A long time ago, Shu Jiu felt that he was a chic person.
He has a chic capital—a handsome appearance, but he can’t be said to be a fancy vase. He has a better family background than most people in the world. When he was born, he must have a spoon in his mouth anyway. , don't care what material the spoon is made of.
But after meeting Sheng Yao, he discovered that his "coolness" actually has another way of saying it, which is "out of tune".
It is a kind of luck to be blessed by nature, but only people who have nothing to do like him would envy this kind of luck.
Sheng Yao has been quite busy recently, so busy that he barely touched the ground. When he called in the middle of the night, he had to rub his eyes, put on his clothes, turn around and leave, his whole body was like a taut string. His face was pale, and there were heavy shadows under his eyes. When he was busy with work, he couldn't even eat in time when he came back at night. Because of his little cleanliness, he took a hasty shower and fell asleep without even drying his hair.
Shu Jiu felt very distressed, but at the same time, he couldn't help thinking deeply.
One must know that in the past, the probability of something like "deep thinking" appearing in Shu Daxingxing's heart was simply lower than being knocked dizzy by five million on the road.
He eats the best food, rides in the best car, and is admired by countless people under the spotlight, some for his appearance, and some for the family background behind him.
Vanity filled every corner of his life, and when he went out, he would habitually put on a smile with ease, seducing countless men and women for a long time, or... just a superficial infatuation.
He has played many people, including a handsome hero, a special police officer and even a private detective.
The case is always complicated and confusing, the process of solving the case is always exciting, the male protagonist is always fearless, and the female supporting role is always flocking to. But he never knew that it is actually such a trivial matter to really investigate a case, seek justice for the truth, and for the victims.
Sometimes Sheng Yao would still sit there after work, not moving for four or five hours, looking through the seemingly irrelevant information bit by bit, trying to find the slightest clues from it, and when he was tired, he would Rub the bridge of your nose, lie down on the table and take a nap, and get up ten minutes later to continue doing it.
He would go out all day, wander among the informants lurking in the corners of society, and come back reeking of alcohol, tired and disgusted, for a looming clue.
He witnessed life and death, the most morbid psychology, the most obscure human nature. Even though Sheng Yao would exercise to keep in shape when he was free, Shu Jiu could still feel his protruding and bony bones when holding his body.
After Sheng Yao answered the phone last night, his face suddenly changed and he ran out. Shu Jiu couldn't sleep alone, so he leaned against the bedside and waited for him boredly. After reading two pages of the book, he suddenly picked up the phone and pressed the One page, hesitated for a moment, did not dial out, then turned to the next page, dialed, and the call was connected quickly.
A low male voice came, with a little smile and a little helplessness: "Why did you think of calling me?"
"Dad."
"It's not easy, do you still remember that you have a father? Which beauty would you never want to leave?"
Shu Jiu laughed.
"What's the matter, did you cause trouble?" Sure enough, the father and son were connected, and the other party quickly heard that his emotions were not right.
"Dad, I seem to... like someone."
The other party was a little surprised, paused, and then said in surprise: "Are you serious?"
Shu Jiu bent his legs, stretched out his hand and wiped his face: "What should I do, Dad, I suddenly found that my man is too strong, and I am so useless."
"Well... a man this time? It's rare, don't you feel good about yourself?"
"Yeah, I used to think it was good because there was no comparison, but now I'm afraid that if I continue to be so useless, he won't want me." Shu Jiu paused for a moment and smiled wryly, "I don't want to film anymore. Forget it, I won't be able to work for a lifetime, and there are so many paparazzi, I don't even have a chance to chase him openly."
Shu Jiu's father thought tearfully on the other end of the phone, how many years have he been waiting for this prodigal son's words? He suddenly wanted to see what kind of person this tough man was in his son's mouth, and he just surrendered a hard-core troublesome and unfilial son who had been wandering for more than twenty years!
Shu Jiu chatted with his father on the other side of the world for a long time. After all, he couldn't compare to the jet lag party, and finally couldn't wait any longer.
After hanging up the phone for a while, he fell asleep on the pillow, and Sheng Yao still didn't come back.
When Shu Jiu woke up, it was already the next morning, Sheng Yao covered him with the quilt, curled up on the sofa without taking off his clothes.
Shu Jiu picked him up and put him on the bed. Sheng Yao seemed so tired that he didn't wake up after being moved.
During the few months of getting along with Police Officer Sheng, this wayward star suddenly learned the skills of "feeling for others" and "caring for others", walked out quietly, closed the door quietly, and washed up The kitchen makes breakfast.
