"Get up, don't sit here, I'm cold." Shen Yexi stood up, pulled Jiang Hu up, and pushed him into the bedroom, "Go, go into the room, go to bed and put on the quilt."
"... huh?" Jiang Hu suddenly realized that in this conversation, he had not been able to grasp the rhythm. Every time he tried to do this, he would be distracted by Shen Yexi. This guy is usually used to giving orders. Body language is full of control.
But sitting under the quilt and listening to him say this kind of... Well, the heavy things are too exaggerated, right
Jiang Hu glanced at the bed where the quilt was spread out: "If you're cold, I'll turn on the air conditioner? I'll move a chair over..."
Before he finished speaking, Shen Yexi had already climbed up, pulled the quilt up to cover his body, and patted himself next to him: "Hurry up, come up."
Jiang Hu looked at him tangled.
Shen Yexi smiled: "Okay, don't worry about it, take everything seriously, I will take it seriously if I give you a stick. I was joking with you just now, and I didn't really ask you to give me psychological counseling. If you really need it, you have to choose it." It’s a sunny and auspicious day, even if you don’t choose an auspicious day, you have to find a time when you wake up, right?” Shen Yexi patted the bed again, “Come up, brother, I’ve finished telling you the story. coaxed you."
Jiang Hu stood beside the bed without saying a word, just looked at Shen Yexi with a very helpless look, and the latter felt that he deeply realized from the other party's eyes that he seemed to be making trouble for no reason. Speaking of which, Jiang Hu didn't seem to get angry with anyone for a long time. Su Junzi used to be known as a nice man. Since Dr. Jiang came, Police Officer Su has honorably retreated to the second line.
The most obvious change is that the girls in the bureau used to bother Su Junzi because of a little sesame mung bean shit, just because Su Ge has a good temper, no matter how "rubbing and tossing" they don't get annoyed or angry. But now most of the tossed "beautiful jobs" fall on the head of "new good man" Jiang Hu.
The reason is that Dr. Jiang not only has a better temper, he is still single!
Shen Yexi felt that Jiang Hu looked at his expression now, as if he was asked to take a long list and take a taxi to buy desserts and snacks for the police girls, so he was hit by his positioning in the other party's heart.
But in the end Jiang Hu got on the big bed at Shen Yexi's insistence, but now it looks a little narrow because of the two men lying on it. Shen Yexi reached out and turned on the small dim lamp beside the bed, Going away, blocking the corners of his mouth that could not be lifted up.
Probably due to psychological effects, he felt that the body leaning vaguely on one side seemed to have a very light and faint fragrance, a kind of power that could calm people's hearts. Shen Yexi pulled up the quilt for him, put his hands behind his head, and leaned his back on the upright pillow: "Whenever you are sleepy, you can go to bed at any time. If you don't go to work tomorrow and weekend, you can sleep as long as you want. From what time to sleep, I won't call you."
"I don't sleep that much." Jiang Hu smiled, turned his head and asked him, "Didn't you pretend to have amnesia to hide the cause of Fang Jinxing's death from everyone? Why did you tell me? Are you afraid that I will tell it?"
The dim light hit his face, softening his facial features, and there was just a little bit of indistinctness. The soft and curly hair was winding down, and a tip was gently left on his neck. Shen Yexi Lost for a moment, subconsciously took over: "Do you know?"
Instead, Jiang Hu was taken aback. He paused, then shook his head lightly: "You know, if I found out the truth, but buried it with you, it would be unprofessional. But I think... if If it's me or you, I will probably choose to swallow this matter forever."
It is meaningless to evaluate the dead, and sometimes it can only bring negative effects to the living.
Some people say that the truth is the most important thing in the world, and it has the right to be revealed no matter what the circumstances. But Jiang Hu sometimes thinks, should some truths really be told? What are the benefits that can be gained by then, and what will people lose
Better to bury it deep in your head and wait for the memory to be lost in time, or carried to the other side of the grave. After all, there are too many secrets about life and death in this world.
"Seeing that I had given up waiting to die, he stopped suddenly and looked at me with a very strange expression... like hatred, like pleasure, and many, many emotions mixed together." Shen Yexi's The voice and pitch are not high, like a cello, the speed of speech is very slow, and there are a lot of descriptive words, because he remembers every detail, and it lingers as soon as he closes his eyes, "He said to me, Shen Yexi , you know, I've wanted to do this for a long time."
Jiang Hu understood that the same sentence Shen Yexi said to himself before, "Where did I go wrong", was originally aimed at this sentence.
"Do you also think I'm a rather unbearable person?" Shen Yexi asked jokingly, but Jiang Hu didn't miss the bitterness that flashed across his face.
