There’s No God in Show Business

Chapter 120

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Under the clear blue sky, a beautiful Boeing 747 international flight took off from the US airport and flew to another country on the other side of the ocean. On the rippling Atlantic Ocean, there is a vast expanse of deep blue, spreading from the distant sky to the other side of the field of vision, making it impossible to distinguish the intersection of the sky and the ocean.

Pillowing on the elastic and soft back of the chair, Lin Xi looked at the blue that sometimes loomed under the clouds, her delicate brows were slightly frowned, as if she hadn't completely walked out of the brilliant night last night.

"I'm going to start the machine again tomorrow, don't you want to go back?" Seeing the young man's hesitant and complicated expression, Uno said: "I heard that Raymond has already set up all the final orchestra sets. I'm afraid it won't take a month after I go back this time." It can be finished."

"It's not that I don't want to go back, it's just that...it still feels a little unreal." Lin Xi sighed softly, and then said, "Forget it, it's nothing. But thinking about it now, it seems that we haven't returned to the Heavenly Dynasty for a long time. These few days I have been running around in Europe for a month, but I didn’t care about the domestic situation.”

Hearing Lin Xi's words, Uno was taken aback for a moment, and said subconsciously: "There is no big news in China, as I remember, it seems that Director Wu's new play is about to start."

Unaware of the unusualness hidden in the plain tone of the other party, Lin Xi nodded lightly: "Well, it's not a big deal, but I'm afraid I'll have to get used to it for a while after returning home." After a pause, Lin Xi laughed She joked: "You know, the temperature and traffic congestion in City B in summer are absolutely unacceptable."

Nodding his head slightly, Uno didn't speak any more. Lin Xi didn't ask any more questions, he turned his head, and his gaze fell on the thick and delicate cloud again. Seeing that the young man seemed to have forgotten the topic just now, Uno breathed a sigh of relief, and the big stone in his heart fell.

The silver-white plane had just landed smoothly at the Berlin airport, and without stopping for a moment, Lin Xi boarded the car that had been waiting at the airport for a long time, and returned to the set where she had only parted for a few days. Probably because of jet lag, Raymond was also worried that Lin Xi and Uno's condition was not very good, so they officially started their roles tomorrow.

I first arrived at the set to report, and it happened to be shooting a scene of the orchestra training. Due to Raymond's super high requirements, all the actors who played the members of the orchestra have a certain musical background. When they played the same song together on the stage, although it could not be as magnificent and vigorous as in the tapes of the Ammon Orchestra, it could be regarded as eloquent and pleasant.

"Tomorrow will probably start filming the scenes inside the orchestra, Lin, this is a test of your acting skills." After a pause, Raymond said: "I hope you can go through it once. You know, that kind of non-stop The final effect obtained after ng is often not as perfect as the effect of going through it once."

Lin Xi nodded clearly: "Yes, I know."

Because the next scene has to be replaced with another set, the intermission event was a little longer. After Raymond reviewed all the shots just shot, the actors who appeared on the scene have not yet arrived. He took off the glasses on the bridge of his nose, looked at Lin Xi for a long time, and then sighed in a low voice: "I already knew the result of the Golden Edge Award yesterday. To be honest, I don't want you to be affected by the result of the award, so I told you You said what you just said."

Lin Xi frowned slightly, and said, "Raymond, I am still very confident in the basic qualities of an actor."

"No, Lin, that's not what I mean." Raymond shook his head quickly and said, "The Golden Edge Award is indeed a very important award, and your qualifications can only be regarded as a newcomer. I know you I don’t have the mentality of complaining because I didn’t win the award, but... some things cannot be controlled subjectively.”

"I didn't win an award either, Raymond." The deep magnetic voice sounded from behind Lin Xi, and he turned around to see Uno walking from the center of the orchestra's stage, probably because he was against the light. His whole body was reflected in a hazy light, so he couldn't see clearly.

Raymond was taken aback when he heard the words, and then smiled helplessly after a long while: "Okay, okay, can I say something wrong? You young couple are really serious, and you must hold on to my old man's words?"

Raymond has always been serious and calm, and rarely jokes like this. And once this kind of serious and rigorous person started to tease, it made Lin Xi feel a little shy. A few days ago, Steven often made dirty jokes with them, but Lin Xi usually laughed it off and even refuted a few words. But when he got to Raymond, he was surprised to find—

When a person's contrast is too great, it is often impossible to face.

Uno didn't care about Raymond's teasing, he raised his eyebrows and said calmly: "Well, we are of one mind."

Lin Xi: "..."

It turns out... At this time, a thick-skinned person is needed to deal with it, such as... Uno.

Naturally, Uno didn't notice Lin Xi's malicious eyes looking at him, and he discussed with Raymond about some band roles, so he went back to the hotel with Lin Xi first, planning to take a good rest. After all, I just came back from the United States, and the jet lag is really not easy to adjust.

