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Si Yang said these words quite calmly, without any anger or resentment. It seems as natural as eating and drinking.
But for Chen Zhao, it scares him more than a bolt from the blue.
Because in many cases, hate at least means that you once loved, and resentment proves that you have a grievance, but you still care. But if it becomes a quiet lake, there will really be nothing left.
Chen Zhao looked at Si Yang dully, and subconsciously grabbed his wrist. This time, Si Yang didn't break free, just let him pull.
The skin under the palm is not so flat. Chen Zhao unbuttoned his cuffs with trembling hands, exposing the skin there.
Si Yang's complexion is snow-white, and under such bright sunlight, it even gives people a jade-like warmth and transparency.
But such a beautiful picture was completely destroyed by the hideous scar on the wrist.
Chen Zhao swallowed, and stroked it with trembling fingertips. The part closest to the artery is pale in color, like an old scar. The rest are jumbled, wide and narrow, all newly healed wounds.
"Director Xu may have told you a lot, but there is one thing he said is wrong. It's not a needle, but a knife." Si Yang's tone was very gentle.
"Actually, at the beginning it was indeed said to use a needle, but Director Xu's brother is somewhat timid, so after the first game of gambling started, he went out, and what he learned later was heard one after another. , and showed it off to my younger brother. Naturally, it’s not that comprehensive.”
"And the wrist cutting is different from the one in the movie. Unless you can see the bone deeply, it's hard to die. After all, blood will coagulate."
"...Stop talking." Chen Zhao shook his head, with a pleading look in his eyes.
But Si Yang didn't stop talking, "So at that time, as long as the blood had the intention of coagulation, they would make another cut."
"Chen Zhao, do you understand what it feels like?"
"In the dark world, there is nothing but the sound of blood flowing. By the way, those bastards will play some small games with me. Living through the past is worse than death, but losing is death."
"Stop talking, I beg you..." Chen Zhao went up to hug Si Yang.
Si Yang's voice became closer and more appropriate to him.
"Don't you think I'm dirty? Didn't you almost vomit when you helped me in the night market?"
"No, I didn't, that's not it."
"Why bother?" Si Yang patted Chen Zhao's head, pushing him away from him this time with a little force, "They are all adults, and it was your wish in the past. Now that I have made it clear, I will Do whatever you need to do."
"Don't..." Chen Zhao wanted to pounce, "I will make it up to you."
He eagerly wanted to make it up, "Si Yang, listen to me, I will definitely make it up."
"..."
"Don't reject me yet, I beg you, can you listen to me?" Chen Zhao was already begging, "You call me senior, and you know how I grew up. Since childhood, apart from my mother, everyone No one really treats me well. If I hadn't been pretending and calculating, no one would really like me."
"At first I thought you were different to me just because of your glamorous appearance. I really didn't know that you were willing to do so much for me."
"Si Yang, I have never liked anyone, you are the first one. I also know that I was blind in the past and couldn't see your goodness, but I promise that I will never do it again in the future."
"You can't... you can't be so cruel to me." Chen Zhao paused, and took Si Yang's hand again, making him look at himself, "You can't let me abandon me like this after falling in love with you."
"Si Yang, how can there be such a cruel person in this world?"
"You still love me, don't you?"
But Si Yang patted his hand away, turned and left without any hesitation and got into the car.
"Why can't Chen Zhao figure it out? Si Yang can't love you anymore."
Because he is dead, even his soul is sacrificed for a wrong you, and he will never be reincarnated. But can you judge whether the person who makes you desire and attracts your attention is the one you love? Chen Zhao subconsciously wanted to chase, but was overwhelmed by Si Yang's words of farewell, and froze in place, unable to move for a while.
In the end, he could only watch Si Yang's car drift away from afar.
He knew that there was no possibility for himself and Si Yang in the end.
"Mr. Chen, Mr. Si asked us to pick you up." After an unknown amount of time, the two young men walked up to Chen Zhao to greet him.
Chen Zhao didn't speak, they took Chen Zhao's acquiescence, took Chen Zhao into the car, and went where he was supposed to go.
As Si Yang said before, he wanted to change Chen Zhao's residence. Si Yang did what he said, everything was really configured.
It is a high-end community with good security and privacy. The duplex apartment is more than 200 square meters.
As for the interior decoration, it is also Chen Zhao's favorite style, and even some small details such as green plants are what Chen Zhao is most used to.
"If you are not satisfied, just tell us directly, and we will replace it for you."
However, Chen Zhao looked around, but only asked one question, "Did Si Yang arrange it?"
"Yes."
"Then there's no problem. Can I stay by myself?"
