"If I was there at that time, whoever dared to stop me would fight together. I would have to fight Lin Luoluo crying father and mother, ghost crying wolf howling!"
Song Yaran talked and beat people with her teeth and claws. Thinking of Xu Yuelue still continuing to sit at the same table with Lin Luoluo, Song Yaran hurriedly calmed her down: "June, you can rest assured that she dares to bully you again, and I will never forgive her. !"
Xu Yuelu's thoughts were all on Ning Jinyu. Seeing Ning Jinyu seriously doing the questions without listening to outside the window, she began to feel melancholy again.
"By the way, Yuan Yiyang is so handsome! Is this a hero to save the United States?"
Song Yaran replenished the scene at the time, her eyes gleamed, and her idiot nature was undoubtedly revealed.
"Yuan Yiyang usually looks unreliable, but he didn't expect to be so manly at the critical moment!" Song Yaran refreshed his knowledge of Yuan Yiyang, and his tone was full of admiration.
"In the novel, Yuan Yiyang is the kind of affectionate and domineering male protagonist who has hidden his feelings in his heart for many years!" Song Yaran sighed.
Thinking of Xu Yuelu's rejection of Yuan Yiyang's confession, Song Yaran said regretfully: "June, do you really no longer consider Yuan Yiyang?"
"Huh?" Xu Yueyue couldn't even close his mouth when hearing Song Yaran's words.
When Ning Jinyu heard Song Yaran's words, her eyes fell on her, her eyes both ruthless and sharp.
Perceiving the murderous look in Ning Jinyu's eyes, Song Yaran remembered that the most affectionate god was still sitting next to them.
Song Yaran looked at Ning Jinyu timidly, searching her head frantically for words that would bring the scene back, trying to rescue herself before she died.
Song Yaran swallowed, and went through the words in her mind first, lest she say something that shouldn't be said, and even suffer the ugly child's eye knife.
"But liking this kind of thing depends on each other. If Yuan Yiyang likes you again, it's no use if you don't like him."
Song Yaran smiled a little bit dryly. She secretly looked at Ning Jinyu and found that the other party was not glaring at her, and her expression was a little bit relieved. She instantly felt relieved.
Hearing Song Yaran's words, Xu Yueyue nodded unavoidably, and fell into thought, "However, I really didn't expect Yuan Yiyang to help me."
Xu Yueyue sighed, recalling the scenes that day, Xu Yueyue looked lonely, "I used to think that the liking he said was only for a moment. I didn't expect that it has been so long and he has not let go.
Hearing what Xu Yueyue said, Ning Jinyu tightened the pen in her hand. Although she knew that Xu Yueyue would not like Yuan Yiyang, the emotion in her tone still made Ning Jinyu care.
The atmosphere in the room instantly sinks and becomes weird, even the temperature seems to have dropped a few degrees.
"I have been in the same class with Yuan Yiyang since elementary school. He is irreplaceable for me."
Xu Yueyue didn't see Ning Jinyu's reaction. She thought of her friendship with Yuan Yiyang since childhood, and said to herself.
Song Yaran was trying to stop Xu Yue from continuing to speak. She raised her eyes and saw the violent veins on Ning Jinyu’s hand. She trembled with fright and sighed secretly, so she hurriedly brought the topic back, "But you just treat him I don’t like the feelings between friends, right?"
Xu Yueyue nodded and blurted out what was in his heart, "Actually, I regret it. If Yuan Yiyang told me earlier, or I found out earlier..."
"Snapped!"
Before Xu Yueyue had finished speaking, she was interrupted by a strange noise.
The fountain pen in Ning Jinyu's hand snapped in the middle and turned into two halves.
Song Yaran opened her mouth wide in surprise. She just watched Ning Jinyu break the fountain pen.
Xu Yueyue was also surprised at Ning Jinyu's behavior. She stared at the fountain pen and looked at Ning Jinyu, her eyes full of weirdness.
Ning Jinyu did not speak, as if the person who had just acted recklessly was not himself, he threw the folded pen in half into the trash can with a cold face, and took out another pen from the pen bag, as if nothing had happened. He lowered his head and continued to do the problem.
