The Yandere’s Kiss Extends My Life

Chapter 51: Paranoid

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Yu Yuan stared at Yan Mu's profile, his eyes intertwined with light and dark.

He didn't understand why Yan Mu suddenly wanted to stay away from him.

"Did I do something wrong?" She lowered her eyes and said aggrievedly.

"No." Yan Mu hesitated, sighed and said slowly: "You did nothing wrong, it's just that we have grown up."

Is he going to lose Ah Mu because he has grown up

Yu Yuan recalled all kinds of things in the past, and the last memory was fixed on that kiss.

If you don't like it, why kiss him

It hurt him so... looking forward to it.

Long eyelashes covered the turbulence in his eyes, Yu Yuan sat beside Yan Mu silently.

Although there was only ten centimeters apart, Yu Yuan felt that the two of them seemed to be separated by a hundred years.

"Ah Mu doesn't want me?" Yu Yuan lowered his head, Yan Mu couldn't see his expression.

Yu Yuan's voice trembled slightly, sounding extremely pitiful: "Does even Amu want to abandon me?"

"...I want it." Yan Mu turned around "squeakingly", looked at Yu Yuan and said seriously: "I didn't abandon you."

"I'm just saying keep some distance."

Yan Mu sighed, and was about to lift the boy's face, but remembered to keep a distance, so he retracted his hand again.

"You can no longer hug me, nor can you sleep in the same bed with me." Yan Mu added.

Yu Yuan's eyes flickered, he raised his head suddenly, and stared at Yan Mu for a long time.

"As long as Amu says, I will do it." Yu Yuan looked extremely sincere, "I promise you."

As long as you can stay with Amu, you can do whatever you want.

Even if Ah Mu asked to keep a distance, he would agree.

You can do anything as long as you don't throw him away.

Yu Yuan looked at Yan Mu seriously.

Yan Mu was taken aback by the young man's pure and fiery eyes.

Being looked at by those eyes made her feel inexplicably that she had done something bad.

But Yan Mu had no choice but to harden his heart, and said "Yes" to Yu Yuan.

They came back earlier, and the others haven't come back yet.

There were only Yan Mu and Yu Yuan in the carriage, which made Yan Mu feel a little embarrassed.

She thought for a while, and said, "I'll go see Dad."

After finishing speaking, she jumped out of the carriage without waiting for Yu Yuan's answer.

Yu Yuan's outstretched hand froze in mid-air.

After seeing the girl landed safely, he breathed a sigh of relief, and silently withdrew his hand back.

The phrase "I'll go with you" just stuck in his throat.

Sitting in the carriage, he silently watched Yan Mu's back disappear.

fraud.

She clearly said she would not lose him.

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Yan Mu quickly came to the carriage where Father Yan was.

Father Yan was chatting happily with one person, when he saw Yan Mu he hurriedly asked, "The sun is hot at noon, why are you here?"

"I'll come and see dad." Yan Mu smiled, "Who is this?"

"Oh, this is Xiaoqing. His father is a gardener in the mansion. Father thinks that he has been growing crops for half his life, and he doesn't know anything else. Why not learn to tend the flowers and plants in the mansion, after all, this is considered farming." Yan Father said cheerfully.

"Alright." Yan Mu nodded.

Father Yan is a farmer with a sincere heart and a straight temper, and he doesn't know the political twists and turns.

The job of a gardener is more leisurely, and it is far away from power disputes, so it is perfect.

"Miss Yan, why aren't you with your husband-in-law today?" Xiaoqing asked.

"... Husband-in-law?" Yan Mu and Yan's father were both taken aback.

Before Yan Mu could react, Father Yan said seriously: "Who is her husband-in-law? Yan Mu secretly betrothed someone?!"

"Yu Yuan! Isn't Yu Yuan the husband-in-law of Miss Yan?" Xiao Qing was also a little confused.

He had also heard about the big bed room before, so he always thought that Yu Yuan was Yan Mu's husband-in-law.

But when he saw that Yan Mu and Yan's father were acting differently, he suddenly became a little uncertain.

"You misunderstood, Yu Yuan is Yan Mu's god-brother." Father Yan's heart relaxed, he clapped his hands and laughed.

