The Whirlwind Girl: Seven Me

Chapter 40: It’s time to reckon with the past

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Holding back the pain from the torn wound, Qu Guangya forced a smile towards An Baicao: "An An, I'm fine."

She didn't know why her healing personality was called An Baicao. But in order not to confuse An Baicao with Qi Baicao, she called An Baicao An An. And in Qu Guangya's heart, there was only one Baicao, and that was Qi Baicao, the girl she liked. She would never call anyone else Baicao, even if An Baicao was her healing personality.

An Baicao was not angry about this, but liked this name very much. I don't know if it was to distinguish herself from Qi Baicao, or because she was a healing personality and didn't want Qu Guangya to think of that person through her.

An Baicao glared at Qu Guangya fiercely: "Are you okay? You are so badly injured? I think you are willing to give up your life for Qi Baicao! Do you like her that much?"

"An'an, you don't understand." Qu Guangya chuckled and shook her head. "It's a very painful thing to like someone but not get a response. I know she doesn't like me, but I still stay with her. I like her very much, but I dare not tell her my feelings for her, for fear that once I say it, I will no longer be qualified to stand by her side. An'an, am I stupid?"

An Baicao felt a sudden pain in her heart when she saw Qu Guangya's expression. She took a step forward and hugged Qu Guangya tightly in her arms, comforting her like she was comforting her sister: "But if you don't tell Baicao, Baicao will never know your feelings for her. Maybe one day Baicao will be snatched away by someone else. Guangya, is this what you want to see?"

Raising his hands and wrapping them around An Baicao's waist, Qu Guangya buried his head deeply in An Baicao's arms, as if he felt a hint of warmth from this sudden hug.

An Baicao has always been by Qu Guangya's side like an older sister. When she is sad and frustrated, An Baicao will hold her in her arms and comfort her like a younger sister. When she can't bear the pressure from the outside world, An Baicao will come out to help her share the pain and face everyone with an elegant smile. When she wants to talk about her emotions and pain, An Baicao listens to her quietly like a listener and comforts her soul. Unknowingly, Qu Guangya has regarded An Baicao as her sister and her most important family member. She doesn't want An Baicao to disappear and doesn't want to lose this sister. So she hid the secret of her multiple personalities, used Qu Weiran as her mask, and used this mask to face everyone. Finally, she deceived everyone and herself.

Feeling the uneasiness and fatigue of the person in his arms, An Baicao sighed slightly, and tightened his arms around Qu Guangya slightly. His beautiful eyes flickered absentmindedly, and no one knew what he was thinking.

It seemed like a while had passed before An Baicao faintly heard Qu Guangya's somewhat dull voice reaching her eardrums: "An An, can you... tell me a story about my childhood?"

His body trembled suddenly, and An Baicao lowered his eyes to look at Qu Guangya in his arms: "Do you remember?"

Did you remember it so quickly? It seemed that Wei Ran was right. It was time to tell her. Otherwise, Qu Guangya would never grow up, and she and Wei Ran would not be able to leave peacefully.

Qu Guangya naturally didn't know about An Baicao's psychological changes. Gently pushing An Baicao away, Qu Guangya sat up straight in An Baicao's arms, looking up at this face that looked exactly like her own, with a firmness in her beautiful eyes that An Baicao rarely saw: "I don't remember it. But I want to know what happened when I was a child, and why you and Wei Ran were created. And," Qu Guangya paused slightly, "Is there any Baicao or Lu Hanyu in the memory that I lost and you have. Because I feel that Lu Hanyu seems to know my father, and has a deep resentment towards him, I want to know why. An An, can you... tell me?"

She said this for no reason, because when she first met Lu Hanyu, she felt her strong hatred for Qu Xiangnan, and because she didn't know that Baicao had multiple personalities like her, and she was too angry at that time to pay attention to it. Later, due to a series of things, she almost forgot about it, until this morning when she remembered that there was such a thing, so she wanted to retrieve those memories. If she really knew Lu Hanyu before and Qu Xiangnan did something to hurt her, she would atone for her father beside Lu Hanyu, even if she had to give up her love for Baicao.

