In order to stimulate Lin Jing and others to recall their "past life" as soon as possible, Yaoyao decided to do something very feminine. The next day, after Lin Jing reported the battle situation, Yaoyao stopped him in front of Xu Yiqing and Jiang Yan.
She called him "Brother Lin Jing", and her tone was full of guilt. She lost the arrogance of the ruler, and brought in the delicate attachment of a young girl, which is rare.
The word "brother" seemed to touch Lin Jing's sensitive nerves. The muscles on his face twitched twice, as if he was holding back something, but he just replied indifferently: "Your Majesty, don't feel guilty, our marriage was not based on love. It’s good to be together and now separated because of something other than love.” At least it’s much better than divorce when she said she fell in love with someone else.
Yaoyao was a little touched, and told him to be careful not to put himself in danger, finally lowered his head, left a kiss on the screen, and said goodbye.
In the same way, she called "Brother" in front of Lin Jing, and began to repeat things related to Li Yaochen in front of Xu Yiqing... In front of different people, she showed herself differently, said what she said before, and did what she did before thing.
Yaoyao's behaviors are sometimes out of character, but she doesn't care at all, they will find out about the anomaly sooner or later, she even thinks it might be more efficient to tell them the truth directly.
Only Jiang Yan, she couldn't figure out who he was, she didn't know whether to regard him as Dai Shuyan, Tang Wenheng, or Shen Yi, Qiqi. She didn't do any unreasonable actions in front of him.
But Jiang Yan was the second person to remember all the memories.
Yes, all memories—including Dai Shuyan, Tang Wenheng, Shen Yi, Qiqi, and even the origin of this virtual world.
He remembered a little bit.
Pei Shu watched the little girl through the window for more than a year, and finally got up the courage to approach her that day. He talked to her, learned her name, and even touched her warm and soft skin...
His red rope was still in his hand.
He was too excited to sleep.
But in the past year, when he looked at Yaoyao, other people also watched her non-stop like him; as much as he liked her in his heart, so did others. So the next day, the strongest personality gained control of the body and went to find Yaoyao.
Pei Shu could see what happened next clearly, but he couldn't do anything, he could only struggle crazily deep in his consciousness, even if he jumped into the water to save her in the end, the tragedy had already happened.
He knew that until he could completely control himself, he would never appear in front of her again.
For the next three days, without blinking an eye, he wrote down all his plans for the next ten years on paper.
He couldn't go on like this, he didn't want to live this kind of life, he didn't want his parents to shed tears for him, and he didn't want to bring disaster to Yaoyao again.
He buried himself with his own hands, and another self was born from the ashes.
While recalling the past, Jiang Yan quietly came to Yaoyao's bed.
She slept so soundly. He looked at her smiling, put his hands on her cheeks, and felt the warm body temperature with his fingertips.
So warm, so alive, so hopeful... for the first time in his life, he was full of hope for tomorrow, looking forward to seeing her again through the window the next day.
To this end, he has made the most meticulous plan, and all personalities know his plan, but no one will object.
No one knew himself better than himself, and he threw out a bait that no personality could refuse—the hope of ultimate victory, and the chance to be close to her.
Jiang Yan smiled, it turns out...he is not a good person.
Divide myself into two individuals, one half keeps memories, the other half keeps emotions. The other personality thinks that Dai Shuyan is him, and thinks that Dai Shuyan is fine, but in fact there is no difference, Tang is also him.
The most hateful thing is that when she was involved in this cruel game, he was afraid that she would hate him, so he deliberately handed over control of his body and let other personalities do it.
In this way, he can shirk responsibility.
Jiang Yan lowered his head, kissed her lightly on the face, and silently said sorry.
If Yaoyao knew all this, she would definitely laugh at herself, "Why bother, what is the difference between this method and Xu Yiqing, just give him your body."
Jiang Yan also felt that there was no difference, but he just didn't want to let it go.
They are part of themselves, they should be controlled by themselves, they should not have independent consciousness.
Now, everything should return to normal.
Yaoyao woke up the next day and felt something was wrong when she saw Jiang Yan.
He is still the same, with a perfect smile on his face, tone, and demeanor, all are normal, but there is a strange look, just like a robot suddenly came to life, with a strong sense of existence, the whole person glowing.
"Why is Your Majesty looking at me like that?" He handed Yaoyao a cup of tea, met her straight gaze, and asked.
