"Then, every time Hutton humiliates me, I don't resist, feel ashamed, or even feel pain, he will feel happy and comfortable. This kind of happiness and comfort is the reward for 'he bullied me'. He gets The more rewards you get, the more you want to bully me."
"This metaphor is very appropriate!" Holt stared at Suye carefully with his eyes wide open. He didn't expect him to say such reasonable words.
Suye continued: "However, when you eat honey, do you sometimes get tired of eating?"
"Yes!" Holt said.
"Then you might drop the honey, but before long, you'll want to eat something better, or, you'll want to try something that's more expensive, like the magic bee honey."
"That's it!" Holt replied.
Suye said: "So, Hutton is the same. He keeps humiliating me. If I behave in the same pain forever, after a long time, he will feel that the rewards are less. Then, he will definitely want more rewards. Or, when he Something is not happy and he wants more rewards to make himself happy. What do you think he will do?"
"Aggravate humiliation and even hurt you!" Holt replied solemnly.
"The answer is correct. Therefore, I have to interrupt his reward at all costs to prevent him from forming a habit of humiliating me. When he realizes that the result of humiliating me is not a reward but pain, he will definitely stop." Su Ye said.
"I see, you've become stronger." Huot stared at Su ye seriously.
Suye smiled and said, "You don't understand."
"What do you mean? I know I'm stupid." Holt was helpless. His stupidity had been ridiculed since he was a child. He joined Plato Academy when he was 20 years old. He has not been promoted to a warrior apprentice for five years. He has already broken the list of the worst students in Plato Academy. All records that can be broken. So even if he is said to be the stupidest and the second stupidest, he doesn't care at all.
"There are many reasons why he bullied me. The reward I mentioned is just one reason. Just knowing the reason will indeed make me do it, but it won't let me do it so quickly."
"Then why did you do it so quickly?"
Suye smiled and said, "I'm thinking, what will happen to me if I don't resist."
"How about it?"
"In the beginning, I will be in pain, then I will be afraid, afraid, depressed, doubt myself, deny myself, and finally, I will be numb. I will let them bully and never resist, I will become his boyhood Toys, and all of these will become a scar on my heart, penetrating and shattering. Even when I grow up, I will panic and have nightmares when I think of it. Even if I I have status, wealth, and power, but I still have this scar on my heart, which is penetrating and shattering."
Looking at Su ye, Huot felt a faint chill in his heart.
The blue-eyed girl who was eavesdropping on the conversation between the two lightly clenched her right fist.
Suye continued: "If I surrender now and kneel now, then I will live in the shadow of humiliation all my life. I asked myself at the time, would I be willing to live like that? Would I be willing to hold my wound and cry every day? I Are you willing to cry bitterly after waking up from nightmares every time? I don't want to! So, even if I die now, I must prevent him from destroying my future!"
"But, what if he really goes crazy and kills you..." Holt looked worried.
Suye smiled slightly, pointed to his heart, and said, "Compared with death, I'm more afraid of living in that scar."
"I seem to understand, but I still don't understand." Holt scratched his head in embarrassment.
Suye smiled and said, "Forward, I understand the reason, and backward, I understand the meaning. Knowing the cause and effect, I can only do it."
Huot just looked at Suye blankly, and said for a long time, "You are really different."
"Forced by life." Su ye actually had something deeper to say. He reached out to pat him on the shoulder, but couldn't reach him. He patted his upper arm and walked back to his seat.
The blue-eyed girl had a magic book in front of her, but her gaze was a little wandering.
"As expected of the legendary Plato Academy of Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, no wonder the magicians here are better than the noble academy. Even the last three people have such wisdom, strategies, and knowledge. How extraordinary? It seems that even though I am already a Black Iron Warrior, I still have to put away my pride and arrogance and study hard.”
The blue-eyed girl thought to herself, lightly clenched her fists, raised her chest and raised her head, her eyes were full of fighting spirit.
At this moment, Su Ye realized that he had neglected his new classmate, and said in a low voice, "Hi, my name is Su Ye, what's your name?"
The blue-eyed girl turned sideways slightly, her fair neck was as graceful as a swan, and her eyes moved like a blue light sweeping across the classroom.
She pushed the spellbook between them, her finger on the lower right side of the cover.
"Palos?" Su ye read out.
Palos nodded, took back the magic book, and continued to study hard.
"It's so cold not to say a word. However, it may be because you can't speak? Poor child..." Su Ye thought.
Su ye remembered that there was a letter just now, so he opened it.
It was another deskmate Jimmy who sent it when he was sitting down.
"I would like to remind you to stay away from the blue-eyed girl. It is said that she is a big shot. Even Luo Long treats her very politely and keeps her distance."
Su Ye glanced at Palos from the corner of his eye, and then at Luo Long, and found that Luo Long was quieter than usual today.
Luo Long is different from ordinary classmates.
He always wore black leather armor, and always carried a spear and short sword with him.
Luo Long was considered a big shot in the class. He enrolled in the middle of the last semester, and he ranked first in the final exam, surpassing the original No. 1 Lake.
And Lake has a talent, a photographic memory, which makes many people can't believe it.
There are a lot of gossip about Luo Long. It is said that his family is at least the family of the Earl of Sanctuary, or even the family of the legendary Marquis.
Since he entered this class, he put on an appearance of rejecting people thousands of miles away, and only interacted with a few nobles in the academy.
I don't know if it's because of his aloofness or the slight melancholy in his eyes, he is especially popular with girls.
This blue-eyed girl, Palos, made Luo Long dare not approach her, which showed that her identity was even more extraordinary.
Su ye replied to Jimmy, thanked him, and then opened last year's math textbook in the magic book.
When flipping through the textbook before, Su ye breathed a sigh of relief.
The mathematics content of the first grade of Plato Academy is very simple, and the highest level of difficulty is only the level of the fourth and fifth grades of Lanxing Primary School.
However, Su Ye couldn't remember many simple mathematical concepts clearly, and the vocabulary in this world was different, so he didn't carelessly, but directly used the most commonly used learning methods to learn.
He first carefully took notes, and recorded every mathematical concept, noun, and knowledge point. Every time he recorded one, he had to explain it in his own words, and then gave an example under the explanation. When encountering particularly abstract ones, even life-like metaphors will be used.
By noon, he had extracted the knowledge points of the entire book and was about to proceed to the next step when the bell rang.
"Let's eat together!" A cloud of shadows descended.
Su ye smiled helplessly. This Hult was too tall. When others played peek-a-boo, he could only play peek-a-boo.
Su ye nodded, closed the magic book, and got up.
"Good job just now!" The deskmate sitting on the other side of Holt patted Su Ye's upper arm, showed an encouraging look, and turned to leave.
Su ye looked at the back of "Scholar" Lake and smiled. Since the first place was snatched away by Luo Long, Lake studied harder and became thinner.