I never thought that I would encounter such a thing.
The environment that I was accustomed to in the past suddenly seemed like an ice cave, with ice thorns everywhere. Every step I took made me feel pain from the thorns all over my body.
She walked towards the door of XI base blankly, wanting to go out, but she still stopped. When she walked to the door, she stared blankly at the vast suburban night outside the base. She asked herself, had she done something wrong?
If she had done nothing wrong, why was she treated like this
If she had done nothing wrong, why would she leave
The girl who looked like a boy standing in front of the base turned and walked back.
she was thinking.
In fact, there are still many clues.
For example, she had heard about the engagement between the Li family and the Feng family a long time ago, but when Li Nanheng said that he would not marry Feng Mingzhu, she believed it, but she forgot the status of the Li family and the Feng family in the Chinese American community. If it was not true, , how could such rumors be allowed to spread? Even the noble Miss Feng often talks about it
For example, Li Nanheng seemed to be very polite to the people of the Feng family. When she took back the bag for the old lady on the street, she could feel it when they had dinner together that night. Although Li Nanheng didn't talk much, he was usually arrogant and domineering. He was somewhat restrained in front of the Feng family, which meant that the Mingli family and the Feng family were indeed very familiar with each other.
For example, Li Nanheng was only leaving the base for a few days, but he seemed to be saying goodbye before leaving this time.
Feng Ling stood on the training ground for a while, looking at his phone. It was already more than an hour later than the usual time for Li Nanheng to go back to rest.
He looked up and looked in the direction of Li Heng's room.
The lights in the room were off.
Even though he knew that he would not come back at this time, he had already left, how could he come back, but at that moment Feng Ling was really irrationally hoping that a miracle would happen, hoping that the people in that room The lights will turn on, hoping that Li Nanheng will come out of the window, stand on the balcony and smoke while looking at her with squinted eyes and a half-smile, and then mock her, idiot, how come you dare to believe any rumors spread by others
It wasn't until she got tired of standing that she moved her eyes away from the dark room and walked straight away.
Ah K couldn't find Feng Ling at night. He heard the gunfire and came down to take a look, but he didn't see her. Later, he didn't know where she went. It wasn't until Feng Ling returned to the downstairs of his residence that he finally saw someone.
When he saw Ah K squatting in front of the door smoking a cigarette, Feng Ling passed by with a flat look as if he didn't see anyone.
"Hey, Feng Ling." When Ah K saw her coming back, he stood up suddenly and put out his cigarette butt: "Let's go play cards! Tam and the others are going to join our three teams today, and they also called the new instructor! Tomorrow There aren’t many training tasks on the weekend, so let’s fight until dawn!”
Feng Ling shook his head and walked in steadily.
She doesn't need others to distract her in this way, nor does she need others to accompany her. She knows her own affairs well, and she knows what she should and shouldn't do.
She just accidentally failed to keep her heart when she should have.
"Feng Ling, I asked you to play cards." Ah K called her again.
"I won't fight, you can fight."
"What if you don't go? We want three on three!"
However, no matter what Ah K said, Feng Ling walked directly upstairs without looking back.
Seeing Feng Ling like this, Ah K stood there helpless and had no choice. He could see that the relationship between Boss Li and Feng Ling was not a simple brotherhood.
But the elders of the Li family probably wouldn't accept the fact that Boss Li likes men.
I feel that Boss Li would be unfilial if he didn't get married, but it would be unkind and unjust if he got married. No matter what he does, both parties are not human beings.
Feng Ling returned to the room.
But I couldn't fall asleep after taking a shower, so I waited until a little after midnight, when no one was around, and went out for a run wearing a white short-sleeved T. I don't know how long I ran. In short, I was panting violently and was covered in sweat. I was so tired that I felt I could lie down on the bed and fall asleep at any time, so I dragged my tired and weak body back to the room.
After taking a shower this time, I lay down on the bed. My body was obviously too tired to even get up, but I still didn't feel sleepy at all.
She closed her eyes and forced herself to sleep for a while. Twenty minutes later, she opened her eyes. The accelerated heartbeat after the exercise was clearly beating in her heart, but she found that she could not feel the movement of her own heartbeat.
It seems very numb.
Really unable to sleep, she suddenly got up and went to the corner of the room, opening a cabinet there. There were three bottles of wine in the cabinet, one white, one foreign wine, and one red wine. These were the moods Han Jin had been in several times. OK, I gave it to her, but she didn’t drink it.
She had given Boss Li wine once before, but there was too much wine at Han Jin's place, and he would give a few bottles to anyone who liked him. Maybe Han Jin liked her too much, so he simply gave it to her several times.
Feng Ling didn't know which kind of wine tasted good, so he just took out the bottle of 58-degree brandy inside, opened the window directly with the bottle, glanced at the dark balcony next door, and then leaned on his own balcony to support him. On the railing, he raised the bottle and took a sip.
She had never drunk this kind of brandy before, and it didn't taste good to her. However, it didn't seem as unpleasant or harsh on her throat as those white wines. Moreover, after smacking her lips a few times, she felt that there was still a slight sweetness left in her mouth, the sweetness after the drunkenness. Yes, it's wonderful.
She has never been a drinker, and she really couldn't sleep tonight.
Anyway, based on what Ah K and the others know about her now, if she is too drunk to get out of bed tomorrow and does not go to training, Ah K and the others will try to find a suitable reason to ask for leave for her.
Anyway, it doesn't matter if you're drunk.
Get drunk once.
Once you get drunk, you forget everything.
The short-haired girl leaned on the balcony, raised the wine in her hand again and took a big sip, then frowned and swallowed it.
And then, bite after bite, bite after bite.
But even though he clearly felt like he was in a trance, Feng Ling felt that he was more awake than ever.
She understood very well that behind the word Feng Ling, there was an unknown orphan, a small character who could not benefit the Li family, and a being who even she did not know how to survive in this world.
Early the next morning, Feng Ling, who had been drunk and slept on the balcony all night, felt that her body was hot and cold, and her headache felt like it was about to split. She turned over and opened her eyes again, only to find that she had fallen asleep on the balcony. .
The weather last night was almost minus three or four degrees, and she actually fell asleep here wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt.
I endured the headache and was about to sit up when I suddenly heard a fierce and urgent knock on the door while suffering from a hangover headache!