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"This... how is this possible?" The system instantly displayed garbled characters.
The world background issued by the General Administration of Fast Travel is absolutely infallible. Even if the original body is a fool, how could it be impossible to tell who he loves
Si Yang asked him, "How old do you think Chen Yu looks like now?"
"Eh... Between twenty and thirty?" Chen Yu took good care of him. If it weren't for his overly strong and calm temperament, some people would believe that he was twenty-five or six.
Si Yang, "How about pushing forward five years?"
"That can't be sixteen seven!"
"You forgot the prerequisites, the original body... was watching from the back."
"..." The system was speechless.
Five years ago, S City High School.
"Gay! Go to hell!"
"Beat him! How dare you have a crush on Teacher Teng, what's written in the diary are all disgusting things."
"Don't, don't use your hands! My water pipe is broken. My father said that homosexuals are sick. What if I get AIDS?"
In December, when I just entered Sanjiu, it was the coldest time. The icy cold water poured down the top of the head, which can freeze people into a daze in an instant.
Near freezing water flowed into the clothes along the neck, and the skin was frozen red. The slender boy struggled twice, and was soon hit on the head again with a sweep.
This time, he finally lost the strength to resist, curled up on the ground, hugged himself into a ball, and shivered.
After a long time, he almost didn't even have the strength to tremble, and those people left slowly.
In the huge water room, he was the only one in the corner, covered in water, and muddy dust after mixing with the water, dirtier than garbage.
This is the original body when I was a teenager. He's not doing anything terribly wrong, it's just that he likes men.
If it is said that Chen Zhao has been dependent on others and has never been affirmed by the person he wants, then Yuanshen's greatest sorrow is that he has never been liked by others.
The same is a single parent, but Yuanzhen's mother loathes him extremely, and even beats and scolds him. After finally forming a new family, they abandoned him directly.
But she loves her future children very much, only Yuanshen, and she is not even willing to give him a full meal, because Yuanshen's appearance is three points similar to her ex-husband.
But the failure of adults' love is not the fault of children, but no one has ever told Yuanshen such a simple truth.
"Born with a father, raised without a father!"
"Si Yang is a bad boy, your parents don't want you anymore!"
"Let's not play with Si Yang, you see he doesn't even have new clothes, and he watched me drooling while eating ice cream that day."
These words have been filled in the original body's ears since childhood. And with it comes loneliness and the despair of never being loved.
No one knew that he was hiding in the corner and drooling at the ice cream in the girl's hand, not because he cared about the little bit of sweetness, but because he envied the girl's father who was holding her hand and doting on his face.
And his father, who has never seen him since he was born. Not even a single photo.
A child who grows up alone will either grow fangs and become a red-eyed little wolf cub to protect himself. Or, like Chen Zhao, learn early to hide your empty heart with a fake smile and gain the kindness around you.
But more, it was the original body like this, like a grass in a dark corner, thin and frightened, not even daring to look forward to the future.
Perhaps because of the fear of his mother and the expectation of his father when he was a child, Yuanzhen gradually discovered that his sexuality was different from that of the people around him. Many times, he even longed to be hugged tightly by the boy he liked like a girl.
As for the object of his first crush, it was the school doctor. The reason is simple and innocent. Because when he had a fever, the teacher Teng offered him the antipyretic medicine.
Yuanshen didn't dare to expect anything extravagantly, he didn't even dare to express it, he just wrote down his youthful feelings in his diary. He was afraid of causing trouble for others, and also afraid of being regarded as a pervert.
But even so, the innocent first love was shattered on this day.
When the diary was posted on the bulletin board, he clearly saw the teacher looking at him with disgusting disgust.
Behind is the never-ending school violence. Physically, psychologically, until that day, the malicious bullying in the water room finally broke the last thread.
He didn't know how long he had been crying, and his eyes could no longer see clearly. I just remembered that I took out a sharp pencil sharpener and slid it down on my wrist indiscriminately.
The moment the blood flowed out, the pain seemed very numb.
After all, the heart and dignity have been crushed, so what is the pain
And it was at this time that Chen Zhao in Yuanshen's memory appeared.
"Wake up! I'll take you to the hospital."
"Don't sleep, open your eyes."
"Where's the doctor? Come and see this kid!"
At that time, the original body lost too much blood and was on the verge of coma, but the embrace that held him was too warm, so hot that he almost wanted to shiver.
"Don't touch me, I... I'm dirty..." The snow-white school uniform jacket in front of him shook his eyes almost, but as soon as he opened his mouth, his voice became hoarse.
However, the person holding him was stunned for a second, then took out a handkerchief and wiped his face carefully.
"Don't talk nonsense, it's all wiped clean."
"..." This sentence was like a ray of light, so beautiful that Yuan Shen couldn't believe it.
But the person who saved him patted his head again, "Why can't you think about such a pretty kid?"