Song Yaran saw that Ning Jinyu's middle finger was scratched by the sharp thorn on the fountain pen, and the wound was bleeding out. She asked in shock, "Jinyu, are your hands bleeding!"
"Ning Jinyu, are you okay?" Seeing Ning Jinyu's hand was bleeding, Xu Yuelu became flustered, and hurriedly rummaged through his schoolbag for band-aids, "Yaran, look for it in the bag." Are there any band-aids!"
"No, I found it." Xu Yueyue took the lead in digging out the band-aid, and she hurriedly tore up the package and handed it to Ning Jinyu, who was about to put it on him.
Ning Jinyu stared at the band-aid in front of him in silence. He remembered what Xu Yueyue had just said. The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, frowning, and impulsively raising his hand to knock out the band-aid in Xu Yueyue's hand.
Xu Yueyue's worried heart was also shattered with Ning Jinyu's movements. Xu Yueyue was stunned there, looking at Ning Jinyu at a loss, with fear in her eyes.
She deliberately ignored Ning Jinyu's indifference towards her and concealed the embarrassing look on her face. She reached out and picked up the band-aid, handed it to Ning Jinyu again, and persuaded him worriedly: "You stick it first."
"I don't need it." Ning Jinyu was indifferent to her injury, and when she answered Xu Yuelu, her tone was very cold.
"Jinyu, be obedient." Seeing Ning Jinyu's temper, Xu Yuelu froze there again with an aggrieved expression. Song Yaran couldn't see it and had to use her cousin's identity to suppress Ning Jinyu.
Ning Jinyu suddenly raised her head, staring at Xu Yuet and asking seriously, "Are you regretting it?"
There was no intimacy in his eyes, and Xu Yueyue was so unfamiliar.
Xu Yueyue didn't understand the meaning of Ning Jinyu's words, she just stared at the person in front of her who suddenly made her feel strange, not understanding why he was like this.
Seeing Xu Yuelue staying silent and not answering, Ning Jinyu only regarded her as acquiescence.
He smiled self-deprecatingly, put the books on the table into his bag, and got up to leave.
Xu Yueyue stood up suddenly, "Is it because I didn't make progress in this exam?" Xu Yueyue, who had been silent behind him, suddenly said this, her voice trembling slightly.
Ning Jinyu hasn't made two steps yet, because Xu Yuelu's words are fixed in place.
Xu Yueqiang endured the grief in her heart. She looked directly at Ning Jinyu's back, and boldly said the reasons why Ning Jinyu had been left out of her mind for so many days.
"Is it because I'm too stupid to achieve the goal you expected?"
Ning Jinyu's back trembled. In the face of Xu Yue's questioning, he had already set off a violent storm in his heart, but still sneered on his face: "Whatever you think."
After finishing speaking, he stepped forward without reluctance and left.
Ning Jinyu's back became more and more blurred, Xu Yueyue's mouth seemed to have a sip of Chinese medicine that was difficult to swallow, and the bitterness gradually spread to the bottom of her heart.
Seeing Ning Jinyu walking for a long time, Xu Yueyue was still standing on the spot, with a wounded expression on his face.
Song Yaran said embarrassedly: "In June, Ning Jinyu is just like a child. He loves to have a temper. Don't be really angry with him."
"What he said is angry, don't take it to your heart." Song Yaran saw that Xu Yue Yue was unmoved, and continued to persuade, "He is like this. If there is anything you can't say, you have to suffocate. I am happy!"
"It's okay Yaran, I know." Xu Yueyue smiled bitterly. Ning Jinyu wouldn't care whether she was angry or not.
If you don't go to your heart, you have already been broken.
Seeing Xu Yueyue's loss and hearing nothing, Song Yaran was also very distressed. She remembered the reason why Ning Jinyu was angry, and asked: "June, you didn't finish what Yuan Yiyang said. , What did you originally want to say?"
"What I just wanted to say is that I actually regret it. If Yuan Yiyang told me earlier, or if I found out earlier, stifling this relationship in the budding period, then I would be able to retain this friend and never again. Lost him."
