The White-Haired Imperial Concubine

Chapter 48: Falling in love is a sea of bitterness

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In the middle of the night, it is always so quiet and serene, there are no candles, only the cold moonlight. A lonely person, even if there is another person lying next to him, if he is in the same bed with different dreams, he is still lonely and boundless.

This is six nights, and I plan to stay in the Mi Garden.

Man Tian still couldn't get used to the sudden addition of someone beside him, and for a while, it was difficult to fall asleep. Because I don't know the mind of the person lying next to me, and I don't know if he has other purposes for doing this. Life is really tiring and tiring. Even the people next to the pillow have to guess. She can't feel at ease. She closed her eyes, and even her breathing became more and more shallow.

The air in summer is so hot and stuffy that people can't calm down. Fu Zhao suddenly felt that he was right for not getting close to her this year. Can't control myself. Facing her, the self-control he was proud of was always being cut inch by inch, becoming too weak to withstand a single blow. He took a deep breath, turned sideways, faced her, and asked with a gentle smile, "Can't you sleep? Are you still worried about me?"

When people feel tired, they feel tired even speaking. Mantian always knew that he was not asleep, but she didn't want to speak, she just wanted to lie down quietly. At that time, he had nothing to worry about. If a man like Bo Zuo really wanted to do something to her, he didn't have to wait for her to fall asleep. Even if she was awake, he couldn't refuse.

Seeing that she closed her eyes and said nothing, Fu Tzu raised her hand to support her head, and saw her black hair covered the pillow, he couldn't help reaching out to touch it, the silky touch like brocade, in this silent place, In the dark night, people's hearts become soft unconsciously. And her eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings occasionally, as if the heartstrings were inadvertently plucked, so lightly, it was always easy for people to ignore it.

She still closed her eyes tightly, didn't speak, and didn't move, as if she was fast asleep. He couldn't help laughing and said, "I know you're awake. Rongle, since you can't fall asleep, let's... talk." At night like this, you have to find a way to distract yourself.

Only then did Man Tian slowly open his eyes, looking at the bed rails carved with dark patterns, and said in a faint voice, "What does the general want to know? You might as well just say it." Since when, she has become less and less fond of beating around the bush like that The way of speaking is really tiring. Maybe it's because she feels too tired now.

Fu Zhao's smile froze slightly, his eyes moved lightly, and then he sighed helplessly: "Rongle, you"""Oh! I just want to know more about you, I don't know much about you... "

Mantian turned her head to look at him, her eyes showed no expression, she just said indifferently: "My affairs are very common, there is nothing to understand."

Fu Zhao's eyes dimmed, ordinary experience, can create such a cold and indifferent temperament that seems to have seen through everything in the world? He gently combed her hair beside her pillow with his fingers, sighed again, and said, "You, it's always like this! Every word, every expression is so repulsive. Rongle, I really don't know , what should I do to dispel your defenses and enter your heart?"

All over the sky hooked his lips, and said with a thin smile: "Isn't it good now? Why should the general..."",

"Don't call me that." Fu Tzu suddenly turned over and pressed towards her, propped his body above her, his eyes were burning, and said: "Rong Le, in front of you, I am not some general, but your husband, and I will be with you for the rest of my life." A person who depends on each other. From now on, you will call me "... Ah Cho, okay? "

His voice was extremely gentle, and on this quiet summer night, accompanied by the cool moonlight, it was especially deceptive. Is it okay to stay with each other for a lifetime, with a deep-minded person like him? Who else could she hope for? Even if it's just a peaceful dependence, even if there is no love but mutual support and trust between friends, once you betray, your soul will still be beyond redemption. She looked straight back into his eyes, saw the hope in his eyes, swallowed the bitterness in her heart, smiled lightly, and said: "It's been more than a year, I've already called you that, for a while... it's hard to change..."

