Jiang Su was terrified and wanted to stop the imagination in his mind, but the more he was reluctant to think about it, the pictures he read in Wu Qi's book appeared one after another in his mind.
Zhang Wenxue said: "The most important thing for two people to get along with is to understand each other and treat each other like guests. Only in this way can they last for a long time."
Jiang Su thought, yes, the most important thing for two people to get along with is indeed to understand, Wu Qi painted it - blah blah blah! ! !
Zhang Wenxue finally realized that there was something wrong with Jiang Su's expression, he was very puzzled, and asked Jiang Su with a frown, "Junior brother, what's the matter with you?"
Jiang Su took a deep breath and said, "People from the Demon Sect are really scary."
Zhang Wenxue: "?"
Zhang Wenxue didn't know where Jiang Su's sudden emotion came from. The two of them had been chatting for a long time. It was time to go back. Zhang Wenxue patted Jiang Su's shoulder and asked, "Junior Brother, Have you ever told Li Hanshan about this?"
Jiang Su: "...I said so."
Zhang Wenxue: "Does he care?"
Jiang Su shook his head: "I don't care."
Zhang Wenxue sighed.
"Junior brother, although right and wrong are different, I can see that Li Hanshan is really treating you well." He whispered, "But you should remember that he likes you, so he has been waiting for you, you shouldn't have been waiting for you. Let him wait."
Jiang Su: "..."
"What's more, what you are worried about is not a big deal." Zhang Wenxue said, "The happiness of life is not limited to this, even if you really have no desires, you can still be with him."
Jiang Su: "..."
Jiang Su felt as if he heard something extraordinary from his always gentle senior brother.
What is the happiness of life is not limited to this, is the senior brother also assimilated by this world of Haitangwen? !
But Jiang Su thought about it carefully, but inexplicably felt that... Zhang Wenxue seemed to have some truth.
The joy of life should not be limited to this.
Since people cannot have happiness, they can only create happiness by themselves.
…
Jiang Su returned to the crowd with Zhang Wenxue. Zhang Wenxue did not expose Jiang Su’s lies. He asked Nie Haomiao to prepare clothes for Jiang Su that could disguise himself into the Valley of Heartless Love, but he did not say anything to death, but only shared with Nie Haomiao. Said that Jiang Su may need to stay in the Valley of Jealousy for a while, and he does not want Jiang Su to join the Valley of Love, so Jiang Su may only stay in the Valley of Love for a few days.
Nie Haomiao was also afraid that Jiang Su would stay in the Valley of Heartless Love for too long and cause chaos in the valley. Lead the way in front and lead Jiang Su into the valley.
There is also a deep valley in the Valley of Heartless Love. There are countless deep caves in the deep valley. The Valley of Heartless Love can be considered to be based on local materials. They built a lot of compartments in the cave, as the residence of those who need to cut off their lust, in the Valley of Heartless Love. , These people's daily lives are almost like ascetic monks, until Nie Haomiao thinks that they have really forgotten the people in their hearts, and will let them leave the valley of despair.
It is also because there is only one way out of the Valley, so it is easy to get in but difficult to get out of the Valley of Heartfelt. Nie Haomiao didn't want Jiang Su to see those who entered the Valley of Heartless Love because of him, so he arranged Jiang Su's residence in the Valley of Love, Jiang Su's residence was located in the Valley of Heartless Love, and Jiang Su's residence was located in the Valley of Love. Su didn't have any opinion either - anyway, as long as the time came, he could sneak into the inner valley and find Meng Du's whereabouts.
But before that, he had one more thing to deal with.
Senior brother is right, his affairs with Li Hanshan cannot be delayed any longer.
Even if it is a quick knife to cut the mess, he must let the matter end sooner.
But having said that, when it comes to the real situation, Jiang Su is still somewhat inexplicably timid.
He really has no experience in dealing with this kind of thing, and this kind of thing is far more terrifying than facing the enemy. Jiang Su is inevitably a little overwhelmed, but fortunately he has grasped one thing that can make him brave and fearless. The most popular thing - drinking.
He doesn't have to drink until he loses consciousness like the previous few times. He only needs to get a little drunk to become more frank and frank as if he has turned on some hidden switch, and he can summon up the courage to say everything that is on his mind. The exit, even... He still remembered what the senior brother said.
