Zhuo Yang let out a sigh of relief. He thought, "Oh, he just misunderstood that I like Gordon, and he's still worried about me. This is really great."
Moodys was determined to look at him.
"His Royal Highness, are you worried about me?" Zhuo Yang laughed out of nowhere, very relaxed.
Moodys moved his lips, trying to explain something.
Zhuo Yang didn't wait for him to open his mouth at all, so he blinked at him narrowly and asked, "Or, are you jealous?"
Seriously, he really felt that the current Moodys had become more and more conniving to him. It was simply too conniving, and he didn't want the original prince.
As soon as Zhuo Yang said this, Moodys was suffocated immediately.
Just as Zhuo Yang felt, he could also feel that his words were too sharp and mean to Gordon... This shouldn’t be right. No matter what Gordon is, he doesn’t think of him in his heart. It is the most basic gentleman's demeanor that he should be judged at will in front of others, or even belittle his character based on his own speculation.
Moodys has always done this in the past, but today he...
Is this jealous
Moodys lowered his head and rubbed the fox blanket in his arms, but thought to himself: "It's really bad, in such a short period of time, has he been accustomed to Zhuo Yang and Nine-Tailed Fox by his side? Accompaniment, can you no longer bear the loneliness of being alone? You start to care about Zhuo Yang, have you become possessive of him?"
"Obviously he was not like this before, it was because he was really lonely for too long, and finally had someone to accompany him, and can't bear to be lonely anymore, or does he already like Zhuo Yang?" Moodys was puzzled by his feelings.
Some suspect that they have been lonely for too long, sentimentality, and the illusion produced after thinking too much, and some feel that he might be moved by Zhuo Yang.
But before his thoughts fell in his mind, Moodys interrupted his thoughts again.
Whether it's good or not, his physical condition is not suitable for talking about feelings, researching whether he likes another person or not, it is too extravagant, not suitable for what he thinks now.
His body is already like this, so how can he bear to drag another person into the water
And he and Zhuo Yang are just their husbands in name...
Zhuo Yang saw Moodys's embarrassment, and his heart was very happy, but he did not force him on the face, but praised from the heart: "His Royal Highness, you are so gentle."
"... I'm just afraid that you will go astray." Moodys kept telling himself that he was just for Zhuo Yang's good, and that he didn't want to see him being cheated by Gordon, let Gordon take advantage of it, and said that he believed it all. He got up and said righteously.
Zhuo Yang smiled, and said nothing.
After a while, he got serious and said: "His Royal Highness, I haven't actually liked Gordon."
Now his mental power has not fully recovered, and he is not sure whether he has a double-S-level mental power. Some words and thoughts are inconvenient for him to speak to Moodys... If you say that, Jinshi's own mental power can't reach it. Double S grade, I want to use forbidden drugs in order to save Moodys. According to Moodys's temperament, he will never allow him to harm his body to do such things. At that time, I will argue with him and secretly want to act instead. Lots of trouble.
But there were some things Zhuo Yang felt that he had to make it clear to Moodys.
Moodys is a very special existence for him. It is his sustenance about all the good things and the only person who can be with his heart and love wholeheartedly. Zhuo Yang desires to be with him. There is no concealment between him. So I don’t want Moodys to have an illusion that he likes Gordon and others...
Moodys frowned cautiously and looked at him: "Huh?"
"His Royal Highness, I am not the same as you. I am a person who climbed up from the mud. I never believe that good is rewarded for good and evil is rewarded for evil. I should be a good person and do good deeds and repay me. I only believe in me. I know that in order to live and live better, I have to climb up all the time..." Zhuo Yang said verbatim: "Don't talk to me about complaining with virtue and influence others. I only know that others are right. I’m good, I should repay the spring, and if someone hurts me, I will never make him feel better. I will only give him a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye, so that people can pay blood for blood.”
He was never a good person and didn't want to pretend to be in front of Moodys.
Moodys listened to his self-exposition, did not speak for a while, frowned deeply, and then commented for a long time: "You... you are actually not good like this, it's too extreme..."
After Zhuo Yang spread out the words all of a sudden, a lot of grievances and inner suspicions disappeared all at once.
