Lu Yan's indifference was expected, Lin Si took half a step back and pulled Liao Ji's clothes: "Let's wait a little longer."
Half an hour after Lu Yan left, they finally saw the office door open, and a short boy came out with a red mark the size of half a palm on his face.
Lin Si was taken aback, that was a prosperous artist, he couldn't remember his name, he only knew that he was not very popular, he was around twenty-five years old, and because he had a baby face, he looked only around twenty.
Lin Si lowered his head, did not look directly at him, and followed Liao Ji in after he left.
The thick pheromone in the room rushed to Lin Si's nasal cavity, he felt nauseous, and almost vomited.
Liao Ji repeated what he said before, and Lu Shaoming listened distractedly, and waved his hand casually: "Dean Bu has been studying glands for the past few years, and he should be a professional. Believe in science, you guys, don't think for yourself. It is what it is."
He looked at Lin Si clearly, and pretended to say earnestly: "Lin Si, you have to be an Alpha to have a future. The company has always trained you children as Alpha stars. If you differentiate into an Omega, it will be of no use to us." Worth it, fans and the public will be disappointed."
He yawned, and said quite proudly: "I'll ask the secretary to send you back to Xiaoshan Hospital, and cooperate with the examination well. If the doctors there are not professional, there will be no more professional doctors in the world."
Lin Si was taken back to Xiaoshan Hospital, but Liao Ji was not allowed to see him again.
Lin Si quarreled and refused to get an injection, so he managed to get a day to see Liao Ji.
So today is the third day he waits for the gland matching.
Just after the nutritional injection, Qian Jialong rushed in excitedly, clapping his hands together excitedly: "The matching is successful! Do a few more tests, if there is no problem, the operation will be performed tonight, and Dean Bu will do it for you personally!"
Lin Si stared at him coldly for nearly a minute, and then closed his eyes and exhaled after seeing Qian Jialong until his whole body became hairy.
His body was already broken down, and his spirit was also sluggish. When he heard that the matching was successful, his brain couldn't even immediately reflect the exact emotion.
He thought, if possible, let Liao Ji bring some cosmetics, he didn't want to look haggard when he died on the operating table.
At least leave with a clean slate.
He received a few more injections, was pushed into several testing instruments, and was woken up at two o'clock in the morning, saying that he would start preoperative preparations.
The consciousness of survival finally came back at the last moment, and he made the whole floor restless. Finally, he was forced to inject sedatives and turned into a broken doll at the mercy of others.
The operating table was very hard. Lying on it, he slowly felt the anesthesia encroach on the back of his neck, shoulders and back, and finally lost half of his face.
There were a lot of people in the operating room, and their voices were full of excitement. In the confusion, a doctor held his hand and whispered solemnly in his other ear: "Trust him, he won't let anyone replace you. glands, you will be fine."
Lin Si lowered his eyelids, and his eyes gradually lost focus.
who are you…
Who is he...
——
The immersion in memories made Lin Si too painful. He tried to wake up from the dream several times, but he just jumped at different time points. He couldn't leave the gloomy time five years ago.
Lin Si opened his eyes again, and saw the light yellow wall. After distinguishing for a moment, he was still not sure whether he had left the dream.
"Baby?"
A low, hoarse male voice rang in his ear, and his hand was held.
Lin Si turned his head and saw Lu Yan sitting beside his bed.
Why is Lu Yan here...
Lin Si closed his eyes and frowned, begging for help softly: "Liao Ji..."
As soon as his lips opened, there was a small tear. Lu Yan approached him, and gently wiped his lips with a cotton swab soaked in water.
Lin Si pushed it away with his hand, and then pressed it hard to his gland, the soft patch on it made his fingertips tremble, he opened his eyes wide, and asked with a hoarse throat: "My gland has been replaced?! "
The cotton swab was pressed into a 145-degree angle in Lu Yan's hand.
"Am I still dreaming?" Lin Si grabbed the quilt and got up, "Didn't it change successfully?"