He thought Yan Mu fell in love behind his back, but it turned out to be an oolong.

"... Yes, I just see him as my elder brother." Yan Mu said in a muffled voice after a while.

"So that's how it is." After all, Xiao Qing was with Chu Cong, and he figured out what happened after a few moments.

Most likely it was His Highness' whim, insisting on being a matchmaker.

Thinking of this, Xiaoqing immediately apologized: "I'm sorry, I misunderstood and offended you two."

"It's all right." Father Yan said with a smile, "She and Yu Yuan have a good relationship, and they are both good-looking, so it's hard to avoid being misunderstood."

Yan Mu was listening on the sidelines, and it was extremely rare that he didn't speak.

"Is that right, girl?" Father Yan asked casually.

"... Hmm." Yan Mu pulled out a smile.

Man is a strange animal.

Obviously she was the first to propose keeping a distance from Yu Yuan, and she also knew from the very beginning that there would be no result with Yu Yuan.

But in front of everyone, she admitted that she had nothing to do with Yu Yuan.

Her heart was extremely sour.

She is so cheap.

Yan Mu let out a long breath.

enough.

All unrealistic delusions, all feelings that shouldn't exist, stop now.

Taking advantage of the fact that the seed didn't break through the ground and germinate, it didn't grow into a towering tree.

Taking advantage of those unceasing cuts and chaos, the emotions have not completely occupied the heart.

From then on, she would not do anything outrageous to Yu Yuan except for stealing a relationship.

So, that's all for now.

Yan Mu lowered his head.

No one noticed the figure of the boy leaving quietly while clutching his stomach.

Yu Yuan clutched his abdomen.

He felt more uncomfortable in his stomach.

He originally thought that his heart was as tough as steel.

But he couldn't match the sentence "I just treat him as an elder brother".

All the strength and pretense collapsed at that moment.

Mingming Yanmu didn't do anything.

But he threw away his helmet and armor and was defeated.

Yu Yuan covered his face and sat down with his back against the big tree.

The pain in his stomach was severe, but he was reluctant to spit out the pepper.

It turned out that it was all his delusions.

Such a good girl shouldn't have had any interaction with him.

He is still the bastard who is so humble that no one loves him.

Then it was, and it is now.

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Yan Mu dawdled outside for a while before returning to her own compartment.

When she went back, Chu Cong, A Bu, and Qi Er had already arrived.

Chu Cong was still reading on the cushion, while A Bu and Qi Er were bored.

"Where's Yu Yuan? Didn't he come?" Yan Mu couldn't help asking.

"No." Abu said honestly, "We haven't seen him since we came back from dinner."

"...Really." Yan Mu was a little worried.

Yu Yuan is not someone who will be late, besides Chu Cong is Yu Yuan's boss, Yu Yuan will not make such a mistake.

"Aren't you together?" Chu Cong raised his eyes from the book, "Aren't you always together?"

Yan Mu was silent, not knowing what to say for a while.

"Miss Yan, are you arguing with Yu Yuan?" Qi Er asked.

"...No." Yan Mu pursed her lips and denied, "I'll go find him."

After that, she quickly got out of the car without waiting for Qi Er's answer.

"Your Highness, I still think they quarreled." Qi Er scratched his head.

He thought Miss Yan was weird.

"Qi Er." Chu Cong frowned slightly, put down the book in his hand, rubbed his temples and said, "Follow me and have a look."

"Oh." Qi Er followed obediently.

Yan Mu searched carefully one by one.

She has searched for all possible places where Yu Yuan could go.

No one, no one at all.

Where is Yu Yuan

Yan Mu's face flushed red from the poisonous sun.

Especially the part above the lips, soaked in sweat and burning hot pain.

She was out of breath, and tried hard to think about where Yu Yuan might go.

In the village before, when Yu Yuan was in a bad mood, he would sit under the tallest tree.

Yan Mu searched around, and finally locked on a big tree on the hill.

She ran towards the tree.

It is rainy in summer and the hills are slippery and difficult to walk.

The pink skirt was stained with dirt, and Yan Mu spent a lot of effort before climbing up the hill.

