"Sing it to me."
"Of course, if you also want to sign, I don't mind..." The voice stopped abruptly, and He Shu Shan opened his eyes slightly, looking at the man in front of him in surprise. After a long time, he swallowed his saliva and said, "Do you want to listen?"
"Yeah." With a slight frown on her straight eyebrows, Chu Jinjie raised her eyes and asked, "Is it inconvenient for you now?"
"No!" replied impatiently, and said to Shu Shan: "Then let's go upstairs now." Before finishing speaking, He Shu Shan took Chu Jinjie and walked upstairs. His right hand held the other's left hand tightly, and the temperature was unchanging for thousands of years, making his whole body warm.
It was the first time the man asked to hear him sing.
Sitting on the high soft stool in the recording room with Shu Shan, they closed their eyes tightly for a long time before slowly opening them. His eyes looked through the gauze of the anti-splash cover to the man on the other side of the soundproof glass, and that man was sitting quietly on the chair, looking at him with straight eyes.
There was no emotion on the handsome face, or in other words, in the past twenty years, he had never seen any other expressions on the other's face. Even when Chu's father passed away a few years ago, even he cried so hard that he could hardly breathe, but Chu Jinjie still calmly bowed to the guests one by one without shedding a single tear.
But that doesn't mean the man is ruthless.
On the contrary, it was precisely because his feelings were too deep that he hid all his emotions under an indifferent and calm appearance. Just like that funeral night, when he hugged the man and felt the man reach the peak of release in his body, he felt a burst of heat on his shoulders.
It's not that I didn't cry, but I never let people see it.
This is Chu Jinjie's pride, and it is also the self-esteem that he uses his life to maintain.
"This song is called "Return of the First Snow". It probably means something, you should be able to understand it after listening to it." Facing the condenser microphone, He Shushan didn't sing for the first time, but spoke to the outside: "Except for Gao Lao Apart from a few people from Tianyu and Tianyu, you are the first to hear this song."
Hearing the young man's clear and soft voice from the stereo, Chu Jinjie's eyes darkened even more.
"Then... it's the song "The Return of the First Snow"."
"Dark clouds cover my sky,
The cold wind blows on my intersection... 』
The clear voice is like a gurgling stream, slowly flowing out from the high-end audio equipment. Chu Jinjie leaned back in the chair, listening carefully to the voice that the fans called the sound of nature. That voice was very different from what he had heard in the past, it wasn't the warm and gentle one in ordinary communication, nor the soft and seductive one in bed, it was a clean singing voice like heaven, which made the listener's soul feel refreshed Baptized.
And this voice, he hadn't heard it until now.
He couldn't help feeling a bit of regret, why he had ignored the album sent by the other party before. But even if he heard it now, it seemed that he could still hear what he should have heard before, but... he felt it was too late.
"At the intersection of the first snow, you told me about the fault of meeting,
No matter how many excuses there are, it's not the loss that I walked with you... 』
The music continued to play, but Chu Jinjie's brows became tighter and tighter. When he and Shu Shan came out of the recording studio, what they saw was the other's obscure face. The dizzy yellow light shone down from the top of their heads, Ling and Shu Shan couldn't tell the expression of Jinjie now.
He stepped forward and asked strangely: "Do you think I can't sing well? Jin Jie, don't force yourself. There are also many people who don't like me. Maybe you don't like my song type too much. "
"No, it's very nice." Chu Jinjie suddenly raised her head, fixed her eyes on the young man in front of her, and said solemnly, "I really like this song, this voice, and... its owner."
A simple sentence made He Shushan's body stiffen suddenly. He stared blankly at Chu Jinjie, who had a serious expression in front of him, his handsome face was full of serious expressions, as if every word and sentence was spoken from the heart.
And he naturally knew that this person would never lie. He didn't bother to do such a thing at all, and he never said such a thing to him.
In the past twenty years, he had never heard Chu Jinjie speak like this.
Such simple and straightforward words, like the most painful love words in the world, were transmitted from his eardrums to the central nervous system, making him feel dizzy in his brain. Because of the dim yellow light, Chu Geun's deep facial features appear more three-dimensional, and this deep and distant vision makes it difficult for He Shushan to adapt.
Feeling a dryness in his throat, He Shu Shan licked his lips involuntarily, and said in a low voice: "What's wrong with you today... you want to say such a thing suddenly. This..." His cheeks were a little hot, and He Shu Shan slightly Lowering his head so that his hair covered his blushing face, he said, "You've never said that before."
Their accident that night five years ago was a matter of course, without any words.
After that, they were naturally together. No one said a word of confession, and no one mentioned whether they should start this relationship. They just came together naturally and have been to this day.
"When I was in London, I saw the unicycle you liked when you were a child." Without directly answering Shu Shan's question, Chu Jinjie suddenly changed the subject and said, "In the window of S's house, I have been with you for eighteen years." Same as before."
He and Shu Shan were slightly taken aback, even though they wanted to ask each other again, but seeing Chu Jinjie's indifferent expression, all the words he originally wanted to ask were swallowed back into his throat.
"Do you remember?"
"Well. You broke it."
