Yuan Yiyang kept walking around in place, hesitating not knowing how to speak.
While he was hesitating, he raised his eyes and caught a glimpse of Xu Yuelu carrying a backpack walking towards this side. Yuan Yiyang quickly turned around and rehearsed the prepared words in a low voice, "Xu Yuelu, be my girlfriend, Ma Liuer, quickly promise me!"
Yuan Yiyang and Yuguang saw Xu Yueyu getting closer and closer, so he turned around quickly. Yuan Yiyang suddenly turned around, shocking Xu Yuelu behind him.
"Yuan, Yuan Yiyang?" The short Xu Yueyue stammered. He and Yuan Yiyang are classmates. They have walked the same way on the way from school for several years. Yuan Yiyang has never spoken to him. Now What is he going to do in this scene
"Xu Yueyue, I..." Yuan Yiyang didn't dare to look directly at Xu Yuet. His eyes were dodging. He looked at the innocent face of Xu Yuetue in front of him. No matter how Yuan Yiyang was brewing in his heart, the words reached his mouth. , I can't open this mouth.
"Is there anything?" Xu Yueyue looked at Yuan Yiyang suspiciously. Although Yuan Yiyang was mischievous, he had never done anything bad, and Xu Yueyue was not afraid of him.
"You're blocking my way!" Yuan Yiyang suddenly said loudly. After he finished speaking, he wished to beat himself up. How did he subconsciously say this!
Hearing what he said, Xu Yuelu was confused. She looked at the flat road that was five or six meters wide. No matter how she looked, she couldn't stop Yuan Yiyang's path, right
But since Yuan Yiyang said so, Xu Yueyue had to take a big step to the right and set aside the road in front of Yuan Yiyang.
Yuan Yiyang saw Xu Yueyue quickly giving way, and he couldn't think of anything else to say, so he gave Xu Yueyue a vicious look, "Don't let me see you again." After saying that, he dashed. Ran away.
Xu Yueyue was left alone in doubt, why this Yuan Yiyang was inexplicable, it seemed that he had to stay away from him in the future.
Yuan Yiyang was heartbroken as he ran, thinking about whether to enroll in a language acting class
"My mistake was that I shouldn't like you from the beginning!"
"I was wrong because I didn't confess to you before Ning Jinyu!"
"I can't lie to myself that I never liked you, and I can't assume that everything hasn't happened for so many years!"
"I'm just waiting, waiting for you to like me too."
"It's just that I can't wait anymore, so I don't have to wait any longer."
"You don't like me, I just give up on you."
Yuan Yiyang's emotions that had forbeared for many years all gushed out at this moment. After he had finished speaking, he turned his face and left.
When he and Xu Yueyue passed by, Xu Yueyue instinctively grabbed his hand to keep him, "Between us, can we really not even be friends?"
Yuan Yiyang was grabbed by Xu Yuet. He sighed with his back to Xu Yuet. He turned to look at her seriously: "What I want to do with you is never just a friend."
After speaking, he smiled at Ning Jinyu who was not far away, and turned around and left.
If Yuan Yiyang knew earlier that this turn was the difference between the Cold War of the past two years and the five-year period, he would definitely put aside his posture, and it would be better to be a friend than a stranger.
During the two years of the Cold War between Yuan Yiyang and Xu Yueyue, as long as he was in school, his heart was definitely on Xu Yueyue. Even if he didn't communicate with Xu Yue Yue, and deliberately ignored Xu Yue Yue, he was paying attention to Xu Yue Yue every moment.
So when Xu Yueyue and Lin Luoluo clashed, he stood up immediately to help Xu Yueyue.
Ning Jinyu's indifferent and self-interested attitude made him uncomfortable. He sent a text message to warn Ning Jinyu, but the other party only replied with one word, "Yeah."
Yuan Yiyang watched Xu Yue's whole person getting more and more negative, but he didn't know how to help.
After hesitating, the college entrance examination is coming soon.
The encounter in the office was something Yuan Yiyang hadn’t expected beforehand. When Xu Yuet passed by, he subconsciously called Xu Yuet out. Deep down in his heart, he knew clearly that if he didn’t Take the initiative to speak, and I am afraid that I will never have the opportunity to face Xu Yue like this.
"In my heart, you have never been worse than anyone."
After saying this, Xu Yueyue turned and walked down the stairs and left.
And Yuan Yiyang stood there, and Xu Yue's words kept echoing in his mind.
He stared at the thin figure on the playground in a daze, with a small smile at the corner of his mouth. Xu Yueyue has not changed, it is still exactly the same as before.