The original body was silent for a while, "I... I'm gay. You can go now, don't trouble you... I have money to pay the medical bills."
This person is so nice, with a nice voice, a warm embrace, and a nice smile.
He can't hurt him.
But the man rubbed his hair, "Homosexuality is no big deal. When you meet more people in the future, you will know that this is commonplace."
"Go to bed early! I will pay the medical expenses."
Said that the man helped Yuanshen cover the quilt and left.
On the day Yuan was discharged from the hospital, he went to the front desk to ask about it. I knew that the person who sent him here was indeed wearing the school uniform of the No. 3 Middle School, and his surname was Chen.
"Is it a teacher or a student?" The nurse also forgot.
"It's okay, I'm sorry to trouble you." Yuan body hurriedly thanked him and left.
It's been a month since I went back to school.
The suicide terrified those around him, and while they didn't speak to him, they were afraid to touch him again. Afraid of another life, but the original body is still insisting, it is he who wants to find his own savior.
Until he met Chen Zhao.
Although he is still a teenager, his naturally magnetic voice and tall figure already have Chen Yu's appearance.
But that's all, the original body will not recognize the wrong person, just because of what Chen Zhao said to his companions at the time, "What's wrong with liking a man? He didn't get entangled with anyone, and he didn't do anything bad. I don't like it." Just ignore it. It’s too much to say such a thing!”
At that time, the original body happened to be facing Chen Zhao. Chen Zhao was also taken aback when he said that, as if he didn't expect that the person he mentioned was right in front of him. So I hurriedly explained to him, "You're fine, don't worry about it."
"..." It's pretty good, don't worry about it, it's like how a child couldn't think about that sentence when he was most desperate, it made Yuan Shen stunned. Good-looking, very good, these are the only similar words of praise that he has received in his barren and desolate life since he was a child.
He wanted to say a few words to express his gratitude, but he was afraid that it would affect Chen Zhao. Can only run away in a hurry.
He later transferred schools. Later, he secretly paid attention to Chen Zhao, knowing that he wanted to enter the entertainment circle, he boldly followed in with his pretty face.
He has only been bold twice in his life, and the first time was following Chen Zhao to participate in the draft. Once, I went to the Hongmen Banquet for Chen Zhao.
It's a pity that in the original world, the original body didn't know until his death that it was actually Chen Yu who saved him back then. And Chen Yu himself had long forgotten that he had saved such a boy five years ago.
He loved the wrong person, and in the end he didn't even know who to sacrifice his soul to. But the most desperate thing is that this child has never been loved since he was a child.
The memory is interrupted here, and the missing world background is completed here. Si Yang was silent, but the system was already crying like a dog.
"Wooooow, this is too pitiful."
Si Yang didn't say a word, he couldn't deny that the despair of the original body touched him a little bit. Before he was seven years old, he also longed for a warm embrace with expectant eyes. But later, the person who took the initiative to hug him pushed him into a dark wooden box with his own hands.
At three o'clock in the morning, a ransom of 100 million, one minute later, the person would drive a fifteen-centimeter-long nail into the box.
But when the first nail was driven in, Si Yang already understood that people can only rely on themselves if they want to survive.
The so-called hug is nothing but a false tenderness of body temperature exchange. This is the case under the bed and under the bed.
Forcibly withdrawing his thoughts, Si Yang opened his eyes and sat up from the sofa.
Each world mission is irreversible, so this time, if Si Yang wants to successfully complete the mission, he must do two things, that is, hold the lives of Chen Zhao and Chen Yu at the same time.
He already has a beautiful plan.
Getting up from the sofa, Si Yang planned to go to Xingsheng. He wanted to meet Chen Yu's secretary.
Chen Zhao next to him had been peeking at him, but he didn't expect Si Yang to get up so quickly, so he forgot to look away for a moment.
But Si Yang ignored him, and just told the housekeeper, "Get the car ready, I'm going to Xingsheng." "Yes." The housekeeper hurried to call the driver.
Si Yang went upstairs and changed his clothes.
The shell of this world is very cold, but Si Yang unexpectedly wears it very lightly.
The fluffy shirt, the neckline and cuffs show the dark lines with thin silver lines, which is extraordinarily delicate and elegant. And a pair of black suit pants on the lower body made her legs look slender.
It is clearly the most common attire, but when worn on Si Yang's body, it always gives a very lustful feeling.
Especially the fabric on the back is too close to the exposed butterfly bone, which is the most suitable arc for kissing.
Chen Zhao forced himself to look away, but his ears could hear more clearly without looking, such as the beating heartbeat in his chest.
Chen Zhao subconsciously woke up and called out to Si Yang, "Wait!"
"What's wrong?" Si Yang stopped in his tracks.
Chen Zhao looked at his face and asked him mysteriously, "You said before that if you can come back, tell me one thing."
"Can you talk to me now?"
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