Zhuo Yang almost blurted out and wanted to confess to Moodys: "His Royal Highness, I... I actually..."
He wanted to tell Moodys that the person he liked was never someone else, he was...
"It's good or not." But before he could speak, Moodys interrupted him first: "Zhuo Yang, I never thought about developing a relationship with anyone, starting a marriage, especially It is after my body has been like this, and I have never thought about having physical contact with anyone or anyone."
"You should understand that I will agree to marry you because I want to help you, not to use this as a threat to let you and me... Therefore, I don't need you to make such sacrifices because of sympathy, or being affected by today 'S wedding is going to get dazzled and want to happen to me." He said verbatim.
Zhuo Yang suddenly recovered his senses.
I just remembered why Moodys agreed to marry him back then...
It's because he already has someone he likes and needs Moody's help. Moody's is willing to help people who will marry him. If he had told Moodys from the very beginning, what he liked was his words, Moodys might have rejected him thousands of miles away.
Moodys is such a person. He never wants to drag others down. He would rather die alone than delay the lives of others.
At the beginning, when he had an accident, several famous interstellar guides who admired Moodys had confessed to him, saying that they did not care about the prince’s physical condition and were willing to marry him and take care of him for the rest of his life. Respect and love him.
And Moodys responded to them by not attending any occasions where the other party attended, and constantly arranging suitable blind date for the other party, introducing young talents to the other party, and not ending until the other party's marriage.
He was very longing and yearning for love at one time, but after his accident, he refused all those who showed good intentions to him...
After an accident, no one likes him can make him feel safe and unburdened, and if one more person likes him, he will feel guilty and guilty.
Others obviously just like him, but he can inexplicably impose a layer of pressure and courage on himself—
You have to see that others have destiny and happiness in order to let go of the burden.
There are fewer and fewer people worrying about themselves in this world, and they will be able to walk more easily in the future. No one will be happy for his sadness.
He hopes that everyone can live a happy life, but he alone ignores himself.
Zhuo Yang once understood these things very clearly before pinching the other side's willingness to help others, and pretending to be otherwise in love, letting the other side marry him.
And now, the wedding has just been held, how could he forget this
Could it be that he really went too far with his unfavorable appearance, but forgot that his prey just didn't eat this set. After the brain congestion was over, Zhuo Yang was calmed down by Moodys' words. Even the confession that he wanted to blurt out was so scared that he swallowed it back.
The blood flowing in every blood vessel in the whole body chilled.
"If you can't wake up, I can help you wake up." Moodys said.
If Zhuo Yang gets dizzy and can't calm down and is bewitched by others, he has to get entangled with a cripple like him. If he can't calm down, then he will keep the distance and even divorce... He didn't want to see a guide holding such a wrong idea, falling with a muddy person like himself for something, ruining his life and causing even greater tragedy...
Zhuo Yang awoke very quickly, and immediately apologized: "Sorry, Your Highness, I am confused."
This time he rushed in, but it didn't matter.
As long as he can continue to stay with Moodys, as long as he can continue to be the crown princess, then one day he will hold on to his prey, and Moodys will never be able to do without him.
Since childhood, what he wanted... No matter how difficult the process of obtaining it, it will eventually belong to him.
The crown prince... will be the same, it will not be an exception.
"It's fine if you understand." Moodys thought for a while and felt that his tone was too strong, so he softened a little: "No matter who or what affected you, you shouldn't make such a ruin. Forget about the things of your life. Today is me. If you change someone else, even if you want to regret it, I'm afraid you won't have another chance."
He slowed down his tone and said as if he was educating a child: "Don't you feel sick to sleep with an ugly handicapped like me for something unworthy?"
"Even if you don't feel nauseous now, if I really break, you will be a nightmare in retrospect."
"You should cherish yourself." Moodys asked the robot to pour himself a glass of water, like a painstaking educator, and began to talk about Zhuo Yang: "Even if it is not for yourself, it should be for what you like. people."
