Lin Si stood in the door, staring blankly at Lu Yan, as if he had never heard a confession from him, nor did he seem to have heard so many words from Lu Yan.
They looked at each other speechlessly, even the air was silent.
Lu Yan took a step back to make the safe distance between them bigger.
"Have you got a meal yet?"
The chance to have a good talk with Lu Yan was fleeting, Lin Si hurriedly grabbed Lu Yan's wrist: "I'm sorry."
After the expected answer came down, Lu Yan lowered his eyes: "I know."
Before going to meet him, he knew that Lin Si would not accept him.
Although Lu Shaoming has been very kind to Lin Si these years, and Lin Si has stayed in Shengshi Entertainment, but I am afraid that he has not forgotten what happened at the beginning. He signed a contract of sale with Shengshi, and the contract cannot be terminated before the expiration date. They are not willing to waste the exorbitant termination fee in vain , and the resources of Shengshi are good, so they have not forcibly terminated the contract and left, just waiting for the contract to expire this year.
"I'm not... what I mean is," Lin Si grabbed the bones of his hand, and put his palm against the back of his hand, as if he didn't know what to say first, struggled twice before opening his mouth, "I don't dislike you, What I said that day was a little too much."
Before the light in Lu Yan's eyes lit up, he said eagerly again: "But can you give me some time, I'm also in a mess now, and I'm going to the production team soon, I'm afraid that I will be fired by the director for thinking about these things."
Lin Si wanted to say a lot, but he could only think of which one to say, incoherent: "You used to look down on me... I don't know what you think of me, but you seem to be able to accept Omega, you have had Omega, and you usually drink milk , then you won’t be too disgusted with my pheromone smell, do you really think I’m your father’s lover as Liao Ji joked?”
He didn't let Lu Yan talk, rubbed his fingertips and said non-stop: "I didn't have one, a long time ago... I don't remember the exact time, maybe half a year after my gland operation failed, maybe about seven or eight months, old Mr. Lu He told me to go to his office, I stabbed him with a knife, and he stopped harassing me... Later, when I became famous, he was worried that other agencies would poach me, so he always treated me very well.”
Lin Si omitted the two months of being hidden by Shengshi Entertainment. He had no job, no cooperation, and no income. Even Liao Ji was assigned to be an assistant to other artists. Fortunately, the copyright of the previous song was accidentally bought by a short video website. After the explosion, coupled with fans collectively blasting Shengshi Entertainment official, the company allowed him to start working again.
Lu Yan didn't know about this matter, he and Lin Si only met that little when he was young, and then deliberately avoided seeing each other again, and also cut off the way to get news about him, so it was difficult to know the inside story.
After learning that Lu Shaoming was trying to attack Lin Si, the pain in his heart turned into scarlet eyes. He relaxed all the muscles in his body and tried not to scare Lin Si.
After confirming that Lin Si didn't want to continue talking, Lu Yan gritted his teeth and said, "I never doubted you."
His voice was so fierce that Lin Si was stunned.
Lu Yan let out a breath, and it took him a while to recover. He lightly raised his other hand, trying to touch Lin Si's head, but put it down when he felt it was inappropriate, and said, "With your hatred for him, it's impossible to agree to his request." Require."
Lin Si tilted his head after knowing it, but he still couldn't accept that Lu Yan lowered his head and talked to him. He retracted his hand that grabbed Lu Yan's wrist, touched his trouser pocket, and stood there.
"Have you eaten yet?" Lu Yan asked him again.
Lin Si let out a "hmm", then reacted and said, "I didn't eat."
"What do you want to eat?" Lu Yan asked him.
After talking with Lu Yan on the phone, Lin Si had mixed feelings in his heart, and he was not in the mood to study what to eat, so he shook his head lightly.
Lu Yan took out his mobile phone and rummaged through it: "Do you want to eat Hunan food?"
"You don't like spicy food?" Lin Si asked him in a daze.
"I can just order two non-spicy ones." Lu Yan said.
Lin Si glanced at the kitchen and said, "Let me make it, what do you want to eat, it should only take ten minutes for Xijiang to deliver the ingredients."
Lu Yan handed him the phone: "You pick."
There was still Lu Yan's body temperature on the phone, but Lin Si felt extremely hot while holding it in his palm.
"Just now you said you don't like me, do you mean you like me?" Lu Yan asked suddenly.
Lin Si added a finger to the vegetable basket, and after a while, he said "Yes", but he was afraid that Lu Yan would force him to agree to a relationship next time, so he said, "I'm going to join the group tomorrow..."
"Have you been living on the set?" Lu Yan asked him.
Lin Si placed a good order, returned the mobile phone to Lu Yan, and said hesitantly: "The crew is also in Beicheng, and they will go to another place to film next month."
"Are you back usually?"
"It's hard to come back. I also want to stay on the set longer. I already made an exception for Ye Daoxuan. If I don't have to do my best, I'm really afraid that he will change actors midway."
They stood in the corridor for too long and simply sat in the living room. Lin Si finally had a chance to turn on the TV to make the atmosphere lively.
There were too many heart-to-heart talks, and they all tacitly stopped chatting. After sitting and watching the financial news for a while, Lu Yan asked, "Do you want to watch a TV series?"
"ah?"
"Aren't you going to film a movie?" Lu Yan ordered TV dramas on the console and asked, "Which one do you like?"
Lin Si looked around and said, "Let's watch the latest new drama. I heard that there is an old drama that has exploded... Yes, it's this one, "Once Upon a Bright Moon"."
When the page of "Once Upon a Bright Moon" opened, Lu Yanshi tapped his fingertips: "It's difficult for Lu to act?"
