There was a time when youth passed by

Chapter 15: Give me a dream (3)

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Off campus.

Yuan Yiyang climbed the wall and exited the school gate, walking blindly on the street.

Before, he always laughed at Ning Jinyu secretly, but he obviously liked Xu Yuelu but didn't dare to say it.

Now that I think about it, in fact, it is not Ning Jinyu who has the courage the most, but herself.

For so many years, he guarded Xu Yuelue and asked his parents to pay the school to transfer himself and Xu Yuelue into the same class. Xu Yuelu thought everything was accident and fate, but he knew how inevitable these accidents were.

He has created so many opportunities for himself for so many years, and there are countless opportunities to speak, but he still does not know whether the time has been absurd for these few years.

Yuan Yiyang looked at the road ahead, the sunlight reflected the shadow of the tree on the road, the light and shadow were mottled.

But there are some words, even if you say them earlier, that person might not hear them in your heart.

office.

Wen Lai heard the sound of the door closing, and when he looked up, he saw Xu Yuet coming blushing, "What's the matter?"

"What's the big happy event, share it soon." Wen Lai's voice was as if it were in the past.

Xu Yueyue sat at the desk, not daring to look directly at Wen Lai, his face almost buried in the book, "It's okay."

"Have you developed further with Classmate Ning?" Wen Lai asked deliberately.

Seeing Xu Yueyue's desperate appearance, Wen Lai knew without thinking that it must be related to Ning Jinyu.

"No, no, no." Xu Yueyue's head immediately shook like a rattle when Wen Lai asked.

Wen Lai knows Xu Yuet too well, she is trying to cover it up, the more she doesn't, the more she has it.

Thinking of Ning Jinyu's character, Wen Lai didn't hide his displeased expression at all, thinking, what kind of fascinating soup did Ning Jinyu give June

He didn't break Xu Yuelue, and inquired from the side: "By the way, why did you study so hard all of a sudden?"

"Because I have a goal." Xu Yueyue's face was full of smiles, "So now I have a lot of motivation."

"Oh?" Wen Lai raised his eyebrows, "Which university? Let me help you refer to it."

Hey? That's it! Only after Wen Lai asked Xu Yuet did he come back to his senses.

She still doesn't know which university Ning Jinyu wants to go to.

"I don't know yet, I'll ask when I turn around." At this point, Xu Yuelu was inexplicably discouraged, afraid that he was too far away from Ning Jinyu's favorite university.

"Who are you asking?" Wen Lai asked deliberately, pushing Xu June into the trap step by step.

"Ning Jinyu!" Xu Yueyue blurted out. After speaking, he was shocked to say nothing, and quickly covered his mouth.

And Wen Lai on the other side looked clear.

"It's not a teacher, you listen to me explain." Xu Yueyue only now understands what it's like to be indisputable.

Wen Lai blocked Xu Yue Yue and comforted her, "You don't need to explain, the teacher is not a monk who doesn't understand this."

"It's just, I don't understand." Wen Lai looked at Xu Yuet up and down, with a cold expression in his eyes besides temptation, "Where is Ning Jinyu? What do you think of him?"

"Ning Jinyu is good everywhere!" Xu Yueyue blurted out.

Looking at the scoffing expression on Wen Lai's face, Xu Yuet tentatively asked: "Teacher, I found out a long time ago that you seem to have opinions on Ning Jinyu?"

"Huh! I think he is the fault of the whole suit."

Wen Lai counted them one by one to Xu Yuejun, "I'm less than two meters tall, and I can't live in town with you!"

"1.2 meters is already very tall, and I will grow longer after that." Xu Yueyue saw the trick.

"What should you do if you are too thin and cannot protect you from a critical situation?"

"Ning Jinyu likes sports, physical strength is not a problem, she should be able to fight one against four." Xu Yueyue smiled.

Seeing that Xu Yueyue kept talking back, Wen Lai continued his efforts, "Study well means that he can do nothing but study."

Xu Yueyue closed her mouth and watched quietly how far Wen Lai was preparing to black Ning Jinyu.

