The heavy curtains covered all the scenery, Lin Si rarely sat very straight, he was silent, looking at his knees, but his eyes were empty, even if the nanny car braked, he only moved with inertia, without changing his expression .
"Don't be so lost." Liao Ji held his hand, but found that he couldn't say anything to comfort Lin Si.
They all thought that when this day came, it would be a grand spiritual carnival.
Unexpectedly, no one had such a happy mood.
Liao Ji sighed and was in a daze with Lin Si.
The car stopped at the parking lot of Xiaoshan Hospital, Lin Si put on sunglasses and a mask, and got into the elevator.
He didn't know where Lu Yan was, and he didn't know why he came here, but it seemed that he should come here at this moment.
Maybe to see Lu Yan, maybe to see Lu Shaoming, anyway he came.
When the elevator went up to the special care floor, Lin Si was stunned for a few seconds before stepping out.
It turned out that the quiet floor was full of noise, Lin Si didn't understand it for a while, and looked back at Liao Ji, and asked, "Did we go wrong?"
It stands to reason that the news of Lu Shaoming's death has been blocked in a small area, so there shouldn't be so many people surrounding the ward.
He and Liao Ji walked a few steps, grabbed a nurse, and asked in a low voice, "Where is Mr. Lu?"
"I don't know..." The nurse pointed, "Maybe it's among those people..."
Even Liao Ji couldn't stop her, so the nurse hurried downstairs.
"What's going on?" Liao Ji pressed Lin Si, "You wait here, I'll go over and see the situation first."
"It's okay, I'll go there with you, it's nothing strange for me to come here to see Lu Shaoming." Lin Si said.
They rushed into the crowd, and Lin Si suddenly saw a familiar figure from the back...mainly seeing the dazzling yellow hair.
But in an instant, that figure disappeared again.
Lin Si hurriedly called Lu Nan, and after connecting, he asked, "Where are you?"
"I have something to do, I'm outside."
The sound coming from the earphones was really loud.
Lin Si asked directly: "Are you in Xiaoshan Hospital?"
"Huh?" Lu Nan seemed to be walking and said, "How do you know?"
Lin Si finally saw Lu Nan again: "Turn back, turn around, I'm at the corner of the elevator entrance."
As he said that, Lu Nan turned his head, reacted for two seconds, then waved to Lin Si, and then walked through the crowd to find him.
"Why are you here?" He grabbed Lin Si and asked.
Lin Si was also confused: "I still want to ask why you are here."
"..." Lu Nan couldn't say a word, took a breath, and said, "I'll see my father die."
Lin Si: "???"
Lu Nan: "...I am Lu Shaoming's son."
Lin Si: "???"
Lu Nan clicked his tongue, took Lin Si to an inconspicuous place, and asked in a low voice, "Why did Lu Yan make you stand here and not call you?"
"He didn't know I was coming." Lin Si said, "I didn't tell."
Lu Nan lured him away: "He is too busy now, find a lounge and wait for him."
"You know me and Lu Yan—"
"I knew it from playing games that day." Lu Nan said, "I can still hear Lu Yan's voice."
Lin Si let out an oh, and when they passed by the crowd, Lin Si felt that many people's eyes were on Lu Nan.
"Why do they all look at you?" Lin Si asked in a low voice.
Lu Nan smiled disdainfully: "They are not looking at me, they are staring at me. When Lu Yan comes out in a while, there will be more people staring at him." He opened an office, placed Lin Si, and said, "Because those people They are all illegitimate children, except Lu Yan."
"Of course, I'm also an illegitimate child."
Lin Si opened his lips in surprise, turned his head to look outside the door, and stammered: "Then... so many?"
"No, maybe half, maybe seven or eight. Some young ones look like my bad father's sons, but they are actually Omega that he slept in somewhere, and now they are all vying to come over to share the inheritance." Lu was stunned. To him, he shrugged helplessly, "It looks like the emperor died, the concubines in the harem—forget it, he is not worthy of being compared to the emperor."
Before Lin Si could digest it, he scratched the back of his hand: "Does Lu Yan know?"
"Who else doesn't know? I knew I was an illegitimate child since elementary school. Lu Yan is even worse. It seems that he lost his mother when he was seven or eight years old. He must be familiar with these things." Lu Nan said, "My dad said As for my Omega's father, he said that when Lu Yan's mother was still alive, Lu Shaoming had already had several mistresses, and he probably pissed his mother to death."
He spoke casually and relaxedly, but Lin Si listened to it with a weight of great importance. Everyone said that Lu Yan was the proud son of heaven, and that he was a winner in life. With the support of the Yu family and the importance of Lu Shaoming, no one had a better life than him. Envy.
And Lu Yan has always behaved like this, he has never shown any weak or uncomfortable emotions in front of others, he does not talk about himself, lives smoothly, as if he has not experienced any setbacks, and is so strong that there is no gap.
How painful it would be to smooth out the difficult and rough traces of life with the palm of your hand.
Lin Si grabbed the phone and looked down to find Lu Yan's number.
"Call him, my dad is still outside, I'll go and see him." Before going out, Lu Nan said to Liao Ji, "Stay here, otherwise it won't be easy to find."
There was Lu Yan's phone number on the phone, and Lin Si had already recited it. He held the phone, but couldn't press it immediately.
What to say
Anyone who knew what happened back then probably wouldn't believe that Lin Si was sincerely comforting him. Even Lin Si himself was afraid of himself, so he couldn't simply give Lu Yan a hug.
