Xu Yueqiang resisted the urge to ask Ning Jinyu in his heart. She and Song Yaran had said everything they hadn't said for five years, and this afternoon they all said.
When Song Yaran was sent away, the night was already dark, the moon was on the top of the willow, and after Xu Yueyue washed herself, she lay down on her bed. She put the phone on the pillow and stared at the ceiling alone.
Now that they are back, they have decided to plan Song Yaran's wedding, so she and Ning Jinyu will meet again one day.
In the past few years when Xu Yuet has been abroad, he has either been immersed in studies or busy with work, and his relationship has been blank.
Xu June looked forward to and resisted the upcoming reunion of the two. She lay on the bed and thought about it. She got up from the bed and sat down at the desk. She stretched out her hand and took out the high school diary from the drawer. Looking through the pages, her thoughts followed the diary. The recorded text drifted away five years ago.
After reading the last page, Xu Yueyue found that there were two blank pages after the last diary. On the first page, she drew a big question mark the night before leaving that year, representing the way to go abroad. The unknown.
She stared at the last blank page in a daze, and after a long time she lifted the pen and wrote a paragraph on that page.
When we were young, we always mistakenly thought of like to make love, a little bit of trouble would be earth-shattering, bravely grabbing and letting go easily. The vows at that time were also so pale and weak, and they were drowned in a sea of people over time.
Everyone’s youth seems to have a dream in a long night, but some people wake up early, while others can’t wake up.
There is little youth left in my hands, I have been deserted for so long. Youth is far away from me, but your smile is engraved on my heart, unforgettable. After leaving you, many things that have settled deep in my heart will always ripple inadvertently.
It took me five years to wake up from the dream of youth.
Now that I come back, I want to give my youth an explanation.
In the next week, Xu Yuelu didn't have time to adapt to the jet lag, and began to work on Song Yaran's wedding. After passing the wedding style with Song Yaran and Qiu Wengou, she quickly set the wedding process.
Song Yaran was surprised by Xu Yue's changes. Now she is decisive and determined, not at all like before, and she has to struggle for a long time about which bottle to choose when she drinks a drink. Xu June used to have a headache when she saw studying, but now she has completely become a workaholic.
Song Yaran invited Xu Yuelue to be her bridesmaid at her wedding. From now to the day of the wedding, Xu Yuelue’s main task is to plan the wedding and accompany Song Yaran to the wedding.
On Saturday Song Yaran asked Xu June to come out early, ready to try the wedding dress.
Xu Yueyue walked on the road and was about to take a taxi to the bridal shop. She passed by the experimental high school at the end of school. On Saturday, the senior students did not take a break, and the milk tea shop and snack bar at the door were crowded. After the students, even the sidewalks are bustling with students coming and going.
Xu Yueyue stared at those blue and white school uniforms that were exactly the same as when he was studying at that time, feeling in his heart, in a blink of an eye, he had graduated for so many years.
The girls squeezed in front of the milk tea shop, chatting gossip with each other while drinking milk tea. A boy passed in front of them, and a group of girls instantly coaxed a red-faced girl standing between them, attracting everyone's attention, and the boy also Just bowed his head and walked quickly without saying anything.
Some boys sit on bicycles in twos and threes, forming a circle, making fun of them and chatting. Some boys ran out of the school gate sweating profusely while holding a basketball. When passing by the girls, they deliberately shook the sweat from their foreheads, thinking they were very handsome.
Xu Yueyue walked among the students, and the teenagers and girls who passed by made her seem to breathe the breath of youth.
From a distance, she saw a boy in school uniform with his back to her, talking to a girl who was not tall. Her footsteps stopped in place, staring at the young man's back, and carefully examining his figure.
While talking, the boy stretched out his hand and rubbed the girl's short hair.
The still water in Xu Yuelue's heart was stirred up by the boy's actions, causing ripples and throbbing in her heart.
What a familiar scene, even the back of that boy is exactly the same as he was back then.
"Ning Jinyu..." Xu Yueyue murmured, her voice was very soft, but it fell heavily on her heart.
Memories and reality intertwined, Xu Yuelu lost consciousness, stepped forward quickly, and patted the young man on the shoulder. When the young man fell, Xu Yuelu suddenly awakened from his memories. Faced with the puzzled look of the young man in front of him, Xu Yueyue slowly said: "I'm sorry, I confessed to the wrong person." Then he turned and left the scene quickly.
Xu Yueyue walked down the street and went to the bridal shop that had an appointment with Song Yaran.
She was annoyed by her behavior just now, but she understood in an instant that she had never let go of Ning Jinyu.
