Murong Hui's eyes were dull, with a loving smile, but what he said shocked Murong Yufeng: "Yes, you, your true life experience. WWw, QuanBeN-XiaoShuo, COm"
Murong Yufeng froze suddenly and looked at her father stupidly. He could see no hatred, no contempt, no dislike, only a faint smile and deep love.
"Father, do you know that I am not your biological daughter?"
Murong Yufeng could not believe that her father had known about the secrets that had troubled her for so many years and the problems that she had been afraid of for so many years.
Murong Hui revealed his reminiscing eyes: "I knew it when your mother held you in her arms. It is said in the house that you are a seven-star child, but the first time my father held you, he knew that you were definitely born at full term. "Don't forget, my father is also very knowledgeable in medical skills."
"Then, why didn't your father say anything?" Murong Yufeng felt her voice was hoarse.
Why don't you say it? Murong Hui showed a trace of bitter smile and regret, and his eyes suddenly became lonely. He stared straight at the rippling lake water, lost in memories of the past.
"Back then, before your mother married me, she told me clearly that she was not a virgin, and I didn't care. Who knew that she would actually give birth to you later. I know that you are not my biological daughter, but I love your mother so much. So I always treat you as my biological daughter. At the same time, I always hope that your mother can tell me this secret."
Murong Hui's love was too deep at that time, so he kept everything in his heart with a man's mind and didn't reveal anything. But it is also because he loves so deeply that he also hopes in his heart that the person he loves can be honest with him.
"Have you spoken to your father?" Murong Yufeng asked eagerly.
Murong Hui shook his head: "No, she didn't tell her until she died. However, after she died, I discovered that it was because of this secret that she kept in her heart that she died young. So, I started to hate myself. , If I hadn’t had this little thought, if I had asked directly and frankly, your mother might not have had this problem, and she wouldn’t have passed away so early. "
"Father." Seeing her father's remorseful look, Murong Yufeng stretched out her hand and held him tightly.
"I'm fine." Murong Hui shook his head with a smile, touched his daughter's head, and continued: "Because of guilt, I have been eating fast and chanting Buddha here all year round, completely sealing myself in and not asking about anything. Especially towards Feng. My son, you look so much like your mother, I’m afraid that when I see you, I’ll think of your mother.”
"That's why my father rarely sees me since my mother's death."
"Well, this is all my father's fault. Because of my wrong thoughts, I killed your mother. And because of my wrong thoughts, you have suffered for so many years. Feng'er, this is all your fault."
Murong Yufeng had tears in her eyes and shook her head vigorously: "No, my daughter does not blame her father, really."
"Hey." Murong Hui sighed faintly: "Because of this secret, your mother died of depression during her lifetime; because of this secret, I worshiped the Buddha for ten years without caring about worldly affairs; this secret destroyed your mother, and also It almost destroyed me. But my father never imagined that it would almost destroy you."
Wiping away her tears, Murong Yufeng shook her head gently when she heard her father's emotion.
In front of you, there is a pool of spring water, with circles of ripples still floating around. The breeze blows, bringing many fallen leaves to the water.
"Then Father, how do you look away now?" Murong Yufeng asked slowly.
Hearing his daughter's question, Murong Hui couldn't help but think of the dream he had a few days ago. It was so real that he couldn't believe it was a dream.
In that dream, it was pitch black, the surroundings were empty, and there was no sound. He shouted loudly and kept shouting, but he couldn't even hear his own voice.
Slowly, a kind of loneliness and fear corroded his heart. At this moment, he heard the voice that had been haunting him for so many years.
The voice was very ethereal, coming from nowhere. The voice was faint and seemed to contain infinite sighs.
It's his late wife's voice!
With tears streaming down his face, Murong Hui expressed his true feelings to his wife and expressed his regrets for so many years. Finally, he heard his wife say: "Because of Feng'er, I will not tell the secret until my death. Why didn't you take good care of her?"
Later, Murong Hui woke up and truly "woke up".
Looking at his daughter's confused face, Murong Hui smiled faintly, but did not answer directly.
"Feng'er, my father will take good care of you from now on, and he will do what a father should do. In a few days, you and your father will go to Beijing, and we will go find that thing together, Xiao Yueye."
"Father." Murong Yufeng stamped her feet, pulled his clothes and shook her head, refusing to enter the capital.
She didn't know why, even though she was thinking about Xiao Yueye now, she was very afraid of seeing him. Thinking about Xiao Yueye's wish to marry her because of her child before leaving the capital, she felt inexplicably sad.
What she wants is true love from others, not responsibility!
Murong Hui nodded when he saw his daughter's resolute expression, but he had already made up his mind. Since he was going to the capital to see the emperor anyway, he naturally wanted to take a good look at who Xiao Yueye was, and who was so fascinated by his daughter.
