"We miscalculated each other's strength at the time. When we realized it, Fang Jinxing and I were already surrounded by the other party. They were all desperadoes armed with live ammunition, a group of beasts who sold their parents for money. Originally, human life was the least valuable thing in their eyes, and we were all prepared to confess that we were there, but at this time someone stood up and proposed to detain the two of us as a bargaining chip for negotiating with the police."
The back of Shen Yexi's head was pressed against the wall, there was a little stubble on his slightly raised chin, his slender and powerful forearms were exposed outside, and he didn't feel cold, his palms were a little thin, and his wrist bones were extremely prominent, he paused After a while, he continued: "The two of us were disarmed, blindfolded, and taken away separately. After my blindfold was removed, I found myself in a dark place with no lights, no water, and no water. There is no food, no sound, no smell, and no one who comes to patrol. After the eyes get used to the darkness, they can distinguish a little bit of faint light from the cracks."
"Like feeling deprived?" Jiang Hu asked.
"Probably." Shen Yexi nodded. Every time he closed his eyes, he could clearly describe what he felt during that time. The darkness was so unforgettable that he sometimes couldn't figure out why people always Is there so much wisdom to invent those almost genius methods of torturing one's own kind
"How did you spend that time?"
"I'm thinking about the way to escape and where their next batch of goods will be shipped." Shen Yexi said lightly, those injuries seemed to have become memories under his tenacity, the man's eyes were too bright, Even many people can't help but want to retreat when they are stared at by such eyes, "I can't sleep because the heartbeat is so loud that I can't sleep. But before I have researched the results, I can't sleep. When I saw Jinxing, the light that came in at that time made me feel overwhelmed for a long time, two people pushed him in, his eyes were a little dull, during that time, he was so thin that he lost his shape."
Shen Yexi shook his head: "I don't know if I looked like that at the time. The voice of those two sons of bitch drug dealers gave me a headache. They threw a knife between us and said that only One can see the light outside, only one can get out alive, let us decide."
When he said this, he stopped and looked at Jiang Hu, probably because he got up from the bed. The hair on Jiang Hu's forehead was a little raised, and the faint luster flowed, making him look younger. Shen Yexi couldn't help it. He stretched out his hand to press down his curled hair: "Guess what happened next?"
Jiang Hu said honestly: "I don't know."
Shen Yexi was a little surprised: "I thought you would guess that I would never hurt my friend no matter what."
Jiang Hu said seriously: "In my opinion, in that situation, no matter what you do, it is logical."
Shen Yexi curled her lips: "Just now you said that the environment always uses human characteristics to make people respond, and the characteristics are certain. Do you think I am a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death to betray my friends?"
Jiang Hu made him choke on the question, and felt that he needed to make a cup of coffee to refresh himself. Working overtime in the middle of the night is really not for human beings, and it is easy to make mistakes when the mind is not so clear.
Shen Yexi patted his head like a puppy: "Why are you so honest?"
Jiang Hu was very depressed. He suddenly felt that a donkey like Shen Yexi didn't need psychological counseling. In his eyes, he was just a joke. Shen Yexi's hand slowly slid down and hooked Jiang Hu's neck. Holding his shoulders as if, Jiang Hu wanted to dodge quietly, but found that Shen Yexi seemed to be immersed in his own memories again.
"At that time, I thought, what does the other party mean by 'seeing the sky outside'? It should be that our side has mobilized negotiating experts and plans to mediate with them. Go out and show one lap, then use another as a threat."
The corner of Jiang Hu's mouth twitched. He knew that Shen Yexi's nerves were astonishingly thick, but he didn't expect that this guy's nerves were so thick that he could challenge the limits of the human body—after being deprived of his senses for an unknown amount of time, he could still be organized How can this kind of donkey have post-traumatic stress disorder
Is Mo Ju finally dementia
The sudden physical closeness of the other party made Jiang Hu feel a little awkward. He rubbed a little to the side and broke free from Shen Yexi's claws. Shen Yexi also pretended not to care and withdrew his hands, put them together on his knees, As if I didn't feel anything: "Then I picked up the knife, stood up, rushed towards Jinxing, pretended to be staggering, stabbed the knife on the wall, and jumped on him. The bastards next to me laughed When I got up, I took the opportunity to quickly talk about our situation in his ear, and asked him to cooperate with me in a play."
