For a long time, in the eyes of Xiao Yu's case, [all] was undoubtedly the culprit behind his tragic end in the first half of his life. This inexplicable thing controlled his life, restricted his freedom, and made him live extremely aggrieved. He has imagined more than once how happy he would be without [all].
[All] said before he left that it exists to help him complete his predetermined destiny and doom. If the Dao of Heaven is truly inviolable, then are [all] still harming him
His childhood memories were lost seventy-seven/eighty-eight. From the moment he had memories, [all] had been in his body. [All] What he said to him is far more than Li Xianting and Mu Yingyang. For him who was ignorant when he was young, [both] are both teachers and friends, and are a trustworthy partner. His ability to grow into the character he has today is inseparable from [everything].
If there is no [all] reminding him not to be sincere to anyone, he would not be the current Xiao Yu case. Like the life he just saw, he will be brutally trampled on by the people he cares about.
He will respect and love Li Xianting, he will treat Mu Yingyang as his own younger brother, he will call Xiao Du "elder brother" for the rest of his life, and he will have a hazy affection for Gu Louyin.
Then, he was abandoned, slandered, used, blood was taken, his body was broken and his heart died, he saw through the world, and finally died on Dongguan Mountain.
Because of the existence of [all], although he experienced all this, he was in a completely different state of mind. His body was tortured beyond human form, but his heart never died. He wants to live, to get rid of [all], to get rid of entangled people and things, and to live freely.
If everything he was going to experience had been written down in his destiny, and he couldn't escape no matter what, then [everything] was not harming him, but saving him.
If his fate really ended on Dongguan Mountain, then every moment he lives now should not belong to him.
[All] What is it... Who spied on his fate, and in order to let him survive, he did not hesitate to deceive the way of heaven and go against the sky
Xiao Yu's case took a deep breath, sucked into the icy lake water, and coughed violently and silently.
All the light particles penetrated into his body, and there was a chaotic darkness in front of him. In the boundless silence, he heard someone whispering his nickname:
Ayu, Ayu...
Xiao Yuan opened his lips, "Master..."
The gentle voice suddenly disappeared, replaced by another familiar voice: "Xiao Yu case."
Xiao Yukan suddenly opened his eyes, a pale jade face came into view, and the clear breath surrounded him, making his heartbeat like a drum gradually calm down.
Gu Louyin didn't ask him anything, just hugged him and looked at him, as if he was going to disappear in the next moment.
Xiao Yu'an held his hand and said, "I'm fine." Gu Louyin's palm was colder than usual.
Gu Louyin said "um", tightened his arms, and buried his face in Xiao Yu's neck.
Xiao Yukan felt his body trembling insensibly, forced a smile, and said, "I just accidentally fell into the lake, how can I scare you like this."
Gu Louyin stabilized his mind and said, "Lake? You didn't fall into the lake."
"Then I am..."
"You suddenly lost consciousness."
Xiao Yuan looked down at his clothes, and sure enough, it was still dry. "This lake is really unusual," he said. "Have you seen it? It belongs to your heaven."
Gu Lou said: "No."
"It seems that you are not destined for heaven."
Gu Louyin asked, "Did you see it?"
Xiao Yukan nodded, "But I only saw the past, not the future."
Gu Louyin thought for a while and said, "What the beggar sees is the future."
Xiao Yu's eyes sank slightly, "That's because he has a future."
Gu Louyin was vaguely uneasy, "What do you mean?"
Xiao Yu's case was noncommittal, and he turned his attention to the lake again. Gu Louyin blocked his eyes and said, "Don't look at it."
Xiao Yu's case pretended to be relaxed and smiled: "Okay, don't look at it. Let's go back."
The two returned to the inn in Lizhou, and happened to see the little beggar from before. The runners did what they said, and this time poured freshly boiled hot water directly on them. Fortunately, the little beggar quickly escaped.
Xiao Yu Case stopped the little beggar and asked, "Didn't I give you money before, why are you still begging here?"
The little beggar's eyes lit up, "Ben Gong!"
"Don't be gracious, I'll ask you something."
The little beggar said embarrassedly, "I took the money to see Aunt Sun's doctor."
Xiao Yu's case laughed: "You come in with me."
Paotang heard the words: "Guest officer, this... This is not good. Letting a beggar in the store will affect other customers."
Xiao Yu said: "I'll take him back to the room. You go and prepare some good dishes to deliver."
With Xiao Yu's case with him, the little beggar entered the inn arrogantly.
After the dishes were ready, Xiao Yu said, "Let's eat."
The little beggar was flattered: "Is it really okay to eat?"
Xiao Yukan smiled and nodded, and the little beggar immediately devoured it. When he was almost done eating, Xiao Yuan asked, "You said before that you saw two 'immortals' invite you to dinner in a dream, do they look like this?"
"Ah?" The little beggar's mouth was stuffed with meat, he raised his head subconsciously, and was stunned.
Gu Louyin took off his hood, his long silver hair hanging down on his chest. Xiao Yu's case also returned to his original appearance, looking at him with a half-smile.
The little beggar swallowed the food and was incoherently excited: "You, you..."
Looking at his reaction, the Xiao Yu case will know the answer. He asked, "What else did you see besides us?"
The two people in front of them each had their own good looks. The little beggar couldn't tell which one was more beautiful, but he liked the black-haired one more, because the other white-haired one had no expression on his face, and he didn't look very close.
Xiao Yu said, "What about you?"
The little beggar regained his senses and said, "I... I forgot."
Xiao Yu said: "In your dreams, you have always been there, right?"
The little beggar said blankly, "I've always been there... What does this mean?"
Xiao Yu's case changed to a simple statement: "Everything you saw in your dreams was seen with your own eyes?"
The little beggar said, "Of course."
Xiao Yu's eyes narrowed, "I see."
After the little beggar was full, the Xiao Yu case dismissed him. Gu Lou said: "Can you only see your own destiny in the lake?"
"It should be like this," Xiao Yu said thoughtfully, "so what Li Xianting saw should be his own future. But I always feel that something is not right..."
He had a hunch that what Li Xianting saw must have something to do with him.
Gu Louyin couldn't help but said, "What did you see in the lake?"
Xiao Yu's case pondered deeply, and suddenly opened his eyes wide, and said, "I have a memory that was taken away by someone."
Gu Lou Yin said: "You mean, your childhood memories?"
Xiao Yu's heartbeat began to accelerate, "It seems that since I can remember, Li Xianting has been by my side. Before that, my memory was completely blank."
Gu Lou said: "Xuan Lezong has a secret method that can retrieve lost memories."
Xiao Yu had heard Xiao Du mention this before, but he was not interested in remembering how close he was with Xiao Du when he was a child, so he refused to retrieve his memory. but now…
"Let's go," Xiao Yu said, "Let's go to Xuanle Sect and congratulate Sect Master Shen Shao in advance."
The author has something to say: Master does not have too many crematoriums because he does not need to be cremated orz
PS: The next chapter should be fifteen again, Ayu will be taught to be a man~