Fu Tzu held her hand, smiled softly and said, "Habits are formed slowly, you just need to yell a few more times." He lowered his head and sighed in her ear, rubbing her fingers Delicate and smooth skin, lowered eyes, said sadly: "I don't remember how many years no one has called me that."

Dazed all over the sky, turned his face away, and said softly: "It's just a name. Does it matter if someone calls it, or what it is called?" It's better than her being a lonely soul who has to rely on all the talents of others It is a hundred times stronger to survive.

Fu Zhao was slightly taken aback, why is this woman so transparent and calm? It seemed that nothing in the world could enter her heart. He looked at her beautiful empty eyes, held her hand tightly, and suddenly sighed softly: "Rong Le, why am I right in front of your eyes? But your eyes still can't see me? You can't see my hard work this year. !!

The corners of Man Tian's lips curled slightly, his eyes were slightly cold, and he said: "So what if you see? Even feelings can be deceiving, what can be explained by what the eyes see? I... don't believe my eyes, so in the future, you will also Stop wasting your mind."

Fu Zhao's heart was shocked, what could make a person not even believe his own eyes? Then what else could she believe? He raised his hand to caress her face, his movements were extremely gentle, as if he was being cautious with a baby that could break at the touch of a touch. His fingertips stayed at the corner of her thin mouth, looked into her eyes, and said softly: "Since you don't believe your eyes, then look at me with your heart, can you,...,...Rongle?"

Her heart trembled slightly, why did he always come to try to touch her heart? They just go on like this, okay

The moonlight through the window enveloped his handsome face, outlining a firm outline, and the look in his eyes was so serious, just like the eyes of that person from before. She took a breath, and immediately withdrew her hand, gathered the sheets under her body tightly, feeling a pain buried deep in her heart, spreading to the tip of her heart, she pursed her lips, turned her eyes away, and said in an indifferent tone: "I'm sorry! My heart... I can't see anything. General, you should first see your own heart clearly."

Fu Tzu's hand froze around her lips. This woman was too smart, too rational, and too good at protecting herself. It took him a year, but he still couldn't get into her heart. This made him feel a sense of frustration that he had never felt before, and it disappeared without a trace in just an instant. He turned over and lay down on his back, exhaling a foul breath. The two opened their eyes and looked at Tianming, but neither of them said a word.

In the silence of the night, only the heartbeat and breathing of the person next to the pillow can be heard.

Just after the fourth watch, there was gradually some light outside. Fu Tiao got up earlier today than the previous few days, and Man Tian was also getting ready, but was stopped by the attendant, he said with a smile: "You don't have to go to court, what are you doing so early? Go to sleep again. "

Women in this era, when married, have to wait for their husbands to dress, dress and clean up. As a wife, she can't reproduce for her husband, so shouldn't she do her best in other aspects? After all, Fu Zhao treated her really well. She stood up and said with a slight smile: "It's okay, I can't sleep anyway. I have to fulfill my responsibilities as a wife anyway, so let me wait for you to dress and wash up." She lived for more than twenty years In the first year, I once thought about serving others, but I just didn't want to owe them too much.

Fu Tzu shook his head slightly, and said, "I entered the military camp at the age of twelve, and I have long been used to doing things myself. I don't need other people's words for these things! Go to sleep and be obedient." His tone seemed to be coaxing a child Like, he helped her shoulders and let her lie down again.

Such an ordinary sentence, but she heard traces of bitterness. At the age of twelve, in modern times, no one is living a happy life under the wings of their parents, except of course, her. If Fu Tiao in front of her is everything to him, then it would be her luck to have him by his side for the rest of her life.

Fu Tzu soon dressed neatly. After the school was washed, he sat on the edge of the bed, held her hand, and said with an apologetic smile, "I have some important matters to deal with in the army today. I will probably come back later. If you feel bored, Just go out and relax, and remember to bring a few more people. By the way, do you still remember the Dongjiao Inn? There is a Qingliang Lake nearby. In summer, it is very cool, because the mountain in Zhousun is so high that the sun cannot reach it. It is very pleasant to go there to take a boat tour on the lake, I believe you will like it. I am leaving."