Song Yaran almost fainted with anger when she heard Xu Yue's words.
How could Ning Jinyu be so reckless when encountering emotional problems!
From that day on, Xu Yueyue and Ning Jinyu seemed to be separated by a wall, and there was no intersection.
Although the communication between Xu Yueyue and Ning Jinyu was zero, her eyes never left from the back of the young man in front of her.
From that day on, Xu June's desk often appeared inexplicably organized knowledge points and practice questions.
Ning Jinyu didn't say, Xu Yueyue didn't pierce, and the two were tacitly aware of each other.
Time is like the heavy snow outside the window, it sheds quickly and melts quickly.
In the final exam, Xu Yuet made only one improvement, but she was still happy for a long time, and her excitement was beyond words.
From getting the report card to visiting relatives during the Chinese New Year, Xu Yuelu's mouth never closed, and she was smiling all day long.
After the Chinese New Year, Song Yaran asked Xu June to listen to Liang Jingru’s concert on the weekend.
As a fan of Liang Jingru, Xu June is excitedly looking forward to every day after getting the tickets.
At the weekend, Song Yaran suddenly said that she couldn't go there because of something, and gave the ticket to Ning Jinyu.
Xu Yueyue was a little disappointed. Since the conflict, although her love for Ning Jinyu has not changed, she still resisted Ning Jinyu.
She also had some unexplainable feelings in her heart.
What Xu Yueyue didn't know was that Song Yaran didn't come to the concert deliberately, hoping that the two could reconcile as before.
Ning Jinyu and Xu Yueyue checked in early, and the atmosphere in the venue was already very enthusiastic before the concert started.
They found a seat to sit down, Ning Jinyu's face was as cold as usual, but Xu Yuelu lost the courage to take the initiative in the past. Xu Yueyue did not take the initiative to speak up, and Ning Jinyu didn't say a word. The two of them sat there for a long time. Said a word.
The concert began, the audience was full of voices, and the emotions of the fans were all enthusiastic, and the shouts were louder than ever.
The two of them sat quietly in their positions, forming a sharp contrast with the people around them, and they seemed out of place.
"Whose youth has no superficial bruises, who loves at first sight without painstaking attention, who can be willful and refuse to accept fate."
Liang Jingru's voice is clean and magnetic, and she is good at singing love songs that move people's hearts, ranging from the sweetness of passion, the bitterness of broken love, and the sourness of secret love.
No matter what type of love song is sung, Liang Jingru can always evoke those happy or sad past in people's hearts, which is empathetic.
"Thank you for holding my hand at that time and still feeling the tenderness."
Xu Yueyue sang with the audience around her, her eyes obsessed with the idol on the stage.
Her eye sockets were reddened slightly, with crystal tears shining, not sure if she was moved by the love song, or because a certain lyrics touched the deepest pain point in her heart.
"Try to change for you, but you can't change the reserved line."
When she sang this sentence, Xu Yueyue glanced at Ning Jinyu secretly. The expression on Ning Jinyu's face didn't have a wave of waves.
Xu Yueyue thought bitterly in her heart that if she likes someone, she probably thinks that all the love songs in the world are written for herself.
"Knowing that sadness is always inevitable, why bother to fall in love with you."
Many people around me took out their mobile phones, called people they liked, and listened to Liang Jingru's love songs with them.
Xu Yueyue turned to look at Ning Jinyu's profile. The person she liked was sitting on her left side, but she was not qualified to listen to love songs with him.
Xu Yueyue felt like a tortoise. After being injured, he would only hide in the shell of the tortoise alone, solitaryly **** the wounds of the old and the new alternately, which was terrible.
Xu Yueyue stared at Ning Jinyu quietly, the fog in her eyes blurred her vision.
Feeling Xu Yuet’s gaze, Ning Jinyu tilted her head slightly and saw Xu Yueyue’s red eyes and tears in her eyes. Ning Jinyu had just pretended to look like a stone heart, and she was instantly caught by Xu Yueyue’s tears. Defeated.
He didn't see Xu Yueyue crying the most, Ning Jinyu couldn't help but stretched out her hand and gently wiped away the tears that Xu Yueyue was about to shed.