He Shu Shan couldn't help laughing.
When he arrived at the Chu Mansion, he was still a child of five or six years old, and at that time Chu Jinjie was about to enter junior high school. The other party naturally had no interest in those childhood toys, so Chu Jinjie's childhood toys became her own.
Boys mostly like toys such as trucks, airplanes, and guns, but He Shushan preferred wooden toys when he was a child. Especially the small wooden car of the S family, which can be disassembled and assembled, and can even travel more than one meter alone with a simple wooden structure, which is very ingenious. So, it became He Shu Shan's favorite toy to play with.
Later, when he was running around in the yard with a small wooden cart, he happened to bump into Chu Jinjie, so the poor little wooden cart was painted to pieces and never assembled again.
"Speaking of this, I just remembered..." There was a gentle smile on his lips, and Shu Shan's eyes were bent into a beautiful crescent shape: "I was too innocent at that time, and I still cried a lot stop."
Chu Jinjie suddenly said, "You haven't cried for a long time."
He Shu Shan was taken aback for a moment, then asked subconsciously: "You want me to cry?"
Chu Jinjie shook her head slightly, and her deep eyes seemed a little hazy under the hazy yellow light. He sighed softly and said, "You should never cry. No matter what happens, I don't want to see you cry."
Hearing the other party's strange words, He Shu Shan felt a little strange in his heart. He frowned suspiciously, forced a smile, and asked, "Why are you so weird today? You know I seldom cry. Last time was..." After a pause, He Shushan finally said: "Go The first time was when Uncle Chu passed away."
Looking at the other party's puzzled expression, Chu Jin frowned, not knowing what she was thinking. After a long while, he said, "I may not have jet lag yet, you don't mind."
Saying that, He Shushan leaned back and leaned on the mixer and sat halfway. He raised his head and said with a smile: "You are really strange today, but it is indeed a rare thing to see you not so serious and serious once in a while."
"And Shu Shan."
He suddenly heard the other party call out his name in full, and Shu Shan's body froze suddenly. His body, which had just been relaxed, stiffened on the mixer. He put his hands on his sides and asked tentatively, "Hibis knot?"
"I want to see you cry once."
He and Shu Shan's eyes suddenly widened, and before he had time to ask the other party's meaning, he heard Chu Jinjie add: "Tonight, I'm here." As soon as he finished speaking, a scorching temperature blocked him. and Shu Shan's half-opened lips.
Because of the sudden force, his entire upper body fell backwards involuntarily, while Chu Jinjie quickly reached out to wrap his arms around that thin waist, pulling it a little further into his chest, deeper kissed.
From dazed at the beginning, to kissing and sucking later. He and Shu Shan stretched out their arms to embrace the man, closed their eyes tightly, and kissed each other earnestly and reverently. That fervent and intense kiss is the most familiar strength for many years, the smell of the other party is in the mouth and nose, with a faint scent of osmanthus, making He and Shu Shan seem to have returned to the strange mansion when they were young.
This man, who was under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree back then, stretched out his hand to himself.
The hazy yellow light is the best shelter at this time, and the excellent sound insulation wall isolates the sound in the whole room from the outside world. Chu Jinjie has always been a serious person, and she and Shu Shan have never tried to do this kind of thing with each other in places other than the bed.
The thing that suddenly pierced into the body was the most familiar shape, with this unique hot temperature, making He Shushan's whole body glow with a faint pink color. His back rested on the bumpy tuning keys, which was the most sensitive place, and he couldn't help moaning due to the friction of the keys.
"I want you to cry."
After Chu Jinjie's words fell to the ground, there was a more intense and heavy impact, Ling and Shu Shan hugged each other's body more forcefully, completely unable to stop the groans pouring out of their mouths. This man has never shown such dominance in this kind of matter. Although he is indifferent and deep, he doesn't like to force others, and he has very little desire.
And on this peaceful and peaceful night, I don't know what moved this usually calm man and made him do many unusual things.
The refreshing feeling climbed from behind along the spine to He Shushan's brain, and the strong desire to release made him unable to help but make more soft and seductive voices, but at the moment when he was about to be liberated , was suddenly grabbed.
Physiological tears flowed down the eye sockets, half because of the excitement that stimulated the soul, and half because of the pain that could not be released.
"Jinjie, don't do this." Mixed with a low voice, He Shushan murmured.
"This is the last time you cry, remember, the last time." Chu Jinjie lowered her head and gently licked the tears off the young man's cheeks. Looking at the young man's hazy and confused expression, he sighed and said, "Let's go together."
He Shushan immediately nodded vigorously, and in the next second, he felt the most basic comfort from life.
The dim lights covered up all the bad things that might happen. At this moment, in the spacious recording studio, there were only the low panting voices of He Shu Shan and Chu Jinjie, which broke the silence from time to time.
Because the temperature in the room was not low, the two simply put on some clothes and planned to get up and leave.
He and Shu Shan still felt very weak, but he managed to stand up, preparing to deal with the liquid flowing down his thighs behind him first.
"Jinjie, let me deal with it first, why don't you..."
"And Shu Shan, I'm getting engaged."