"Okay, let's go first. The call has been sent to your mobile phone. You can contact me at any time if you need it. Mr. Si said that today you have a holiday and you can arrange it yourself. Official work, announcements and various courses will start tomorrow." start."
"En." Chen Zhao nodded.
The door opened and closed, Chen Zhao sat on the sofa in a daze, closed his eyes, his mind was full of Si Yang in the past.
"Senior, just make do with it. When you change to an A-level contract later, you can live alone instead of sharing a room. At that time, all the arrangements will be to your liking, and there will be no uncomfortable places."
"There is no way to announce it for the time being, and there will be some time. Seniors, don't be discouraged."
"Senior is really good, and he will definitely be popular, and he will be ten times more popular than the current traffic niche!"
"Senior, I will always help you!"
This was what Si Yang said by his side when he was depressed back then, and he took it all as a joke at the time.
But now, the house, the notice, the fame, the future, everything that Si Yang promised, has been fulfilled one by one.
But Si Yang...but he doesn't love him anymore.
Si Yang will never fall in love with Chen Zhao again.
Chen Zhao covered his face, bent down and curled up on the sofa, crying bitterly.
"No more... I don't want anything anymore, come back..." He cried softly, his tears were blurred, and his eyes were dark. But in the dark, Si Yang's words kept echoing in his ears.
"Chen Zhao, Si Yang can no longer love you."
It's not that it won't, it's that it can't. It was like a knife stabbing hard into the heart, the heart that was already dripping with blood was almost crushed to pieces.
Chen Zhao closed his eyes, cried and cried, and finally fell asleep.
On the other hand, Si Yang was not in the mood to mourn the lost love like Chen Zhao. He is busy as hell.
After careful calculation, there are more than three months left in his life, the last month of which is still useless. So, he still has a lot to do now.
First of all, the most important thing is that he must ensure that Chen Yu can survive after he leaves.
System: This is difficult! After all, it is someone you like, if you die because of him, he must go crazy.
Si Yang: That's why I want to ensure that he survives. Use your authority to find out, apart from me and Chen Zhao, who can legally donate to Chen Yu.
The system searched: there was indeed one, a vegetable, and his mother was about to give up. However, if Chen Yu chooses him, there will be a rejection reaction afterwards, and most likely he will not survive. In the original world, Chen Yu died like this.
Si Yang: It's not important, just give me his information, and I will provide it to the secretary.
System: Host, what exactly do you want to do
Si Yang: I will use the next two months to train Chen Zhao.
System: Huh? Si Yang: Chen Zhao likes me, I want him to be the final winner in this battle. As long as Chen Yu thinks about it, he will not die. So I want to let him see what he can't get, so as to ensure that he will survive in the end. And Chen Zhao is the best choice right now.
System: why
Si Yang: Because Chen Yu doubts my feelings for Chen Zhao. You said that if I desperately want to leave an umbrella for Chen Zhao, what will happen to Chen Yu
System: He will hate Chen Zhao and dare not hurt him. Because your life is in Chen Zhao's hands.
Si Yang: Yes, so I want Chen Zhao to be able to compete with Chen Yu at least on the surface.
Si Yang's analysis made sense, but the system felt chills when he heard it.
System: Host, do you have no feelings for Chen Yu at all
Si Yang asked back: Isn't it a mission
System: ... Yes, but Chen Yu's feelings for you are true now!
Si Yang didn't answer.
What is true and false? This shell is not his, including the coveted style of Chen Yu and Chen Zhao is just skin and appearance. When the soul is truly revealed, who can tell who
Just like Yu Zheng in the previous world, can he tell which brother he missed all his life
If you can really tell the difference and still fall in love with yourself, it means that everything the original body did was useless. But if you can't tell the difference, then what qualifications do you have to mention love or not
It's all a joke.
Si Yang: Let me ask you, in your quick travel system, are there any executors who collapse because of too much empathy
The system was silent for a while and replied, "Yes."
And there are many more.
Human emotions are the most complicated. But as law enforcers, they obeyed the original body's wish, and inherited the original body's situation, but it was hard to remain indifferent. In the process of continuous rescue, there are not a few executors who eventually fall or collapse because of emotional ties.
This is also the biggest reason why he chose Si Yang.
Because there are only two kinds of people who can maintain the heart. One is gentleness to the extreme, and you can walk forward with love in your heart. The other is Si Yang, who never believes in feelings, and only regards everything as a task.
Si Yang seemed to see that the system had understood, and said something to him in a soft tone, "Silly boy, feelings can only be used to take advantage of others, not to hold oneself hostage."
"Don't trust anyone."
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