Xu Yueyue didn't have time to disguise her grief, and tears easily betrayed the forced calmness on her face.
She turned around stubbornly, not wanting Ning Jinyu to see her tears flooding, she covered her mouth and forcibly resisted crying, her eyes were sore by tears.
Ning Jinyu forcibly turned her body around to face herself. He looked at Xu Yue, his eyes filled with distress as if he was about to overflow.
"June..."
Jingru Liang on the stage just sang "If the world is so small, why can't you hear my sincerity".
After the concert ended, Xu Yueyue and Ning Jinyu were walking on their way home.
Passing by Beiqing River, a group of fifteen or sixteen-year-old children are setting off fireworks by the Beiqing River.
The two stopped and watched.
Fireworks bloomed one after another in the sky, illuminating the night sky, and also illuminating Xu June's heart.
The fireworks bought by the children are not fancy, they are just ordinary circles when they bloom.
However, Xu Yueyue and Ning Jinyu have been standing there watching, and they are reluctant to leave for a long time.
"My wish has come true." Looking at the sky full of fireworks, Xu Yue said suddenly, her voice still choked.
Ning Jinyu turned her head to look at her, Xu Yue's profile was elegant and beautiful.
Xu Yueyue turned around and took the initiative to face Ning Jinyu with a sad expression but still smiled and said, "I hope I can be assigned to a class with you. This wish has come true."
There was a bitter smile in her face, and her childish eyes were full of loneliness at this time.
"I hope to be friends with you, and this wish has come true." Xu Yueyue said earnestly.
The fireworks in the distance reflected in Ning Jinyu's eyes, and Xu Yuet saw the twinkling light in his eyes.
That kind of light is fascinating, and Xu Yueyue has always been moved by it, even if the disaster is over, he will not regret it.
"It's just that I hope to be a big A, I don't know if it can be realized..."
Xu June's eyes were full of confusion about the future, which was contrary to the self who was so longing for the future at that time.
"I used to feel too good about myself. After I fell a few times, I realized that this road was so difficult to walk." Xu Yueyue had a self-deprecating smile on his face, laughing at his innocence, "People always want to see Realistic."
She felt like a needle was poked in her heart, and the pain was so real.
Xu Yueyue never thought of giving up. Whether it was A big or Ning Jinyu, she only saw the reality clearly after the fall, and saw the distance between herself, A big, and Ning Jinyu.
Ning Jinyu saw her shrinking from her eyes, and she felt as if she had knocked over a bottle of five flavors.
"Since I have chosen, why should I give up?" Ning Jinyu couldn't understand Xu Yue's panic at this time, and his tone couldn't help but became cold. "If you can't bear even a little setback, you shouldn't make a promise at the beginning."
"I didn't want to give up." Xu Yueyue hurriedly argued, her tone was firm, and her eyes looked directly at Ning Jinyu who questioned herself without evasive.
"I'm not afraid of failing, what I'm afraid of is that you will be disappointed in me!" Xu Yuelu was cruel, and finally shouted out what was in his heart.
When Ning Jinyu heard Xu Yue Yue's words, she froze in place, afraid that she would be disappointed
"It doesn't matter if you can't go to the University of Political Science and Law, it's difficult to even go to A, I'm really terrible!" Xu Yueyue said while hating her unsatisfactory brain. Her eyes were hot, and tears began to flow inside.
Ning Jinyu saw her standing there and denying herself, she wanted to say something.
Seeing that Ning Jinyu was about to speak, Xu Yueyue quickly made a cross with both hands and stood in front of Ning Jinyu, not allowing him to say what he said.
"You don't need to say." Xu Yueyue turned her face away, turned her back to Ning Jinyu, "I will work hard for the exam."
"June."
Ning Jinyu whispered Xu Yuet's name, he stretched out his hand, trying to pat Xu Yuet's shoulder to encourage her.
However, that hand stopped in midair, his hand was less than five centimeters away from Xu Yue's thin shoulder, but he still didn't have enough courage to push him to take the next move.
