The figure in front of him did not leave. Xu Yueyue still held the last glimmer of hope, and looked at the most familiar figure in the distance with tearful eyes. A voice in her heart told her that Ning Jinyu was not so unfeeling.
Ning Jinyu stood there motionless. He endured his grief and said to Xu Yuet behind him: "Xu Yueyue, I hope you know." His voice trembled, with a little weakness, "I like to use it. It’s easy to speak out, but it’s hard to do it and persevere."
"You may just talk about what you like me."
Ning Jinyu's figure gradually faded away until she disappeared into Xu Yue's tearful eyes.
Xu Yueyue waited stubbornly until the figure disappeared before she burst into tears. She stood there, letting tears burst into her eyes.
It's annoying.
Hate the rooftop where we meet.
I hate this riverside where you confessed.
After a short winter vacation, the next semester of high school started like this.
Xu June is immersed in the sea of questions every day, studying hard, but his grades are still not satisfactory.
The classmates who gaggle on weekdays have also condensed their playful minds and went all out to sprint for the college entrance examination in June.
Less than half a month after school started, Song Yaran went to other places to participate in art test training.
Song Yaran is going to take the art test. She and Xu Yuelu calculated the scores, and it should be no problem to go to her favorite film and television school.
Although Song Yaran hadn't been there for long, Xu Yuet felt that there was something lacking in life.
On weekdays, the two are rarely separated. When Xu Yaran leaves, only Xu Yueyue is left alone.
No one talked about the girl's thoughts anymore.
Lin Luoluo at the same table regressed in the opening test results, falling from 11th to 13th.
She was lying on the table and crying. Xu Yueyue looked at her report card, not knowing whether to comfort her or herself first.
Finally, Xu Yueyue stretched out her hand and gently stroked Lin Luoluo's back, but couldn't say anything to comfort her.
Lin Luoluo felt the warmth of his hands on his back and looked up at Xu Yuet.
Xu Yueluo was inexplicably guilty by her, and the hand on Lin Luoluo's back was a bit embarrassed. Before Xu Yueyue took it back, she heard Lin Luoluo's voice saying, "You should take care of yourself first."
Immediately, Lin Luoluo buried her head in her arms again. Xu Yuelue breathed a sigh of relief and withdrew his hand, feeling inwardly that Lin Luoluo hadn't changed at all.
Since that quarrel, Ning Jinyu has never spoken to Xu Yue Yue again, and occasionally looks away quickly.
Ning Jinyu continues to actively participate in various competitions and campaigns, and the gap between him and Xu June is getting bigger and bigger.
Ning Jinyu won the ranking. Xu Yueyue was really happy for him, but Ning Jinyu’s excellence finally allowed Xu Yueyue to see the distance between the two. That long distance, Xu Yueyue might never cross again. Nevertheless.
When Song Yaran was still in school, she often did ideological work for the two of them, trying to ease the relationship between them.
However, after Song Yaran left the school, Xu Yueyue and Ning Jinyu never contacted again.
Xu Yueyue turned his head and handed Yuan Yiyang the same table roll of paper, turned around to see Yuan Yiyang's empty seat, and felt uncomfortable.
I thought that with the passage of time, Yuan Yiyang would let go of everything. Who knows that the cold war between the two has been over a year.
Yuan Yiyang came to class from time to time when the school started. Recently, it seems that he has gotten into some trouble, and he often visits the teaching office and the principal's office.
After Song Yaran went to the training camp, Xu Yueyue could only go to school alone, and she went to the toilet alone during class.
The next class was physical education. All the students in the class went to the playground to wait for the class. Xu Yueyue suddenly remembered that she had just come out and hurriedly forgot to take the money, and she had to buy water after the physical education class. She thought, taking advantage of the fact that class is not yet in class, she ran back to get the money quickly, so as to save her physical education class later, so she would have to run again when she was tired.
"Luoluo, that Xu Yueyue has broken up with Yuan Yiyang now, and hooked up with Ning Jinyu again. It's really cheap."
Before Xu Yuet went to the back door, she heard a familiar and unfamiliar voice. She quietly stepped forward, and when she saw the girl in the house talking to Lin Luoluo, she couldn't help but froze in place.
