There is a Wall Behind the Shadow

Chapter 138

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Ning Chuyang, who had seen the scene, felt that the stuffed duck was really not easy.

It's just that for Feng Qianqian, who has already made his wish and is weak in body and will, this is not so much a threat as a joke.

"I really don't want to eat..." Feng Qianqian sighed, and when she spoke again, her voice lowered unconsciously, "It doesn't matter if I eat or not. You don't have anything, so don't put it on me. Waste of food."

I knew it, I knew it would be no good for this person to write a suicide note with a pen and paper.

Although Ning Chuyang was not as keen as Yu Nianbing's hand that grabbed Feng Qianqian and pressed it to the wound before, she knew what was going on now.

It's just... Ning Chuyang is okay with being abusive, so it's a bit difficult for her to persuade people to regain their hope of life.

Facing Feng Qianqian who was leaning weakly on the backpack and seeing the eyes about to close, Ning Chuyang would not have searched for some comforting thoughts and inspirational words. Just hate Feng Qianqian.

It's better to die than to live. What's going on with these people

Those who don't reach the end of the mountain will be separated from the labor and swallows, and those who don't reach the end of the water will not want to live...

Who is this show looking for!

Ning Chuyang walked out of the tent with a dark face.

Feng Qianqian, who closed her eyes to avoid communication, breathed a sigh of relief.

Whether it was the sound of Ning Chuyang's leaving footsteps, or Feng Qianqian's relieved voice, which was obviously different from normal breathing, they were all heard in Song Shiyue's ears.

Interestingly, she seemed to have vaguely heard something else.

Song Shiyue, who is only conscious these days, is actually having a hard time. The despair that I thought would dissipate, turned into a conscious and feeling vegetative state of even more despair, powerless helplessness... Dragging down Yu Nianbing's guilt, heartache, and even more complicated emotions...

Oh, by the way, and that wash every night that makes people so ashamed that they wish they could just dissipate...

Days are really difficult.

When there were a lot of people before, Song Shiyue was taken care of by Yu Nianbing very tightly. Just the two of them together, quietly and without much conversation, those emotions naturally become bigger and bigger.

But now there are not enough people, Song Shiyue is lying here, listening to the voice next to him interrupting him, his mood is a little more open.

It's a pity that my body hasn't recovered, my hearing is normal, and I can't hear some movements clearly.

But from those faint voices, Song Shiyue felt that Feng Qianqian was still too young, and definitely relaxed too early.

Sure enough, soon, Ning Chuyang's footsteps approached the tent again.

Feng Qianqian, who was pretending to be asleep, subconsciously glanced at the entrance of the tent, and met Ning Chuyang, who was holding a porridge bowl.

Ning Chuyang looked at the man leaning on the backpack, he had already seen him, but he still dared to close his eyes and pretend to be asleep.

I really want to cram duck!

It's really annoying.

Ning Chuyang began to understand Yu Nianbing who was a little rude last night. Song Shiyue looked like she wanted to talk at that moment. if that's the case.

Some people shouldn't be allowed the chance to speak!

Song Shiyue, who was rubbing his hands secretly and waiting to hear other ducks being filled, could not have imagined that in Ning Chuyang's heart, he had already classified himself as a person who was as unmotivated as Feng Qianqian.

"Stop pretending, you have the ability to pretend to be sleeping and you have the ability to snore." Ning Chuyang sat down next to Feng Qianqian's head angrily, imitating Yu Nianbing's behavior last night, lying half-ly on the backpack The man caught him into his arms, with an unhappy expression on his mouth, but he carefully supported his head with his hands, and let him rest his head on his shoulders.

Feng Qianqian, who was changed without warning, couldn't pretend anymore, and hurriedly stretched her hands to get out of Ning Chuyang's arms.

Even if Ning Chuyang ate less in order to save some rations these days, in terms of strength, he was still stronger than Feng Qianqian who was so injured and hadn't eaten anything yet.

In Ning Chuyang's eyes, with such strength to shake a stick of charcoal, it would be better to catch a struggling cat.

"Come on, with your strength, you are about the same as Song Shiyue who can only move his head. If you want to have the strength to push me away, just eat well." With her arms wrapped around her arms, she slowly opened the porridge bowl, "Look, scallop and ribs porridge, finish it honestly, drink water and take medicine, and you can get rid of me and lie back."

Feng Qianqian struggled twice with all her strength, but she couldn't shake Ning Chuyang at all. Even the porridge in the bowl she was holding in her hand didn't make any ripples, what else could she do...