He just sent a text message and asked: [Where are you?]
"Call me," Liao Ji advised him, "You're all here, you just want to see him."
Lin Si took a breath, pressed the dial button, and the call was answered after many rings.
"It's me." Lin Si said.
Lu Yan's voice was hoarse, as if he hadn't drank water for a long time, or he was too tired to speak.
"Um."
"Where are you? I'm in the hospital." Lin Si asked.
Lu Yan paused and said, "It's in Dean Li's office."
Lin Si hurriedly got up and said to him, "I'll go find you."
"On the seventh floor." Lu Yan's voice was a little softer, as if he had confirmed something with others before returning, "Where are you, I'll go pick you up."
"No, just take the elevator, I won't get lost." Lin Si said, "You deal with things first, I'll be there in five minutes."
After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone and walked out without stopping. When he passed the door of the ward, he bumped into a shoulder with a man in black.
Lin Si lowered his head: "Sorry."
But the man took off his glasses and grabbed Lin Si's arm: "You're here too?"
"You..." Lin Si opened his eyes wide, "You are..."
Five years ago he made a special investigation, and his name was Zhou Li.
Zhou Li is exactly the Omega that Lin Si met on the top floor of the prosperous world when Lin Si went to beg Lu Shaoming five years ago.
"Are you surprised to see me?" Zhou Li smiled slightly, and looked towards the ward, "How can I not be present at this time."
Lin Si pulled up the mask.
"Your purpose is the same as mine," Zhou Li whispered in his ear, "It's all to see how he died."
Lin Si turned his head.
"Yo, you're pretty hypocritical."
Zhou Li pulled Lin Si's arm and dragged him away, but he didn't expect that Lin Si was much stronger than him.
Lin Si grabbed Zhou Li's forearm with his backhand, and asked him coldly, "What do you want to say to me?"
Zhou Li smiled, a little crazy: "Don't act with me, don't you come here for the same purpose as me? Or do you think you can get a share of the inheritance? You are an Alpha, and if Lu Shaoming slept with you, I'm afraid there will be no one Believe it."
Lin Si pushed him away vigorously, seeing him hit the solid wall, but he didn't take back his strength.
"Are we familiar?" Lin Si asked, "What do you care about me?"
Zhou Li tilted his head: "Why are you pretending to be so lofty? At that time in the prosperous age, didn't you go to Lu Shaoming crying? What's the difference with me? Now that everyone is relieved, why don't you have fun together?" He squinted his eyes, "Do you know where Lu Shaoming was before he had a stroke? He was on my bed. He thought he could catch it. In fact, he was an old guy who couldn't lift. He fell down after a few moves. I thought something was wrong with him. It was a stroke, and I never woke up after this stroke, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!"
Lin Si quickly withdrew his hand, and rarely uttered a bad word: "You are sick."
"Actually, you're really happy, huh?!" Zhou Li said, "What's the difference between you and me, or is it that you're an Alpha, and he treats you differently in bed? Does he not want to hit you? Or—"
Before he could finish speaking, Lin Si slammed his elbow against the wall, making a bang.
Zhou Li gritted his teeth in pain, but he was still smiling: "Lin Si, you're just pretending, you're here because you want Lu Shaoming to die sooner!"
When Lin Si gritted his teeth to control himself, a warm arm gently hugged him to his side.
Being pressed by Lin Si's throat for too long, Zhou Li supported the wall with his hands, coughed violently, and stared at Lu Yan and Lin Si fiercely, but Lu Yan's eyes were too cold, like cold iron that had just been sharpened, but In a few seconds, Zhou Li was overwhelmed by that powerful suppressive force.
Lu Yan pulled Lin Si's wrist and took him away.
After the elevator door closed, Lin Si's breathing became heavy, and his hands and feet trembled slightly.
It was rare for Lin Si to be so angry, Lu Yan had no choice but to squeeze his palm.
"Don't pay attention to this kind of person next time."
Entering the unoccupied office, Lin Si immediately held Lu Yan with his backhand, and looked up at him.
"I'm not..." Lin Si also grabbed it with the other hand, speaking incoherently, "I want to come to the hospital, I want to see Lu Shaoming, but I'm not as bad as he said, I don't pray for such things to happen every day, I hate Lu Shaoming, but I..."
Lin Si didn't know why he said these things. He was not defending himself, nor was he trying to prove that he was a kind person. It was just that his mind was in a mess, and Zhou Li's words were in his ears. He had to question himself, did he As he said, he had been looking forward to Lu Shaoming's death for a long time.
From the beginning, he didn't understand what he was doing here. It seemed that now he grabbed Lu Yan's hand and said all the words in his heart, so that he could understand his own thoughts and find the exit in the chaos.
"I just hope he's the same as before... Just lay there, don't have to die..."
"Baby." Lu Yan pulled him into his arms, "You just came to say goodbye to him."
Lin Si was stunned for a long time, buried his head on Lu Yan's shoulder, from sobbing to crying bitterly, he hugged Lu Yan tightly with his arms, and kept repeating "I'm sorry".
"sorry Sorry… "
"I'm not sorry," Lu Yan patted him on the shoulder, lowered the corners of his eyes with moisture, and whispered, "Everything is over."
He and him, all the life that was bestowed by Lu Shaoming, the darkness, the darkness, the unspeakable hatred and the unexpressed pain, all passed away silently with the extinguishment of fate.