"I remember you once said that you and Sister Chen grew up together, so... Raymond is also your uncle?" Lin Xi finally couldn't help asking on the way back to the hotel. The hotel is very close to the studio, so the two didn't take a car, but just walked together on the simple and quiet road.

Uno wore a pair of wide black sunglasses, covering half of his face. On his head was a rare black peaked cap that must not match his previous indifferent and calm temperament. Under the cover of the light, it was difficult to see his appearance clearly.

"That's right. I did call him Uncle Raymond when I was young."

"Oh? Then what happened?"

There was a hint of a smile in his deep eyes, and Uno said: "You forgot, I later recognized Mr. Kasted as a piano teacher. At this time, Raymond's and I's seniority is already indistinguishable. After all, Mr. Kasted is also Anse's teacher."

Probably because he grew up in the West, Uno didn't call his parents by their names like ordinary people in the Celestial Dynasty, but instead called them by their first names. And obviously, this point is also very obvious in Chen Yajing's body. In Lin Xi's memory, Chen Yajing always talked to Raymond, and never called her father.

"Since Kaiser has hardly played the piano since then, why do you and An Si still recognize him as a teacher?" Lin Xi asked strangely.

"Do you think... Ans's status today is really only because of his outstanding appearance? Of course, it cannot be separated from the guidance of Mr. Kasted." Wearing a pair of sunglasses in such a deep night has already made passers-by very uncomfortable. It was strange, but Uno seemed to take it for granted, and it didn't surprise anyone. Even if the dignified and outstanding temperament was deliberately concealed, it did not decrease in the slightest. He smiled lowly and hooked his lips, and said: "To be honest, An Si's talent is indeed very good, that's why Mr. Kasted accepted him. But... my talent in this area is far inferior to An Si. If I don't have An Si's identity is there, I'm afraid the teacher will not accept me."

"You're not enough?!" Lin Xi exclaimed. In the piano room of the Blue Mountain Villa, the scene where this person played gracefully like a prince of the piano suddenly appeared in his mind. The gurgling notes like flowing water, the beautiful and melodious tunes, every sound made him feel deep and low-spirited sadness.

That's it…

Not enough? !

"For other people, it may be very good. But for Teacher Kesde, he has high requirements." With a helpless sigh, Uno continued: "It can make a person who never touches the piano If you want to accept an apprentice, you must have a very high talent, high enough to make Teacher Kesde feel that if you don't accept this person, it will be a lifetime loss."

Lin Xi naturally understands that Ansjar Yarman's talent is definitely not only extremely high. He became the youngest world-class conductor at the age of less than 50, and he is also one of the best pianists in the world. Such a terrible musical talent is enough to shock Kasted.

"I think this is the only kind of vision Mr. Kasted has had in his lonely life." Under the dim moonlight, Uno lowered his head and looked at the ground quietly. There was only a light rain yesterday, and there was still a damp breath on the ground. "Because of that person, he never wants to touch his favorite black and white keys in his life. However, Mr. Kesde will go to the Golden Hall to listen to "Chaconne" every year. It is a pity that that person will never be there for him personally Play a song."

The night wind blowing slowly across the quiet street slightly dissipated the hot air in the summer night. There were not many passers-by walking on the path paved with bricks and stones, and the dizzy street lamps swayed faint shadows, which stretched the two slender figures a little longer.

"Before reading the script, you once told me that I would never give up on this script." With a soft sigh, Lin Xi said, "Actually, I was thinking at the time, what kind of script could make you boast about it?" Such a seaport. But after seeing it... I still understand."

The young man's melodious voice became softer in the night breeze: "In this world, the most terrifying thing is to let go willingly. If it is for any reason, I believe that Kasde will never let that go just like that." People leave. However, when everything involves family members, hometown, and even the motherland, I am afraid I can understand the grief and helplessness of Kesde."

Under the mottled street lamps, Lin Xi's shadow and the sycamore trees on the side of the road reflect each other, appearing and disappearing from time to time. There was a helpless smile on the delicate face, Lin Xi whispered: "If Mo Qing just lived in a foreign country like that, I believe that Kasted would never have such deep and unbearable feelings for him. emotion."

"You're right." Uno looked up at the bright and bright full moon, and said, "I once heard Mr. Kasted mention it when explaining a piece of music to me, you know... what Is it called eternal love?"

Lin Xi was slightly taken aback, and asked, "What?"

"Mr. Kesde said this: Love is something that no one can control. It will make a person heartbroken, and it will also make a person crazy and terrible. It is a poison that has no cure. , when you found out, it has penetrated deep into your bone marrow, spread into your brain, corroded everything, and finally there is only endless... or sweetness, or sadness."

Lin Xi couldn't help but stop at this kind of speech that he had never heard before. Correspondingly, Uno also turned around, quietly looking at the stunned young man in front of him. A trace of indifferent sadness flashed in his deep pupils, he sighed lightly, and continued: "This is love. But later, Teacher Kesde told me what is eternal love."