Hearing Ning Jinyu calling her name behind her, Xu Yuet sighed, "It's too late, I'm going home first, so go back and rest early."
Before she finished speaking, she left without looking back, leaving Ning Jinyu alone.
Ning Jinyu looked at Xu Yuet's distant back, her eyes shifted to her hand which was still in mid-air.
He lost his hand, stood alone under the street lamp, annoyed, and blamed himself for not being brave anymore.
In the evening, Xu Yueyue returned home and went straight into the bedroom, sitting at the desk and thinking about the college entrance examination.
She checked the admission scores of University A in recent years, and listed the admission scores, average scores, and provincial control lines on a piece of paper.
She listed her previous exam scores again and calculated the total score.
Seeing the gap between her score and the admission score, Xu Yuelu collapsed on her chair like a frustrated ball.
She pursed her mouth in dissatisfaction, looked at the numbers, and sat up again unwillingly, holding a pen to list the highest scores she estimated to be able to get in each subject.
Calculating the total score and comparing it with the admission score, it is still a sky and an underground. Xu June held his cheek feebly, staring at the numbers on the paper in a daze.
"That's right!" Xu Yueyue exclaimed: "There are professional admission scores!"
She opened the webpage, searched for the admission scores of majors in major A in recent years, and looked at the densely packed majors on the computer screen. Xu Yueyue was big. Now she no longer thinks about what majors she likes, but only cares that she can pass Which major.
Xu Yueyue slid the scroll wheel in the middle of the mouse, looked at the row of numbers attentively, and picked out the lower score.
After a while, she wrote several majors on her paper. Some majors Xu Yuelu hadn't even listened to, but because of the low admission scores, she also wrote them down.
Xu June took the highest score he estimated and compared the admission scores of these majors one by one.
In contrast, Xu June took a pen and drew a cross behind the major.
With another comparison, Xu Yueyue sighed and took the pen to draw a cross.
Then compare with the next one, sigh again, and draw a cross again.
Xu Yueyue did not give up on the comparison, still drawing a cross in his hand.
In less than a minute, the whole piece of white paper was full of crosses.
"Ah!"
Looking at the crosses, Xu Yuelu raged her hair in annoyance, and randomly drew circles and crosses on the piece of paper.
Compared with the lowest score of A major, the highest score I estimated is still far behind.
Xu Yueyue shook her head vigorously, trying to throw this tragic reality out of her head.
She sighed from the bottom of her heart: "Ah! I'm so useless."
"Why do I study so badly? I regret it!" Thinking of Ning Jinyu's disappointed expression that day, Xu Yueyue wailed and covered her face, not wanting to face reality anymore.
"God gives me another chance, let me start from the first grade of high school!"
"Don't ask for Tsinghua University and Peking University, just want to be able to go to A University!"
Outside.
Liu Yue's mother who heard the sound tried to open the door, but found that the door was locked by Xu Yue from the inside.
"June, are you okay?"
"Her dad, her dad, you are coming soon." Liu Yue's mother asked Xu Yuet inside the room, and called to June's dad anxiously.
Yueyue's mother was afraid that Xu Yueyue would be under pressure and would do something stupid.
"It's okay, Mom, I'm asleep."
Xu Yueyue yelled to the door, turned off the computer and jumped into the bed, covered his body with the quilt, and fluttered and rolled around in the quilt by himself.
"Her dad, you said it's okay this June?" Yueyue's mother still couldn't let go of her heart, her ear pressed to the door, carefully listening to the movement in Xu Yueyue's house.
Dad June, who was standing on the side, pulled her angrily, "Oh, you're making a fuss all day, what can you do in June."
"I'm not afraid that she is under too much pressure and can't bear it!" The reprimanded June mother was a little unhappy. She stared at her father, suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly asked: "Hey, last time I Let you ask about going abroad, how did you ask?"
"I have asked, saying that June is suitable for going abroad. You can go upstairs another day to ask Mr. Wen's opinion."
"Well, I'll go tomorrow." Dad June agreed.
Xu Yueyue, who was tumbling on the bed in the house, worrying about her future, did not know that her parents outside the door had already set her future path.