Lu Yan held his hurried hand, leaned over and hugged half of his body: "It's all over, baby, wake up."
Liao Ji, who was sleeping on the sofa, was awakened by their conversation. Before he could fully open his eyes, he ran to Lin Si's bed and asked in a daze, "Are you awake? Is there any discomfort?"
The appearance of Liao Ji gave Lin Si a brief sobriety. He avoided Lu Yan's embrace, pressed his temples with his hands, and separated the overlapping past and present in his mind.
"Have a headache?" Liao Ji crossed Lu Yan and touched the back of his hand, "How does the gland feel, is there anything unusual?"
Lin Si remembered—
That day, he and Y agreed to meet, but met Lu Yan at the agreed place.
Immediately afterwards, he began to lose consciousness. The estrus this time was different from the previous two times. Desire controlled all his actions and thoughts. Lin Si was like a marionette, being drawn into the abyss of lust.
Lin Si covered his forehead, tried his best to go back, and found the memory of that day from the side details.
"Baby, it's me."
He remembered Lu Yan saying that.
"You are Y." Lin Si said suddenly.
Lu Yan, who was sitting next to him, visibly stiffened. Lin Si put down his hands and turned his face, but he didn't look at Lu Yan. He repeated the previous statement: "You are Y."
"Yes." Lu Yan said.
Lin Si lifted his chin a little, and leaned against the high pillow at the head of the bed, he didn't know whether it was despair or he was calm after being teased.
"Was it you from the beginning?"
Liao Ji already knew that Lu Yan was Y during the seven days when Lin Si was in estrus.
He interrupted, rubbed Lin Si's cold fingertips, and said, "I'll go outside first, call me if you need anything."
After Liao Ji left, Lu Yan got up and poured Lin Si a glass of warm water, but Lin Si didn't answer.
"It was me from the beginning." Lu Yan said, "It has always been me."
The flow of time ran through his heart, Lin Si felt unbelievable, no matter how similar the voices of Y and Lu Yan were, he never doubted that Y was Lu Yan.
"Do you know that I am me?" Lin Si asked.
Lu Yan stuffed the water cup into Lin Si's hand, covered the back of Lin Si's hand with his hand, and asked him to hug the warm water cup.
"Drink some water before talking."
"You know it's me who deliberately teased me?" Lin Si insisted on asking.
"No, I don't know." Lu Yan said, "I didn't guess that you were Lin Si until the day you were broadcast live on the set."
It was nearly two months ago that the live broadcast of the film crew had happened, and Lin Si's mind was in a tizzy. He didn't want to think about when it was, and he didn't want to care about his relationship with Y at that time.
But what is certain is that Lu Yan knew it was him.
The people he desperately wanted to meet had been lying to him all along.
Fall in love with him openly in the virtual world, hug, kiss, and do all the things lovers do.
The water cup was knocked over by Lin Si, and the liquid seeped into Lin Si's hospital gown immediately. From the wet quilt to Lin Si's hospital gown, Lu Yan hurriedly lifted the quilt for him, folded it and piled it aside, then pressed the nurse's bell, and then picked up the quilt from the door. A new quilt.
When he turned around and came back, Lin Si had already slipped off the pillow, and turned his back to stop looking at Lu Yan.
"Baby." Lu Yan covered him with a new quilt, adjusted the four corners, and then covered his shoulders with his palm, wanting him to look back at him.
"Don't call me by that name." Lin Si closed his eyes, feeling bitter and sore in his heart, he endured for a long time before his red eyes disappeared.
Lu Yan got up, switched from one side of the bed to the other, facing Lin Si's face, trying to make her voice gentle: "I can't say anything."
He was very aware of the situation at the time, and he spent a lot of time digesting that Lin Si forgot love, and repeatedly chose between keeping in touch and disconnecting, until he saw Lin Si staring at the recognizer at the door of his house, Only then did he become convinced that Lin Si was that innocent Internet idiot.
