"What can you bear? Bear the commander's life or bear the severe torture of the military? Or hand you over to the police station and directly sentence you to ten or twenty years?"
Feng Ling's eyes were calm: "It's okay. No matter what, it's not right to kill military commanders. After all, they are not the terrorists we usually kill. They cannot be treated in the same way, so I can accept any punishment."
Li Nanheng sneered: "Then who will bear the innocence of the members of my XI base? Who will bear the dignity of the XI base? That fat man who has died by your hands?"
When Feng Ling heard the word innocence, his eyes moved slightly, and he raised his eyes and looked directly at him: "Boss, actually if I had endured a few more minutes yesterday, the outcome of the matter might not have been like this. I'm really sorry."
"There's nothing to be sorry for." Li Nanheng threw the silver lighter and unlit cigarette in his hand on the coffee table, and said coldly: "If you delay for a few more minutes, you will either hit the wall and die, or both you and Ah K will do it first." He killed the dead souls shot by him. Since one must die, let the damned person die."
As he said that, the man leaned back on the sofa casually and said in a calm voice: "Even if you didn't kill him yesterday, after I watched the surveillance, he still won't be able to see the sun today."
"Then what should we do now?"
Seeing that she had planned to take it upon herself from the beginning, she changed the subject and asked him how to deal with it.
It can be seen that although Feng Ling is usually stubborn and unwilling to show weakness, he still has a high level of trust in him in his heart.
Li Nanheng looked at her calmly: "Tell me first, what were you thinking when you lost your mind yesterday?"
Feng Ling was quiet for a while: "I don't know, I'm just very angry. I've never been so angry. Everything I do is based on instinct."
"Really? But why did I see a wolf in your eyes yesterday?" Li Nanheng narrowed his eyes coldly: "Is that the real you?"
Feng Lingchui clenched his hands at his sides and lowered his head. After being silent for a while, he said in a hoarse voice: "Boss, can I not answer this matter?"
"What do you think?" Li Nanheng crossed his legs and looked at her indifferently.
Feng Ling is a person who doesn't like to reveal his scars to others, especially those experiences in his childhood that no one would believe.
But now he was in trouble after all. He was able to leave the military area alive yesterday, and he was able to stand here unharmed now because of Li Nanheng. No matter what he had done to him, he had never had any ill intentions towards him. In fact, he did He was protecting her.
Due to both emotion and reason, she could not keep this matter hidden forever.
Feng Ling's voice was a little harsh: "I grew up among wolves."
Just nine words, Li Nanheng's originally calm and unruffled eyes slowly condensed, staring at her calm eyes as usual, watching her arrive because of the serious injury on her forehead. Her face is still pale and her lips are white. Although her brows are still calm, her eyes are staring at her more closely, as if she wants to see everything about her past clearly through her current honesty.
"As long as I can remember, I grew up drinking the milk of she-wolves in caves deep in the mountains and jungles. When I was about two years old, I learned to look for all the edible things near the caves, so I don't know anything about anything in the jungle. Fear, to the point where everything there is very familiar to me." Feng Ling said softly: "I remember that an old movie from many years ago was shown in the base, it seemed to be called Tarzan, but I couldn't watch it. I left after twenty minutes and didn’t continue watching, because at that time I was thinking of myself as a child. If I hadn’t been taken away by some mafia gangs from the United States who had sneaked into the jungle when I was five years old, I might have been in the jungle too. He grew up in a village and couldn’t even speak, he only knew everything a wolf could do.”
"Probably because I have been breastfed by a female wolf since I was a child and grew up in a pack of wolves, my temperament is relatively cold-blooded and unkind. But after I arrived at the base, I tried hard to integrate in, so my temper gradually became much calmer. I didn’t expect that I would be suddenly stimulated to that point yesterday, and I really lost my mind at that time.”
Li Nanheng didn't speak for a long time. Feng Ling knew that anyone who heard about her childhood past would doubt whether it was true or false. How could a child survive among the wolves
She didn't understand it very well when she was a child, and she had doubts when she grew up. Maybe it was because the she-wolf who carried her back to the cave had just lost her cub, or maybe it was such a coincidence that she was hungry and waiting for food. When she flutters in the arms of a female wolf, she needs to nurse. Probably, both wolf nature and human nature have some kind of motherly nature in common, so she miraculously survived in the cave and was always well protected by the female wolf. Any other wolf that wants to eat her or bite her will be attacked by the female wolf.
Although Feng Ling is a human, she has been in the wolf cave since she can remember, so she can understand. The female wolf who fed her seems to be very fierce, and other wolves dare not provoke her, so she can protect her carefully.
Being able to walk out of the jungle alive was something she had never thought about when she was a child. Being able to live outside for so many years, she thought she had experienced all the dangers in this world, and she was not afraid of such serious and terrifying things as dealing with various terrorists. Without frowning, what could she not accept
But yesterday, when the fat commander drugged and pressed him down, she realized that the most dangerous thing in the world was the human heart after all.
Li Nanheng said nothing.
It doesn't mean he doesn't believe it.
It was only then that he understood why she had to dress up as a man. If she was taken away by the mafia since she was a child, how could a little girl with a pure heart who had never been in contact with any human beings protect herself? Perhaps the only way to protect herself was to dress up as a man. She has to live with herself.
It also shows that she kept her distance from him time and time again and was even indifferent to his confession.
It's not because she doesn't like it.
Just because she doesn't understand.
The silence in the air lasted for a few minutes. Li Nanheng did not speak, and Feng Ling did not move rashly. She just kept looking at him, her eyes frank and fearless. She did not regret the murder she committed, but when it came to XI Base and Li Nanheng, She still feels a little guilty because she doesn't want to implicate anyone.
However, after being silent for a long time, Li Nanheng suddenly laughed and glanced at her with his black eyes: "So a wolf cub has sneaked into Base XI over the years, and I didn't know about it until today."
Feng Ling said nothing and just looked at him.
Li Nanheng stood up, walked up to her, and looked at her condescendingly. Feng Ling remained still, letting his gaze dictate him or whatever, looking calmly at a certain point on the coffee table, without any intention of avoiding or resisting. .