Before leaving Xiaoshan Hospital, Lin Si went to Lu Shaoming's ward. The Deng Tian he met last time was not there, and a middle-aged Beta took care of him instead.
"Is he okay now?" Lin Si asked.
"It's not very good," Beta said. "I had surgery on the night of New Year's Eve, and I basically didn't wake up. I only woke up a few times in the past few months."
Lin Si looked at Lu Shaoming outside the glass window and felt the cool breeze blowing from behind. His thumb pressed on the glass window and followed his line of sight. The place where the thumb landed should be on Lu Shaoming's face.
"Can I survive this year?" Lin Si asked who he was asking, and after a long time, he answered by himself, "It should be easy for the scourge to last for thousands of years."
"Mr. Lin, it's windy, be careful of catching a cold." Beta reminded him from behind.
Lin Si turned his head and raised the end of his eyes slightly.
Beta nodded: "I'm from Mr. Lu, you don't have to worry."
Lin Si received a bouquet of flowers this morning, but no sign was signed. The white gardenias were placed on the bedside.
About Lu Yan.
Lin Si's fingertips still had the fragrance of gardenia petals touched, like a nostalgia that he couldn't let go of.
"The boy from before...Deng Tian," Lin Si couldn't help asking, "Why isn't he here anymore?"
Beta didn't know what happened before, so she just shook her head, Lin Si twitched the corners of her mouth, turned around and went downstairs without further questioning.
Liao Ji finished the discharge procedures, packed Lin Si's things, and asked him, "Go back to live with me?"
Lin Si walked away sullenly, and got into the nanny's car.
"What's the matter?" Liao Ji asked, "I haven't spoken for two days."
Lin Si grabbed the script in his hand and opened it, but he didn't read a word. Liao Ji sighed and said, "Then you should at least tell me where you are going now. Your previous home hasn't been cleaned for a long time, so now it's time to go back to my house." Or go back to Xijiang."
"Before I went to see him, I thought of a lot of ways," Lin Si said suddenly, "If he minds my identity and my lying to him, how can I stick to him and explain..." He touched the edge of the script with his thumb, "I was The way to think of the most rogue is to fake a cry, he has a good temper, so he should soften his heart."
Liao Ji looked at Lin Si like his younger brother raised by him, and couldn't hear him say these humble words.
The corners of his mouth were lowered: "You shouldn't have gone to meet him secretly. Luckily, it was Lu Yan, do you know that, if you change another stranger, I will die suddenly on the spot, believe it or not!" He murmured, " And what do you call deceiving, you just can’t tell the netizens who you are, you are not an ordinary person, and you have the hard work of a whole team of more than a dozen people on your shoulders, so you can get it if you say it?”
Lin Si was noncommittal. He stretched his arms and looked out the window. The weather was fine, and the sun shone on the glass windows of the office building, reflecting rays of light.
A programmer, started a business with the money given by his mother, the company is developing, and Lu Yan has not lied about everything.
"Speaking of which, I'm going to get angry again. I really can't praise you. Just a second ago, I thought you had grown up. You knew that you were careful when you made friends online, but you didn't tell the truth. Then you turned around and ran to meet Ji while I was on vacation. Lin Si, you are really heartless and brainless now, in case your boyfriend is not Lu Yan, but some kind of malicious person, shake this matter out, and everyone in the team will suffer for you, I am admonishing you Wan asked you to..."
Lin Si touched down the script with his fingertips and pressed the footer: "Should I not be angry with Lu Yan?"
The eloquent Liao Ji suddenly misfired, and he asked in a daze, "What?"
Lin Si was in a daze for two days, his whole body was like walking on unsteady clouds, staggering step by step.
"I lied to him, so he lied to me, and I shouldn't be angry with him." Lin Si said, "If he knew that I was Lin Si from the beginning, maybe he wouldn't talk to me at all."
"..." Liao Ji was carried on his back angrily, "Then if you knew he was Lu Yan, would you talk to him?"
In the past, Lin Si could say "impossible" categorically, but now, he really misses Y.
It's not Lu Yan, it's Y.
He couldn't admit in his heart that Y and Lu Yan were the same person, but he couldn't help but miss Y.
The Y he likes will respond to all his unreasonable demands with simple words, laugh often, touch the top of his head and call him baby and idiot, and hug him and say "I miss you".
He will not put on a superior posture to strangers, will not show disgusting and impolite expressions to them, will not make random evaluations of a person as a "commodity", and will not criticize him for not protecting his secrets.
"I don't quite agree with you and Lu Yan being together," Liao Ji said, "Regardless of your past grievances, just Lu Shaoming in the middle is enough for you to keep getting along."
The footer of the script was roughened by Lin Si, and Lin Si didn't turn the page until it was driven to the high shelf.
"Where are you going?" Liao Ji asked, "When you get off the bridge, you have to choose your direction."
Lin Si closed the script and said, "Let's go to Xijiang."
Liao Ji shook his head unobtrusively, opened the soundproof window and told the driver to drive to Xijiang.
The Bubble APP has changed several versions, but the ball on the icon has remained the same. Lin Si curled up his fingers and did not drop them for a long time, and finally switched to social software.
He slept for nearly ten days, and there was no time to reply to the mountain of messages on his phone.
"Xu Xiangyang called you," Liao Ji said, "and Lu Nan, Lin Zisong, Ye Dao, Bottle..."
Lin Si: "What time does the car leave tomorrow morning?"
"Four o'clock." Liao Ji said, "You missed a few scenes, Director Ye specially adjusted the order for you, go early tomorrow, and send some morning tea to the crew to apologize." He emphasized again, "It doesn't matter what's going on with your feelings , You must take your work seriously, and get back to your condition as soon as possible."
