"And Shu Shan, I'm getting engaged."
The pace under his feet suddenly faltered, and he and Shu Shan stood there in a daze without moving. As a singer, his hearing has always been very good, and he can even distinguish the difference between semitones. But at this moment, he felt as if he heard something wrong, there seemed to be a drum beating in his ears, and his brain couldn't process what the other party said just now.
Chu Jinjie didn't speak, but looked at He Shu Shan whose complexion gradually turned pale with a calm expression. There was no emotion in the deep and deep eyes, as if what he said just now was as simple and monotonous as "good evening".
In the small recording studio there was a shocking silence, the air was as heavy as water, but He Shushan's face became paler and paler, against the red lips from the strenuous exercise just now, it looked shocking. He was dazed for a long time, forced a weak smile, and said: "Jinjie, I remember that you like to drink a cup of Biluochun every time you are jet-lagged, I'll make you a cup."
Chu Jinjie stared expressionlessly at the young man who was forcing a smile in front of him. Looking at the pale smile on the other side, a slight throbbing pain flashed in his heart, but it disappeared quickly, so fast that he didn't even notice it. .
"No, I'll go back to the old house tonight."
He Shu Shan's body suddenly staggered, and he was about to fall because he couldn't stand firmly, but fortunately he took a quick step back to stabilize his body. His body was very small, so Chu Jinjie didn't notice it.
"I probably won't come here again in the future. I'll give this house to you. Steward Wang will follow me back to the old house. If you like to eat the dishes cooked by Mrs. Yuan, she can stay here and take care of you." Chu Jin bowed Waist picked up the jacket that was thrown on the ground, and said: "Shu Shan, you have lost a lot of weight these days, let Sister Yuan make up for you."
He and Shu Shan clenched their hands into fists, a heat flow that he had never felt before surged from his heart to his brain, making his eyes redden. Obviously, the resentment in the chest was extremely angry, but when the words came out, they were still as gentle as usual: "Okay, I will take good care of my body. After all, I haven't lived in the old house for a long time. Why don't you stay in Blue Mountain for a few days."
Chu Jinjie quietly forgot about being with Shu Shan for a long time, as if observing the latter's expression. Gradually, he loosened his frowning brows, shook his head and said, "No need, Steward Wang arranges people to clean the old house every day." After a pause, he added: "The song "The First Snow Flows Back" I I like it very much, and I will listen to your songs too, so I’m leaving first.”
Following the crisp and loud sound of closing the door, He Shushan finally couldn't support his fragile body any longer, and suddenly fell a few steps backwards, hitting heavily in front of the half-person-high mixing console. Because of the collision, there were bursts of heart-rending dull pain from the red and swollen place behind him. But at this moment, even if the most sensitive part is suffering from such an extremely sharp pain, it can't compare to the heart-piercing pain in He Shushan's heart at this moment.
The moment the man spoke just now, he really wanted to accuse the other party—
Could it be that the five years of getting along is really just a relationship that can be let go after it is over
Could it be that the two decades of acquaintance really just made them such casual and disposable bed partners
Is this...
But everything, when the other party suddenly said that name, suddenly turned into a cloud of smoke.
"The Return of the First Snow".
He said "The First Snow Flows Back".
He obviously repeated his name several times two hours ago, but he still didn't take it to heart.
It's as if the person who just said "I like this song, this voice, and its owner" never existed. Everything is just the most illusory fantasy before the dream is shattered, making him think that he has obtained the beautiful dream he wants most in the world, but at the peak of the sweetest happiness, he ruthlessly crushes everything.
The party that pays more is ultimately the most vulnerable.
Chu Jinjie could say without any scruples that he would never step into this house again, but He Shushan could only pack his clothes and open the door to leave the recording studio, leaving the room that was still filled with a strong musky smell.
The moment his finger touched the metal doorknob of the bedroom, he heard a slight car horn from downstairs, and then, a light flashed through the window in the corridor—
That person has left.
"So, Chu Jinjie just left like that?!" The handsome and handsome man opened his eyes wide, slapped the table angrily, and said, "What the hell is going on with him? How can anyone dump someone just after talking about love?" of?"