"Look at June, his mother is a judge, but you will live on the tip of a knife every minute, and you will be punished by the law if you are not careful."

"His father seems to be in business. Let me tell you that business people are the easiest to care about. Your family is kind and honest and honest. It's not suitable, absolutely not suitable."

"He is the only one in the house, and he is used to being aggressive. What if he has a domestic violence someday? Can your little arms and legs be able to stop the scourge?"

"Don't say anything else, he..."

"Teacher." Xu Yueyue interrupted Wen Lai, "Is there any misunderstanding between you and Ning Jinyu?"

Wen Lai Leng hum, what a misunderstanding, there is no misunderstanding at all! He simply doesn't like this pig that hogs his own cabbage.

"I said June." Wen Lai began to seduce him, "Don't be dazzled by love."

"Teacher, we are ordinary classmates." Xu June stuttered a little, "No, no love."

Of course, Wen Lai would not believe the nonsense that Xu Yueyue concealed. He bluntly persuaded: "You know the gap between the two of you."

"Going to the same university as him is too difficult for your current level."

"Of course, I'm not hitting you either." Looking at Xu Yuelu who was stunned in front of him, Wen Lai comforted: "It's just that it's too hard to like people far away."

"The gap between you is not something you can make up for after chasing him overnight."

"This gap is not just about learning, but also about the character of both of you."

Wen Lai has always felt that Ning Jinyu is not worthy of Xu Yuet.

But Xu Yuet always underestimated herself, thinking that she was looking up at Ning Jinyu.

"Even if you go to college and fall in love in the future." Wen Lai smiled, and didn't realize that he was in charge of more than Xu Yue's father. "I also hope that relationship can make you feel relaxed and happy, not like now. The same, you need to keep chasing each other."

Xu Yueyue nodded blankly, Wen Lai saw her absent-mindedly, and then asked, "Even if it is so difficult, are you sure you want to continue?"

"Yeah." Xu Yueyue nodded.

"Since I like a good person, I have to become better for him."

"Although I can't catch up with him now, I firmly believe that one day, I will shine alongside him!"

Wen Lai was not moved by Xu Yue's words. He couldn't help feeling disappointed when he saw Xu Yue's firmness. It was really the same stubbornness as gentleness. Once he confirmed it, he would not look back.

Xu Yueyue murmured, "Even if it is a repetition, I will go to the same school as Ning Jinyu."

"Then if at that time..." Wen Lai said halfway, raised his eyes and looked at Xu Yue carefully. Seeing that she was lost in thought, Wen Lai continued: "Have you or one of his people changed their minds?"

"Then I am not sorry for myself for working hard now." Xu Yueyue smiled bitterly: "I will talk about the future in the future. I choose to be with him, and I have decided to endure various endings."

At least I like him every minute and every second, and I am willing to do my best for him.

Even at that time, the likes and goodwill between us no longer exist, I have no regrets.

Wen Lai stood up and patted Xu Yue's shoulder, "I hope you in the future will not let you down now."

I hope that by then, even if you are hurt, I will still be by your side to accompany you to heal.

After the incident in the corridor that day, Yuan Yiyang never stabbed Xu Yuet with a pen again in class.

Xu Yueyue deliberately promoted the relaxation of the relationship between the two, but bit the bullet to please Yuan Yiyang several times, all of which touched the dust of his nose.

The road after school has also become Xu Yuelue walking alone, never seeing Yuan Yiyang again.

Yuan Yiyang spent less and less time in the class. At that time, the air pressure was also terribly low. Even Yuan Yiyang's tablemate Qiu Wen and Song Yaran were aware of it.

As soon as the English class was finished, Yuan Yiyang skipped class again. After the class, Song Yaran sat in Yuan Yiyang's position and forced Xu Yuet with Qiu Wen.

Xu Yueyue was distressed, "I really don't know what's wrong." Then he threw the question to Qiu Wen, "Have you not asked him why?"

Hearing this, Qiu Wen pretended to be scared and shivered: "Where do I dare, I don't even dare to breathe when sitting next to him during this time."

"Linglinglinglinglinglingling..." Before Xu Yueyue could speak, the class bell rang.