If a person cannot be born with happiness, he can still find ways to create happiness.
After a few glasses of wine, Jiang Su felt that he was enlightened.
He got up, forcibly suppressed the nervousness in his heart, and went out the door pretending to be calm. When Zhang Wenxue asked Nie Haomiao to arrange a room for them, he deliberately let Li Hanshan live next to Jiang Su, thinking that it was so that the two could get closer. There was a chance, and he and Sun Lin were on the other side, so at this moment Jiang Su turned around and went out and took a few steps before standing outside Li Hanshan's house.
Jiang Su stood for a moment, and suddenly felt that he might still not drink enough wine.
He was still in trouble.
It's just that everyone has already arrived here, and he has not hidden his footsteps. He believes that Li Hanshan has heard his footsteps. He can't turn his head back like this. He can only take a deep breath and raise his hand. Knocked on the door and said, "Li—"
The door opened immediately.
Li Hanshan obviously heard the footsteps of his coming here, but he didn't know if Jiang Su was looking for him, so he never opened the door, but just stood behind the door. Now that he heard Jiang Su call him, he could not wait to open the door immediately. Without thinking, he hurriedly replied, "I'm here."
Jiang Su: "..."
Jiang Su's hand knocking on the door was still in the air, he slowly retracted his hand, swallowed, unable to restrain his nervousness, and said, "I have something to look for you."
But when Li Hanshan opened the door, he could smell the alcohol on Jiang Su's body. Although it was not as strong as when Jiang Su was drunk that day, he could also sense that Jiang Su must have been drinking.
Li Hanshan knew that Jiang Su seldom drank, because Jiang Su felt that he was a famous swordsman, and the habit of drinking would make his body not respond as before. Said: "Have you been drinking?"
Jiang Su nodded.
"What happened?" Li Hanshan frowned, "Why are you drinking?"
Jiang Su did not answer Li Hanshan's question directly. He just raised his head, fixed his gaze on Li Hanshan, and whispered, "I am not drunk today."
Li Hanshan: "..."
Li Hanshan didn't understand what Jiang Su meant.
Jiang Su had already taken a step forward and seemed to want to enter the house, so Li Hanshan stepped back a little, and took the initiative to let Jiang Su come in, closed the door by himself, and turned around again, before he could ask Jiang Su what happened to him. When something happened, Jiang Su took a step forward, raised his hand to hold Li Hanshan's shoulder, and the strength in his hand pushed Li Hanshan back half a step, hitting the door before Jiang Su stopped just now. He moved, took a deep breath, and regardless of Li Hanshan's stunned and bewildered eyes, he was already drunk like that day, he turned his head slightly, leaned in front of Li Hanshan, and kissed Li Hanshan's lips.
He could feel the stiffness of Li Hanshan's back, as if he tightened his body for a moment, clinging to the door behind him, breathing a little short, after such a pause, Li Hanshan raised his hand just now, as if he wanted to put his hand on his waist, but There was some hesitation, and in the end, maybe he felt that Jiang Su was still drunk, so he wanted to push him away from him.
Jiang Su only took a step back at this point, and then frowned, confirming that the memory of the drunken day was not fake, so he sighed and repeated: "I really don't have any special feelings."
Li Hanshan: "..."
For Jiang Su, this kiss was not much different from holding hands. Even though he had repeated this action so many times before, he still didn't taste any of the kisses he said, and he didn't have a heartbeat. Drum, there is no shortness of breath, and no goose bumps. For him, this action is just pure meat meets meat.
This is also the reason why he has been certain that he may have no desire for Li Hanshan several times, but today he heard the call from his senior brother, and the truth that should have embarrassed him suddenly seemed to be no longer so unacceptable. up.
He knew that this emotional matter was originally a choice between the two parties, but he had forgotten another point. The matter of love was also a matter between the two of them.
He didn't feel anything, but he thought, Li Hanshan was obviously different.
Therefore, Jiang Su did not let go. He retreated a little, but the hand was still on Li Hanshan's shoulder. His cheeks touched Li Hanshan's face, he was about the same height as Li Hanshan, so he had to tiptoe a little, right next to Li Hanshan's ear, he exhaled softly, and said to Li Hanshan, "But I think, your feelings are obviously the same as mine. Different."