The breeze blows the treetops, and the leaves rustle.

The boy was dressed in plain gray clothes and lay quietly under the tree.

Before Yan Mu could breathe a sigh of relief, he saw the pained look on the young man's face.

Her heart suddenly tugged.

"Yu Yuan?" Yan Mu patted the boy's face.

The boy's face was pale, without a trace of blood.

Yan Mu helped the young man up, and walked down the hill with one deep foot and one shallow foot.

After the recuperation in the past few days, the boy gained a lot of weight, Yan Mu gritted his teeth, and it was extremely difficult to support him.

"Amu..." Broken words overflowed from the boy's mouth.

"Yu Yuan, I'm here." Yan Mu said hastily.

The boy closed his eyes, looking unconscious.

"Amu, don't want me..." the boy murmured.

He trembled in pain, but in his mind he was still Yan Mu.

Yan Mu's eyes turned red instantly.

"I didn't want you."

I just can't be with you.

You will have a better life later.

You have power and status, and countless women admire you.

And she is just an insignificant passer-by in Yu Yuan's life.

Yan Mu wiped away tears, supported Yu Yuan with difficulty, and walked towards the camp.

Fortunately, she met Qi Er who came to help find someone.

Qi Er came to the camp with Yu Yuan on his back, everyone was startled when they saw Yu Yuan's appearance.

They quickly took over and carried Yu Yuan into the carriage to lie down.

There are doctors in Chu Cong's team.

After the doctor frowned, he asked, "Has he eaten anything?"

"Yu Yuan ate and lived with us, he never ate anything else." Qi Er said puzzled.

"Doctor Xu, but someone poisoned the food?" As soon as Abu said this, everyone became nervous.

It doesn't matter what happens to Yu Yuan.

But Your Highness... If something happens to His Highness, all of them will be buried with him!

Everyone was sweating coldly, only Yan Mu was paying attention to Yu Yuan.

Yan Mu was silent for a while, then said: "He ate a yellow fruit, I smell very spicy."

"Yellow fruit?!" Dr. Xu was taken aback for a moment, and then said anxiously: "That's a shabu-shabu fruit! It's many times more spicy than ordinary chili peppers!"

This fruit was introduced from the Western Regions.

Because the spiciness is extremely high, if you want to increase the flavor when cooking, you only need to rinse the fruit in the pot, and the dish will have a unique spiciness.

A shabu-shabu can last for a long time.

It is also for this reason that shabu shabu is sold by the piece.

Dr. Xu has practiced medicine for more than 40 years, and this is the first time he has seen someone eat a whole shabu shabu fruit.

He hurriedly took the medicine box to dispense the medicine.

While he was busy, he said: "Qi Er, induce him to vomit quickly."

Qi Er decisively picked up Yu Yuan and walked outside.

Yan Mu followed closely.

Qi Er took Yu Yuan to a grass field.

Yan Mu thought that Qi Er was going to grab Yu Yuan's throat, but he didn't expect Qi Er to put his knee on his abdomen very skillfully, and push him up.

Immediately, those shabu-shabu fruits were spit out.

Yu Yuan's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he opened his eyes.

There was still a little confusion in his eyes.

Because of the reason he just vomited, his eyes were as moist as a clear sky after rain.

Yan Mu quickly took out his handkerchief and wiped the stains from the corner of his mouth for him.

Yu Yuan looked at her with dark eyes, making Yan Mu feel a little uncomfortable.

Qi Er went to the side to get a glass of water and a mouth-clearing pill for him to swallow.

Yu Yuan stood up, lowered his eyes and did not speak.

Yan Mu followed him step by step, looking at him worriedly but didn't know how to speak.

Yu Yuan only opened his mouth slowly when the Qingkou Wan was completely melted.

"Is that you who helped me?" The boy's voice was hoarse.

He is actually conscious, but it hurts too much. He is clearly very clear-headed, but he can't open his eyes.

In the dimness, he seemed to hear Ah Mu crying.

Yu Yuan looked carefully at Yan Mu's eyes.

The bright almond eyes are foggy at this moment, even the eyelids are a little red and swollen, like a little rabbit who has been bullied severely.