When passing by the living room, he turned his head and saw the three chapters of agreement between the two in the middle of the wall. Shu Jiu smiled wryly, and stretched out his hand to tear it off.
When Sheng Yao was woken up by the alarm on his mobile phone, he struggled on the bed for a full five minutes, feeling that every cell in his body was clamoring for the lovesickness of the sheets, and his mind went blank. He sat up and sighed that he was really old. He was no longer the young man who played DOTA all night with a group of people in college, and jumped up and down the next day to go to class in good spirits.
He got up slowly, and when he opened the door, a scent wafted out. Sheng Yao woke up a little bit, feeling that Shu Jiu is getting more and more virtuous, staggered into the bathroom, cleaned himself up, squinted his eyes, went to the kitchen half asleep, and leaned against the door , yawned, and asked vaguely, "Do you want me to help?"
Shu Jiu handed over a plate and rubbed his messy hair: "Hey, take it away."
Sheng Yao let out an "oh", floated away, and sat obediently by the dining table, staring at the nose, nose, and mouth, opening his eyes to catch up on sleep.
"Why did you wake up after only two hours of sleep?" Shu Jiu fixed his things, tidied up the kitchen and sat across from him, his movements were extremely skillful, and he happily ran on the road from ignorant to great leap forward.
"Hmm..." Sheng Yao barely opened his sticky eyelids, and looked up at him, "I'm afraid there's still something going on in the bureau today."
Shu Jiu smiled lightly, but Sheng Yao felt something was wrong, and frowned at him: "You...why are you so..."
Quiet
Shu Jiu sighed, obviously feeling his heart rate quicken, put down his chopsticks, sat up straight, hesitated for a moment, took out the "agreement" he just tore off the wall, and put it on the table.
Sheng Yao was stunned for a moment, then put down his chopsticks, and a smile subconsciously appeared on his face: "Why, has the contract expired?"
—Third, make an appointment to get together and leave. It’s not difficult to get together again. We are all adults and can guarantee cleanliness. But please don’t be too demanding of the other party’s sincerity. Thank you for your cooperation—
Sheng Yao's drowsiness was suddenly blown away. At that moment, he felt as if there was a hard stone stuck in his heart, unable to go up or down, unable to vomit, it was so stuffy and painful in his heart, but he didn't know where to go. Speaking of.
But it was agreed at the beginning, get together and get together, don't be too demanding of the other party's sincerity.
Shu Jiu looked at him silently, trying to capture even the slightest crack behind his perfect smiling face.
But he was disappointed, he couldn't see anything.
Sheng Yao asked again: "When do you plan to leave?"
Don't ask why, don't ask why, he didn't ask when we were together, and he still doesn't ask now. Shu Jiu's eyes fell on the second clause of the contract - not to interfere with each other's privacy - but you just... don't care, do you think it's superfluous to even ask
This breakfast was relatively speechless. After eating, Sheng Yao put away the bowls and chopsticks, thought for a while, then turned his head and said to him: "Either way, I will call the bureau later. The person who should be arrested has also been caught, and the follow-up work probably has nothing to do with us, I will not go there if there is nothing wrong, please take a day off, and help you organize things?"
Shu Jiu's fists hidden under the table were clenched suddenly. He wondered whether this man with crooked eyes and brows had a heart or not. For so long, didn't he even have a little affection for himself? Even if you keep a small pet, it is a living thing that can pant when you go in and out, and if it disappears suddenly, you will feel empty in your heart. He is a big living person, so he can't get into the eyes of Police Officer Sheng
I don't want to go on like this, I just want to have a chance to pursue you in a serious way, we start with holding hands, kissing and dating, not such a self-deceiving cohabitation relationship, just a physical relationship.
I want to leave this noisy entertainment circle, try to do something serious, try to develop my own career, stop wasting my time, and become a person who is good enough and worthy of you, and be with you well Together, if possible... for a lifetime.
"Ayao." Shu Jiu called him softly.
"Huh?" An expression that was too normal to be normal anymore.
Shu Jiu smiled bleakly, feeling that he was a complete loser. Many people liked him before, but he didn't take each one of them to heart, and never cared about him. Now he likes someone, but the other person doesn't care about him.
It really is karma.