"Maybe, you, as a guide, would feel a little ridiculous to listen to me as a sentinel saying this. But I still have to tell you that you should give yourself to someone you like and who likes your love, so Only when you’re in love can you call it love and get happiness out of it..." Moodys has never been in love, but he has always believed in love: "The rest, no matter what the purpose is, it can only be called love. It's a dirty and ugly desire..."
He grew up in a sordid royal family where there is no love and only desire, but he still believes in love and light.
Zhuo Yang fixedly looked at him, with mixed feelings in his heart.
Why is the crown prince such a sentinel, who can’t be like other sentinels. He doesn’t think so much about others, so he takes care of himself, obeys his desires, and embraces beauties’ favors
However, after returning to his senses and thinking about it, Zhuo Yang suddenly realized that if the crown prince was such a standard nobleman...
Maybe, he won't like him anymore.
What he likes is what Moodys looks like now.
"I see, Your Highness. Tonight...Thank you." Zhuo Yang actually doesn't like this so-called cherishing oneself, and naturally will meet a good person's chicken soup, because in his opinion, it is silly and sweet and ridiculous. But Moodys said he was willing to listen and agree.
Moodys cleared his throat, feeling very happy: "You can figure it out. I am thirteen years older than you. In my eyes, you are like a child."
He took out a pair of elders to educate him about not being self-loving, and he was confused and almost did something wrong, but he knew that he was wrong and he could change the tone of the younger generation.
"But, Your Majesty, Your Majesty, Your Majesty, Your Majesty, Your Majesty, Queen, and everyone are looking forward to having a child inherit everything from you after you and I are married..." Zhuo Yang's seduction fell to no avail. Although he gave up sleeping with the prince, he still hoped It is possible to have a child with half the blood of the crown prince through technology.
He thought that such a child would be an angel.
Moodys looked at him but laughed: "You are still a child yourself, so what are you talking about?"
"I don't need a child, and I don't plan to have a baby. No matter who is expecting, I will not compromise." His voice fell, and he told Zhuo Yang another belief that could never be shaken.
He knows Zhuo Yang is very smart...
Therefore, I don’t want Zhuo Yang to be used by others to do things he doesn’t like... After his death, he doesn’t want...
He hoped that others would respect his last wish.
He said: "Children should grow up in the sunshine and the love of their parents. I don’t want my child to be born without a father. I don’t want him to become someone who can use it to satisfy his own certain needs. The chess pieces and puppets of desire and deeds, under the name of a child of mine, incited the people and some of my old friends to satisfy their ambitions."
"I don't want my child to be born in such an environment, so after the accident, I have destroyed all the sperm and genes in my sperm bank, which is why my mother and brothers could not make one for me The reason why the child came..." Moodys is determined to look at Zhuo Yang, with a hoarse voice: "Now, you are my spouse in the legal sense. Although it is only legal, I still hope you can respect my wishes. ."
"Whether I am alive or dead," he said.
People die like a lamp.
To die is to die. He doesn't need a child to inherit everything from him, to be the flag and puppet of others.
Zhuo Yang fixedly looked at the person in front of him, and got a new level of understanding of him: "...I understand, Your Highness."
While the other party is still alive, he will respect him, but if Moodys is really gone one day, then he can’t guarantee what he said today...
Zhuo Yang thought that he couldn't bear that there would be a day in the world where there will be no trace of Moodys.
"Just understand, cough cough..." Moodys eased his frowning eyebrows and coughed again: "It's getting late, I'm leaving now."
Zhuo Yang watched him slowly pushing the wheelchair, and stopped him again: "Your Highness—"
"You are such a good person." Zhuo Yang looked at him and sighed again.
Moodys smiled at him and left the bedroom while pushing the wheelchair.
Encountered the embarrassment of failing dedication, Zhuo Yang thought he would sleepless night, but unexpectedly lying on the bed of the crown prince’s mansion, perhaps because he was too tired, perhaps because this place made him feel at ease, he didn’t. After a while, I closed my eyes and fell asleep...
No dreams all night, very sweet.