After a brief silence, An Baicao stood up and walked out the door: "Come with me."

We can't hide it any longer. Since Guangya has already remembered, let her recover that memory, remember everything and... that child.

Qu Guangya didn't dare to neglect it, and quickly stood up and followed An Baicao. She had a premonition that what An Baicao said would have a great impact on her, and even exceed the scope of her cognition.

Lens switching. Qu Guangya's consciousness space. Memory space

Standing in front of a dilapidated wooden door, An Baicao's eyes flashed with a complicated light. She and Wei Ran would never let Guangya enter this place before, because the things inside were unbearable for her, and now it was time for her to know. Regardless of whether Guangya could bear that painful memory, this was the arrangement of fate.

Hiding her emotions, An Baicao raised her hand to open the door and stood aside: "Go in, there will be something you want to know in there."

After taking a deep breath, a determined light flashed in Qu Guangya's eyes, and she walked towards the memory space.

Come on, let her face these memories. No matter how painful it is, she will persevere.

An Baicao, who was standing aside, sighed slightly as she looked at Qu Guangya's back. She hoped that she could bear that memory. After all, neither she nor Wei Ran wanted to face that memory.

Putting aside her emotions, An Baicao whispered to Qu Weiran who was competing with Baicao outside: Weiran, she's going in.

Qu Guangya recovered his memory in the consciousness space, and Baicao over there also accepted Qu Weiran's challenge. The result of accepting Qu Weiran's challenge was... being beaten by Qu Weiran.

Of course, Qu Weiran didn't intend to really hurt Baicao. After all, she was born for Baicao. Since she was created for her, she naturally couldn't hurt her. Besides, she also wanted to see Lu Hanyu! So she just had to force Lu Hanyu out.

But what surprised Qu Weiran was that no matter how she abused Baicao, Lu Hanyu would not come out, not knowing whether it was because she fell asleep or something. Moreover, Baicao would always stand up again after being knocked down and continue to fight with her, as if the wounds on her body did not hurt at all.

Meanwhile, Qu Weiran was getting more and more frightened as the fight went on. Wasn't Qi Baicao's energy too strong? Wasn't she tired? If he continued to fight like this, he would be exhausted.

His body was kicked away by Qu Weiran again. Baicao stretched out his hands to support himself and stood up. He endured the pain and shouted to Qu Weiran: "Come again!"

The people in Songbai were also moved by Baicao standing up again and again, and they all cheered for Baicao.

"Baicao, come on!"

"Baicao Oni, come on! You will definitely win!"

"Qi Baicao, don't you have multiple personalities? Tell your other personalities to come out and fight! If you keep going like this, you'll get hurt!"

"That's right, Baicao, call your violent personality out to fight! Is she sleeping? Her own main personality has been beaten like this, and she doesn't care at all?!"

Her body suddenly shook. Baicao turned around and looked at the people in Songbai in surprise. Didn't they mind that she had multiple personalities? Didn't they regard her as an alien

A warm feeling passed through his heart, and suddenly Baicao felt as if something warm liquid was sliding across his face.

Qu Weiran on this side did not continue to attack because she just heard An Baicao's secret message.

Went in? Did she remember it so quickly

That's right, it's been so long, it's time to settle the past.

"I see." After a slight pause, Qu Weiran seemed to be hesitating about something, "An Baicao, thank you."

An Baicao was stunned for a moment when she heard Lu Hanyu, but then she realized what Qu Weiran meant, and a warm feeling immediately crossed her heart. This Qu Weiran was really awkward, and he didn't even know how to say nice things properly.

Although she thought so in her heart, An Baicao still chuckled and said, "What are you thanking me for? Who are we friends with?"

"Hmph, don't try to get close to me. We are not familiar with each other."

"Okay, okay, we are not familiar with each other. Whatever our little Wei Ran says is what we will do."

“…Give me the small print!”

"Little Weiran, just focus on the game, otherwise don't come crying to me if Baicao knocks you out with one move."

"… "