Xu Yueyue's mind is like a marquee, flashing one scene after three years of high school.
The teenager on the other end of the phone remained silent, and when Xu Yueyue spoke again, she was already crying: "Like you, is the best thing I have done in my entire youth."
"me too."
The three short words of the young man were enough to make all Xu June's disguise collapse.
She froze for three seconds, then hung up the phone without hesitation and sat there crying.
She cried out all the emotions she had suppressed for many days, ignored the eyes of others, and then drunk herself.
Yuan Yiyang looked at her very distressed, but didn't know what to do.
"If you like it, go after it and stay with him!" Yuan Yiyang couldn't bear to see her heartbroken appearance, and persuaded her with a hatred of iron and steel: "You obviously like each other, why do you want to torture each other like this?"
"You don't understand." Xu Yueyue's tears couldn't stop flowing down, "It's impossible between us."
Xu Yueyue thought of shedding tears, thinking of the flight the day after tomorrow, she said slowly with tears: "It's impossible anymore."
Song Yaran heard Xu Yue's cry as soon as she entered the door, and she followed the cry to find Xu Yue and Yuan Yiyang.
Song Yaran looked at Yuan Yiyang suspiciously. He didn't understand the current situation, but saw Yuan Yiyang shook his head helplessly and said to her, "It's too late. Send her home first."
The two helped Xu Yuelu to get into the taxi together. Yuan Yiyang sat in the front row, and Song Yaran accompanied Xu Yueyu in the back row, taking care of her.
When passing near the Beiqing River, brilliant fireworks bloomed above that piece of sky.
The time is approaching the early hours of the morning, and the city has turned into a sea of lights under the curtain of night, and the fireworks in the ink-like night sky are particularly gorgeous and dazzling.
Xu Yueyue half-squinted her eyes, staring at the bright fireworks outside the window in a daze.
Song Yaran looked at Xu Yuelu who was lost, then glanced at the fireworks not far away, and sighed.
The cool evening breeze gently blew Xu Yue's face, sitting in the taxi, her head gradually awake.
Looking at the floating lights outside the car window and the colorful fireworks in the sky, Xu Yueyue smiled happily, and burst into tears, "I didn't keep the agreement with you again."
Yuan Yiyang and Song Yaran sent Xu Yuet upstairs, and when they got upstairs, Yuan Yiyang took the first step, and Song Yaran helped Xu Yueyue knock on the door.
When Yueyue's mother opened the door, she smelled a scent of alcohol. Seeing Xu Yueyue outside the door was drunk, Yueyue's mother hurriedly helped her into the bedroom with Song Yaran.
"Auntie, our class is gathering tonight to eat a meal, but many people drank too much." Song Yaran explained for Xu June, "After graduation, everyone is reluctant to each other, so we can't control our feelings and drank some wine. ."
June’s mother glanced at Xu Yuelue on the bed, remembering that she was going to travel the day after tomorrow, and was moved by Song Yaran’s words. She said sadly: "We have struggled together for three years, but now she is scattered across the world. Xu Yueyue is reluctant to let everyone go. of.
"Yeah." Song Yaran stood aside and nodded in agreement.
Her Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the ticket on Xu Yuet’s desk. Before she could take a closer look, she diverted her attention because of what Yueyue’s mother said.
"Yaran, it's so late, why don't you live here tonight."
Song Yaran hurriedly waved her hand and said that she didn't need to, "My classmate is still waiting for me downstairs. Let's rent out and go home together. Auntie don't worry."
With that, Song Yaran was about to leave, and June's mother hurriedly stepped forward to send her off.
"Yaran."
Xu Yueyue, who was originally asleep in bed, suddenly called Song Yaran's name.
Song Yaran stopped and turned to look around, only to see Xu Yuelu smile at her and whispered "goodbye".
"Well, goodbye, you have a good rest." Song Yaran smiled and made a grimace at her. Taking advantage of June's mother not paying attention, she threatened in a low voice: "I will ask you to settle the account tomorrow."
The first day after the college entrance examination, June 9th, was Xu June's birthday.
Early that morning, Xu June got up and took his ID card to cancel the mobile phone card he was using, and then went home to sort his luggage.
I celebrated my birthday with the whole family at noon and was at home in the afternoon. Wen Lai told her about the precautions after going to the UK.
There are no big things, but there are a lot of small things and chores. It's already ten o'clock in the evening after the whole day is finished.
June's mother asked her to rest earlier, and she will arrive at the airport early tomorrow to wait.
Xu Yuelue went to bed, looked at the numbers on the WeChat icon, cruelly, and finally didn't click on it.
Now that you have decided to leave, leave more thoroughly.
Xu Yueyue clicked on WeChat and deliberately didn't go to the chat page, clicked Settings, and clicked the log out section.
Then she re-applied for a WeChat ID, then posted on her own Weibo, leaving the last sentence.
After all this was done, she put the phone aside contentedly and fell asleep.
Song Yaran couldn't contact Xu Yueyue for a day, and did not respond to WeChat. She remembered the ticket she saw on Xu Yueyue's desk last night, and she had a bad feeling in her heart.
