his movements did her hands move. As I kept editing the sheets, various influences kept swirling in my head.
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The man had a high fever and when she bit her lip in pain, it was so hot that she couldn't help but take a breath, but she couldn't even make any sound, all the pain was combined with the pain on her mouth. I couldn't hold back my sobs...
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Alcohol is hot.
The valley is full of hope.
So does body temperature.
All the love and hate that had been dormant during years of training and running-in at the base were awakened at this moment.
Under the tent, in the dim light, the tent curtains were occasionally blown slightly by the cold wind, and the small tent windows were completely closed.
No matter what the man did, he didn't sweat because his fever hadn't subsided yet, but Feng Ling's forehead was already sweating.
She clutched the man's arm tightly, and suddenly felt a certain helplessness. She didn't know how to continue after it had reached such a point, but she still instinctively clung to his neck, feeling the strong smell of alcohol on the man's body. .
For nearly two hours, Feng Ling was tossed and turned as if he was being cooked in a frying pan.
In short, the first time in her life with a man was not very comfortable, and because Li Nanheng was not sober at all and had no sense at all, even after tasting the feeling of ecstasy, he used harder and harder force every time, telling her not to say anything It was a struggle, and I didn't even have the strength to bite him.
The man pinched her waist tightly without stopping at all.
She clutched the quilt under her body, feeling the man's passionate drunkenness, which was still burning with a high fever. For the first time in her life, she felt that her injuries might be a little serious.
And it’s still “internal injury”!
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When it was all over, it was still completely silent outside.
The man didn't even have time to tidy up everything on his body, so he lay on his back on the bed. He was still drunk. I don't know whether he was tired after the illness or felt refreshed after relieving his worries. In short, he just lay down and fell asleep again. past.
Feng Ling endured the pain all over her body, especially the terrible pain in her lower body, and reluctantly crawled away from the man. Because of the pain, she could not hold herself steady by the bed, and she suddenly fell directly to the ground.
She sat up, grabbed her torn clothes and bra wrap, and then picked up her down jacket and wrapped it around her body. Although it was strenuous and difficult, she still insisted on pulling out the suitcase under the bed and taking out a new one from it. He took the bra wrap and other clothes, threw the torn ones into the stove that had been set up in the tent, and burned them. Then he staggered into the bathroom slowly.
Because she was afraid that Dabin would find something abnormal when he came back from patrol, she endured the pain and took a quick shower for only five minutes. After putting on her clothes, she slowly walked out and looked at the man lying on the bed. After a long time, she I used to tidy up everything on the bed. Fortunately, the sheets were black and the blood stain was hidden in the black and would not be noticed.
She wiped the man clean, and then pulled the sheets out from under him. This bastard had a fever these days, and everyone was wiping his body to physically cool him down. He was not wearing any clothes, so she simply removed his pants. After covering myself with the quilt, I felt that Dabin and the others would not see any traces. Then I let out a long breath and sat down on the edge of the bed as if I was weak.
Li Nanheng was not sober at all just now. Whether it was his gentle kiss to her or his fierceness at that time... it was all based on his instinct.
So her first time was not treated gently at all.
It even got harder and harder each time, making her suspect that she might really be torn apart.
Feng Ling was sitting on the edge of the bed, feeling sore and uncomfortable even with the slightest movement. She turned to look at the man lying on the bed as if nothing had happened, and then turned her eyes to the empty bird on the table next to her. liquor bottle.
Raising her hand to caress her chest, Feng Ling felt her whole head heat up instantly when she thought of the man's action of biting open her bra with his teeth.
But Li Nanheng had already discovered it after all.
Looking at the man's face, he didn't know whether he had fallen into a coma again or was just sleeping, Feng Ling fell into confusion.
Will he be kicked out of the base
What should she do...