Lin Si let out a "hmm".
When the car entered the Xijiang community, Lin Si turned his head and accidentally noticed that the guard post at the gate had changed to a robot, and the property staff who could be seen every time before also had a new face.
After arriving at the parking lot, Lin Si waited for half a minute before getting out of the car, and he took the trolley case from Liao Ji.
"... Do you want me to go up with you?"
Lin Si shook his head: "Lu Yan should go to work."
"Well," Liao Ji stepped into the car with half a leg, and looked back at him unwillingly, "I didn't approve of you falling in love with netizens before, but now the truth has come out, if you still insist on being with Lu Yan, I will support you too .”
Lin Si remained silent and only said, "I don't know."
"Then no matter who it is, whoever you like, you can like it with confidence." Liao Ji said, "I didn't let you fall in love before, and I didn't let you know about those things because I was worried that your glands would not be able to withstand premature estrus. The normal estrus period has passed, and Li Jiji said it is a good development, so my task ends here."
There was no need to say thank you between him and Liao Ji, so he nodded and turned to go upstairs.
When he stepped out of the elevator door, he only felt as if he just went out yesterday, and he was so excited that he ran to see Lu Yan.
He couldn't remember when Lu Yan began to change his attitude towards him, but he could probably guess that it was after Lu Yan knew his true identity.
The door lock clicked, Lin Si turned around and picked up the suitcase, bent over to take off his shoes, the ugly cat face slippers he usually wore were neatly placed in the entrance facing him.
Like waiting for him to come home.
As soon as Lin Si took a step away, he saw Lu Yan coming out of the door. He was wearing a meticulous shirt and tie.
Lin Si stretched back the hand that was going to hold the trolley case.
They looked at each other from a long distance, like old friends who had been away for many years, close to home and timid, and looked at each other silently.
"I'm back." Lu Yan said.
His voice fell next to Lin Si's ear, and Lin Si's heart fell to the ground. He put his hand on the lever in the same position as before, and said, "En."
"Is there no problem with your body?" Lu Yan asked him again, but he didn't take a step forward to meet him.
Lin Si also didn't move at the same place: "Doctor Li said that there is no major problem. If the estrus period can be regular and I have normal consciousness, I will be more than half fine."
Hang Hang jumped out of Lu Yan's room, ran very fast, but stopped abruptly when he reached Lu Yan's feet, and then rubbed Lu Yan's suit pants flatteringly.
"Bubble." Lu Yan said, "I think it's better to call it Bubble."
The memory flashed back to the night that Lin Si loved the most, his nose was instantly sore, his throat choked up, and he tried to lower his eyelids to maintain a calm surface, and said: "Call it whatever you want, I don't have time to raise it, if you are not at home , return it to Duan Yang."
"The cat is mine," Lu Yan said, "Duan Yang is an excuse."
When shopping, or when Bubble came to the house, Lu Yan said that he didn't know how to keep cats, so he asked Lin Si who had just packed up and ran away to go home. Lin Si didn't think it was strange, because he really didn't think about Lu Yan. Would lie about something like this, just to trick myself into going home.
"Then let auntie come back, I can't take it to the set." Lin Si said.
Lu Yan bowed his waist, touched the top of Pao Pao's head, and patted Pao Pao's legs. Pao Pao ran away and walked around a few times, only to find that the former owner, Lin Si, had returned home. Beside Lin Si, looked up at Lin Si with big barking eyes.
"I... during the estrus period, who will take care of it?"
"I called my aunt before I was hospitalized." Lu Yan said, "It's not hungry."
Lin Si squatted down, stretched out his hand to hug Bubble, felt that it had gained weight, and its personality was much more lively, and it was not obvious that it used to be timid and shy in the few steps it had just rushed out of Lu Yan's room.
About the new name Feng Shui is good.
"Put down your luggage first." Lu Yan said, "Change into the clothes you wore from the hospital."
Lin Si let out a "hmm", played with bubbles, dragged his luggage and walked in. When he came to Lu Yan, he turned sideways, lowered his head, and passed him by.
"Quilt, I changed a new set for you, which is exactly the same as the one you used before." Lu Yan said, "The previous set was placed in the room to dry, and it smelled musty. Auntie asked the aunt to wash the doll and take it to the rooftop. It should be better after a few times in the sun, but it also helped you put it on the end of your feet."
The quilt on the bed was neatly folded into tofu cubes, which was Lu Yan's way of doing things. Lin Si leaned the suitcase against the wall, turned around and stopped Lu Yan in front of the door, and stared at Lu Yan with good-looking eyes like Pao Pao before.
"Are you Y?" Lin Si asked softly.
"Yes." Lu Yan explained to him, "Leyou is my company. I started this company with the first bonus I got from participating in the Turing Competition at university plus a little bit of my mother's trust fund. I noticed that the name is under the name of my college classmates, so most people only know that Shangpin is mine, but they don’t know that Leyou is also mine.”
"The day I met you in the square, the development department sent a test account. It happened that the tester was your fan, and they answered questions according to your preferences, so the matching degree was so high." Lu Yan said, "Later, the account was all I'm using it, I didn't confess to you, because I didn't think it was necessary, I never thought I would build a relationship with someone online."
"Lin Si, you are my accident." He said, "The best accident."
The author has something to say: The last few chapters are more difficult to write, and I came a little late, bowing to everyone. I didn't say anything about making Lu Yan forcefully chase his wife to the crematorium. Two newbies in love will always stumble a little bit. Let's watch later, so I don't want to spoil too much.