Yaoyao didn't drink tea, she looked him inside and out.
It would be unavoidable for others to be looked at like this, but he didn't seem to feel it, he stood there openly and let her watch, and even took two steps forward thoughtfully to let her look more carefully.
Yaoyao smiled suddenly, as if she had insight into some kind of secret, she lowered her head and began to drink water without saying a word.
Drinking a cup of light tea in the morning is a "bad habit" cultivated by Jiang Yan recently.
Yaoyao has already started to worry, if the game is over, she wakes up in the morning and no one will help her make tea.
It is easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal. Thinking back to when she changed from a spoiled and spoiled girl to a bad woman, she also suffered a lot.
Jiang Yan sat beside her, looked at her for a while and suddenly asked, "What are you laughing at, Your Majesty?"
Yaoyao raised her eyes, with a smile in her eyes, "Guess."
"Laughing at me."
"yes."
"What are you laughing at me for?"
"Keep guessing."
"Laugh at me today is not the same as usual."
Yaoyao was surprised by this answer, she guessed that Jiang Yan might also have obtained the memories of the past, but she didn't expect him to say it so bluntly.
She got serious and asked, "What's the difference?"
"Here I am..." He pointed to his brain, "And here..." Pointing to his heart again, he whispered, "...something lived in."
Yaoyao: "..."
"It's another me."
"His name is not Jiang Yan, but... Shen Yi."
The last two words came out of his mouth lightly, but they sounded like thunder to Yaoyao's ears.
Jiang Yan didn't look at the white fingers on her cup, but looked at her intently, his eyes were gentle and peaceful, as if he had insight into everything, and he was as innocent as a child.
"You...why tell me this?" These things happened to him, shouldn't he be like Lin Jing, full of vigilance, hiding aside to observe the situation? Why did you tell yourself so recklessly
But he wanted to tell Yaoyao not only these.
"There are others, Dai Shuyan, Tang Wenheng, and Xiaoqi... the memories of all the dead are with me."
Yaoyao opened her mouth, but couldn't make a sound.
He's still going on.
"Besides these, there is another person... Pei Shu."
"I'm Pei Shu. Right?"
The soft question went around the sky several times before it finally fell into Yaoyao's ears. Her mind was buzzing, and she subconsciously wanted to find an excuse to fool her, but her rationality told her that it was useless. He knew everything. Probably knew more than she did, and it was impossible for her to fool him as she fooled everyone else.
"Yes, your name is Pei Shu." Yaoyao finally nodded and told him the truth.
"Sorry for getting you involved in these things. Thank you for helping me so much."
Yaoyao lowered her eyes, "No, I took the money, so I should have some professional ethics."
No need to say sorry, no need to say thank you, maybe there was a little concealment at first, but later it was all her own choice, no one forced her, and no one was sorry for her.
Pei Shu stepped back a little, and Yaoyao breathed a sigh of relief.
She was used to living in a mask, and now that her real face was suddenly exposed in the sight of others, she was caught off guard, and she felt a little uneasy.
"I just remembered it last night," he smiled lightly, and said self-deprecatingly, "It was lucky that it was night, otherwise I wouldn't know how to face you. I want to show you the best side, In the end, you saw the most shameful place of me."
Yaoyao thought about what he said, and couldn't help but burst out laughing.
According to what he said, he should be the one who should be most embarrassed, why should she be uncomfortable.
There were a few traces of smiles in Pei Shu's eyes.
He saw Yaoyao's resistance very clearly just now, and it's much better now.
He doesn't like her being wary of him, like she did to Shen Yi, is a good start.
Will his frankness make her feel that he is safe and reliable
Although it was risky, it was the fastest way he could think of to gain her trust. After the game was over, it would be even more difficult for him to get close to her.
But Yaoyao didn't answer the call.
He waited for a long time until the smile in his eyes slowly died down.
No one spoke, and the air was full of embarrassment.
He turned his face and pursed his lips tightly. Sure enough, it still didn't work, she understood all the sub-personalities, but she didn't understand the main personality alone.
She didn't want to get close to him, even if he had the memory of Shen Yi and Qiqi, it was useless.
It just so happened that someone came in to report that His Royal Highness Alan asked to see him, which broke the awkward atmosphere.
Yaoyao turned around with a smile and said, "Here comes your prey."