Isn't this the girl in the next class who slandered herself as a junior and slapped herself? How could she fall with Lin Luo!
"Hey, what can I do?" Lin Luoluo sat in her seat and curled her lips: "We can only blame Xu Yuelu who doesn't have anyone who pretends to be pitiful and weak!"
Xu Yueyue's feet seemed to be filled with lead. When she heard Lin Luoluo's words, she felt her blood flow back, and she stood there dazedly, unable to take a step forward. She couldn't believe what she said and heard in her ears. She never tried to speculate on others with malicious intent, but she didn't know that others were so discrediting herself behind the scenes.
"Fortunately, Yuan Yiyang ignores her now, or she will have her tail up to the sky." When the girl mentioned Yuan Yiyang, there was still a feeling of attachment in her tone, but when she thought of Xu Yuet, her tone became vicious Get up, "Xu Yueyue is so good at scheming in school, but in the society, he may still decide how many people will be harmed, scheming bitch!"
"I was angry when I thought that Yuan Yiyang was protecting her last time. Does Yuan Yiyang like her because of her blindness?" The girl said it tickles her teeth.
Seeing her mention the matter last time, Lin Luoluo also followed up displeased: "Yes, it was just a slap in the face. She actually asked the school to give you a penalty in the end."
"This kind of scheming bitch is really scary!" Lin Luoluo snorted coldly, summing up the experience of the last time, "I didn't think about it last time, otherwise I will definitely let you out of this breath."
"Next time..." Lin Luoluo blinked at the girl, and then began to make losses to the girl to incur the bullying of Xu Yue.
"How about next time?" Xu Yueyue walked in and said coldly in front of the two of them.
Lin Luoluo's words were interrupted. She looked at Xu Yuelue who was standing at the door in shock. She didn't expect that Xu Yueyue, who had just gone to the playground to prepare for class, would actually appear here now.
When the two saw Xu Yue Yue, their conscience was immediately guilty. The mouth that had been chattering just now was closed tightly at this moment, and they looked at each other and looked at each other.
Xu Yueyue stepped forward, staring at Lin Luoluo with both eyes and asked directly: "Lin Luoluo, what about next time?"
"I'm very curious." Xu June's tone was calm, not as if he was angry.
Seeing that Xu Yueyue's calmness was different from usual, Lin Luo couldn't help covering a cold sweat on his back.
In panic, she suddenly reacted, Yuan Yiyang and Ning Jinyu were not there, Song Yaran also went to the training camp, now no one can help Xu Yuet.
Lin Luoluo made a color at her best friend. She emboldened herself and sneered: "What will happen next time, you will know immediately."
Before she could move, Xu Yueyue stepped forward quickly, raising her hand and slapped Lin Luoluo.
"Snapped!"
Xu Yueluo's slap was not small, directly hitting Lin Luoluo dizzy, she swayed and supported the table.
"Lin Luoluo, why are you treating me like this!" Xu Yueyue couldn't help but rush in tears as soon as he was angry. "What are the holidays between you and me? As for you thinking about me so much behind your back?"
After speaking, Xu Yueyue glared at the girl standing next to Lin Luoluo. She sneered and approached the girl step by step. The girl was forced to step back by Xu Yueluo, looking at Lin Luoluo at a loss. There was panic in his eyes.
"What does it matter to me that you like Yuan Yiyang?" Xu Yuelu's question made the girl scared. The difference between Xu Yueyu and Xu Yueyu who was the only one on the day of Xu Yuexiu was so different.
"What did I do wrong, you are doing this to me?" Xu Yueyue remembered that she had been wronged so much for no reason, and now she continues to be splashed with dirty water by these two people. She stretched out and poked the girl's heart. Position, "You touch your conscience, and ask yourself, do you know me? Do you know me? You have been with me day and night, do you know what kind of person I am?"
"You don't know anything, just fabricate the facts here to maliciously slander me." Xu Yueyue shivered with anger when she remembered what the two said just now.