Man Tian smiled and nodded, watching him walk to the door, Fu Zhao suddenly turned around and asked, "The flower viewing banquet is tomorrow, and His Majesty ordered all the ministers to bring their female relatives to participate. Are you not curious about the reason?"

Mantian smiled and asked, "Why?"

Wo Tiao narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he had thought about it, and when he looked up at her again, there were some complicated and tangled eyes, and said: "The only prince in the Dust Wind Kingdom heard that I am as beautiful as a cloud, so he sent me to court, and wanted to choose Women's marriage, this is the first, the second... Forget it, you will know when the time comes."

Man Tian didn't ask any further questions, just nodded with a smile and said, "Well, you can go."

She is always so indifferent, and she looks like she doesn't care about anything at the time, which makes people feel cold when they see her. As soon as Fu Tzu turned around and took a step, he stopped, turned his head and said: "The capital is not very peaceful recently, you must be more careful when you go out."

Nodding all over the sky, before he turned around and took a step, he paused again, turning his head to look at her. Frowning all over the sky, feeling a little strange, he smiled and said: "What's wrong with you today? It's as if you will never see me again after you go out."

Fu Tzu half-jokingly said: "Suddenly I don't want to go to court anymore, I want to stay at home with you." The lingering affection in his eyes made one's heart tighten, and he turned his eyes away all over the sky, and no longer looked into his eyes.

He frowned slightly, his expression suddenly became serious, and he said again: "Rong Le, if you really consider yourself my wife, you must remember... leave your heart to me, this is what I want most " After he finished speaking, he smiled softly, turned around and left very coolly, leaving a room of quiet air, disturbing people's hearts.

She stood there in a daze, staring blankly at his leaving back, unable to recover for a long time.

At dawn, the endless dark gray sky, not a single cloud could be seen. The morning in General Wei's Mansion was quiet and peaceful.

Bochou went to the study, took the booklet, and then called out: "Xiang Ying."

Xiang Ying came in, cupped his fists and saluted, "General, please order."

Bo Cho clenched his palms, looking out the window at the dark gray earth, as if the sun would never rise. He frowned involuntarily, with a little worry and hesitation. Xiang Ying was amazed, the general in his eyes had always acted decisively without any hesitation. The general didn't speak, and he didn't dare to say anything, he could only lower his head, waiting for the general's order.

After a while, Fu Zhao looked at him with a solemn expression, and said, "You send more people to follow her, don't make any mistakes."

Xiang Ying nodded vigorously, and replied: "Yes."

Fu Tiao took two steps forward, and patted his strong shoulder heavily with his hands. There was unquestionable firmness in his eyes, and he said word by word, very solemnly: "Remember, you must ensure the safety of your wife."

Xiang Ying was startled, when he attacked the Beiyi Kingdom, he had never seen the general so solemn, so he couldn't help but asked: "General, are you not as good as six?"

Before he finished speaking, the companion's eyes suddenly turned sharp, and he interrupted suddenly: "You shouldn't ask, so don't ask. Xiang Ying, you have been with this general for so many years, don't you even understand this rule?"

Xiang Ying was startled, and quickly knelt down on one knee, pleading guilty: "This subordinate deserves to die. It's my subordinate who overstepped the limit. Please forgive me, General!"

Fu Tzu's expression softened a little, he looked at him for a while, and then said: "Get up, just finish what I'm about to tell you."

Xiang Ying said: "This subordinate takes orders, general, please rest assured."

Fu Chou nodded and said, "Well, let's make arrangements."

After Xiang Ying left, Bo Chou threw the booklet in his hand on the table, and said in a deep voice, "Come out."

"Why didn't you let him ask? You know what question he's going to ask, right? Are you scared? Could it be that you're really in love with her?" A beautiful woman in black walked out from behind the bookshelf, and a series of questions followed when she appeared. The question is a little emotional.

