To let a person know that you love him, sometimes it takes a lifetime of hard work to break through the impenetrable defenses of the other person. Compared with killing a person, it is really too easy and too easy.
Shen Yexi's lips moved, swallowed back the words that came to his lips, and turned his eyes to other places, pretending that he didn't see anything and didn't know anything. He suddenly felt particularly powerless, and faintly felt a sense of disappointment and even despair. He didn't know what he had to do to make this person take off his calm mask.
Is it because you are not good enough
Is it because I am not qualified to be relied on by him
Or... Shen Yexi, in the eyes of this person, is not qualified enough to stand by his side
He forced a smile, the smile hurt like a nerve, his chest was filled with countless unspeakable sourness, and he patted Jiang Hu on the back: "I'll go drive first."
Jiang Hu nodded: "I'll go out and wait for you."
Shen Yexi turned around and left, but Jiang Hu's face with a gentle smile quickly cooled down, his slender fingers pinched into the kitten's body, and the kitten, who tilted its head and smiled obediently, suddenly twisted, Jiang Hu Lake's fingertips turned white.
Hey, long time no see, how are you doing
He could almost close his eyes and remember the way the man smiled and greeted him flirtatiously.
Ke Ruhui——Jiang Hu took a deep breath, conveniently stuffed the greeting card and the twisted kitten toy into the trash bin in the corridor, strode past, and suppressed the surging killing intent in his heart.
Sometimes, the meaning of the devil's existence is that he will easily lead people to the darkest part of his heart, and the ten temples of Yama will never be restored.
It's already early summer, but Jiang Hu still feels cold in fits and starts.
When Shen Yexi drove out of the car, he had already adjusted his expression. He saw Jiang Hu standing on the side of the road from a distance, with his head slightly lowered, soft hair hanging down to cover half of his forehead, and the bridge of his nose straight , sharp chin and pale lips, like a soundless dummy.
It's bloody and bloody, but when this person is by his side, it's always easy to calm down, as if he has a strange aura, but Shen Yexi finds that he doesn't like this kind of calm that he has been obsessed with for a long time. It is easy to confuse people, so that they can't see clearly. Jiang Hu is also a person, with seven emotions and six desires, joy, anger, sorrow and joy.
He stopped the car, stretched out his hand out the window, snapped his fingers quickly, and said in the briskest tone he could express: "Hey, that beauty, get in the car, and go with me!"
Jiang Hu came back to his senses and blinked: "... huh?"
Tsk, Shen Yexi curled his lips. There are advantages and disadvantages to being unresponsive. For example, when he molested someone, he would not realize that he was molested until the person ran away. Another example is molesting someone. When, probably...someone just thought they heard the wrong sound.
"Get in the car, get in the car, go back and wash it up, obediently lie down and wait for me," Shen Yexi's eyes turned around Jiang Hu, and he let out a wretched grin, "Hey..."
Jiang Hu shook his head and smiled, opened the door and got into the car calmly. I'm sorry or something... Forget it, I've already seen that Shen Yexi belongs to an innocent character that is almost extinct, and she can play tricks and use her mouth.
Shen Yexi started the car while maintaining a smile, and took a careful look, and found that there was nothing in Jiang Hu's hand—where was the mail bag just now? He raised his eyebrows calmly and said nothing.
Jiang Hu was sitting on the co-pilot, with his elbows on the car door, his chin propped up, his eyes half-closed, inadvertently showing a bit of fatigue. Shen Yexi's gaze drifted over from time to time, sweeping across his face and then his hands. After a while, Jiang Hu said, "I threw away the things just now."
Shen Yexi was taken aback, just at the red light at the intersection, he stopped the car, turned his head, and looked at Jiang Hu cautiously. Jiang Hu's eyes still had no focus, as if in a daze, but he paid attention to his every move: "Huh? Why, didn't you want to ask about the cat and the greeting card?"
Of course, Shen Yexi really wanted to ask, but when the words came to his lips, he walked back like a conditioned reflex. He suddenly realized that as long as he was facing this person, he would always be in this state, cautious, worrying about gains and losses, and pretending to be unaware and heartless.
Next time, if there is something to test acting skills like fishing, there is no need for Sheng Yao to go. Maybe Shen Boss himself can go up and play a cameo.
Jiang Hu's eyes gained some focus, and he shifted to Shen Yexi. He remembered the first time he saw this man in the corridor of the police station. With such a lingering arrogance, restrained and sharp.
When did you look forward and backward like this
The red light had already passed, and the car behind was honking, so Shen Yexi could only draw his attention back, and slowly started the car. Jiang Hu sighed softly: "Yexi, you're like this... I'm also very sad."