He could feel Li Hanshan's rapid and hot breathing, and under the chest that was close to him, his heart was beating wildly. Jiang Su's every move was obviously extremely confusing to him, enough to provoke him completely. He always had a longing hidden in the bottom of his heart.
At this time, Jiang Su remembered that Li Hanshan was just like himself. He seemed to be looking at Xie Wu's experience and experience to practice swordsmanship, but it was a pity that he was a double superposition of Zhishui swordsmanship and Xie Wu's desireless person. In the end, he came to such a ruthless and unloving result. Li Hanshan was obviously much better than him. Although he was restrained on weekdays, at least he was not affected by Xie Wu when it came to important matters.
It's just that Jiang Su also remembered that Li Hanshan had mentioned that Xie Zeli taught Li Hanshan to learn swordsmanship without distractions, and should not have appetites. And since even the lust for appetite is not allowed, the even more lust should be suppressed.
Xie Zeli did not implement the rules and regulations, but he lied to Li Hanshan to learn a lot, but fortunately—
Jiang Su turned his head to kiss Li Hanshan's nose again, thinking that Li Hanshan was only abstinent, not desireless.
…
After a while, he listened to Li Hanshan trying to suppress his disordered breathing, and said, "You are drunk."
Jiang Su replied, "I only had a few glasses of wine today."
Li Hanshan: "...Your alcohol intake is too bad."
Jiang Su nodded and replied, "I will definitely drink less in the future."
After he said this, he felt that Li Hanshan wanted to push him away from him. Obviously, there should be a limit to human endurance. He was too close, and every breath was challenging Li Hanshan's willpower. But Li Hanshan just pushed him away a little, but Jiang Su held Li Hanshan's hand again and pressed him all over the door, almost causing Li Hanshan's back to hit the door, startling Li Hanshan. Han Shan opened his eyes wide and said, "You—"
Jiang Su suddenly raised his hand and covered Li Hanshan's mouth.
"Silence." Jiang Su warned Li Hanshan, "My brother is next door."
Li Hanshan: "..."
"If he heard it, he must have rushed over to see the situation." Jiang Su said in a low voice, "You wouldn't want him to appear here, would you?"
Li Hanshan was silent for a moment, then shook his head.
Of course he didn't want Zhang Wenxue to appear here.
He always felt that Jiang Su was drunk, which is why he did these amazing actions later, but Jiang Su can still talk to him so much today, and he is organized, and it doesn't look like he is drunk at all. .
It's more like wine emboldens a man to do things he didn't dare to do when he was sober.
He didn't want to take advantage of people's danger, but... But what if Jiang Su was awake at this time
It's just that Jiang Su's transformation was so great that Li Hanshan couldn't figure out what Jiang Su was thinking. He couldn't hold back his nervousness, but he didn't know how he could ask. After a long stalemate, Li Hanshan spoke up. , swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, and said bluntly to Jiang Su: "You didn't say... that you didn't... there was no such... "
Jiang Su looked at him and replied in a low voice, "But you don't feel the same."
Li Hanshan: "I..."
"As long as your feelings are different, that's enough." Jiang Su whispered, "This is not a matter of one person."
He kissed Li Hanshan's lips again, but Li Hanshan was overwhelmed by his few words. He really couldn't understand what Jiang Su had gone through to have such a huge change before and after, so there was no change for a while. There were many reactions, and Jiang Su obviously did not intend to stop at kissing tonight. He looked at Li Hanshan and said seriously to Li Hanshan: "You have to go with me to the inner valley to have a look later, I think Meng Du should be in it. ."
Li Hanshan nodded.
"I don't know that the inner valley is sober. Sun Lin said that it is difficult for people who enter here to get out of the valley. I think either the guards are very strict, or there are other reasons." Jiang Su whispered again, "And this month is in the middle of the sky, even if there are no lights in the valley. , we can also see things, if we want to act, we have to be a little later, and we will not leave until we are ugly.”
Li Hanshan still nodded.
Anyway, Jiang Su told him to obey, all actions can be decided by Jiang Su, he didn't have to think too much.