Song Yaran quickly ran back to her position, she had to turn around angrily, and looked intently. There were sheets of folded paper on the table.

She raised her head and glanced at Ning Jinyu's back, and quietly opened the note.

—Wait for me on the road at noon.

On the way from school, Xu Yueyue didn't wait for Ning Jinyu, but first waited for Yuan Yiyang.

Yuan Yiyang saw Xu Yuechu there from a distance, as if he was waiting for someone. Of course he wouldn't think Xu Yuechu was waiting for himself, although his heart was expecting this faintly.

When Yuan Yiyang approached, Xu Yuelue didn't recognize it. She hurriedly shouted to the other party: "Yuan Yiyang!"

Yuan Yiyang heard the shout, turned his face to look at her, then retracted his gaze and continued to move forward without saying a word.

Xu Yueyue rushed to stop him, Yuan Yiyang turned left and she turned left, Yuan Yiyang turned right and she also turned right.

Yuan Yiyang couldn't help but was unwilling to lose his temper at her. He pressed his anger and asked in a low voice, "What are you doing?"

Seeing Yuan Yiyang's appearance that he didn't want to take care of himself, Xu Yueyue plucked up the courage to ask, "I just want to ask you why

"It's okay to go away." Yuan Yiyang was a little impatient, he hadn't figured out how to face Xu Yue, how to accept the current situation.

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing that he wanted to leave again, Xu Yueyue quickly stretched out his hand to stop him, and asked anxiously: "What happened? Are you angry that I yelled at you that day?"

Yuan Yiyang didn't speak, Xu Yuelu just regarded him as acquiescence, Xu Yuelu couldn't believe that it was because of what happened that day.

"But anyway, it's not right for you to hit someone." Xu Yueyue blurted out without even thinking about it.

When Yuan Yiyang heard her say this, he looked up at the person in front of him and sneered, "Yes! It's me!"

"My mistake was that I shouldn't like you from the beginning!"

"I was wrong because I didn't confess to you before Ning Jinyu!"

Yuan Yiyang couldn't help it anymore, the emotions he had forbeared these days all gushing out at this moment. He stared at Xu Yueluo who was stunned in front of him, and smiled bitterly: "In your eyes, what Ning Jinyu does is right, and what I do is wrong? Isn’t it compared to Ning Jinyu? neither?"

"Have you ever thought about how I like you..."

"Don't say it!" Xu Yuelu returned to her senses and interrupted Yuan Yiyang.

She couldn't digest every word that Yuan Yiyang just said. She pretended to be calm and looked at Yuan Yiyang, "Yuan Yiyang, don't make a joke."

Xu Yueyue would rather believe that this is Yuan Yiyang just teasing himself as usual.

Yuan Yiyang saw that she was unwilling to believe, and grabbed her shoulders and shouted out the emotions that had been hidden in her heart for many years: "I'm not kidding, I like you. I know exactly what I'm talking about now, and I have no impulse or presence. I'm joking with you. I like you. I've liked you since I was in junior high school, and it hasn't changed for so long."

"I didn't fall in love, not because I didn't want to talk." Yuan Yiyang let go, "I don't talk to others because I like you, because I'm waiting for you, and when you find out that I like you."

Xu Yuelu was completely silent now, she didn't know how to respond to Yuan Yiyang's feelings, she still didn't want to believe all this.

Yuan Yiyang saw that Xu Yueyue was like this, and couldn't bear to force her. He sorted out his mood and asked her in a low voice, "Did Ning Jinyu confess to you?"

Xu Yueyue nodded, remembering that Ning Jinyu hadn't clearly confessed to herself, she shook her head again.

Yuan Yiyang stared at her, only to see her eyes evasive.

"Then have you agreed to him?"

Xu Yueyue didn’t speak, Yuan Yiyang didn’t want to be so embarrassed between the two of them. He wanted to raise the corners of his mouth to ease the atmosphere, but found that he was reluctant to smile now, "Then do I even have a chance to compete fairly with him now? nothing."