Fu Tiao raised his eyebrows, with a gentle smile on his lips, but his eyes were cold, he asked instead: "When will it not be your turn to ask about this general's matter? Didn't you hear clearly what this general said just now? Ying wants to abide by the current rules, so you don't have to obey?"

The woman in black froze for a moment, then cupped her fists and lowered her head and said, "I...,... this subordinate has overstepped the rules! However, this subordinate is also doing it for the sake of the young master. If the young master insists on falling in love with her regardless of the consequences, then the young master is doomed." It will be painful for the rest of your life! My young master... knows that there is a sea of suffering ahead, so...do you want to jump down without hesitation?" The eyebrows of the woman in black are full of sadness, and love and pain are intertwined in her eyes, which is complicated and unspeakable. No one can experience the feeling of not being able to love better than her. She really didn't want his future path to be more difficult than hers.

Fu Tiaotong's pupils changed suddenly, and he turned around quickly, with his back to her. The woman couldn't see the expression on his face. After a long time, she could only hear his voice calmly saying: "What do you know? I have repeatedly asked Xiang Ying to ensure her safety, and I have my own considerations. Everything I plan !" Absolutely not allowed to make any mistakes, otherwise..., wouldn't all the hard work I put in for her over the past year be in vain? You just go back and do your own thing, the general's affairs, how to do the general will naturally know what to do, don't need others to say too much. Don't go gossip with the sect master, if you let Ben hear something you shouldn't have heard..." He turned around suddenly, with five fingers, he grabbed the woman in black by the throat in an instant.

The woman was startled, but before she could react, her face was already blue and purple, she opened her mouth in pain, but she couldn't make a sound. Just when she felt that she was about to die of suffocation, Bo Zuo threw her on the ground, and said, "I will never forgive you. Do you understand? Also, I will warn you not to You move the shackles... You should know how she... affects this game of chess." He clenched his fists, and every time he said a word, it tightened a little.

The woman coughed and nodded while lying on the ground, and said in awe: "This subordinate knows... Don't worry, young master, this subordinate... is not someone who doesn't understand the severity. Cough, cough, cough..."

Fu Zhao turned his eyes and didn't look at her, and said: "It's good that you know. Zongzheng Wuyou has already returned to the capital, you should keep an eye on the prince and don't let him do stupid things. Zongzheng Xiaoren must secure the position of prince now, It will be beneficial to us."

"Yes, this subordinate takes orders." The woman lowered her head, as if she suddenly thought of something, she immediately raised her head and said: "Young master, in a few days, it will be time for you to return to the door again, you... you must take care of yourself!" Her eyes were full of worry and distress at the moment, and she didn't feel any resentment at all because of his actions just now.

Fu Tzu trembled slightly, is it another year? He walked to the window and looked up at the sky, the sky was gray, as if he could never see the end. He said indifferently: "Take care of yourself. You don't have to worry about my affairs. For the past year, someone has been checking the whereabouts of the two of you. You should be careful in what you do, and don't show your feet. You can go." The female hand asked: "Is it because of the 'Ten Lixiang' altar last year?" Bo Chou nodded. The woman in black lowered her eyes and said: "This subordinate has remembered, thank you young master for reminding me. This subordinate will leave." She bit her lip, got up from the ground, and before leaving, she took a deep look at him before leaving sadly.

Fu Tiao held the window lattice with his hands, his fingertips were pale but firm, his eyes were facing the direction of Qing Mi Yuan, and he murmured softly: "I hope she is safe and sound. The flower viewing feast is coming soon, we...,...should meet again Yes! Heh... Li Wang's concubine's banquet? Zongzheng Wuyou, let us prove whether this year has weakened your feelings, or intensified your pain? The feeling of torment day and night, you There is still time to taste! This... is just the beginning, what you owe me, I will get back bit by bit... all. Even if the end is doomed, I...must do it. "

Some people, from the moment they are born, their fate is doomed and they cannot choose.

Red face, white hair, pain