From that day on, Xu Yueyue even more vigorously avoided Ning Jinyu.
The relationship between her and Yuan Yiyang did not ease because of the events of that day, and Yuan Yiyang spent less and less time in the class.
"June, follow me to the office to get a roll of paper." Wen Lai said as he walked off the stage.
"Oh."
Xu Yueyue followed Wen Lai and when he walked through the principal's office, he met a middle-aged man in formal clothes.
Xu Yueyue glanced at the man's appearance as he passed by. He always felt very familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen him.
The middle-aged man also kept staring at Xu Yuet. He took his gaze back when he saw Xu Yuet enter the house.
"Last night I heard your mother say you didn't really want to go abroad?"
Xu Yueyue sorted the roll of paper and sighed when he heard Wen Lai's question. She was sure that Teacher Wen was definitely a lobbyist sent by her mother.
"Actually, going abroad is a good choice for you."
Seeing Xu Yuet's lonely expression, Wen Lai walked up to her and handed her a piece of paper, "These are the few foreign universities that your mother entrusted me to pick for you last night."
Xu June took the piece of paper and stared at the school information on the paper without saying a word.
"Your English scores have always been good. You will start studying in the IELTS class this month and take the IELTS test in May. You can apply to the school directly after the college entrance examination."
Seeing that Xu Yueyue didn't even listen to what he said, Wen Lai continued: "If you are determined not to go abroad, then you should review and prepare for the college entrance examination."
"Teacher..." Xu Yueyue raised her head, looking at Ning Jinyu in confusion, "Do you think I should go abroad?"
Wen Lai smiled, "Whether as a teacher or as a brother and friend, I think going abroad is the best for you."
"But when you leave the parliament, stay away from your parents, away from friends, away from Yaran, away from you, away from..." Xu June held back the last name and didn't say it.
Her parents had discussed going abroad with her since last semester, and she kept dragging her to not agree, because of the only hope in her heart.
She always thought that even if Ning Jinyu and Ning Jinyu cannot go to the same university, as long as they live in the same city, it means that they are still possible.
Seeing Xu Yuelu fell into deep thought, Wen Lai thought for a while, and finally decided to say what was in his heart: "In June, I heard Jiuyue mentioned that you want to go to A major..."
Xu June's expression changed when he heard Wen Lai's words.
Xu June's reaction was clear from Wen. He continued: "A major is a bit difficult for you a year ago, but at that time you worked hard and there was a certain chance that you could pass the exam."
"But it's completely impossible now." He must be cruel to break Xu June's fluke and illusion, otherwise Xu June will always be led by the nose by sensibility, and will not think rationally about the reality.
"You have already experienced that chasing meteors is not so easy." Wen Lai's words pointed at Ning Jinyu.
Xu Yuelu was silent when she heard this, and she had indeed felt it.
"In June, everyone's path has been chosen, how about you?"
"You have to think about your own future and live for yourself, rather than blindly following the footsteps of others."
Xu Yuelue's gaze moved back to the piece of paper. Looking at the densely classified school information on it, Xu Yueyue raised the corners of her mouth bitterly.
Then he stuffed the paper into his pocket, picked up the roll of paper, and solemnly said: "Teacher, I will consider it carefully."
"I'm back to work first."
Before Wen could speak, Xu Yueyue went out holding the roll of paper.
Passing by the principal's office, Xu Yuelu unexpectedly met Yuan Yiyang who had not seen him for many days.
Xin is a tall and thin boy wearing a white T-shirt and black sweatpants leaning against the railing, his dark brown hair gleaming lightly under the sun.
The black eyes, like agate beads, give people a bright and sunny feeling. Under the tall bridge of the nose, the thin rose-colored lips are pressed tightly, losing the arc of laughter in the past, as if there are many unspeakable secrets.
She lowered her head and continued to move forward. Facing Yuan Yiyang, she had many things to ask, but she couldn't speak.
The two people passed by without feeling like strangers on the sidewalk.
When passing by Yuan Yiyang, Xu Yuelu held her breath, and she became nervous inexplicably. She walked in front of Yuan Yiyang, and then within two steps, she was stopped by Yuan Yiyang behind her.
"Xu June." Yuan Yiyang's tone was faint, not like the intimacy of the past.
Xu Yueyue turned around, raised the smiling face he had prepared for more than a year, and the lines that he had practiced many times in his heart, "Long time no see."
Yuan Yiyang stared at her, there was nothing in his eyes when he talked together.
She wanted to greet Hara Yiyang like an old friend, but she knew that there was a rift that couldn't be repaired between the two.
Yuan Yiyang heard her "long time no see" and stood still without saying a word.
The two stood there, both silent.
A warm spring breeze blows, the flowers on the tree are blown down by the wind, and fragments of petals flutter in the wind, and finally fall to the ground.
"I'm going abroad."
Yuan Yiyang finally spoke, but it was this shocking news that told Xu Yuet.
Xu Yuelu froze there, and she understood everything in an instant.
Yuan Yiyang frequently enters and exits the school's various offices, not because he is in trouble, but is dealing with going abroad.
The middle-aged man just now, Xu Yue remembered why he knew him so well, that uncle had similar eyebrows with Yuan Yiyang in front of him.