After cleaning up the dishes, Sheng Yao called the office and successfully asked for leave. When he learned that even the boss missed work today, he felt more at ease. Help Shu Jiu organize his things, make a list, and then pack them meticulously. Sheng Yao felt that when he squatted on the ground to help Shu Jiu pack, his heart was empty. He thought to himself mockingly, this is too ugly, the old lover has always pestered him, this time, it was his turn to pester this man who was following him blankly.
He has always admitted that the days when he was with Shu Jiu were the most relaxing days for him. Whether it's this person's sophisticated teasing, clumsy flattery, or non-stop hilarious situations, it's like magic that makes him relax involuntarily.
This kind of similarity and communication will never appear between him and Su Junzi. He himself is always careful, knowing that the man has a wife and daughter, and he dare not take a step closer as if holding his breath; He does psychological counseling, and Jiang Hu is a competent psychiatrist, but that's all. He understands himself like he understands everyone.
Acting on every occasion, dewy love, and meeting by chance, then get together and scatter according to fate, and then go to find the next place to talk to comfort the loneliness after going their separate ways. Every corner of the world can rest peacefully, but there is no home. Sheng Yao thought, and now, Shu Jiu is leaving, the other party is a born libertine.
He felt that he really didn't want to part with this person.
But Sheng Yao's reluctance was only manifested in asking for a day off for him, and dragging his tired body to help him pack and pack his luggage. Just like back then, his concern for the gentleman was always just one sentence - you go home, I do it for you.
That's all.
Sheng Yao zipped up the last bag, sat on the side, and breathed a sigh of relief: "It's over, there are a lot of things, or I can drive you back to your place, will it be inconvenient?"
"Inconvenient" refers to whether the scene of the big star being seen carrying a lot of luggage and being sent home by a strange man will make headlines in the entertainment section.
Shu Jiu said: "It's okay, I'm already planning to retire, I called back yesterday and made an agreement with my father to go home and take over some family affairs."
Sheng Yao was a little surprised, and then smiled: "That's good, the entertainment industry is not a place where you can spend your whole life."
Shu Jiu was silent. Looking at the inclusive, understanding and considerate smile on Sheng Yao's face, he suddenly felt particularly glaring. He didn't answer, and the atmosphere began to become a little strange.
Sheng Yao stood up and pulled back the awkward atmosphere: "Let's go, go out for lunch, we're breaking up..." Before he could finish his sentence, Shu Jiu suddenly pressed him on the cabinet, fiercely And the kiss without any skill fell on his lips, with a bit of biting taste.
Sheng Yao pressed his elbow against his chest: "You..." He stopped because he found that the man who was very close in front of him had red eye circles.
"I know I'm not good enough," Shu Jiu took a deep breath, let go of him, and whispered, "I also know that you have someone in your heart."
Sheng Yao stared at him blankly, and Shu Jiu held up the agreement between the two of them: "A Yao, I don't want this, I want you..." He took Sheng Yao's arm and clasped his fingers tightly. , "Can you give me a chance?"
Sheng Yao: "What opportunity?"
"Wait until I become someone worthy of you, wait until I officially catch up with you."
Shu Jiu looked straight into Sheng Yao's eyes, Sheng Yao was startled, he had never seen such a serious look in the eyes of this foolish man, he didn't speak, Shu Jiu became more nervous, grabbed His fingers burst out with blue veins: "I...can I have this chance?"
Sheng Yao tidied up his disheveled hair and clothes, tilted his head and smiled: "What if I don't agree?"
Shu Jiu opened his mouth, lowered his head slumped, like a stray dog whose head was poured with cold water, his broad shoulders shrunk, his dark eyes dimmed suddenly, after a long while, he raised his head, squatted down and mopped the floor. After he packed his luggage, he forced a smile, which was uglier than crying: "Then... then I... I won't bother you anymore, I'm sorry, you should..."
The four words "I've never heard of it" stuck in his throat dryly, Shu Jiu tried several times, but he couldn't say it out.
Sheng Yao sighed, bent down to touch his hair, and patted the back of his head lightly: "When did I refuse your request?"
Shu Jiu raised his head abruptly, the man's peach blossom eyes were slightly curved, twinkling, and there was some inexplicable emotion in his accustomed to see naughty and nonchalant smile, he said: "You want to go back to your father Well, just bring some daily necessities for use on the road, so many things, it will be troublesome to carry them, so let me put them here first, and wait for you to come back... When you come back, I will reserve a guest room for you. "
Shu Jiu hugged his waist, took the opportunity to bury his face on him, and secretly wiped away the liquid from the corner of his eyes—my dear, can you not be so gentle.