Was Yan Mu crying for him

Yu Yuan was in a complicated mood.

Why cry for him if you don't want him

When the girl was watched by him, her nose turned red, as if she was about to cry again.

Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Qi Er quickly found an excuse to escape.

For a moment, there were only the wind, the tree, the sky, and the two people looking at each other.

No one is willing to take the first step.

The girl's teardrops dripped and rolled down on the blades of grass.

She bit her lip tightly, trying not to make a sound.

In the end, Yu Yuan sighed and took a step forward.

He gently wiped away the girl's tears.

"Don't cry." Yu Yuan sighed.

She was the one who brought it up first, but why did Yan Mu cry the most in the end

Yu Yuan couldn't figure out Yan Mu's brain circuit.

But after such a commotion just now, he could see Yan Mu's attitude clearly.

It's not that Yan Mu doesn't have any feelings for him.

More like having to stay away from him for some reason.

Yu Yuan didn't know what Yan Mu was struggling with.

But he wasn't going to puncture the window paper.

He wants to stay by Yan Mu's side and make Yan Mu pay more attention to him.

Until one day, when the balance in Yan Mu's heart is more inclined to her, he will be with Yan Mu again.

As long as you stay by Yan Mu's side, everything has a chance.

Thinking of this, Yu Yuan felt better.

He withdrew his hand and said to Yan Mu: "My stomach hurts so much that I fainted. I'm sorry to make you worry."

"It's okay, let's go back, Doctor Xu made you some medicine." Yan Mu subconsciously wanted to grab Yu Yuan's hand, but recalling what he said, he pulled it back slowly.

She sniffed and pretended nothing happened.

Yu Yuan naturally wouldn't poke it.

He watched Yan Mu's unconscious little movements, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Stomach pain seems to be less.

Yu Yuan followed behind Yan Mu and returned to the camp.

Dr. Xu had already boiled the medicine, and Abu filtered out a big bowl of black medicine juice.

Yu Yuan's expression stagnated slightly.

He sighed, and then gulped down the concoction in one go.

The smell of medicine lingered in his mouth, and the weird sour and bitter taste made Yu Yuan seem to have seen the underworld.

He swallowed the last sip of the concoction calmly, and put down the bowl pretending to be calm.

A small white hand appeared in front of him.

In the white and soft palm, there is a piece of snowflake candy.

"I bought this yesterday." Yan Mu whispered.

Her eyes were still red, which meant that Yu Yuan would cry if he didn't accept her.

The corner of Yu Yuan's mouth twitched slightly, and then he took the snowflake candy.

Snowflake candy is still a familiar taste.

Yu Yuan held it in his mouth, letting him melt slowly.

The sourness in my heart disappeared.

Instead, it was slightly sweet.

Amu still cares about him.

Yu Yuan's cheeks were bulging, and he suddenly laughed.

"What's wrong?" Yan Mu rubbed his eyes and asked.

"It's nothing, we're leaving soon, check if there's anything missing," Yu Yuan said.

He seemed to be back to his old self again.

"You... you're not angry anymore?" Yan Mu asked cautiously.

"Don't be angry." Yu Yuan raised his eyes, and there was even a smile on the corner of his lips, "Amu is right, we are all grown up, so naturally we can't be as close as we were when we were young. Since what Amu said is right, then Why should I be angry?"

"Ah..." Yan Mu was stunned for a moment, and the dumb hair on the top of his head also trembled.

She tried her best to ignore the feeling of emptiness in her heart, and said happily: "That's great, as long as you don't get angry."

After finishing speaking, she happily sat back beside Yu Yuan.

Everything seems to be back to the past.

Seeing that Yan Mu had returned to the usual way, Yu Yuan breathed a sigh of relief.

It seems that it is right to agree to Yan Mu's expedient measure.

If Yan Mu does not agree, then Yan Mu must avoid him now.

As long as Yan Mu is willing to be with him, he has a chance.

It doesn't matter whether he is despicable or vicious.

Now that Yan Mu has invaded his world, he will not let Yan Mu run away again.

In this life, Yan Mu will never try to get rid of him.

The author has something to say:

This chapter is from yesterday.

Alright, go to sleep, Chumi~