"Do you look down on me very much?"
Seeing Xu Yueyue staying there without speaking, Yuan Yiyang smiled bitterly, "I can't go to university in China, so I can't go on and choose to go abroad."
Xu Yueyue didn't speak, she thought, what right does she have to look down on Yuan Yiyang.
Yuan Yiyang at least has the courage to choose his own path, knowing where he is going in the future.
"Yuan Yiyang, in my heart..." Xu Yue's words paused. She looked at the young man in front of her who belittled herself, remembering the two people's squabbles for so many years, she raised her face brightly. Smile.
"You have never been worse than anyone."
After Xu Yueyue turned around and left, she hoped this was the best ending for her and Yuan Yiyang.
Returning home in the evening, Xu Yuet listened to Song Yaran's hard work on the phone while recalling Yuan Yiyang's words. She suddenly realized that she was absent.
Ning Jinyu's goal is the University of Political Science and Law in Province A, and he has been working hard for it.
Although Song Yaran often complained that the training camp was too tiring, she also chose the art test route.
Lin Luoluo stayed up late to study until two or three, and her grades regressed and cried, all because of her A major.
Yuan Yiyang decided to go abroad without saying a word, and it can be regarded as a preliminary decision on his future direction.
Even Yuan Yiyang's non-motivated deskmate Qiu Wen began to worry about his future.
These people, just like what the Chinese teacher said, have already chosen the path they want to take in life.
But I was still hesitating, thinking about a way to get the best of both worlds, which would make my parents happy and be with Ning Jinyu.
She remembered the piece of paper in her jacket pocket, hurriedly replied a few words to Song Yaran, and hung up the phone.
She ran out of bed barefoot, took the paper out of her pocket, and examined it under the lamp.
"You have already experienced that chasing meteors is not so easy."
"In June, everyone's path has been chosen, how about you?"
"You have to think about your own future and live for yourself, rather than blindly following the footsteps of others."
What Wen Lai said in the office today echoed in Xu June's ear.
The Chinese teacher was right. She has been looking for meteors that do not belong to her.
Since you hate yourself so much, then bravely take the first step to change!
The next morning, Xu Yuelu hurriedly put on his shoes and shouted to her mother in the kitchen: "Mom, I'm going to be late. I won't have breakfast today."
"How about that!"
June's mother walked out of the kitchen and saw that she was ready to go out at the door, and quickly filled her with bread and milk.
"You can eat as much as you can on the road, and you have to eat in the morning." June's mother asked.
Xu Yueyue nodded in response, said a word to her mother before going out, and closed the door before she could recover.
"Mom, I have decided to go abroad, so please go and report for IELTS this afternoon."
June's mother reacted and covered her mouth happily.
She took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Wen Lai: Teacher Wen, I have agreed to go abroad in June, thank you for your help!
Xu Yueyue went out and looked up at the sunny blue sky, the wind was blowing clouds moving slowly.
The heart, is it also inadvertently drifting slowly like a cloud, and then drifting out of his chest, not knowing where it is drifting.
Xu Yueyue gave up the promise of Ning Jinyu's A major, but did not give up studying hard.
The second model Xu Yueyue regressed one place, and the third model regressed two.
Now Xu Yuet has no sense of frustration in the face of retreat. She laughs at herself that she is already familiar with retreat.
She focuses on English, and she goes to the IELTS class every night and weekend.
Ning Jinyu's second model improved by one, and her third model did not progress or regress.
Ning Jinyu has bonus points, and it is already a sure thing to be admitted to the University of Political Science and Law.
Song Yaran did not give in vain, and the art test scores were very good, and it was not a problem to enter the favorite film and television school.
Wen Lai and Xu Yueyue chose a university in the UK together, and Xu Yueyue also chose a major they like.
In May, Xu June took a week off to train before the IELTS surprise test.
Back to school a week later, with a smile on his face.
Her efforts in English have paid off, and her IELTS test scores are very good.
Xu June has experienced the long-lost sense of success. She is now high-spirited, sweeping away her previous frustrations, and preparing for studying abroad with all her heart.
Everyone was watching Xu Yuelue's changes. Song Yaran pestered Xu Yueyu, and curiously asked her about asking her for a week of leave.
Faced with Song Yaran’s forced questioning, Xu Yueyue never answered positively. She told Song Yaran, “I seem to have found my own future.”
Although Song Yaran couldn't understand it, she immediately informed Ning Jinyu.
Ning Jinyu didn't understand the meaning of Xu Yuelu's words, and was surprised at Xu Yuelue's earth-shaking changes compared to before.
She returned to the appearance she had when she first met, changed back to the sunny, cheerful, confident and optimistic Xu Yueyue, no longer complaining about herself as she did a while ago.
Xu Yueyue's change made Ning Jinyu happy from the bottom of her heart, and it also made him feel a little panic.
Because Xu June's change this time was not because of him.
One week before the college entrance examination, Xu Yueyue met an unexpected person on the small road home.
The young man leaning on the telephone pole seemed to have been waiting for a long time. Seeing Xu Yue's figure appeared, his eyes glowed with a different light from the past.
Xu Yueyue stood in place, looking at the young man not far away in disbelief.