"Ayuan, don't be angry."
Qi Wenyuan laughed back angrily: "Are you making me think that scumbag did the right thing? Come on Shu Shan, he did that kind of thing with you just now, and he'll say 'I'm getting engaged' to you in the next second. What is this? Leave after eating? Or does he think that you are just his bed partner, so you don’t need to take any responsibility? It’s ridiculous! He said he would share it? Before you agree, he, Young Master Chu, Decided on my own."
Under the bright and gentle afternoon sun, He Shu Shan's hair shone with a touch of golden color. This is something he only dyed back this morning, because of what the man said last night, he decided to change himself who was praised by outsiders.
But at this time, his expression seemed to have only a trace of imperceptible loneliness. There was still a soft and warm smile on the elegant face, and the eyes were slightly curved, it was still the polite and gentle He Shu Shan, who seemed to be completely different from the one who broke down and cried alone in the bedroom last night.
Only his slightly swollen eyes revealed this abnormality, and Qi Wenyuan, who was so nervous, obviously couldn't be careful enough to notice this. Of course, he didn't notice that when he said the word "responsible", the young man sitting across the table trembled slightly, and even a crack appeared in the perfect smile on his face.
"Ayuan, Jinjie and I are indeed not in a relationship, and naturally there is no talk of breaking up." With Shu Shan's fingers tightly holding the white porcelain cup, which contained hot tea, he chuckled and said, "Five years I took the initiative to post it before, and Jinjie never said what kind of relationship we have. He was able to tell me in advance that he was going to be engaged, and I am already very grateful to him."
"Shu Shan! Why are you such a good old man?!" Qi Wenyuan was so angry that he couldn't even speak steadily when he saw his best friend's indifferent appearance. He gritted his teeth and said, "You like him, who can't see such a thing? He Just been together with you for five years without knowing it, and then abandoned you without any memory. Could it be that you come and go when he calls? In his heart, you are a …”
"enough!"
Qi Wenyuan's voice stopped abruptly, and he stared blankly at the strange yet familiar young man in front of him.
He and Shu Shan lowered their heads, because the bangs obscured the expression on his face, the only thing that could be seen was the lower lip that had been bitten white: only the part where the teeth were clenched was red, It seemed that blood would drip out in the next second.
Qi Wenyuan had never heard of talking to Shu Shan so loudly before, even when the other party was mistaken by Tianyu's staff for being a newcomer and brought him to accompany him for a drink, this person never blushed. But now... Judging from the strength of the other party's hand that wanted to crush the white porcelain cup, He Shu Shan was really angry.
Qi Wenyuan just thought about it for a while, and realized that he really said something wrong just now.
No matter how shameless Chu Jinjie did it, even if what he said just now was accusing that heartless man, but... what is in front of him now is He Shu Shan. While scolding Chu Jinjie, every word I said hurt the other person's heart little by little.
Feeling remorse welling up in his heart, Qi Wenyuan swallowed his saliva, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry Shu Shan, what I said just now was really a bit too much. You know, when I get excited, I tend to speak out, I'm really not Intentionally." Qi Wenyuan was right, he has always belonged to the young and energetic type in Tianyu, so he obviously has both looks and acting skills, and after five or six years of mixing, he has only mixed to the point of being a popular niche.
Seeing that he and Shu Shan slowly hooked their lips together, he raised his head and looked at Qi Wenyuan with a faint smile. The eyes were still a little bloodshot, but his face was still so peaceful and serene, Qi Wenyuan couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
"Actually, A Yuan, what you said was wrong just now. Jinjie has never admitted my relationship with him, so there will be no talk of abandonment between us." He Shushan sighed and narrated in the most gentle voice. . When Qi Wenyuan was excited and wanted to speak again, he immediately interrupted: "To be honest, I also want to thank Jinjie. First of all, he has been really good to me during these five years. As you said, I like it." He, being able to be with him for five years, I am already very happy."
"Shu Shan, you are so stupid. If I were you, I would have broken up with that bastard Chu Jin long ago."