Xu Yueyue's words gave him great encouragement. Before leaving, he made a decision to accompany Xu Yueyue after finishing the college entrance examination.
During the college entrance examination, Xu Yueyue's joy and disappointment were all in his eyes. He would not speak when he was with Xu Yueyue more. He just wanted to see Xu Yueyue more. He was afraid that the future would be long. For a period of time, he couldn't see such a real Xu Yuet anymore.
The walnut Xu Yueyue handed him was brought to Canada by him and put it in front of his desk. Because of Xu Yueyue's words, he also had his own goal and worked hard to become a student bully!
The day after the college entrance examination, the first day he came to Canada, he received a call from Ning Jinyu, from which he learned about Xu June's departure.
He looked at the globe placed on the desk in a daze. The world is so big, where would you go
Yuan Yiyang has read the Weibo and WeChat that Xu Yueyue has abandoned countless times, and feels like they have been abandoned by Xu Yueyue.
"Forget me, as if I have never been in your world." Xu Yueyue's short sentence made him burst into tears.
How could I forget you, you are not just the one I love, you are my whole youth.
He repeated high school for a year and was successfully admitted to the University of Toronto. During the four-year vacation of university, he has traveled almost all over the earth, the United States, Italy, France, Britain, Japan, South Korea, Thailand... He has traveled so many places, but he never encountered that familiarity on the journey. Slim figure.
At the end of May, he received Qiu Wen’s invitation and hurriedly returned to China to attend the wedding. When he met Xu Yuet, he looked at Ning Jinyu, who was standing with Xu Yuet. I will never miss that step.
Xu is good fortune, Xu is not enough fate, Xu is God’s will...
He finally understood that even if he was brave in that first step, he had no chance of winning.
Xu Yueyue accidentally revealed his married identity. Yuan Yiyang was shocked and pierced in his heart, but on his face he could only pretend to be relieved, saying blessings on his lips. But only he and the tears that shed late at night knew that he had never let go.
I love you the most, in the whole youth, I love you the most, and I only love you.
How can I let it go
I have loved you for so many years, it may take twice as long to forget about loving you.
After the wedding, he met Ning Jinyu privately. Ning Jinyu's changes over the years also surprised him, and he immediately understood.
In order to change the one you love, this is something that every ordinary person will do.
I changed for Xu Yueyu, Xu Yueyu changed for Ning Jinyu, and Ning Jinyu changed for Xu Yueyu, all because of love.
A week after the wedding, Yuan Yiyang flew back to Canada. He took his grandfather to Canada two years ago, and the two have settled in Canada.
Before he left, he stood at the airport and looked back at Xu Yue, who had come to see him off. His heart suddenly became empty. Except for his parents, there is no one to worry about him anymore in China.
When people are young, they will always like someone who is beyond reach.
Dreaming that one day I can get married with that person.
But some people’s dreams come true, and some people’s dreams can only be fulfilled by others.
later…
He did not return to China to attend the wedding of Ning Jinyu and Xu Yuet. He could not deceive himself to ignore his heartache. He chose a gift that Xu June would like in Canada and sent it back to China. Looking at the news posted on the social software of the two, he was alone in the middle of the night and laughed to tears, counting his heartbreak.
After Xu Yueyue got married, Yuan Yiyang put away the box of walnut kernels and stored it in a box full of childhood memories. The box of walnuts was placed on the attic along with the box.
In the year that Mr. Wen got married, he visited many classmates, and he went back to China to celebrate for the Chinese teacher. At the wedding, Xu Yueyue and Ning Jinyu were also there, and the happy appearance of the two made him feel satisfied.
Ning Jinyu's parents also came. Although Teacher Wen didn't let Ning's father attend as his father, it was a big change since he let Ning's father come.
The year Xu June gave birth to his first child, he met someone in Canada who made his long silent heart beat again.
In the year Xu Yuelu gave birth to his second child, he split and reunited with that person many times, and finally entered the palace of marriage happily.
Ning Jinyu and Xu Yuelu had children and daughters, and they made up a good character. Soon after, he also had his first child, a daughter, very well-behaved.
The name Xu Yueyue is no longer a hard-to-extract thorn in his heart. The thorn gradually opened its branches and leaves, and a bright rose bloomed.
The rose grows in his heart, but the meaning is different. Although the rose is dazzling, his whole heart is already beating for others.
But it is undeniable that this rose will always accompany Yuan Yiyang.
There will always be some people who have forgotten, but still accompany you for life.
That person was once your youth.
Only negative affects you.