Xu Yueyue still didn't speak. She didn't want to lose Yuan Yiyang's friend, but she also knew that it was the right choice to stay away from him now.

Just like the self before, knowing that Ning Jinyu doesn't like herself, stay away from him so that she won't be sad and tempted when she sees him.

"Yuan Yiyang, let's not do this, we are still friends, okay?" Xu Yueyue's voice was trembling, and his tone was full of pleading Yuan Yiyang, "Just as if we haven't seen each other today, okay? …"

Yuan Yiyang interrupted Xu Yuelue's words. He laughed at Xu Yueyue's tortoise mentality, "Do you think we can still be friends?"

"Can you really think that everything today hasn't happened?" Yuan Yiyang sneered.

"I can't!" Looking at Xu Yuelu who was at a loss in front of him, Yuan Yiyang finally reddened his eyes, "I can't lie to myself that I never liked you, I can't assume that everything hasn't happened for so many years!"

"I like you, I never asked you to respond to me."

"I'm just waiting, waiting for you to like me too."

"It's just that I can't wait anymore, so I don't have to wait any longer."

Yuan Yiyang's voice rang in Xu Yueyue's ear, but Xu Yueyue couldn't hear a word. She didn't understand how things got to this point.

"You don't like me, I just give up on you." Yuan Yiyang held back his tears, not wanting to show his fragility in front of Xu June, "As for the identity of a friend, let's forget it."

After saying that Yuan Yiyang passed Xu Yuet and passed her, Xu Yuet instinctively grabbed Yuan Yiyang's hand to keep him, "Am I really not even a friend between us?"

Yuan Yiyang was grabbed by Xu Yuet. He sighed with his back to Xu Yuet. He turned to look at her seriously: "Xu Yueyue, you always take everyone very seriously, so you It’s tiring and others will be tired too."

Feeling Xu Yueyue trembling all over, Yuan Yiyang passed her, looked at the person standing behind her, smiled self-deprecatingly, "As for friends, you ask Ning Jinyu if you want you to be my friend. Right."

Yuan Yiyang broke away from Xu Yue's hand and smiled at Ning Jinyu, "Sorry, I made your girlfriend cry." After speaking, he turned and left without nostalgia.

Xu Yueyue looked back and she saw Ning Jinyu standing not far behind him.

"..." Xu Yueyue didn't know when Ning Jinyu started standing there, or what Ning Jinyu heard.

Ning Jinyu's eyes stared at Yuan Yiyang's leaving back, and he pursed his mouth without saying a word.

Xu Yueyue was a little flustered. She was afraid of Ning Jinyu's misunderstanding, but she did not know how to explain it.

Ning Jinyu stepped forward and gently held Xu Yuet’s hand, Xu Yueyue lowered her head to wipe away the tears in her eyes, "I..."

"It's okay." As if seeing through Xu Yue's thoughts, Ning Jinyu stepped forward and gently hugged her into her arms, letting her head rest on her chest, "If you want to cry, cry for a while."

Ning Jinyu’s tone was full of distress, Xu Yue’s tears shed again, "I don’t know... I thought we were friends, although I never said it, but in my heart I always treat him as a friend. ."

Xu Yueyue choked in Ning Jinyu's arms, "Now we definitely can't be friends."

What makes Xu Yuet even more sad is that she hurt Yuan Yiyang.

"You didn't do anything wrong, you did it right." Of course, Ning Jinyu understood Xu Yue's thoughts, and he comforted Xu Yue, "give him some time to relax, and you can also organize your mood."

"If you still want to make this friend, wait until he doesn't feel anymore for you, and then you reconcile."

Otherwise, it would be a torture for both parties.

Ning Jinyu didn't expect Yuan Yiyang to be so decisive, and he admired Yuan Yiyang a little.

After that day, Xu Yueyue never went to Yuan Yiyang again.

Her chair was far away from Yuan Yiyang's desk, and there seemed to be an invisible wall between them.

Yuan Yiyang's tablemate and Song Yaran never joked with them again.

Xu Yueyue didn't give up on Yuan Yiyang's friend, she was also waiting, waiting for Yuan Yiyang to let go of everything.