Ning Chuyang picked up a spoonful of porridge, but he was not in a hurry to feed it into Feng Qianqian's mouth. Instead, he said, "I don't know what to say. I know you don't want to eat, drink or take medicine. I want to finish playing earlier. But do you think we can watch you finish playing? I see that you haven’t asked other people for so long, and you even told us about the layout of the road behind. Did you wake up when we didn’t know about it before? Let's go. Anyway, that's it. Except for you two lying down, only me and Teacher Yu and Teacher Zhuang are left in the camp. We need to stay in this camp for a few days. The protective cover is gone. We need to make fence traps. You have to go out to find food. If you don’t eat well, one-third of the labor force in the camp, that is, me, will have to spend time with you here. Do you still think that your hunger strike is to reduce our burden?”

Some things, see through but not reveal.

Ning Chuyang was so straightforward, Feng Qianqian's eyes were red with excitement even if he had such a plan in mind.

"Who wants you to waste time with me, can you leave me alone?" Feng Qianqian struggled ineffectively again, tears were about to fall, "You guys take Song Shiyue and go forward. I have nothing to do with you It doesn't matter, my legs can't get better without medicine, so why waste food because of my delayed trip. The three of you can take Song Shiyue and one, and you can move forward slowly, and eat food as soon as possible. It is still possible to support until the next camp. But I... what am I... the three of you, it is impossible to take the two of us on the road... when the time comes... not... why not forget it now... I have nothing... just Is that okay?"

Feng Qianqian's words gradually became more and more incoherent because of the tears falling and choking sobs.

It's just that both Ning Chuyang and Song Shiyue understood the unfinished meaning.

Song Shiyue, of course, could only sigh and be silent.

Ning Chuyang decisively interrupted Feng Qianqian's falling words and emotions: "No, since we stayed, we will bring you two..."

Those who interrupt others will always be interrupted.

Feng Qianqian held down Ning Chuyang's wrist with a powerless hand, but she sobbed and wiped away her tears before saying again, "That's not what I mean, I don't want you to promise anything. I really think it's okay now It's already very good... I am very grateful that you are willing to take me with you, but if you don't say anything else, just say that Song Shiyue saved me, and I shouldn't be a burden to you. The three of you are already very happy with Song Shiyue. It's very difficult, if you bring me again, there is no chance... Just treat it as my repayment, don't let me drag you down. Anyway, I don't have any relatives in my family... "

"You mean, with you, our chances of survival will decrease?" Ning Chuyang turned his head to look at Feng Qianqian.

Feng Qianqian nodded.

"If we only care about the chance of survival, why should we stay? Why don't we just follow the team in front?" Ning Chuyang glanced at Song Shiyue who was lying flat again, "As far as I am concerned, Song Shiyue I must repay Shiyue's life-saving grace. Until just now, I also felt that I stayed here to repay the favor. But now... I began to feel that maybe Song Shiyue hadn't saved me, and I had no choice Let's go. I know that I will be able to jump over many hurdles in this life, but I may not be able to jump over this hurdle in my life. I don't want to live like this, so... "

Feng Qianqian listened quietly.

Ning Chuyang suddenly laughed: "So whether it's you or Song Shiyue, don't even think about dying before I burp. Wouldn't it be good to just be a duck and live?"

Feng Qianqian: "..."

Ni Jinghe, forget it, Feng Qianqian actually didn't have any brains when saving people in the cave, it was just an instinct. Although it has become like this... But the friendship is only a few days, and the other party doesn't want to stay, so that's it.

But Mu Xingzhou...

Don't talk about the time when they fell in love, don't talk about the grievances that can only be hidden in the dark because of their different identities, don't talk about the other party's concealment, don't talk about... this show is for him. As if everything before was just my own choice.

It's just that... he had just suffered a disaster, and before he reached the point of nowhere, he gave up after only a few days.

People's hearts are really hard to see clearly.

Feng Qianqian said that she didn't want to eat, it was a lie. For two or three days, I hung on some water and two mouthfuls of jerky, and my stomach hurt like a fire. But I don't want to continue living like this...but it's true.

Comminuted fractures in both legs, accompanied by extensive trauma, there were only so many powders to stop the bleeding, and they were all sprayed on the legs when they first came out of the cave. Even after I came to the camp here and had water to scrub the wound, I didn’t dare to throw away the dusty and powdered cloth. Now I still put it on my legs, and absorb as much medicine as I can.

But even though Feng Qianqian had no medical knowledge, she also knew that such a wound, without medicine, would be difficult to persevere in this environment.

So, forget it.

Why use those grains and medicines on a useless person like myself.

Even the people I saved and the people I loved gave up on me, and what kind of expectations should I have for the three people who were supposed to be left behind for Song Shiyue's life-saving grace, and what kind of burden would it be for them...