"However, you are not me. A Yuan, you really have to change your temper. With your character, something will happen sooner or later. But I think you will have to wait until the day you really make a big mistake. In the future, you will really realize it, and change your bad temper." Seeing Qi Wenyuan frowning tightly, with a look of hating iron and steel, He Shushan never imagined that his own words would be repeated a few years later. Words become prophecies. He continued helplessly: "Secondly, because of Jinjie's relationship, I have a very good inspiration."
Qi Wenyuan was still pursing his lips in righteous indignation, but when he heard He Shushan's words, he exclaimed, "You have a new song?"
"Well, last night I made a rough song in the piano room. It was adapted from my debut song "Entering Love", also called "Entering Love."
Qi Wenyuan felt helpless and amused at the same time. At this moment when he should immediately go downstairs to fight that scumbag for a hundred rounds, and Shu Shan composed music in the piano room calmly? ! Should it be said that this is dedication, or is it too stubborn.
"But Shu Shan, you really... don't have any thoughts about Chu Jinjie anymore?"
Gently put the gilt white porcelain cup in his hand on the tray, and raised his head with Shu Shan and laughed softly: "A Yuan, I've said it all, I'm already very content with these five years of getting along. At least, in the end Jinjie didn't separate from me because he hated me, but because he really had someone who needed to be with him for the rest of his life. You don't understand, we grew up together. I'm afraid he felt very troubled when I posted back at the beginning, but he Accepted. I think, if it wasn't because that person was me, he would have bombarded me out a long time ago, and would never have given me these five years of happiness."
Hearing his friend's seemingly calm words, Qi Wenyuan felt a little strange in his heart, and felt that the other party seemed to have really let go of everything. He thought about it for a while, and thought to himself: If that guy Pan Lun dared to say "I'm getting engaged" out of nowhere one day, he would definitely punch Pan Lun in the face with his fist.
But... he is not with Shu Shan.
And he could never have imagined how he and Shu Shan would punch Chu Jin.
He Shushan still smiled and said: "So, A Yuan, now the relationship between Jinjie and I has just returned to the most original and correct position. Feelings are not something that is forced. If you want to call me stupid That's right, if you want to say that I didn't make a clean break earlier for being a bitch, that's fine. But I got at least these five years, which is enough for me to savor for a lifetime."
"Shu Shan, I didn't mean that at all, you know." After carefully studying the other party for a long time, Qi Wenyuan was finally defeated. Since the person involved has said so, he is not qualified to comment on it.
Spreading his hands helplessly, Qi Wenyuan sighed: "Oh, that's fine. You're still young, don't you want any kind of lover? To be honest, I've been waiting for you to leave that scum of Chu Jinjie for a long time. You don't know, Shu Shan , every time I see how obedient you are to that Young Master Chu, I can't wait to punch him with his iceberg face. Do you think that all the people in their cx entertainment are like that, even that Uno, every day They all have a straight face, as if everyone owes him millions. Also, you don't know, when I saw that guy at the Golden Bull Awards last time, he actually... "
While talking, Qi Wenyuan forgot the reason why he dragged Shu Shan and him to the coffee shop to sit and drink tea. His topic extended from Chu Jinjie to his cx entertainment, and before he could say a few words, he began to criticize Uno again.
What he didn't realize was that when he was talking, the eyes of the young man sitting in front of him were always glowing with a redness that never completely faded away. Even though he tried his best to pretend to be calm and composed, there was still a paleness that could not be concealed on He Shu Shan's delicate face.
Even he himself didn't know that his teeth had been bitten several times to bleed.
In other words, in the small piano room of the Blue Mountain Villa, how many sheets of music paper he soaked with tears, and finally with the blood of the tip of his heart, he outlined the infatuated and unchanging love stroke by stroke. Note.
"Entering the play and entering the heart, I have played the piano for you all my life. 』
Give up, give up, give up, give up, give up, give up...
give up.
This word has been repeated countless times in his heart since last night.
He could write every word, but... when these two words formed a word, he realized that the hardest and most powerful heart he had ever boasted of had always been so fragile that it would break at the touch of a finger.
Chu Jin knot, Chu Jin knot, Chu Jin knot...
Chu Jin knot.