This was the first time Shen Yexi heard the word "sad" from Jiang Hu's mouth, and couldn't help being shocked. Jiang Hu's tone was clear and light, as if he was not used to saying such negative emotional words, but It was because of the rarity that the lethality was huge. As soon as the ending sound with a little sigh came out, Shen Yexi's heart tightened, and he almost couldn't help but parked the car on the side of the road and hugged this person into his arms.
Jiang Hu asked very slowly: "Is it tiring to be with me?"
Shen Yexi paused, shook his head, then hesitated for a while, then nodded lightly, and said in a low voice: "Being friends or colleagues with you can't be easier, but if you go further, then..."
Jiang Hu is a very relaxed and happy person, no matter whether he is in a relationship or working together, he never complains, never complains, and sleeps on the table when he is tired, and is woken up at any time Stand up and get back to work whenever you want. He can notice everyone's negative emotions at the first time, absorb them, and can be the calmest person when everyone is restless.
It's like a wall, standing there without showing the mountains, showing no sense of existence, but making the people inside the wall full of sense of security.
Shen Yexi is the one who controls the overall situation on the surface, and Jiang Hu is the one who subtly keeps everyone at their own pace and doesn't get confused.
He is like a white fluorescent lamp in the dark night, not dazzling, but so warm, attracting all the people who are groping and stumbling in the dark night, but...
Shen Yexi felt a little bitter in his heart, wanting to get closer to him, and getting closer was so difficult.
Jiang Hu said: "If you regret, all the things you should not have said before, from now on, I can pretend that I have never heard of them, you can..."
His voice was interrupted by the sharp sound of brakes, and Shen Yexi suddenly pulled the car to a stop on the side of the road. It was the rush hour for commuting, and the dangerous collusion behavior had already provoked a lot of scolding. Shen Yexi ignored it, but turned his head, his eyes firmly fixed on Jiang Hu, with a hint of aggression and indescribable danger.
"What did you say? Say it again."
With Jiang Hu's psychological quality, he was not affected by his somewhat terrifying gaze, but he also knew that he had said something wrong, so he moved his gaze to the side, but his jaw hurt, and Shen Yexi pinched his jaw somewhat rudely. Chin, turned his head back, forced the other party to meet his gaze, with an almost fierce expression, and said word by word: "Jiang Hu, listen, I may have no other achievements in my life, but I think He is still a man, what he said is not a fart, you can listen to it and pretend you didn’t hear it, but I will never take it back. If you don’t like it, I am not a sticky person. If you say a word, I will definitely I won't pester you anymore. If you don't say that, I won't take back what I gave. "
Jiang Hu stared at him with wide eyes, and when their eyes collided, an imperceptible ashes suddenly flashed across Shen Yexi's face. He paused for a moment, and said in a low voice: "Some things are boring if you talk too much. Everyone knows, let me tell you again, listen clearly, there will be no such nasty words in the future—I just want you, I want you to be under my nose twenty-four hours a day, I can reach out to hold you at any time, When I want you to have any difficulties, you can tell me, don’t carry it alone, it doesn’t matter who you were before, as long as you will be mine in the future. I know you don’t say anything about big and small things, but I want You know, I can take care of you, I... I fucking have this ability, at worst I can help you, you are not a superman, even if the sky falls, it will not be up to your little body to carry it!"
"If I don't carry it, someone has to carry it." Jiang Hu said dully, looking at Shen Yexi's red eye circles, his strange emotions suddenly became out of control.
"No one else can bear it anymore, and I'm still there." Shen Yexi said, the words "I'm still there" seemed to suddenly crash into Jiang Hu's heart, making his mind go blank for a moment. It seemed that only this person in front of him was so bitter, and the fingers that pinched his chin aggressively just now trembled a little, "Unless you don't want me, or... I'm dead."
Unless you don't want me, or I die.
It turns out that in the day-to-day fights and fights, there is still a person who has such an almost stupid idea of life and death.
You see me, or you don't see me, I'll be there, neither sad nor happy. You miss me, or you don’t miss me, the love is there, it doesn’t come or go. Whether you love me or not, love is there, neither increasing nor decreasing. You follow, or don't follow me, my hand is in yours, never give up. Come into my arms, or let me live in your heart, love silently, rejoice in silence. (Note)
Jiang Hu slowly stretched out his hand, holding Shen Yexi's trembling hand: "Go home, I'll tell you about Ke Ruhui, and..."
He closed his eyes lightly: "Yexi, really, thank you."
Walking through all the vastness, ghosts and ghosts, alone, and let me meet you - only then did I know that God has not treated me badly.