If this kid didn't know how to appreciate someone, he wouldn't mind beating him half to death!
Murong Yufeng's years of burden were suddenly lifted by half, and she felt much more relaxed. In her belly, she carefully considered her biggest secret, which was also the source of her many years of anomalies and contradictions.
That secret kept her awake at night and made her cry all night long. She didn't know if she could say it now, and if her father would be able to accept it after she said it.
After all, she had done so many wrong things.
Murong Hui looked at his daughter's uncertain face, his eyes flickered, and he asked in a deep voice, "What are you thinking about? Feng'er."
Clenching her silver teeth, Murong Yufeng made a decision in her heart. She raised her head, looked at Murong Hui, and said decisively: "Father, my daughter, can I tell you the truth?"
"You are my daughter, of course you can tell the truth."
Murong Yufeng turned away and clenched her hands tightly in her sleeves.
"Daughter, do you know who your biological father is?" There was no joy on her face, but a very contradictory, even disgusted expression on her face.
Who is Murong Hui? He can tell what his daughter is thinking from her expression at a glance. He suddenly remembered what the housekeeper had reported to him before, that Murong Yufeng had done a lot of things that caused the Murong Dynasty to be in turmoil, and he realized something.
Perhaps, this is the biggest source of pain for Feng'er.
"Who is it? Can you tell me?"
"Seven years ago, a group of jugglers from the 'Li Tang Kingdom' came to the house. Who knew that the wet nurse was shocked when she saw one of them. At that time, I didn't know that I was not the daughter of my father, but I was also I still feel suspicious. My mother has been with her since she was a child, and she has hardly been out since she married into the palace. So why is she so panicked and scared?"
"However, the secret was revealed that night. My daughter remembered that there was a thunderstorm that night and the thunder in the sky was so loud. I was afraid, so I ran to the wet nurse. Just when I was about to fall asleep, the wet nurse panicked. The confused man walked in. "
"When he saw me, he knelt down on the ground and called me princess. I was puzzled, but before I could say anything, the nanny picked up the things around her and threw them at him, calling him nonsense and telling him to leave quickly. Later, out of curiosity, I Next, I organized the nanny to find out the truth.”
"That man is the sword-carrying guard of the leader of Litang Kingdom. He came here this time to find me. Because I am the daughter of the current leader of Litang Kingdom!"
"My mother was favored by the King of Tang, who was still the prince at that time, when he was in disguise. Later, the King of Tang returned to the palace and said that he would send someone to pick me up in a few days. Who knew, but it was a killer who came. My mother escaped with the help of her wet nurse He came out and ran all the way to Yu Province, and later met his father and gave birth to a daughter. But if it was like this, it would be fine. However, the king of Tang never forgot about his mother and sent people to inquire about her. Somehow, he actually found out about her. Because the daughter was born at seven months old, after two years of investigation, they finally confirmed that the daughter was not the daughter of the father, but the daughter of the Tang Dynasty. The most direct evidence was that there was a star on her back. The red mole is exactly the same as that of Tang Wang."
Murong Hui listened quietly. He could feel his daughter trying to suppress the emotions in her heart, but he could also understand clearly. Seven years ago, Murong Yufeng was just an ordinary child, but she had to bear such a heavy burden.
Regret hit his heart again.
"I was scared at the time and refused to believe it, so I kept asking the nanny. She told me it was true while I was crying. Later, the guard left, and I slowly recovered. Who knows, in four years Before, the guard brought a letter from the King of Tang. My biological father actually asked me to secretly sabotage the country because he was afraid that the Murong Dynasty would send troops to Li Tang. I was very conflicted, but in the end I listened to his words and did something secretly. , but my daughter is really conflicted, so sometimes I stop suddenly when I’m halfway through.”
At this point, Murong Yufeng's voice was choked with sobs and her face was filled with tears. Murong Hui's eyes also shone with tears. He did not expect that his daughter would suffer so much because of his selfishness over the years.
"Feng'er, don't cry. As long as my father is here, you don't have to worry about anything. Do you know? My father will protect you from now on."
. . . . . .
"Ms. sir, can we go for an outing tomorrow?" Yansha suddenly said while holding her daughter.
"Okay!" Rourou was the one who spoke. She remembered the time when "Baihualou" went out for an outing together when she was a child, and she suddenly became excited: "There is also a barbecue cooked by the young master. It's delicious."
Xiao Yueye looked at the happy faces of the two girls and couldn't help but smile: "Okay, in two days when the weather is good, we will call everyone together and go to the Xihan Mountain in the capital for an outing? But forget about the barbecue, there are so many People, you’re exhausted from baking. You’re afraid you won’t be able to eat anything delicious when Caiju is here.” (Quanben Novel Network www.QuanBeN-XiaoShuo.com)