Feng Qianqian really didn't want to think about it, she just wanted to let it go...

It was the scallop and pork ribs porridge that was opened in front of it. The smell of meat and rice pierced people's noses, and the stomach was so anxious that it hurt, and Feng Qianqian had no intention of taking a bite.

My heart is ashamed...

Ning Chuyang is still too young, still at the age of constantly absorbing knowledge from the huge world.

Pinch the cheek with the left hand, apply a little force, and at the moment when the jaw loosened, the right hand stuffed the spoon of the porridge in, perfect!

"Chew quickly." Ning Chuyang put another spoonful of porridge to Feng Qianqian's mouth with a cold face on purpose, "Song Shiyue was much better than you last night. Do you look down on me and think that I am not as good as Teacher Yu?" It will be air-conditioned!"

Song·Good Duck·Shiyue: "..."

"..." Feng Unbecoming Duck Qianqian had the porridge in his mouth, but didn't chew it.

Ning Chuyang didn't care if she resisted silently or not, he just squeezed Feng Qianqian's cheek again, and forced the second spoonful of porridge into it: "I don't care, one spoonful in five seconds, don't swallow it if you have the ability, You spit it out, you spit it out and waste the food. The porridge is just so small, we saved it, you spit it out for me, and you let Song Shiyue, who can't drink it next to you, see how you waste food Yes. Five, four, three, two, one..."

Feng Qianqian, who was not strong enough to resist Ning Chuyang, could only grit his teeth, but it was of no use, and soon the third spoonful of porridge was stuffed in.

Even though the spoon is not big, the porridge is evenly spooned, but Feng Qianqian's mouth can hold so much food. When the third spoon was stuffed in, a few grains of rice dripped out from the corner of his mouth.

"Tsk, waste." Ning Chuyang looked at Feng Qianqian with regret and condemnation.

Who wants to waste! Who forced this!

Ning Chuyang is like a bully doing whatever he wants, pinch his face when he says pinch his face, pry his teeth when he says pry his teeth, pour porridge when he says he wants to eat porridge, and look at people like that when it's over!

Even though Feng Qianqian didn't want to live anymore, she was aroused a bit.

"Five, four, three..." Ning Chuyang counted as if he couldn't see the anger in Feng Qianqian's wet tears.

Feng Qianqian wanted to leave, but couldn't move. If you want to stop pouring, your mouth can't stop your hands.

There is no more room in my mouth, and I was afraid of becoming a burden to them and wasting their food...

Look at Ning Chuyang's appearance, even if the porridge fed in is flowing all over his body, he will continue to feed it...

Feng Qianqian dodged the spoon that Ning Chuyang slowly handed over, chewed and swallowed roughly, and ate the porridge in his mouth.

"You..." Feng Qianqian was about to speak, but a spoonful of porridge was accurately stuffed in.

"Five, four, three..." Ning Chuyang was like an emotionless countdown timer, and he didn't stop because of Feng Qianqian's compromise just now.

Feng Duck Qianqian: "..."

One hello, one eats, a harmonious voice rang in Song Shiyue's ears. Bursts of porridge fragrance, drilled straight into Song Shiyue's nose.

Envious!

Song Shiyue felt the hunger in her belly, quietly envious.

Just who would have thought.

There are too many short-lived things in this world.

Just like Song Shiyue's envy at the moment, it is also a flash in the pan.

"Woooo..." Feng Qianqian didn't take two mouthfuls, then dishonestly avoided the spoon that Ning Chuyang fed him, pursing her mouth as if she had something to say.

Ning Chuyang kept in mind the purpose of the duck-feeding yesterday, and did not give her a chance to speak, and the spoon just moved forward.

Speaking of which, I'm pretty good, but last night Yu Nian Bing didn't even have a countdown.

Feng Qianqian couldn't avoid the unemotional countdown timer, and after being force-fed two more mouthfuls, she finally couldn't help it, and spit out the two bones that had been held in her mouth for two more rounds on Ning Chuyang's body...

"..." Ning Chuyang looked at the bones on his trousers, and his cold countdown face finally collapsed.

Taking advantage of Ning Chuyang staring at the bone in a daze, Feng Qianqian finally took a breath, but she was also a little embarrassed and embarrassed towards the bone: "You...you didn't let me talk, a spoonful in five seconds... I didn't even have time to spit out my bones... don't blame me... "

Ning Chuyang, who had gone wrong imitating the duck-filler, touched his nose, and said in a low voice, "It's all yesterday's duck... Hey, Song Shiyue, don't spit out the bones..."

Song Shiyue: "..."

This duck's stalk can't get through, can it!