"Eternal love is suddenly lost when love is fermented to the deepest point, so... all the most beautiful, most longed for, and most unforgettable, become unforgettable eternity in a lifetime."

Under the dim light, in the shadow of the swaying leaves, the two tall men just looked at each other. No one spoke first, and the surrounding air was shrouded in a faint sadness.

"Then one day, the teacher told me. If Mo Qing hadn't left him forever like that, then he might not have loved so deeply in his blood and broken his soul in this life. But... there are no ifs in this world. "The voice as mellow as red wine still sounded in the night wind, and finally was tortured by the air until there was only a sigh," just like in the Pakistani movie "Eternal Love", Teacher Kesde once said that if he had Just like Ahmad, if he watched his loved one leave in front of his eyes, then I'm afraid... What awaits him will not be endless torture in his life, but follow him without complaint or regret."

"Eternal Love" is a famous Pakistani love film in the last century. When the heroine Rossi died of cancer at the bedside, the deeply infatuated hero Ahmad cried and mourned. Following the love of my life, I flew to the paradise where there is no more pain.

"So in the end the teacher told me that there is no if in this world, and there is no eternal love that can be defined. But for him, his love had already stagnated when he received that letter , and never took a step forward.”

Lin Xi felt a dryness in his throat, as if a stone was choking him. He opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound. For a long time, in the desolate night wind, he shook his head gently and sighed: "When I was reading the script, there was one thing that I couldn't understand. Until now... I finally understand it."

The two of them took another step and walked on this quiet path, as if Kasde had walked countless times in the past. The man who was once perfect and outstanding has finally become an ordinary old man under the passage of time. He walked alone on this quiet path day by day, only one person, walking alone. Perhaps his straight back has long been bent, and perhaps his once handsome face is also covered with wrinkles, but he is still that infatuated Kestrel, walking and walking, although he is alone, he seems to be with another person. People walk together.

"Why did Kaiser still receive Mo Qing's letter, but know that he has left this world." Lin Xi's hoarse voice sounded: "Probably because he knows that the person he loves is absolutely impossible to give up There are hundreds of thousands of innocent lives in a city, so let’s just escape.”

In Mo Qing's last letter to Kasde, he mentioned that he was stationed in City N to fight against the enemy. Although the military situation is urgent, the current situation can still be controlled, so let Kasde not worry. But when the news of the entire city's destruction spread from far away China to Europe not long after, Kest immediately understood what happened.

"This is an inexplicable trust and understanding that does not require verbal support. Just because it is the person he loves, he knows what choice the other person will make." Uno turned his head and looked at his side seriously The sad-looking young man said, "Or, if Mo Qing hadn't made that choice, then... he wouldn't be the person Mr. Kasted loves at all."

A car passed by quickly, and Lin Xi couldn't help squinting his eyes due to the flashing headlights.

Uno took off the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose, and gently clipped them to the collar of his shirt. There seemed to be that indifferent expression in his eyes, but the sadness hidden deep in his eyes could not be concealed. "When I heard this story for the first time when I was fourteen, I never understood...why Teacher Kesde didn't go with Mo Qing at the beginning."

Hearing this, Lin Xi couldn't help raising his eyes to Uno who was on the side. Seeing the latter lowering his eyes, with a bitter arc on his lips, he shook his head slightly and said, "Later, I understood. Mo Qing has her own country and relatives, and Teacher Kasde also has her own hard-to-let go Family. Europe was definitely not a smooth place at the time, so he couldn't just leave like that."

"So... it was when he learned of the death of that person that Kasted made up his mind to go to China?"

Uno nodded slightly: "Yes. After knowing the news of that person's death, Mr. Kesde desperately wanted to go to Huaxia. However, everything was not as simple as he imagined. So it was not until thirteen years later that he Just set foot on that land."

He couldn't help reaching out to hold the opponent's hand, and the hot moment spread from Lin Xi's palm to his whole body, and the blood vessels that made him slightly cold also returned to their previous heat. The night wind was still whizzing by, louder than before, as if it was whispering something sad about the past.

"Treasure what is in front of you is the most important thing."

Hearing the young man's low voice, Uno nodded lightly, lowered his eyes, and muttered again: "Treasure what is in front of you... is the most important thing."

The hazy and clear full moon is still the round of seventy-eight years ago, still covering the land with the coldest moonlight. It was still the same path seventy-eight years ago, the same red brick floor, the same night wind, just like the lonely man had been walking for decades.

Only this time, it was two harmonious figures.

Holding hands tightly, no matter how heavy the wind and rain, it can resist and cover everything, forming the most powerful and deep wall.

The summer night in Berlin is very bleak, with dark clouds gathering in the sky and blowing away quickly.

The next day was destined to be a beautiful sunny day.