"Even if I really do what you said, do you think you are a good person?" Xu Yueyue grabbed Lin Luoluo by the collar, and said angrily: "Only swearing at someone behind his back, and then playing these tricks. , You think you are standing on a moral high ground and can sanction and execute others at will?"
Just as Lin Luoluo was about to refute, Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Ning Jinyu's figure. There was a flash of light in her head, and she quickly pretended to be a victim, begging repeatedly in her mouth: "Xu Yueyue, I really don't know myself. Where did you provoke you, why did you hit me? I beg you to stop bullying me, okay."
"Who is bullying whom!" Seeing Lin Luoluo's 180 degree transformation, Xu Yueluo didn't have time to wonder. Just because of Lin Luoluo's words, she was so breathless that she turned and walked to Lin. In front of Luo Luo, he pulled Lin Luoluo's collar and shook it vigorously, "Who do you think is bullying whom?"
Lin Luoluo was so sick that she wanted to vomit, she cast a look at Ning Jinyu who was approaching for help.
"Xu Yueyue, what are you doing!"
The sudden voice of Ning Jinyu made Xu Yuet more sober.
Ning Jinyu stepped forward, stretched out her hand without any explanation, and immediately let Xu Yueluo loose her hands that tightly grasped Lin Luoluo's collar.
As soon as Ning Jinyu was rescued from Xu Yuet's hands, Lin Luoluo quickly hid behind Ning Jinyu, clutching Ning Jinyu's clothes, with a pitiful appearance.
"Xu Yueyue, how did you become like this!"
Xu Yueyue stared at her hand blankly. She turned around and saw Lin Luoluo hiding behind Ning Jinyu and Ning Jinyu standing in front of her. She smiled without anger.
"What have I become? This is me!" Xu Yueyue looked at Ning Jinyu directly, and after she finished speaking, she stared at Lin Luoluo behind Ning Jinyu, and said cruelly: "I won't go blindly again. Being a victim, this is my first counterattack."
Ning Jinyu saw that she didn't speak, but just stood there with a sneer, panicking for a while, realizing that there might be a misunderstanding, he instinctively stretched out his hand to hold her hand, "June, you..."
"Hey." Xu Yueyue shook off Ning Jinyu's hand. Because of too much strength, her hand accidentally knocked heavily on the table.
Ning Jinyu didn’t care that Xu Yueyue shook off his hand just now. He saw Xu Yueyue’s hand knocked on the table, hurriedly holding Xu Yueyue’s hand in distress, and carefully checked whether she was hurt. where.
"When she bullied me, you never stood up and said a word for me. I am only treating others in a human way. I didn't even achieve half of what she did, so you just asked me how to change. Up?"
Xu Yueyue drew her hand from Ning Jinyu's hand and pushed Ning Jinyu away fiercely. "It seems that the way of thinking of good students and poor students is really different."
Xu Yueyue walked towards the door, passing by Lin Luoluo and the girl, she slapped her hand and snorted disdainfully from her nostrils, "I am not the object of your casual bullying, rubbish."
"June..."
Ning Jinyu's voice rang behind her, and Xu Yueyue stood there, trembling a little.
"How can I like a self-righteous person like you?" Xu Yue's words seemed to ask Ning Jinyu, but they were more like asking himself.
After that, Xu Yueyue walked out of the class. She wanted to cry but couldn't cry anymore. She gritted her teeth and came to the playground.
There were people coming and going on the playground, but no one paid attention to Xu Yue Yue's emotions about to collapse. Only Yuan Yiyang, who was standing by the opposite railing, noticed something wrong with Xu Yue Yue.
From a distance, he saw Xu Yuet standing alone, shrugging her shoulders, as if crying.
Qiu Wen, who was standing next to Yuan Yiyang, saw that he hadn't spoken for a long time, and followed his line of sight, "What's wrong with Xu Yueyue?"
Yuan Yiyang took out a pack of tissues from his pocket and handed it to Qiu Wen, motioning him to go and give it to Xu Yuet.
Seeing Yuan Yiyang's expression on his face, Qiu Wen deliberately shrugged off and said, "I'm not going, you have to go by yourself."