Xu Yueyue turned at the intersection ahead. She was standing on the sidewalk, waiting for the change of traffic lights. A car parked not far from the other side caught her attention. A man and a woman stood beside the car. The two were talking. The man seemed to be explaining something to the woman.
Xu Yueyue looked at the overlapping profile of the man and the boy in his memory from a distance, and the waves in his heart that had just stopped still rippled again. With the green light, all the pedestrians around her were walking across the road, but she stood still between the pedestrians, her eyes could not be removed from the man on the opposite side.
That's how Ning Jinyu grew up.
Xu Yueyue once imagined the appearance of the two growing up. In her endless imagination when she was young, Ning Jinyu grew up just like the man in suit and shoes opposite.
Thinking of the embarrassing scene in front of the school, Xu Yueyue lowered her head and smiled to herself. She hurried to the opposite side of the road before the green light changed to red, reached out to stop a taxi, and sat down to the bridal shop. go with.
After Ning Jinyu explained to the girl in front of him, the other nodded and left.
He then raised his head and looked around, looking for the familiar figure he had just inadvertently raised his eyes to see.
He ran to the other side of the road and looked around carefully, but still couldn't find the figure he had just seen. Ning Jinyu dropped her hand in vain, not believing that what she saw was an illusion or a similar person.
He just raised his eyes inadvertently, and he saw the woman standing on the opposite side of the road at a glance. After a long time, he couldn't forget that face. How could it be wrong
Ning Jinyu returned to the car. He sat in the car with his eyes closed and did not start the car for a long time. His mind was full of the woman just now, the look of that woman, and that woman looked at his eyes as well.
He hadn't seen Xu Yuelue for five years, but he was quite sure that he hadn't looked away.
Ning Jinyu opened his eyes and sat up and opened his wallet. There was a picture of Xu Yuet in his wallet. Ning Jinyu stretched out her hand and gently wiped the yellowed photo, and her eyes started to feel sore.
When will I see you again...
Song Yaran's wedding is coming soon, her husband spoils her, her in-laws also like her, the wedding preparation is also very smooth, life is happily, no matter what she does, she has friends with her, so she has a smile on her face all the time.
The only regret in her heart is that Xu Yueyue has not yet become her younger sibling.
Xu June’s bridesmaid’s yarn was selected within half an hour after entering the door, while Song Yaran tried a dozen of them but failed to find the wedding dress that suits her.
"Does this look too wide for my crotch?"
Song Yaran tried another mermaid wedding dress. She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror and looked at herself in the mirror. She always felt dissatisfied here, and also dissatisfied there. "June, see if I am not suitable for fishtails." Yarn?"
Xu Yueyue looked around Song Yaran twice and praised earnestly: "This one looks great on you, and it matches your figure well. It is both slender and ********."
Song Yaran looked at herself in the mirror, always feeling that something was wrong. She was annoyed for a long time and asked Xu Yue, "Why don't I put on the one just now, you look at it again?"
"Okay." Xu Yueyue nodded and agreed.
Song Yaran entered the fitting room again. Seeing that the appointment hadn't appeared yet, she couldn't bear to take out her phone and text him: "Why haven't you come yet? Hurry up!"
"Already on the way, there are still ten minutes to arrive." The other party's text message soon passed over.
Song Yaran counted the time in the fitting room. After the calculation, he hurriedly shouted at Xu Yuelu outside: "June, are you still outside?"
"Well, what's the matter?" Xu Yueyue sat on the sofa, flipping through the wedding magazine in his hand, while responding to Song Yaran's words.
"Go pick a wedding dress you like and try it with me." Song Yaran suggested, having a wishful thinking in her heart.
Xu Yueyue flipped through the magazine in his hand and replied without raising his head: "No, I'm not getting married. Why do I try my wedding dress."
"Try it, I want to leave a good memory with you, can't you?" Song Yaran's voice sounded like anxious, Xu Yueyue replied helplessly, "Well, you are interviewing here first. I'm here to pick and see if I have a wedding dress I like."
Xu Yueyue stared at the magazine models with happy smiles in their wedding dresses. She looked up at the wedding dresses in the store, and she was also very curious about how she would look in the wedding dresses.
She picked a retro tail wedding dress and entered the fitting room next to Song Yaran.
Soon after Xu Yueyue entered the fitting room, Song Yaran tried her wedding dress and came out. She stood in front of the mirror, still slightly dissatisfied with the wedding dress on her.
She was staring at herself in the mirror worrying, and in the mirror she saw Ning Jinyu walking towards her from the door.