From liking "forgot love" to liking "Lin Si who forgot love", Lu Yan spent some effort.
Not to mention Lin Si who has always harbored hatred for the Lu family.
He shouldn't have met Lin Si when he didn't like him. The real reason for him to make up his mind was that Lin Si avoided him and Y at the same time because he was temporarily marked by him, and neither Lu Yan nor Y A way to make Lin Si happy again.
That's why he had to propose a meeting.
"I didn't mean to lie to you."
Lin Si opened his eyes and stared fixedly at Lu Yan. After a while, he pulled the quilt over his head and covered himself completely.
He saw the haggard look on Lu Yan's face, and he couldn't help but feel pain in his heart, but when he thought that he was Lu Yan, the heartache lightly jumped, and most of it dissipated, leaving only a touch of bitterness.
"I don't want to see you," Lin Si mumbled under the quilt, "I like Y, but I don't like you."
You are not him, so those loves that Fengyue said in front of her head will not be given to you.
"Can I go first?" Lin Si said, "I want to come out and breathe."
Lu Yan stopped by his bed for a while and said, "I'll come to see you tonight."
"No." Lin Si refused bluntly.
Their meeting became the countdown to parting, Lu Yan helped him put some water glasses that were close to the edge of the table, looked at Lin Si's black hair, turned around and opened the door to go out.
Liao Ji was waiting at the door, seeing Lu Yan coming out, he didn't know how to express himself for a while.
His and Lin Si's standpoints were completely different. If Lin Si didn't choose to be indifferent because of his feelings for Y, then Liao Ji would have no such concerns at all. He straightforwardly thought that Lu Yan was a bastard.
There are no good things for people surnamed Lu.
"Please take care of him." Lu Yan said in a deep voice.
Liao Ji said nonchalantly: "I can't take on Mr. Lu's trouble, I will do what I have to do."
Lu Yanwu wanted to argue with Liao Ji. He stayed by Lin Si's bedside after the susceptibility period ended, and now he was holding on to his energy. He told Liao Ji: "Lin Si came home from the hospital and told me in advance. One word."
Without waiting for Liao Ji's reply, he turned and walked through the empty corridor and disappeared around the corner.
Liao Ji felt that this back figure was extremely lonely. He had never seen such embarrassment on Lu Yan's body, and maybe no one had seen it before. In addition to relieving his anger, he also felt a sense of relief. At least it looked like this. Si is sincere.
He pushed open the door and went in. Lin Si sat up on the bed with his back leaning on the pillow, but stared blankly at the water glass beside the bed.
"How's it going?" Liao Ji asked.
Lin Si regained his composure, lowered his eyes and said, "It's nothing, it's just a long dream and I'm a little dizzy."
"What did you dream about? You have been restless in your sleep."
Liao Ji touched the water glass, it was already cold, he lifted it up, ready to change a glass, but was stopped by Lin Si.
"Give it to me." Lin Si held the water glass in his palm, "Take a disposable cup and pour it out."
Liao Ji just thought he wanted to hold something, so he didn't bother, and said: "You have slept for a week, and Li Jicheng said that you are in estrus, not a fake estrus, but a real estrus, so it lasted a week. "
"Really, I don't feel it." Lin Si looked at the water in the glass and saw his own reflection in the reflection. He shook the glass to make that phantom disappear.
Liao Ji changed his hand to warm water and said, "It's been a lot these days. I heard that Omega will be conscious during the normal estrus period. Unlike you, the previous gland surgery has affected it to some extent. Fortunately, Li Chengcheng I have already prepared for this day earlier." He glanced at Lin Si, "I heard that Lu Yan has directly entered the Alpha-susceptible period because of your pheromone, but his dose of medicine is large, and he woke up in five days …”
"When can I leave the hospital?" Lin Si interrupted him, folded his arms, put his head on it, and said, "I don't want to stay here anymore."
The author has something to say: Alright, in the last chapter of abuse, when Lu starts chasing his wife, he will be happy!