She told Ning Jinyu of her guess, but Ning Jinyu didn't believe what she said.
The day after the college entrance examination was over, everyone's excitement for graduation diminished a little.
Since Song Yaran told herself about the bold idea yesterday, Ning Jinyu thought the more something went wrong. He called Xu Yuelu, but was told by the cold female voice: "The number you are calling is an empty number."
Ning Jinyu was upset all morning. He called Yuan Yiyang to ask Yuan Yiyang. Yuan Yiyang, who had already arrived in Canada, said that he didn't know anything.
In desperation, Ning Jinyu's call came to Wen Lai's cell phone.
Wen Laigang sent Xu Yuet away, looked at Ning Jinyu's call on the phone, and glanced at the airport bus that had already left.
He thought about it for a while, then connected Ning Jinyu's call, "Student Ning, what's the matter?"
"Teacher, I want to ask you..." Ning Jinyu paused, "I want to ask you about Xu Yue."
"Xu Yueyue is out of the country." Wen Lai guessed the question he wanted to ask, and told him the answer directly.
The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, and then asked after a while: "Study abroad or travel abroad?"
"Study abroad."
"Teacher, tell me so frankly, is it because she has left." Ning Jinyu did not realize that her voice had begun to choke.
"Yeah." Wen Lai did not deny it.
"Which country?" His hand holding the phone was shaking, and the cry in his voice could not be concealed. He stood there as if his soul had been taken away.
Wen Lai didn't answer his question directly, but persuaded him: "Ning Jinyu, you are not suitable. This is the best ending for you now."
"The teacher is not us, how can we know that we are inappropriate."
Ning Jinyu still did not accept the fact that Xu Yue had left. He couldn't believe that Xu Yue, who had just talked to him on the phone the day before yesterday, was already on the way to his unknown location.
Facing Ning Jinyu's stubbornness, Wen Lai sighed and revealed the cruel facts softly: "Ning Jinyu, if you are really suitable, you won't be where you are today."
"The gap between you and her is too big. She has been too tired to chase you." Wen Lai persuaded him kindly. He could see that Ning Jinyu also really liked Xu Yue, but he also knew that there was only Like can't resist all the difficulties and obstacles.
"Ning Jinyu, let Xu Yuet go and let yourself go!"
Ning Jinyu heard Wen Lai's words, tears shed silently, and fell from her cheeks to her mouth. As soon as Ning Jinyu spoke, she tasted the salty taste of her tears.
"Teacher, you all think that Xu Yueyue has been chasing me."
Drops of tears rolled out of his eye sockets. Ning Jinyu didn't care if his fragile side was exposed to others. He didn't want to hide his sad emotions even as the tears rained down.
"Actually, the one who has been chasing and has never stopped... it's me."
Listening to Ning Jinyu's heartfelt words, Wen Lai looked in the direction where the bus had disappeared, wondering whether he was good to her or harmed her by persuading Xu Yuet to leave.
"Teacher, if you have a chance, please tell Xu Yuet for me."
Ning Jinyu's heart seemed to be held tightly by an invisible thug. He couldn't break free and could only endure the pain silently.
"Happy birthday to her."
Later, I finally learned how to love.
It's a pity that you have long gone and disappeared in the crowd.
Later, I finally understood in tears.
Some people will not be there once they miss it.
After arriving at the airport, Xu Yueyue bid farewell to his parents and walked to the security check alone.
The people around him come and go, and everyone has different expressions on their faces. Xu Yueyue feels the weight of loneliness before leaving his hometown.
She did not run with Ning Jinyu to the future agreed upon by the two in the second year of high school. She left alone, towards the future she finally chose.
"If you have fate..." Xu Yueyue turned and looked up at the sky outside. After a long period of time, she would not be able to see the same sky with him. From then on, Yunjuan Yunshu has nothing to do with him.
She stood in place and said to herself: "Let us meet in the next future."
Xu Yueyue passed the security check and sat on the bench in the waiting room. Liu Ruoying's mellow voice, like milk tea, came from the earphones, "And why, when you are young, you must hurt your loved one. "
She unknowingly followed the female voice in the earphones and sang softly together: "How will you remember me, with a smile or silence."
There is no hysterical love of moths against the fire in Xu Yuet's youth, but only those unspeakable weaknesses.
Walking along the path of youth, all the pain on the ground.
Now, she regards studying abroad as a chance for her own rebirth. She wants to abandon the previous Xu June and become a better herself.
She sent the first Weibo on the Weibo account she just applied for: I have a good yearning for the future life and hope that everything will not let me down.
Xu Yuelu's leaving without saying goodbye has become an unforgettable scar in everyone's heart.
Xu Yueyue's personal Weibo homepage frequently used in high school, and the last one was the latest one, which came from late night on June 9th.
-Forget me, as if I have never been in your world.
Years later, this scar exists in their hearts.
Every year in June, everyone is inexplicably sad, and can't spend a whole month happily and smoothly.
June is the time for the college entrance examination.
June is Xu June's name.
June is Xu June's birthday.
June is the day when Xu June leaves.
Six is an auspicious number for others, but for them it is an injury that cannot be mentioned or touched.