"Sometimes you are self-willed, you don't care much about other people's thoughts when you give orders, and you are usually too tactful, which makes people feel a little fake, and you can't tell whether you are sincere or hypocritical." Jiang Hu paused and concluded. .
Shen Yexi turned her head and looked at him in shock: "I'm just being polite when I ask you, and I don't really want to hear criticism—by the way, am I that sinister?"
Jiang Hu laughed silently: "Sheng Yao's private life is a mess. It's not just one or two people blocking him when he is off work, accusing him of not taking his relationship seriously. Sister Yang is not good at controlling her temper. When she gets angry, she catches whoever is in trouble." When Yining is in a bad mood, she doesn't want others to be in a good mood. Her words are soft and violent. All Chinese characters can be mobilized by her to hurt others. For a gentleman, family is always more important than work. A phone call said daughter Sick, even if the President is sitting on a ticking time bomb, don't even think about keeping him."
Shen Yexi suddenly felt that the quality of the staff in his office needed to be improved.
But Jiang Hu went on to say: "But this does not prevent them from being good people. They are the best detectives. Sheng Yao is sensitive, a gentleman is meticulous, Yining is considerate, and Sister Yang is resolute. Yexi, if you don't even have confidence in yourself, How can you give us confidence?"
An Yining talked about the past, and said that in the past, Shen Yexi was an asshole, and there were not many people in his eyes. If there is someone who is not good at work, the bird man will definitely open his mouth and scold him, and the words he uses are quite discordant, but after returning from the hospital, he has hardly uttered any dirty words, his smile has increased, and he paused in thought before speaking. It's been a long time.
Jiang Hu thought, although Shen Yexi had a playful smile and joked from time to time when talking about this incident, he was still affected a lot, even though this incident really made him look more mature and stable, and it was easier to be human. Get along a bit.
"Sister Yang said, I am used to being scolded by you, and sometimes I feel very happy listening to you scolding, but now every time I feel that I am going to be scolded, waiting for your storm, there is always nothing, I feel quite bad She also said that she will feel special when you smile when you are obviously aggrieved..." Jiang Hu suddenly got stuck, almost repeating Yang Man's words, and swallowed it back abruptly, changing it a little To put it mildly, "...stomach ache."
"She's talking about egg pain, right?" Shen Yexi said coolly.
Jiang Hu pretended not to hear, and continued to ask innocently: "What happened after Fang Jinxing finished saying this?"
Shen Yexi smiled, and didn't continue to tease him: "Then I suddenly didn't want to die."
"I don't know how I'm sorry for him, let him hate me so much, hate me so much that he wants me to die. I don't think it's worth it." Shen Yexi put down the pillow and patted Jiang Hu's head, "Lie down, I will Turn off the lights—Actually, I can die for each of you. I have no parents, and I have no relatives. Fate, happy to die."
"But why should I die for a person who doesn't accept my love and hates me wholeheartedly?" Shen Yexi laughed shortly, "It's not worth it."
"Then you want to kill him?"
Shen Yexi turned off the light, lay down too, paused, and then said softly: "No, anger and wanting him to die are two different things, I just want to beat him up. Later... Later I pushed him down, The two of us were fighting for that little broken knife with four hands. We have been hungry for a long time, and our physical strength is not the same. Coincidentally, at this time, the drug dealers were fighting among themselves... Well, In fact, it’s not that coincidental, it was provoked by an undercover brother on our side, and the two bastards who have been watching us couldn’t calm down a little bit, and after a while, there were gunshots and shouting outside.”
"It sounded menacing. Fang Jinxing was startled by an explosion and lost his mind. So I took the opportunity to grab his knife, punched him in the stomach, and threw the knife to the corner of the wall. I hit him again. After I punched him, he turned his head away, as if he had lost a tooth, but he looked at me with that kind of surprised look."
"I don't know what he was surprised about. Did I actually knock him down, or did I not take the opportunity to stab him to death?" Shen Yexi's voice seemed to overflow from his throat, low and indistinct.
"I just looked at him so coldly, who knew that he was beaten like that by me, and he still had the strength to suddenly pounce on me and grab my neck..." Shen Yexi paused.
"What?" Jiang Hu couldn't help asking.
"A bullet that came in from outside the door hit him in the forehead." Shen Yexi said, "I always thought it was ridiculous, if he didn't rush over, if he didn't grab my neck and press me I realized that the bullet should have hit the back of my heart. Maybe it was my life, maybe it was... "
Jiang Hu didn't speak for a long while, and Shen Yexi also fell silent.
Just when Shen Yexi thought that Jiang Hu had fallen asleep, he suddenly heard him sigh softly, and very slowly said something that kept Shen Yexi awake all night, he asked: " Ye Xi, have you ever thought about why he would say such a sentence under such circumstances?"