Song Yaran quickly turned around, put her finger to her mouth, and signaled Ning Jinyu not to say anything. She pointed her finger at the fitting room, leaned to Ning Jinyu's ear, and whispered to him: "I will interview for wedding dresses in June."
Ning Jinyu was called here by Song Yaran by text message. She thought that something was wrong with the wedding, but she didn't expect Xu June to come back. When he heard the word "June", his whole person was stunned. He thought it was Song Yaran who was tricking him again, but when he saw Song Yaran's nervous expression, Ning Jinyu was silent...
Ning Jinyu and Song Yaran were sitting on the sofa. Ning Jinyu slowly recovered from the news of Xu Yue's return to China. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, typed a line and handed it to Song Yaran.
"When did Xu Yueyue come back?"
Song Yaran glanced at the content on the phone, and then tilted his head to look at Ning Jinyu. Seeing that his face was still as cold as usual, his expression was neither unhappy nor happy. Song Yaran couldn't help but slander: Ning Jinyu, you are Da Tsundere, don't pretend to die!
Five years ago, Song Yaran accompanied Ning Jinyu and spent the unforgettable June that year with him. Ning Jinyu's grief during that time was obvious. He didn't think about food and drink all day, and his expression was in a trance. Until the beginning of school, he went to the University of Political Science and Law in Province A. He still hadn't walked out of the shadow of Xu Yuet going abroad.
Ning Jinyu blamed herself for five years, and blamed herself for not giving more attention to Xu Yueyu, and for not being brave enough for not holding on to Xu Yueyu. Song Yaran knew very well that in the past five years, Ning Jinyu's love for Xu Yuet hadn't lost a point, but it was even deeper than five years ago.
Song Yaran deliberately planned the encounter between the two people. She thought Ning Jinyu would be happy, but he didn't expect him to be so calm. Song Yaran took the phone in Ning Jinyu's hand and quickly typed three words: "A week ago."
Ning Jinyu stared at the three words "one week ago" on the phone without saying a word. It seems that he read it correctly this morning! His deep eyes became darker and darker, and his thin lips pressed tightly.
It's been five years, it's not that he didn't think about going abroad to find Xu Yuet. But he was afraid, afraid that Xu Yuelu hated his search, and feared disturbing Xu Yuelu's peaceful life. From the last sentence left on Xu Yuet's Weibo, he knew that Xu Yuet made a great determination to leave this place and leave himself.
He was not sure whether Xu Yue had any feelings for him. If he found her recklessly, Ning Jinyu could not bear the coldness of her facing herself.
He loved Xu Yuelu for too long, and he couldn't accept any bad results. Even if Xu Yueyue doesn't like herself anymore, Ning Jinyu doesn't want to see her hate herself even for a second.
Now Song Yaran deliberately planned the two to meet again, Ning Jinyu was completely unprepared, he sat there with his usual expression, but he was already panicked and at a loss.
Ning Jinyu looked up at the fitting room hidden by the gauze curtains, and silently imagined what Xu June would be like five years from now.
"Yaran, although this wedding dress looks good, it is too difficult to wear. I will never choose this type when I get married in the future." Xu Yueyue's complaining voice came from the fitting room.
It's Xu Yueyue's voice! Ning Jinyu just heard her voice, and her heart beat faster.
Song Yaran glanced at Ning Jinyu from the light, and caught a trace of tension in his calm eyes. She couldn't help but raised the corners of her mouth, laughing at Ning Jinyu's fidgeting in her heart.
"You workaholic, waiting until you get married, you will like another style." Song Yaran teased Xu June and urged Xu June to come out quickly, "I'm hungry, how can you pay for it?" Won't come out."
"Wait for me, it'll be all right." Xu Yueyue replied, hearing Song Yaran's ridicule, she also joked: "Who said that the year of the monkey, it's only a week since I returned to China, and my mother has already started giving Four or five blind dates were arranged."
"Just take one or four weeks. There are sixteen in a month. Within half a year, I will definitely be able to marry." Xu June's teasing voice came from the fitting room. She was joking with Song Yaran. , But I don't know that Ning Jinyu listened to her heart and cared very much.
Hearing Xu Yue's words, Song Yaran quickly took a look at Ning Jinyu. Seeing his face was pale, Song Yaran prayed secretly, God, please bless Xu Yuet not to die too miserably!
The shopping guide opened the curtain, and the spotlight fell on Xu Yuet’s body. She was a little shy inexplicably and turned around awkwardly. She lowered her head and raised her tube top, and said embarrassedly: "Ya Of course, is this one too exposed?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Yuet released his hand and raised his head, staring at Song Yaran's gaze frozen in mid-air.
Ning Jinyu...