Yuan Yiyang stood there and thought about it, and saw that there was no Song Yaran next to Xu Yuet, standing alone, alone and weak, his pity was expanded to infinity.
He walked through the bustling crowd on the playground and walked towards Xu Yue Yue. When he walked to Xu Yue Yue, he stretched out his hand and handed the tissue to Xu Yue Yue.
Xu Yueyue was wiping her tears and saw someone handing a pack of tissues. He looked up, only to see Yuan Yiyang standing in front of him, looking around awkwardly.
When Xu Yueluo saw Yuan Yiyang, the disappointment and gratitude in his heart all rushed to his heart for a time. Feeling Yuan Yiyang’s concern, tears came out of her eyes. She took the package of tissues and took out the paper to wipe the tears. She did not forget to thank you, "Thank you."
Yuan Yiyang couldn't see Xu Yuet's pretending to be strong. He couldn't help the throbbing in his heart. He reached out his hand and carefully stroked Xu Yuet's hair back and forth.
Ning Jinyu, who was chasing the playground, happened to ran into this scene.
After school in the afternoon, Xu Yueyue walked towards the teacher's office building with her schoolbag on her back. She was still worried about what happened in the afternoon.
Evening has arrived, the dusk is deep, the moon has not yet risen, the sunset is shining on the earth, and there are very few people on the playground. Only the students walking in groups in twos and threes are walking towards the school gate.
"June." Ning Jinyu walked over quickly from the side and stood in front of Xu Yuet. He looked at Xu Yuet with apologetic expression on his face.
Xu Yuelu didn't even look at him, took a step to the left, and walked straight forward.
"Xu Yueyue!" Ning Jinyu chased up again, reaching out to stop Xu Yueyue.
Xu Yueyue walked to the left, Ning Jinyu also moved a step to the left, Xu Yueyue walked to the right, Ning Jinyu also moved to the right. Seeing Ning Jinyu blocked in front of her, making herself unable to move left and right, Xu Yueyue rolled her face impatiently, and let out two words coldly from her mouth: "Get out of the way."
Ning Jinyu had expected Xu Yuelu to be disgusted with her a long time ago, but she still felt so uncomfortable when she didn't want to face her indifference.
He stood stubbornly in front of Xu Yuet, blocking her way, "June, listen to me..."
"I don't listen, I don't listen to me?" Xu Yueyue quickly interrupted Ning Jinyu's words, her tone was full of disdain, "Do you need me to cooperate with you like this?"
Ning Jinyu was speechless for a while, but he didn't know when Xu Yueyue became so witty.
"There seems to be nothing to say between us." Xu Yueyue's eyes were dodging and she didn't look at Ning Jinyu. She admitted that she was playing a small temper. She liked Ning Jinyu for so long, and she suffered all the grievances. But it still ends up like this, and now she just wants to talk and do things according to her mood.
"I don't want to hear what you say anymore." Xu Yueyue looked down at her white shoes, and then at the black canvas shoes of Ning Jinyu opposite, suddenly a sentence came to mind: black and white are not at the same time.
"I'm sorry." Seeing that she resisted herself so much, Ning Jinyu also gave up the idea of trying to explain, but said these three words slowly.
Hearing the three words Ning Jinyu said, Xu Yueyue raised her head abruptly, staring at Ning Jinyu's eyes and asked: "Sorry to me before, or to me today?"
Seeing that Ning Jinyu was stunned and did not answer, Xu Yueyue smiled immediately, "Why are you sorry for me? From the beginning to now, I am the only one who is sorry for you."
"So, don't say sorry."
After speaking, Xu Yueyue patted Ning Jinyu's hand and walked forward in large strides.
As soon as she left Ning Jinyu's sight, she put away her smile, the corners of her mouth were so stiff, there were crystal tears in her eyes, Xu Yuelu was afraid that the tears could not help but bit her lower lip. Even in places you can't see, I won't leave a tear for you again.
Ning Jinyu stood on the spot in a daze. When Xu Yuet passed by, he mustered up the courage to reach out and grab her arm. Ning Jinyu turned her back to Xu Yuet and asked with difficulty. : "Do we have to do this?"