Although Moodys himself is not such a scheming person for achieving his goals and seeking a superior position, there are many staff and subordinates around him and under him...
When they give suggestions, he will listen, but still has his own opinions, and decides to adopt or not to adopt it out of his own considerations.
He is gentle and not extreme. Although he often has many idealistic concepts, he does not exclude the existence of such a person.
The gentleman is as clear as water, and the villain is as slippery as oil.
Moodys knows that only all kinds of people exist, combined and used properly, and someone gives them the correct guidance and twists them into a rope, in order to give this country a good future.
In this society, in such a circle, all kinds of people are indispensable...
But, put these on Zhuo Yang-
Moodys couldn't be indifferent anymore, he felt distressed and fateful for Zhuo Yang deeply and sincerely.
"I can't tell you that if the sword goes slant, it's not good after all. If it is too extreme, it will eventually hurt myself. Because it is extreme, there are not no examples where the sword is successful even if it goes slant, but if it goes on like this, it will be too extreme. If you do, I think you must be unhappy. It’s too tiring to live like this, and it’s hard to be happy...” Moodys still remembers the way the poor and helpless little boy looked at him, so he too Can't help but want to persuade Zhuo Yang.
The higher you go, the more you think you have everything, and the less happiness you get when you use your mind.
Just like his mother Queen Catherine, like Gordon, now the real carefree happiness, being able to laugh from the heart regardless of it is already a very extravagant thing for them.
Zhuo Yang shook his head and said, "His Royal Highness, it's useless for you to fill me with chicken soup now. It is impossible to change me in a few words. You should also know that people like me can't listen to these principles."
"So, if you want to change me, let's start with a long-term plan." He laughed.
He waits and sees whether Moodys can change him or whether he can change Moodys... But before that, he has to keep Moodys alive...
Moodys sighed silently after hearing his words.
Zhuo Yang once again gave his own evaluation: "His Royal Highness, in a sense, my Excellency the Secretary-General and I are actually the same person."
"So, you don't have to worry about him using me. While he is using me, I am also using him..." He said, "He and I are just mutual use."
Moodys shook his head, and said, "No, you are different from him..."
He can see that Gordon Corey has no bottom line in order to climb continuously, but Zhuo Yang still has it, so Zhuo Yang and Gordon are different...
"You are too arrogant." Moodys is not happy that Zhuo Yang thinks of himself like this.
Zhuo Yang smiled, and did not answer.
He is still making false claims with Gordon, but it's because Moodys hasn't recovered yet.
Zhuo Yang is an incredibly calm and rational person. He loves Moodys and wants Moodys to live. As long as Moodys can live, even if he pays all the price he can pay, he does not hesitate to hurt his body. I am also willing to exchange this chance to survive for Moodys.
But he would not feel confidently that after he gave everything, Moodys would really be able to live as he wished, by his side...
Zhuo Yang thought about many possibilities before getting married—
The answer is that if Moodys dies, he will not lose his fighting spirit and will continue to live very well. He will continue to climb to the peak of power, and he will create a man with him and Moodys. The genetic child, with this precious memory and remembrance, continues to climb up... He loves Moodys, so now Moodys is still alive, he is willing to give himself a gate, a bottom line, and tell himself, in order to obtain The love of Moodys he wants, he can't cross this bottom line and be a bad guy who can't be completely...
But if Moodys died, the gate and the bottom line would be gone.
If at that time, Zhuo Yang thought about his body, beauty, mental strength, and the sincerity of others, there would be nothing he could not use to climb the ladder and tools.
And by then, Gordon, a powerful and gloomy conspirator, will also become a very useful pawn in his hand.
Therefore, Zhuo Yang still can't discard this chess piece, and needs to maintain a weird contact with him.
And where his fate should go, it depends on whether Moodys's body can recover and live well.
Zhuo Yang told himself that if Moodys could live, he would break with all his past ugliness and insidiousness, and become a person that Moodys expected and wanted, without contacting Gordon, and be a qualified person. A competent princess, but if Moodys’s body really cannot be saved, he will indulge himself to the other extreme...