"Do you also know about Lu Nan?" Lin Si said, "Lu Nan played the male supporting role, and Qin Xiao is also in it. The protagonists of this TV series, Alpha and Omega, are the queens of previous TV shows. The lineup is very good. I think Lu Nan The difficult character is very likable, although he didn't live to the end."
Lu Yan let out a "hmm" and asked him, "Is there any actor you like?"
"I seldom watched TV dramas before, and sometimes I would learn more about them in order to write theme songs," Lin Si said. Among the few actors I met, I think Brother Xiangyang and Lu Nan are good, and Brother Song is Lin Zisong from Dao Ye's side."
Lu Yan nodded, opened the first episode, and when the title screen appeared, Lin Si introduced the protagonist's name and previous masterpieces to him.
"You have a good memory." Lu Yan said suddenly.
Lin Si raised the corners of his mouth proudly: "Well, I can remember the general idea after reading it once."
Lu Yan seldom praised others, and for a while, he only said a simple "very powerful".
Just after reading the beginning, the specific bell of the courier at the door dinged twice, Lin Si ran out, took the food from the courier cabinet, and saw the little robot turning the corner from a distance.
So when I entered the door, I mentioned: "Seeing that the robot has been changed at the gate of the community, it seems that the people in the property have also changed a batch."
"In the case of leaking the surveillance video before, I checked the information department, and then checked again, and the security department was implicated, so a new group of people was changed." Lu Yan added slowly, "The people involved have been transferred to the agency, and they should pay a fine If you pay a fine, you should be detained."
Lin Si thought of the night that Lu Yan stayed with him, his heart sank, and he said, "Watch TV for a while, I'll cook first."
With an independent space for activities, Lin Si breathed a sigh of relief, he still had no way to stay under the same roof with Lu Yan naturally.
In addition to feeling Alpha's natural sense of oppression, Lin Si has to work hard to integrate him with Y. This state is between "feeling that he can treat him like Y" and "can't show any intimacy to Lu Yan". wandering.
Pao Pao Pa watched at the kitchen door, felt Lu Yan's pheromone smell, and followed in after smelling it.
"What kind of food?" Lu Yan asked.
Lin Si's potato-cutting hand was turned away, and the square potato pieces were cut into trapezoids.
"I just bought coconut milk and curry to make curry chicken." Lin Si said, "Cut some potatoes and carrots and put them in."
Lu Yan was beside him: "What can I do for you?"
After seeing Lu Yan’s grand occasion of frying steaks, Lin Si didn’t quite believe him as a kitchen killer, but it seemed that Lu Yan insisted on sticking in, so he could only point out to him: “Then wash the carrots and something else. Blue flower."
Lu Yan started to roll up the sleeves of his shirt, Lin Si glanced at him, and reminded: "Otherwise, go change your clothes, it's easy to get dirty."
"Um."
After Lu Yan went out, Lin Si looked back at him through the glass window.
He didn't change all his clothes, probably because he hurried back from the company after knowing that he was discharged from the hospital.
It was a lie to say that he didn't like Lu Yan. When he saw Lu Yan in front of the hospital bed, he could only remember the bad things that Lu Yan had done to him. He said he didn't like it, that he was not Y, but when Lu Yan left, he stopped It was hard to live, and during those two days lying in the hospital, he went through the chat records in the Pao Pao software several times from beginning to end, and found that there was no way for him not to talk to Y.
It's a lie not to like Lu Yan.
Like is true.
Lin Si knew.
Lin Si has always been single-threaded when it comes to love. He thinks that liking is just liking, and he admits that he likes it when asked. He thinks the state of love should be like that, and when in love, it should be like that.
He still wants to be with Lu Yan, even if there is Lu Shaoming and the less friendly predecessor between them, he is willing to digest it by himself, although it will take some time.
When he can be with Lu Yan again, he wants them to be the same as before.
We can hug each other and gently say "I miss you so much", instead of being awkward and tough together like now.
After he finished cutting the potatoes, Lu Yan just came back. There was no carrot, so Lin Si cut the chicken first, turning his head to look at Lu Yan from time to time.
The slender knuckles bent, encircled the carrot, and washed it up and down along the water flow. This went back and forth four or five times, neither fast nor slow.
Lin Si recalled a similar scene in the short video.
After being stared at for a while, Lu Yan turned his head and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay, I just think of something, and it feels quite similar." Lin Si lowered his head and continued to cut the chicken breast, and asked sullenly, "Will you do this to Omega? Those before."
Lu Yan stopped patting the carrot, as if he didn't hear clearly, asked: "What?"
"As for Deng Tian and the like, you also—" Lin Si stretched out his hand, learning how to move up and down on Lu Yan's carrot, "Are you like them?"
He continued to cut the chicken breasts after making gestures. He is a very open-minded person, but he was jealous for the first time, and he didn't know how to endure the sour feelings in his patience, so he said it out and asked Lu Yan.
If Lu Yan answered yes, Lin Si would feel a little heartache... Maybe a little more than a little.
If Lu Yan answered no, Lin Si wanted to ask him what position he had with the Omega on the bed, and then feel more heartbroken for a while.
"Although I still don't know when I will be able to fall in love with you normally... But that day should come," Lin Si said, "You have such a prodigal past, and I can't help it," Lin Si said in a low voice. voice, with a strong sadness in his tone, "But I have to know how much you have wandered before. If there are too many, I will feel very sad."
Lu Yan held the carrot with both hands and broke the carrot in the middle.
The author has something to say: Lu Yan: Lu Nan will be subject to the second dark shark tonight.
Lu Nan:? ? ? Although I took your wife to watch the film, I didn't make your wife doubt you, so why blame me again
After picking up the cat home, I found some minor illnesses, and took it to the hospital, so yesterday’s update was dropped. QAQ has been more coded these days!