"You want them to think that the two of you are killing each other to the point of exhaustion. Since they need a living person to show to the negotiators, someone will come up and pull you away, and then you can take the gun? "Jiang Hu asked.
Shen Yexi gave him a surprised look, and then laughed: "Why wasn't my partner at that time you?"
After speaking, he fell silent, and the smile on his face gradually receded. The man's face was a little sad and at a loss, his eyelashes trembled slightly. After an unknown period of time, he said in a low voice: "He gave I made a signal to show that he understood what I meant, and then cooperated with me, fought with me, rolled around on the ground, and the knife was passed between the two of us... Later, he was out of breath. Pushing me to the ground, the strength of my hand was unexpectedly strong. I raised my head and looked at him for no reason, and saw his eyes—do you know that look? At that moment, I knew that he really wanted to kill him. I."
This time Jiang Hu didn't make a sound, but just opened his eyes wide.
"Then he stabbed the knife in my heart, steady... so accurate, without any hesitation. 'Suddenly, one hit kills', this is what I said in his ear, I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it..."
Shen Yexi closed his eyes, and smiled bitterly: "He would rather believe the words of those murderers and scum than me, he would rather kill me in exchange for a chance to get out alive, and he would rather kill me for the chance to get out alive, and he would rather not have the last time with me I fought side by side. He is going to kill me, my best brother, the brother who has been through thick and thin for so many years, is going to kill me, can you imagine?"
For a moment the faith collapsed, for a moment the person who could give his back to him betrayed him like this, facing each other with swords, for a moment... he was left alone in the world, helpless and helpless.
"Where did I go wrong?" Shen Yexi murmured to himself, then he looked at Jiang Hu, and asked with a confused and painful look that the other party had never seen before, "Where did I go wrong?"
Jiang Hu thought of Fang Jinxing in everyone's description, an enthusiastic and extroverted person. He and Sheng Yao were originally a pair of living treasures. Wherever the two young people with excess energy went, they made troubles. The joy of the two people was driven by these two people, and he was the most serious and responsible one at work. After his death, even Sheng Yao was quiet for a long time.
Because Shen Yexi's memory was blank, he couldn't tell how Fang Jinxing died. In the end, according to inference and practice, the bureau gave him the title of martyr, and his family members enjoyed the treatment of martyrs.
Now Jiang Hu finally understands that Shen Yexi's "amnesia" is actually a kind of silence, because telling the truth like this will be a kind of harm to everyone, the other party, and even himself.
Shen Yexi fell silent, bent his knees, and put his hands on top, as if hugging himself. This was an extremely insecure, almost self-defense posture. Jiang Hu hesitated for a moment, then slowly stretched out his hand and placed it on Shen Yexi's arm.
Shen Yexi raised her head and smiled at him, then threw her arms around his shoulders and pulled him into her arms. His embrace was firm and broad, and his arms tightly held Jiang Hu's shoulder blades. Jiang Hu froze for a moment, and then stretched out his arms to wrap around Shen Yexi's back. The two men were hurt by each other, but they still This silent and wordless way comforts each other.
Of course, when Shen Yexi's hand began to slide down unknowingly, someone had a pure intention of profiting.
Although it's not soft, it's so thin... Shen Yexi thought.
Almost as soon as his hand touched his waist, Jiang Hu reacted and dodged it, and laughed in a very ugly way: "Hey, I'm ticklish!"
From now on, your salary will be deducted every month, until you are so poor that you can only rely on my father to support me, and I will touch whatever I want! Shen Yexi let him go unhappily, with viciousness in her heart.
"What happened next?" Jiang Hu, who had a sense of crisis, probably changed the topic in time when he saw Shen Yexi's complexion was not good.
"... I dodged, rolled on the ground in a panic and got up, and he forced me to hide and dodge non-stop from behind. The two bastards next to me were happy to see it, and even yelled and applauded. Someone stretched out his foot and tripped me, he stood and looked at me so coldly, at that time I thought, death is death, it is better than people killing each other and letting animals watch the fun." Shen Yexi lightly Smiling lightly, he turned around and asked Jiang Hu, "Are you cold? Add some clothes?"
Jiang Hu shook his head.
He knew that he didn't need to speak. Shen Yexi just needed to talk, not comfort. Jiang Hu knew that when he concealed the real cause of death, and returned to the police force after his injury, he continued to work without any grievances. For him, this incident has already passed, and it is something that can be let go. He just waits for time to slowly heal the scar left there.