Xu Yueyue did not turn around. She looked at the classmates passing by on the playground. Someone cast a curious look at them. Xu Yueyue closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and forced her tears to stop in her eye sockets. Give them a chance to go down the river.
After a long time, she smiled bitterly: "Only you and me, not us."
"Let go." Xu Yueyue struggled a few times, but failed to break free from Ning Jinyu's restraint.
Ning Jinyu clutched Xu Yuelu's wrist tightly, not letting her escape, "Are you not liking me anymore?"
Hearing these words, Xu Yueyue stood there and turned back slowly. Now Ning Jinyu asked herself about this familiar sentence.
Xu Yueyue carefully looked at Ning Jinyu with her back to her, and slowly moved her eyes to the entangled hands of the two, sneered, and nodded without denying, "Yes, because you are not worthy."
Just as Xu Yueyue finished this sentence, she felt Ning Jinyu's hand loosen instantly. She lowered her head and looked at the hand that Ning Jinyu had just held tightly. The white skin was slightly Flushed.
She looked back at Ning Jinyu again, sighed softly, turned around and left without hesitation.
Once, I also thought about walking a long way side by side with you.
Later, time did not make us go away, but I pushed you away first, pushed away love.
After I love you, I just added a sigh.
Ning Jinyu stood in the middle of the playground. I don't know when he was the only one left on the playground. The darkness of the night opened, and the bright moon was in the sky. The moonlight reflected on Ning Jinyu's body, casting a black lonely shadow on the ground.
Xu June's hobby for herself seemed to disappear with that sigh, Ning Jinyu was upset, but at a loss.
Ning Jinyu couldn't do the indifferent Cold War like Yuan Yiyang, nor could he pretend that nothing happened like Xu Yue.
It was the first time in his life that he felt so helpless, like a drowning person floating up and down in the water, unable to catch anything that could survive.
Ning Jinyu sighed and left the playground with heavy steps.
Standing in the teacher's office building, Xu June saw his figure disappear on the playground before returning to Wen Lai's office.
Xu Yueyue went to Wen Lai’s office to do homework after leaving the playground. On the way, she went to the bathroom and found Ning Jinyu was still standing on the playground. She deliberately ignored Ning Jinyu who was standing there and went back to the house to write. Come out after finishing homework.
I thought Ning Jinyu had already left, but I didn't expect him to be still standing there. Wen Lai didn't finish her work, and Xu Yueyue couldn't leave. She stood there looking at Ning Jinyu on the playground from a distance. Xu Yueyue walked back to the office until Ning Jinyu left without looking back.
"By the way, teacher, I improved by one in this exam." Xu Yueyue entered the room and sat on the office chair, speaking with joy.
"I am a teacher, I have known your grades a long time ago." Wen Lai had confidence in Xu Yuet, he asked without looking up, "Your mother said that I was discussing things about going abroad with you. How was the discussion?"
"Just for the exam, I'm almost perfected. If I want to go abroad for the IELTS test, let me be spared!" Xu Yueyue forced a smile on her face, thinking of the upcoming college entrance examination and going abroad, her smile was still stiff in the end. There.
My mother told her to go to the UK, and there is an aunt in the UK at home. She went to school there to take care of her. She never cared about going abroad, nor did she promise her parents to study in the UK.
"Your English score is not bad, I have confidence in you for the IELTS test!" Wen Lai and Xu Yuelu didn't really want to mention going abroad, thinking of June's mother's entrustment to him, and also thinking that the college entrance examination date is approaching. Yue’s time to leave is getting tighter, and she reminds her: “If you decide to go abroad in the end, do the formalities and preparations in advance. Don’t be too busy at that time.”
"Well, it doesn't matter whether you can go abroad or not." Xu Yueyue replied, her eyes drifting to the night outside the window.
There was a heavy rain in her youth, Ning Jinyu held up an umbrella and stood beside her to shelter her from the wind and rain.
Now, she pushed Ning Jinyu away, and the umbrella she was holding left with her. If she left here alone, I wonder if the rain in Britain is heavy here, or if it will be as long as it is now.