Unexpectedly, Jiang Su raised his head and looked at him with a smile at the next moment. His tone was relaxed, as if it was a little joking, and said, "I don't have night clothes."
Li Hanshan: "Ah..."
"You have a lot of black clothes." Jiang Su said, "Can you lend me one?"
Li Hanshan: "..."
Li Hanshan has a lot of black clothes.
When he was in the teaching, most of the clothes were prepared by the teaching staff. Paying too much attention, Jiang Su did wear his clothes several times, but at that time he gave Jiang Su brand new clothes, which he did not wear, but today is different.
The luggage he carried with him today was full of old clothes he had worn.
Li Hanshan was silent for a moment, and he could only speak in a low voice, "I only brought old clothes."
Jiang Su was startled and asked, "So what?"
Li Hanshan: "I... I wore it."
Jiang Su smiled and said, "I don't dislike you."
He finally let go of his hand, stepped back, took care of his clothes, looked at Li Hanshan again, and said, "If you can't lend me your clothes, I'll have to ambush at night in white clothes."
Li Hanshan: "..."
Although Jiang Su didn't mind, Li Hanshan always felt that this feeling was a little weird.
The fabric was past his skin, and then it was going to be worn on Jiang Su's body... Just thinking about it, he could hardly hold back his excessive heartbeat.
Li Hanshan took a few deep breaths before he could calm down. He turned around and went into the house to get Jiang Su's clothes. At this moment, his mind was still in chaos, and he couldn't think about what happened just now, and Jiang Su followed him. Behind him, he entered the back room with him, and when he took out dark clothes to hand over to Jiang Su, Jiang Su said again, "Don't worry."
Li Hanshan was startled, and then asked, "Aren't you in a hurry?"
"It's not yet ugly time." Jiang Su said, "Look at the moonlight outside the window, you and I are afraid that people will find you as soon as you go out."
Li Hanshan felt that Jiang Su was talking nonsense.
With the lightness of the two of them, not to mention entering the valley of the heartless, even if they go deep into the palace, as long as they think about it, no one will notice. what time is wrong? Based on his understanding of Jiang Su, he felt that Jiang Su should just not want to leave so early.
But Jiang Su wants to stay here...
Li Hanshan's mind was slow, and he didn't return to his senses for a while to understand why Jiang Su wanted to stay here.
He could only put his clothes on the head of the bed, and then sat uneasily beside Jiang Su. Seeing that Jiang Su poured himself a glass of water, he came back to his senses and hurriedly said: "This water is too cold, you have drunk it before. Wine, don't drink it yet."
Jiang Su looked up at him, smiled, and asked, "Is there such a thing?"
Li Hanshan: "..."
I don't know why, as long as Jiang Su smiled today, Li Hanshan felt his heart beat slightly, and then he couldn't help blushing. On the contrary, he didn't dare to look at Jiang Su. He avoided Jiang Su's eyes. After a while, Fang Tingjiang Su sighed and said, "I think compared to you, I'm more like someone in the evil way."
Li Hanshan: "..."
Jiang Su leaned a little closer, looked Li Hanshan's eyes directly, and asked, "When you use your sword, do you also shrink back like this?"
Li Hanshan: "I... I think you're drinking too much."
He wanted to look away, but he couldn't.
He couldn't control his gaze on Jiang Su, and when Jiang Su saw him like this, he backed away, as if seeing that the time was almost up, he started to unpack his clothes, but he didn't want Li Hanshan to be more nervous. Said: "You... just change here?"
Jiang Su frowned.
Li Hanshan: "It's cold, be careful not to catch a cold..."
Jiang Su: "..."
Jiang Su took a deep breath, turned around to look at Li Hanshan, gritted his teeth and wanted to speak, but saw that Li Hanshan was trembling, seemed to hesitate for a long time, took his own clothes, and whispered to Jiang Su: " I'll help you?"
Jiang Su: "..."
"Time is running out." Li Hanshan coughed and said, "How much faster can you—"
Before he finished speaking, Jiang Su held his hand, almost grabbed his hand, dragged his hand down a little bit, and pressed it under him.
"Time is running out, but since you feel it." Jiang Su said, "You should be more proactive."
Li Hanshan: "..."
"It's okay." Jiang Su said, "There is one other person among you and me who can take the initiative."